that one time (poem)
That one time..
do you remember that one time we hung out together?
do you remember the time we first kissed?
how about the first time you said you loved me?
the time i said it wasnt going to happen between us?
you changed me, it happened.
life as we now know it has changed between us..
after that day my love for you has grown to far.
now i had to extinguish the fire.
for to many reasons. so many i can not list.
now i am alone, alone in the desolate world.
wish i could show you the ways we can still be allies in this war.
do you remember that time we met so long ago?
do you realize the pain i was in at the time?
or what about the pain you was in?
all the heartache, the misfortunes.
me, losing the will to live anymore.
you, pushing me to continue, to fight on.
now time has come for use to go our seprate ways.
sorry for what i did? no never.
what i have done you ask? to show you,
i have made you better in the eyes of the world.
do you remember all the peoms i wrote you that night?
do you remember the time you asked me what was the matter?
when all i said was it was nothing..
in reality it was everything..
my life was torn apart for no other reason,
than to have me hurt myself in the heartache that followed.
I have tried to show you love, but love doesnt like to stay with me.
it would rather tear me away from everyone.
its more of a burden for me to carry.
do you remember the blade in my hands?
do you remember the slashes of sorrow on my arm?
the blood on my walls that show the anger,
then the pleading in my voice for god to take me?
how about the time we sat and cried together?
or the time we would laugh for hours over nothing?
now time has told me to let you go.
so i have, now you have to let go too.
it is time for you to fly, to go and die.
do you remember?
i shall forever.