No Lasting Complaints - Chapter 1
#1 of No Lasting Complaints
First off this if my first try at writing anything in a long, long time so I would appreciate any constructive criticism as well as I apologize for the many many many, upon many spelling and grammatical errors I'm sure there are.
The perspective of the story is supposed to be someone in the midst of writing in a journal while daydreaming at the same time, I know it's a lot of jumping about but I hope to feel creative enough to add some little side stories here and there. hope it works out.
Unbelievable, that was about the only way I could think to describe it. If my day were to continue on like this, well let's just say that history could be made for the strangest day for a seventeen year old. Where should I start, why not from the beginning let me give you a run down.
I'm Tyler, your friendly neighbourhood brown bear. Let me first off say I'm not trying to complain rather, I would probably have to say I've had it rather well growing up, just not the easiest. I grew up with two wonderful parents, always been supportive of my choices and my accomplishments, the ones I tell them at least. You see, I'm lean towards guys, very much but I have never told a soul other then those I talk to online. Again, my family is wonderful but they wouldn't understand, very religious heritage I come from and I think it has good morals to follow, just not what I want to myself. I would like to apologize if I start to ramble about things you really don't want to hear about but reading through this I hope you get a better insight to who I am.
I used to be an only cub, for five years before my mom got pregnant again. She said that even though there was another baby on the way that I would still be loved. Every day I'm told I would ask my mom if my baby brother or sister was ready yet and my mom would always laugh and say I need a little more patience, at least that's how my dad tells it. My dad, he's a hero if there ever was one. He didn't fight in a war, nor did he have a job with wide recognition, what he did was manual labour, he fixed things. You know what, that's all a hero needs to do; I love and respect my father he gave me a roof over my head and food on the table, what more can you ask for someone other then the night out watching a hockey game.
It wasn't raining that afternoon, it seemed like another day at least again from what I was told. My mom had tripped, she was told to take it easy but she wanted to bake some cookies for some guests. All I remember is a scream, well; I think I do at least. She was rushed to the hospital and my dad was called from work I don't remember to much after that other then I was in another place I wasn't really familiar with and I was crying. Well, there I go again, I'm rambling off, trying to remember memories I possibly can't. My mom had a miscarriage, it was devastating for my mom and now I know why, I didn't understand back then, how could I, how could I understand that I wouldn't be a big brother.
My father tried to spend more time with me from then on, I think it was because he was trying to show my mom that we were both still there. My mom is still sad but I can say I know that she's happy with the way our family is, but that's fast forwarding a little so again I'm sorry and let me backtrack some more.
In second grade my short comings were slowly coming apparent not so much as learning but socially, I was one of the only bears in school. I think there was one in grade six or seven but that doesn't really count. Often of times I didn't seem to fit into the other groups of cubs that were in classes and my parents finally learned of it from my teachers. My parents weren't upset, of course not, they say they were concerned but not having any neighbours with kids didn't help. They tried to get me to be more active but I always felt like the other kids didn't want me to be around. I supposed that's what helped them with their decision.
I came home one day and both my dad and mom were waiting for me, I threw my bags to the side and they asked me to sit with them. They said that I was going to be a big brother again, I didn't understand, my moms stomach was flat, well as flat as a bears stomach could be. They told me they were going to adopt a cub and that kind of threw me into a spin, I was just confused more then anything. I didn't really know a whole lot back then, other then how to get into trouble at home and stay out of trouble at school.
That night we went for a drive, I remember it being very quiet, a little unusual as my dad always talked up a storm. Driving across the city we must have been going for hours, well, probably not that long. It felt like it though but I was probably a bundle of nerves. Getting out of the car we went into a building where my parents shook hands with someone they seemed to have met before but I didn't know. She introduced herself as Miss Alister, I thought it was a pretty name. That's when I first say him, he was only a year younger then me but it was like looking into a mirror. I think he had to do a double take as well though he wasn't as nervous as me at first. Probably because he has grown up interacting with kids all the time while I didn't.
It was again a quiet ride home though my mom kept looking back at us and my dad in the rear-view mirror. My new brother said his name was Keith and I think he stared at me all the way home, whether it was because we were like twins or it was because he was simply curious I don't know. Getting home and inside our house I finally got a better look at my brother, he was a little shorter but for a bear he was in better shape then me, I was a bit pudgy as I always preferred doodling and watching TV. Thankfully it was the weekend, my dad came with me to my room and I saw he had added another bed, he told me that I would have to share for the time being.
Getting in my PJ's I climbed into bed which is when he walked in, he stood there for a moment. Carrying a back pack and looking at me again I didn't know what to say. My new brother didn't seem nervous but my heart was beating, I was, I hardly talked to other cubs let alone suddenly have a new brother to talk to.
"Hey... I'm Tyler.... " I cleared my throat as I finally spoke up. Right away his eyes were alight.
"Hi Tyler, I'm Keith, I'm your new brother." smiling wide he almost squeaked out.
Something about how he said that made me almost feel right at home with him though it would take a little while till I was used to having a brother to share my life with, but those are stories for another day. Let's try and keep me on track here and jump ahead a little again.
Seventeen, only two years to go in school, it seemed like an eternity. I had grown very close to my brother and he to me, we were usually inseparable and we remained almost identical except for the obvious that my brother was athletic and I wasn't. I always went to my brothers games, he was best at volleyball, I guess other teams just don't expect a bear to be charging the net to throw down a spike at you. My brother was always sticking his nose into my drawings seeing different techniques I would use to shade or colour, he wasn't good at drawing himself but he always was interested in my works it made me feel nice. I was getting alright at drawing, I did landscapes okay but I liked to draw scenes from like movies and what I guess you could call concept art.
At this point in my life I knew I was gay, I had been hiding it for years except from one person. My brother it was like opening Pandora 's Box, I had no idea how he was going to react at first but I'm glad I did as its made things so much easier. Maybe it's because he's adopted but he's not overly religious like our parents either. I was a bundle of nerves when I told him, I was shaking like a leaf, my brother was going to call my mom not because of what I admitted but because he thought I was sick, I'm very glad he didn't. I told my brother when I was fourteen that I didn't seem to like girls the way most other guys did, and that I seemed to like some of the guys around school. I sometimes think my brother is smarter then me, though I think it's more street smarts then school smarts according to our test scores. My brother is straight, but he told me all about what it meant to like guys more then girls, that it was called gay. He didn't hate me and he didn't want to tell mom and dad on me, which was enough for me to be happy.
I was watching one of my brother's games again, cheering from the sidelines with my dad as he would score points. It wasn't quite like a hockey game but it was awesome to see my little brother doing so well against players older then him. I think the only reason my brother wasn't the captain of the teams he played one was because he wasn't in senior year yet but he was the talk of the team and being the brother to him is like being the brother of a celebrity. I was quite growing up all the way through school, I wasn't ignored by other students but I wasn't really acknowledged either. I had a group of friends I would talk with when my brother wasn't hanging around me and that was enough to get me by.
Seeing my brother though and all the attention he got I guess you could call it envy that he was so popular but I think it was more so the fact that I was happy for him. He was a bear and he had so many friends and he had so many girls always trying to get his attention it was kind of funny how they would try to throw themselves at him. Even though my brother was very out going I think some of my relaxed nature rubbed off on him, he was very easy going like me and he wouldn't just hook up with any girl that came by which is why I think he liked to spend a lot of time when he wasn't doing sports or studying with me. Not that I minded, I liked spending times with my brother we looked after each other and kept each other out of trouble, or got each other in trouble on some occasions but that's what brothers do.
The game was over, our team had won by a good margin of points and the players were clearing the court to change and get ready to go home. Smiling happily my brother came rushing over though and I gave him a high five.
"Hey good job, another win under your belt I think you could go to regionals." Saying this a bit loud as there were lots of voices around us.
"Well, I can only hope because our school didn't make it last year." My brother said in reply.
"Are you kidding, with you on the team and half of your opponents cowering in fear when you rush the net and growl as you spike. I don't see how you can't" Laughing I smile happily before my brother smiles back and just runs off to go get changed.
Later that night back at home I'm doodling in my sketch book again trying to draw a planet in mid implosion from some kind disaster, and my brother comes barging in and jumps onto my bed while I sit at my desk.
"What is it Keith?" Looking back at him he's just grinning and I couldn't help but laugh.
"Why'd you have the door closed, drawing porn again?" Smirking he just looked at me.
"What.. No!!... This isn't even the right notebook!.." Almost blushing I scowled as I showed him my drawing and then tossed my eraser at him which only bounced off his head.
"Okay okay.. It's just usually when you have your door closed, your either looking at porn or drawing it." Rolling over before sitting himself up he actually took the notebook to flip through some of my drawings.
"Well, I'm not now, am I, and if you think so why did you barge in. You want to see me drawing porn?" Turning my swivel chair I crossed my arms.
"No, I see enough guys in the shower rooms, its just I didn't hear you moaning so I thought it would be safe. You're lucky our rooms got moved to the basement." Smirking again he looked back up at me before handing off the notebook while I blushed a little.
"Well.. " Not really having anything to retort back I turned back and started typing a few things into my computer that I had running a game.
"Ahh.. I'm sorry for embarrassing you, but what are little brothers for." Standing up he gave me a hug from behind.
"For their older brothers to beat up." Making a fake growl I turned my head and smiled back to him.
"Ha-ha, you would have to catch me first pudgy bear." Poking my side he grinned and ran out of my room and I simply laughed, he joked about my weight all the time though I knew he didn't mean anything by it other then fun.
Sighing a little I turned back to my computer screen and started to type again, looking over my shoulder and hearing the TV on upstairs above me where my parents always were in the evening I opened up a browser and typed into it a search. Pulling up a page I sighed again before leaning my head on my cheek.
"No results." I said with very little enthusiasm. Standing up I stretch and yawn a little before I turn and got out from my room, going upstairs I rummage through the cupboards trying to find something to snack on before deciding to just make myself a bowl of cereal. Taking it back down to my room I step in only to find my brother sitting at the computer screen.
"Hey, what are you doing, you have your own computer." A bit upset, who says brothers get along all of the time. He jumped and quickly spun around.
"I.. uh... " Stuttered out from my brother, going closer I see what startled him about finding him in my room, I still had the search results open. I was on a site for bears and chubby furs, the search was for chubby furs in my local area. Being a small town there were none online, then again probably only half the population in this town even knew what a computer was.
"Keith.. y..you know I'm gay, but I .. umm.. " Closing the door he didn't seem scared as the same time I told him I was gay, but I didn't tell him I also liked guys who weren't exactly your average example. Blushing profusely, probably more so then I had ever before I sat on my bed and put the cereal to the side.
"I hope.. that you don't think of my any less.." I was looking to the ground, my cheeks were on fire, I thought being gay was bad enough but liking chubby guys and know my brother knowing it was pushing some kind of taboo. After a minute of quiet my brother cleared this throat and I looked up at him.
"It's alright, what's wrong with loving a guy who has a nice tummy like yours." Smiling as he always did, that confident look I smiled back. Nodding my head a little I gave my brother a big hug, if there was anything who could ever understand me, it was him. He was laughing as we hugged I felt I should have been embarrassed over it but I forgot who my brother was to me. Letting go of the hug he let out a small "Ooof."
"You should join the wrestling team with a squeeze like that." he said in a bit of joking.
"Oh, why should I show you up in sport you do so good." I said as I laughed, he was smiling and that was the end of that, my brother came to my room because he wanted to ask my help with some math problems he had and for a good portion of the night I helped tutor him to learn what he needed.
Waking up the next morning it took me a few minutes until my brother was pretty much hitting me with what felt like a bag full of apples or something but was just a pillow. Laughing he pulled the covers off of me which I retorted by curling up into a ball somewhat.
"Get up Tyler, mom and dad left for their weekend and we have to get ready for school." he said before going off up the stairs to the bathroom. Smacking my lips together I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes slowly and rolled out of bed, hearing a crack my eyes opened wide before my ears and expression drooped. Picking up a pen I sighed.
"That was my favourite outliner." I mumbled to myself, what a way to start the day. Standing up I could hear the water running as my brother showered, climbing the stairs I made my way into the kitchen and made myself some toast. Eating it down I waited until the noise of the water stopped then I cleaned everything up and went towards the bathroom just as my brother walked out. A towel still around his waist he poked my side as smirked.*
"Shouldn't you dry your fur a little more before getting dressed." I poked fun at him as he already had a shirt in his hand.
"I have gym first thing in the morning and so do you, remember, they changed the schedule around for the rest of the year. Who cares about at wet shirt, its going to get full of sweat anyways." My brother was right, I let out a little groan, they changed the schedules due to wanting to promote for phys. ed classes.
"Why do they have to have a gym class for everyone, not everyone is going to do sports when they graduate." I grumble and complain which only made my brother laugh before he went downstairs to get dressed. Closing the bathroom door I look myself in the mirror, pulling off my shirt I sigh a little. I had no complaints about my weight, again, secretly I liked it and I liked the look of a little weight on other guys. Combing my paws through my stomach fur slowly I pull down my sweats that I wear for night and jump into the shower. Getting my fur soaking wet under the warm water I grab the bottle of fur lather as I start to pour and rub it in real good. I realized there wasn't going to be really much point as like my brother said I was going to be in gym class for the first part of the day and I was going to be a mess after anyway. Rinsing out the soap I stood under the warm water for a couple of minute before I heard my brother bang on the door.
"Yes, yes! I'm almost done." Yelling out to him so he would keep from getting to excited I stopped the water and grabbed a towel to start drying off, the towels made of a fibre good for really absorbing the water it didn't take to long to get most of the water out and looked at myself in the mirror one last time. Looking down I blinked as I looked around me.
"Dammit.." I had forgotten my clothes in my room before coming up for breakfast, opening the bathroom door I heard my brother in the kitchen so I quickly tiptoed before bounding down the stairs. I heard a laugh and a 'flirty whistle' as my brother must have seen my backside as I went down the stairs. Going into my room I pull on my usual slacks and t-shirt and I throw an extra pair into my school bag for when I will change after the gym class. Going back up I just shoot my brother a look and he simply laughs and doesn't say anything back.
"Please don't be coach Cline today, please don't be coach Cline." I say to myself, as I head to the entrance I pull on my shoes and toss my brothers at him which he catches and puts them on.
"Why not coach Cline?" my brother asks with some bread hanging from his mouth.
"Duhh.. Because all he makes us do is laps all class while he does who knows what in his office." I snort in a sense as I make a disgruntled comment.
".. And if its not laps its callestetics or something like that. I swear that guy grew up in a military camp." My brother started laughing at the comments I made which in turned made me smile a little, shaking my head though we head out and start walking to school. A couple of my brothers friends seeing us along the road they come over to join him as I simply fall back a little behind and listen to them talk. Arriving at school I tossed my bag into my locker and got out my gym bag and tossed the extra clothes in before heading to the gym. Going to the changing room before anyone else was there I quickly change and head out into the gym and do a couple of stretches.
"Think if you start early you can finish early Tyler?" Turning my head it was Coach Matthews, I let out a heavy sigh of relief.
"No sir, just I haven't had gym class in a while and my brother says it's important to stretch." Looking at the lean cheetah he simply nodded before yelling out instructions for the rest of the class that was pilling in to go get changed. It didn't take long for my brother to come out and run over to me.
"Looks like your one wish came true." He looked over to the coach.
"Yeah, lucky me. Now I only have to suffer half as much." Smiling back I knew it probably could be worse if the other coach would be here. As soon as everyone had changed the coach instructed everyone to warm up with some laps, reluctantly I knew what it would mean if I didn't run. Making my way around the gym, I certainly wasn't the fastest but I had a good pace going for me I felt and then saw the other furs whiz by me, going around a couple of times I was already panting before the teacher made is stop. Resting my paws on my knees I took large breaths in to catch myself. Going around the group the teacher was giving us a number.
"Evens to the right, odds to the left." The coach yelled out. Going according to what he said I got grouped up with what looked like a pretty good team. The coach started to go down the middle of the room putting balls on the floor.
"Dodge ball is the name of the game and I'm sure you all know how to play." Everyone cheered as the coach announced this, everyone loved the game and it wasn't one that was played too much anymore. Lining us up on our sides across from each other he blew the whistle and we all ran out, except for me of course, I kind of made my way about half way before I saw the first ball flying right at me. Leaning to the side I just dodged it as it went whizzing by me, unfortunately I wasn't so lucky for the second.
"Ooff!.." It bounced right into my stomach and already leaning to the side it made me loose my balance causing me to knock over a husk who yelped as he hit the ground. Quickly rolling off the coach blew his whistle as he ran over, the husky was holding onto his ankle as my mind was screaming. 'nonononoono...'
"Ahh... it's my ankle." That being a given as the husky yelped again as he slowly tried to stand, the coach now at his side and kneeling to look at the injured canine.
"Looks like a light sprain.. nothing to be worried about, you will have to keep pressure of the foot for a little while though." The coach was saying as he was looking at the husky. All the while I just sat there as the expression on my face I'm sure said it all, the husky looked at me and then rubbed the back of his head.
"I'm sorry.." I got out before the husky said anything, he sort of shrugged it off as the coach helped him to his office where he had a band put around his foot for support. My brother coming over he slapped my shoulder and grabbed my paw to help me up.
"Don't worry about it, its gym class, stuff like that happens, I will have a talk with his brother." He tries to say in a reassuring manor.
"Yeah, except it usually happens to be my fault." I say as I look back to him. What a way to start the new term I think to myself as I shake my head, and he has a brother I will have to deal with now to. Great, I thought I would never make it to the end of gym class, probably more tired then I have been in a long while I slowly made it into the locker room. The rest of the class in with me I half fall back against a bench and low chuckle could be heard echoing the room. Ignoring it though I slowly stand and make my way into the showers to get the stink of sweat out of my fur. Doing a good enough job that others wouldn't notice me and quick enough I wouldn't be late for class I hurry myself out of the locker room as my brother waves and heads off to his own classes.
"See you later!" He yells out before pushing his way through doors at an entrance. Looking back to the coaches office before I leave I watch the husky hobble out as he leans on some crutches, the sight sends me into a somewhat depressed mood as I really would never had wanted something like that to happen. Going to my own class, the first being math, with so much exercise in gym I feel as I'm going to fall asleep though the teacher emphasises terms in my direction to ensure that I don't. Giving a weak smile he simply nods as he knows I try to be a good student, the rest of the morning passing without incident I find my group of friends at lunch and sit down with them, waiting for the line at the cafeteria to slow down I joke and laugh with them as my day seems to start to brighten up a little.
"Finally, I'm going to get myself some food." At that moment my stomach makes a small rumble which my table laughs about and I laugh a little as well as I rub the back of my head. Going off into the line I start to order as I make my way to the cashier, reaching into my pocket my eyes go wide as the only thing I find is a hole.
"My luck really can't be that bad today." I say with a groan, trying to apologize to the cashier that I can't pay for the food I go to look around the cafeteria a little if it might have dropped out recently. Heading back to the table and lay my head down on it with the rest of my small group of friends simply staring and blinking to one another. The bell rings and everyone starts to clear out, sighing I wave off my friends and grab my bag to head off to my next class.
"Arts next, what can go wrong with that." Making my way to the class at the one end of my school, my pace dictating my mood at this point as I get there I see a note on the door as well as the glass already in session. About to open the door though I notice everyone has goggles on inside so I take a look at the note. 'Art class is being rescheduled due to sciences taking over this part of the school. Next class starts Monday in E212.'
"Looks like I get another spare.." Not that I minded as there was nothing wrong with a spare, art was about the only thing I was looking forward to this after noon as my last class was language arts which was probably my least favourite and also the one I did the worst in. Making my way into the library to work on some math homework I had gotten already I figured I would try to work it through so I would be able to at least relax in the evening. As I entered I looked to the right and immediately saw the husky I had accidentally injured from gym class earlier, my eyes opening wide as he pointed to me I saw another husky looking quite similar to him look in my direction.
"Yip!.." I quickly turned myself around as I saw him standing up, making my way rather quickly down the hall I heard a voice which was probably calling out to me as it left the library though I was easily away far enough to deny that it was calling to me. Panting a little as I made my way under one of the stair wells, often where I go to get a little piece and quiet in school I take out my homework and start working on it.
"Drat.. almost done.." Hearing the bell again I fold up my binder and toss it into my backpack before slinging it over my shoulder and heading back up the stairs towards my last class. The teacher introduced us to a novel, which she wanted use to reach the first two chapters so we could write an essay tomorrow. I didn't have a problem really with that except for one thing, it's a school book, who enjoys reading a school book. Well, okay, there are very few school books which are good, and this was not one of them. Thankfully the class went by fast and I was quickly on my way out before my arm was tugged and I almost tumbled to the side just barely out the door of the classroom.
"Ah!.. Keith!" My brother there grinning I scowled. "I thought I was going to meet you out the west doors to walk home."
"yeah yeah, you were until you knocked over Ken." Referring to the husky earlier he started to walk with me to my locker.
"What does that have to do with anything, we should be going faster if nothing less. I think I saw him talking to his brother and I don't believe he wanted to shake my paw." I say as I start to dial in the combination to my locker.
"That's just it, if you don't clear it up now then trust me, his brother is going to be pissed. I mentioned to him you would meet him by the north gym doors after last class, just tell him what happened and you will be fine, I will meet you later at home." With that my brother ran off with a wave. I simply stood there with my jaw hanging open, my brother had ratted me out to potentially my new worst enemy for the year.
"Great... Thanks a lot Keith." Excuses after excuses were running through my mind. By the time I got to the north entrance the majority of the students had left the area and I peaked around the corner to the doors.
"Ack!!.." Stumbling back as when I peaked around the corner the husky had been standing right there and my face was staring him right in the chest I grabbed hold of the door frame keep from falling.
"You must be Tyler, Keith's brother, right?" The older husky said with a mild gruff to his voice, clearly in his senior year I slowly looked him over, he wasn't what I quite expected. Taller then me by a few inches his body screamed that he was on the wrestling team. He clearly had muscle under his shirt but he also had a bit of paunch to his belly. Had this been any other circumstance I would probably be a full on blush.
"Y..yes, I'm Tyler, and your Kens brother right?" I asked, standing up straight he simply nodded as an answer.
"I'm Matthew, I hear you knocked over my brother in gym class today and sprained his ankle." His stare seemed to be going right through me, of course that could be me over reacting as my body pumps adrenaline through me.
"It.. was an accident, I lost my balance and felt over onto him.. I did not mean to do anything." My voice was weak, there was no point to me trying to make up an excuse, and I could only hope he took it as what it was. He stared at me for a half minute, seeming trying to judge me as if I was his opponent in the ring. Seeing him reach into his pocket I took a step back which in return he chuckled and pulled something out to hand over to me.
"I believe this is yours, I found it, the picture inside looked like you. I found your brother in the hall who which I thought it was first, he said that you two were brothers and looked the same and it wasn't his. Also curious enough that what happened in gym classes this morning, my brother also explained it was an accident." I took the wallet with almost disbelief, listening my heart was still pounding as if any moment I was going to need to bolt out of there.
"I.. uh.. t..thank you." I stammered out as I opened the wallet to find everything that should be there inside of it flipping through the different separating leaflets. Feeling a bit dumfounded and relief, also a tad on the silly side from over reacting so much I looked back up to the husky and saw him holding something else. A piece of paper folded up.
"Whats that..?" Taking the paper he didn't say a word, he was simply giving a somewhat strange smile as I unfolded it. Gasping and blushing profusely I looked back up at him, it was so long ago when I doodled it. It was a drawing of a bovine, well, if you could recognize it. One of my first creations of porn I had drawn I quickly folded it back up and stuffed it in my pocket.
"I have to get goi..." I felt my paw squeezed as I turned and looked back. The husky was holding my paw with a smile and shook his head a little.
"You know, you're not the only one in this town with those kinds of feelings." He simply stated, his voice was soft. Quieter then what I thought could come from him. I don't know what I was more scared of, that someone else saw what I drew, knew how I felt about other guys or what I preferred or that it seemed that he was starting to come onto me. Still holding my paw I slowly turned back, looking left and right to see if anyone else was looking he simply laughed as he beamed a warm smile back.
"Your brother is right, you really are a nervous bear. Here I thought your species was all big and tough." Slowly he let go of my paw as I didn't run or try and pull away.
"Well, I .. um.. " I had no idea what to say, I had never been in a situation like this.
"Don't worry about it, I know you're just nervous and that you're probably not like this." Hitting it pretty much on the button the husky leaned in and tapped a kiss on my cheek. I thought I was going to faint, he took my paw again though softly and gave it a small squeeze as he whispered into my ear.
"My brother is going to the hospital to be sure nothing is wrong with his ankle, would you like to come over and visit for a little while?" Obviously at this point my brother had set me up, I thought to my self I would have to get him back though what really could I get him back for? I nodded, I nodded? It was as if someone else nodded for me. The husky smiled and put my bag back on my shoulder as he started to walk to towards the doors.*
"Come, I have a car, we can drive." Making our way into the parking lot he unlocked the door to a Volkswagen and he smiled.
"Jump in, it's my parents gift they gave me, pretty lucky it was part of an early graduation gift." Getting in I buckled up and from that point on simply watched the road to the side and kept quiet. I think the husky understood how nervous I was as he drove away from the school and didn't really say much either. As we reached the house I looked up at it, two floors probably twice the size of my own home I looked back at the husky and he simply ushered me inside.
"So.." Coughing I finally broke the silence.
"What do your friends usually do.. I'm sorry, but I don't really socialize myself to much." My cheeks brighten up a little as I rub my neck.
"Whatever you want, could throw in a movie if you want to, listen to some music." The husky bounding down the stairs two at a time he throws his bag onto a bench to the side before going into a room and leaving the door open. Peaking inside I see pictures of men all over the walls and he smirks.
"My parents know I'm gay, and they are really cool with it. I bet yours don't know you are." Shaking my head slowly he nods.
"Yeah, I went through that but I finally figured my parents would probably be okay and they were." Putting my book to the side he fired up a computer he had as he logged on and checked his email, looking around the room he had a few pictures up of furs I had seen on line before.
"So!.. What is it you want to do?" Jumping a little as he almost yelled out 'so' which had startled me. Turning to him I catch out of the corner of my eye a movie collection sitting on top of many shelves.
"Wanna watch a movie?" I simply ask as I slowly relax a little more, enough that I'm able to respond to a simple question.
"Sure, go ahead and pick one and head out to the living room I will follow you soon." he says as he keeps typing on the computer. Trying not to be nosey I nod a little and start to look over the shelf. Picking out Italian Job I make my way to what I find is a large TV and theatre system and a couch and a few chairs. Blinking a little and trying to figure it out I find the DVD player and turn it on, putting in the disk I hear the husky come up from behind.
"Oh, you figured it out already, usually takes my friends like a half hour." Laughing he sits himself back and uses a remote to flip on the TV. Looking back at him I go to sit on the couch as well, as I did so he gave me a look, it was a smile though I could tell it held more then just a friendly look behind it. Not mischievous but there was something there.
"Seen this movie before?" He asked as the menu came up. Kicking his feat up onto a coffee table in front of us I nodded a little as I curled up a little on my side of the couch.
"Yeah, but I enjoy a good robbery type of movie." Smiling a little as I was warming up a little more he nodded as well in agreement.
"Yeah, defiantly if it is well written a good movie like this is quite good." I was simply enjoying myself now, I felt more comfortable as if I had met a new friend even if he knew my secret and his own was the same as mine. He probably saw my happy looks throughout the movie as he was smiling and giving a small laughs as I occasionally glanced over at him.
"Hey, I'm going to grab some snacks, want anything?" He cocked his head a little as he stood up and started to walk towards the stairs.
"Well, anything you're going to snack on.. I guess, and maybe some root beer if you have it." I call back before going back to the movie. It didn't take long before he returned and threw a bag of chips onto my belly.
"All dressed, that will do, Thanks." I said after he put the drink to a table beside me, flopping himself back into the couch he sat in the middle this time as he nodded.
"You're welcome Tyler." I blushed a little at the way he said it and the way he looked at me, I had just opened the chips when he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and started to eat out of the bag with me. My cheeks were probably lit up though in the darker light of the basement who would be able to notice. Drinking the drink down he rubbed my shoulder softly as he leaned a little closer to me. I knew what was on my mind and I was pretty sure it was on his, well, I didn't know exactly what was on his mind, but I had a good enough idea.
"I.. umm.." Taking the remote I paused the movie as I looked to him, he was smiling and as I tried to talk again he leaned forward and kissed my cheek.
"I know.. Don't worry chubby bear, your in good paws." It clearly wasn't meant as an insult and I didn't take it that way, but geez, did it make me blush. His paws were slowly roaming over me, feeling over my sides my arms, whatever they could feel.
Leaning closer he slowly took the base of my shirt as he nibbled on my ear a little. Letting out a soft gasp I was already more aroused then my first time looking at porn. He knew I was excited as much as I was nervous. I thank him every day for taking it so easy with me. That warm breath continued to tease over my ears, I could feel the small pinch of his teeth working around my lobes making me moan out.
"A..ah.. I..I'm sorry, I make.. noise when..." I couldn't really say any more and I'm pretty sure he had an idea for what I meant.
"That's fine.. We're home alone right now, make all the noise you need to." His paws hooking on the base of my shirt slowly lift it up to reveal the round furred belly I have, the shirt sitting just above my paunch he let his fingers slowly drift over the round surface through the fur. I close my eyes as I try to take hold of the moment as I can feel each beat of my heart throbbing in my chest. Panting quickly already as I shake a little out of sheer nervousness he wraps his arms around me and gives me a hug.
"It's alright Tyler, like I said, you're in good paws." His words helped but I'm sure he knew I was still nervous though that didn't stop him nor did I want him to stop. He pulled the rest of my shirt off above my head and tossed it over the side of the couch.
"Mmmn... wonderful." I smiled against that constant blush as he complimented me, I never would have thought someone could compliment me for the body in which I had but his words only added the compliment of his paws. A small moan escaped me again as he leaned in to lick at my neck while his paws traveled up from my soft belly and over my chest, his fingers had found my nipples and gave them a small swirl, teasing the nubs into a hard arousal before traveling back down to my belly.*
"May I..?" his paws on the rim of my pants, I opened my eyes and looked at him. I couldn't believe he was actually asking and I hurriedly nodded.
"Please.."I whisper out softly while looking him in the eyes. His fingers skilfully undo the buttons to my pants and open them part way before he leans himself back against the armrest on one side of the chair. Seeing him motioning to me I turn myself so my back is to him and I lay back against his own stomach and chest. Feeling his own paunch behind me I smile at its soft feel, he may not be as big as me as far as being chubby but he had it and it was only a small factor at this point which was causing my pants to tent.
"There we are.." his word signified the find of my bear hood as it tents my underwear as my pants are brought down to my knees. Closing my eyes again I felt as if I couldn't watch as I lay my head back against his chest and listened to his rhythmic breathing. Laying like this which felt like forever he again let his paws slowly rub up and down my belly and chest as he held onto me, giving my chub soft and gentle squeezes as his paws pass it by.
"Nngghh..." I stifled a moan as his paws rubbed me. I have had small massages from my brother before though this, it had completely different meaning and feel behind it. His paws rubbing down he hooked his thumbs under my briefs and lifted them enough that the strain of my bear hood pushed it under the waist band. Instantly the smell of my musk hit the air and I blushed deeply as the scent was not very mature but showing how aroused I was. My briefs being pulled off my mind was swirling with the realization that I was in the arms of an incredibly attractive husky and here he was going to show me my first time of being with another male. My cock hitting the cool air I shivered a little in his grasp.
"Just relax and enjoy cutie.." He whispered into my ears before nibbling on them once more. I didn't even nod as the action caused me to moan out a little again. His paw slowly wrapped itself around my fully aroused member. I was moaning happily even with my cheeks blushing, I hardly ever let anyone see me naked let alone the fact that now there was someone touching me and providing such intimate pleasure.
"Ohh.." Clearly the husky was a tad surprised at my size as I was no slouch in that department.
"You're probably about my size, except I don't believe you have a knot.." The thought had never crossed my mind, a canine would be quite different then my own as far as privates go. Biting my lip as I keep my eyes closed his compliment again makes me smile I let out a louder moan into the air as he quite simply gives a squeeze and starts to stroke. Lying back against this male who I had only met a few hours before, it felt so right and exciting at what we were doing. As nervous as I was that didn't stop my body from reacting as it would with pleasure that was being brought upon me. Pre building up at my tip his paw would wipe it away as he rubbed up to the head of my length and smear it back down the rest of my shaft.*
"Nngh... ahh... " Panting and gasping as even though I warned I could make noise I tried to be as quiet as I could be. I was lost in the pleasure of what his actions were bringing as he stroked me, I could imagine the smile he had on his face but all I could feel was the warm paw around my own hard length as he had me almost completely stripped and the nibbling along my ear lobes. Trying to keep myself from squirming around to much as well his paw rubbed over my belly from the side helping feel like I was fully enveloped by him as I was laying back against him.
"I.. really don't.. think I'm going to ...Nghh... last to long." was about the last words that were to be moaned out from me in this pleasurable state. Pre coating his paw freely he did not hesitate nor stop, it was clear he simply wanted to show me what it was like to be in the care of another for a pleasurable act.
"Cum when you want to teddy bear." his words made me feel like I was going to explode from embarrassment. Everything felt so good, from being naked with him enjoying the look of my body to the simple rubbing over my body and him rubbing my cock from tip to base. I didn't know how anything could really feel better then this, as his paw traveled up he let his fingers carefully circle my tip this thumb gliding over the slip before he would squeeze and pump it back down letting his wrist bump softly against my sac. Moaning out a little louder he already knew my pleasure was building before I had even said anything. Shifting around back against him a little with my toes curling I clench my eyes tight, I wanted this to last I didn't want it to end in fear if it would never happen again but I knew there was no way I could.
"Annhh... ." Moaning out loudly as my sac pulls in close to my groin he squeezes my length extra firm as he pumps it down and up a few more times. Angling my cock back a little he let out a happy little bark which only added to the moment as I could feel each pulse of cum shoot from my tip. Each pulse sending uncontrollable pleasure into me I moan over and over as the shots of cum land on top of my own belly and chest.
"Nghh.. ahhh.." My length continues to pulse until nothing but a slow trickle of cum leaks out finally opening my eyes I tilt my head back slowly and see that look he had. He was smiling, a confident happy smile that made me smile back. I had just cum for the first time with another male who was still holding onto my cock, my own cum had splattered across my body and he seemed more then happy to let it happen exactly like that.
"Oh.. t...thank.. you.." Moaning out softly still as my body comes down from the high, the feel of being naked with almost a complete stranger I lay there and feel him nuzzling into my neck and licking me with what felt like a somewhat affectionate touch.
"You're welcome..Now.. just relax.. My brother and parents won't be home all night. So you don't need to worry about going anywhere." Lost in the thoughts of what just happened I closed my eyes and could feel myself slipping off.
"Wake.. me up... in an hour please.." I whispered out between panting for breath. Slowly falling asleep it was the most wonderful feeling of laying there with the warmth of the huskies arms around me. Soothingly rubbing over my form, I was smiling as I drifted off hoping this wasn't me just day dreaming again, that this was really real and I would be able to wake up in the same place.
"Sure thing sweet teddy bear." He said out softly just holding onto me as I rest. I blushed again I could tell he was as happy as I was before I lost consciousness.
Such a strange day had passed, but I would not want to change it for any other.
To be continued..?
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