Innocence comes to an end Pt.4 : Painful Memories
#4 of Innocence comes to an end
Disclaimer: This is a fictional, adult-orientated furry story and is not appropriate for readers under the age of 18. The following story contains matter of M/M. If you do not like M/M, furry, or any kind of sex, do not read this. But there's no way you open this link without such kinks so please enjoy.
A little out from the main story, I changed the point of view to first person, read this as a diary, k? Well, maybe I wrote too much about past, eh? Maybe there will be more :p sorry for those who hate to read about character's past.
Innocence comes to an end Pt.4 : Painful Memories
It was all started from the rainy day. "Mommy! Mommy!" I yelled, chasing my mom's car. I ran as fast as I could but fell onto the slippery street. I kept calling my mom with a quivering voice as my tear trickled down my face, mixed with the raindrops.
"Dale!" an adult male called my name and ran to me. "God, you need to dry off!" he lifted me, pulling some tissues from his pocket and wiped my face. I looked deeply on his worried face, hugged him, and sobbed harder.
"Dale, I'm sorry...," his black spotted white paw moved behind my head and caressed me.
"Dad! Mommy... Mommy...," I wanted to ask for explanation why he didn't look back at me even I yelled calling her, but all I could say was just mommy.
"Dale, I'm sorry for my egoistic will, but I can't endure living with her anymore. I really didn't mean to make you sad like this," he apologized, but I didn't really get it.
I was still ten years old that time, the age where the world seems started to change. The happiness to live slightly faded as problems surfacing. The time where adults began to reveal their masks, showing every bitter taste of life.
He took me back into our home, dried me, and put me on the bed. He gave me my fox doll, my favorite doll. He knew that just by hugging the doll, all I could feel all my troubles vanish. "Dad?" I called him with still trembling voice."
"Yes, dear?" he put his arm around my shoulder.
"Don't leave me..." I gripped his hand and looked at him with pleading eyes.
"Why would I do that? Sweetheart, I love you, I promise I will never break your heart...," he caressed my head. He knew that I love to be caressed, it made me felt safe and loved.
"Promise?" I asked to make sure of it, not wanting to be betrayed anymore.
"Promise! Dale, I think you should take a rest, you looks so bad with that bags under your eye," he licked my eye.
I weakly smiled, "Yes, dad," I slowly close my ran out of tears eyes and quickly fell asleep.
"Nite, sweetheart," he kissed my forehead, "And sorry for today," he went out.
***
Birds chirped in the morning and woke me up. I slowly opened my eyes and the thought of what happened yesterday flowed back. A single tear ran down my cheeks, this was my first day to start without mom, but something was strange, I could sniff a nice aroma, just like when my mom preparing our breakfast. I got excited and thought that what happened yesterday was just a nightmare.
I grabbed my doll and ran down to the kitchen as fast as I could and hugged a figure who stood in front of the stove tightly. But something strange, mom's tail wasn't bushy and orange, it supposed to be like mine, short and white. I looked up and saw a fox smile at me, "Morning little one."
I quickly released my hug, "Umm, who are you?" All my hope vanished, but deep down inside my heart I knew that yesterday wasn't a dream. A voice came from behind, "I see you have met him, Dale, this is Dave, your new dad!"
"Dad? Then what about you? I thought you said that you won't leave me!" I gripped his jeans, my mind filled with the fear of losing someone important to me again.
"Dale, listen, I didn't say that I'll leave you, I mean you have two daddies now," he patted my head, I stayed there confusedly.
"Morning honey!" dad pulled the fox's head and kissed him. The fox kissed back, forcing his tongue into my dad's muzzle while my dad did the same thing. I just stood there, stared at them and lowered my jaw, opening my muzzle wide. My mind went blank. Even I was still 10 years old, I knew such thing supposed to be done by male and female, not male and male.
After some moment which felt like a void eternity, the fox broke the kiss, "Daniel? Is it okay? I mean... It's in front of your son," the fox blushed a bit and glanced at me.
"I just want him to know that I love you so much," dad hugged the fox.
"David Blackpaw, nice to meet you Dale! I see you like fox too!" the fox giggled as he saw me gripping my doll hardly, he lowered his body and offered me a handshake.
I turned my face from him, "Dad let go of mom because this fox? Moreover he's a male!" I thought. I threw my fox doll at the fox, somehow I got disgusted of fox.
"Dale! Pay some respect!" dad gripped my shoulder.
"Daniel, maybe he's just not used to this, just leave it to me," the fox winked, stopping my dad and took my doll.
"But...," dad looked concerned.
"It's alright," he smiled and offered me the doll back. I ignored him and ran to the dining table.
"Well, well, little Dalmatian is naughty...," he shrugged. "Just like his father," he whispered.
"Pardon me?" dad asked.
"Nope, breakfast is ready!" the fox cheered. He laid out the dishes on the table, just like the aroma, the dish looks tasty, even made me drool, I hadn't have my dinner yesterday though.
"Haha, go taste it Dale!" the fox chuckled and offered me a bowl of soup. The black wrist reminded me, he wasn't mom, I threw my face again.
The fox forced a smile, "Such naughty Dalmatian... Do all Dalmatian acts like this?" the fox shrugged. The fox grabbed my muzzle and opened it with two fingers then quickly poured some soup into my muzzle. I widened my eyes, it was the best food I had ever eat.
"Delicious isn't it?" the fox chuckled. "So little Dalmatian wants more?" he teased.
I turned my head down and nodded slowly, blushing.
"What? I can't hear you~," he said with more teasing tone.
"I... I do want..." I blushed harder.
"What?" the fox put his hand behind his ear, like he didn't hear my voice.
"I WANT IT!" I shouted. I was sure that my face turned really red that time.
"Hehe, here you go," he gave me my breakfast. All of the dishes tasted really good. I didn't know that male can cook this good, since my father was a bad cook.
Dad and the fox chuckled looking the way I ate the food voraciously. I was so embarrassed, the way they both tapped on my shoulder made me feel so childish. After finishing my meal, dad commanded me to take a bath, I almost forgot it, I still have to go to school. Suddenly the fear if someone knew I had gay parents filled my mind, but what could I do about it?
Dad drove me to school. Luckily no one seemed to know that they knew about my parents. School time passed without any trouble and as time passed by I found that I was already at home. Ate another tasty meal made by the fox, did the homework, watched some cartoons, and some regular activity. I seemed like Dave perfectly replaced my mom's role. I even thought that it was okay, but still, I missed mom.
Months passed normally until one night, I woke up just wanting to go for pee. Just after I finished my business with the toilet and walked to my own room. I hear some giggle came from the main bedroom. Curious with the sound, I opened the door slowly and tiptoed in, making sure I entered the dark cornered room stealthily. I peeked at the bed and found dad was naked. I wanted to gasp but in order to stay hidden, I held it, breathing as slowly as I could.
I examined dad's body, as I never saw him naked like this before. He was slim, but he had a quite built body, which made him looks pretty good, I imagined if I would be like him when I grow up. I continued examine him, I saw a hard pink thing on his crotch and wondered, was it supposed to be that big? I checked my sheathed penis, comparing his with mine, a little of the tip poked out my sheath. Maybe that's just a normal size for adult, I thought.
When I look at him again, I saw Dave stood behind my dad. My breath became quite uncontrollable, he looks... gorgeous, fluffy chest fur, slimy body with seeable bodyline, the hard pink thing on his crotch which was smaller that my dad. I never realized that he was this charming, well, I never really look at him, I always tried to turn my face from him. He turned at my dad, lowering his muzzle and locked it with my dad's while they hugged each other tightly. I could feel my heart beat faster and the heat of my body increased. I tapped my head, did I love the view? Am I also gay? The thought became twisted with the image of the naked male adults I saw.
I peeked again and saw the fox had stopped kissing my dad, he lifted his bushy tail, showing the pink tailhole and aimed my dad's penis into his hole.
"Putting penis inside ass?" I wondered. That must be painful. I say Dave clenched his teeth as he kept lowering his body until my dad's cock fully inside him.
"Daniel... ohh, you're so big," the fox bounced on the bed.
"Ummh... Dave, tight as always," dad moaned, seems like they both enjoyed it so much.
After some minutes dad stopped the fox, "Let's do something else."
The fox giggled as dad pulled his dick and moved behind him, while the fox still exposed his wet tailhole. Dad moved his muzzle deep around the fox's furry rump, licked the pink hole and slowly inserted his tongue into the fox's hole. Dave's rod twitched and shot a squirt of white thick fluid. I examined it, which was dribbling down slowly and looked stringy. Was it pee? But it was white... Dave kept squirting the white fluid from his tip while dad's finger tickled the fox's nipple.
I paid my attention back to my sheath. It grew bigger, "God, what's happening," I wondered. I removed my clothes silently, and touched the pink tip which kept poking out from my sheath. A jolt travelled every inch of my body as I touched it. It felt so intense, like I almost shrieked from the new sensation. I let out a shaky breath and the desire to touch it again filled my instinct. I touched it gently this time and the feeling of pleasure slowly flowed through my body. I also tickled my nip and another weaker pleasure flowed, combined with the stronger electricity pleasure from my pink rod.
I heard Dave let out a painful groan. Curious with the groan, I looked back on them while still playing with the new found sensation. This time dad put his paws around the fox's waist and thrust deeply inside the fox. Eased his hips back until his member nearly out then rammed back savagely, causing the fox shivered and moaned hard. He did it over and over, slowly became faster.
I wrapped my paw around my member, trying to simulate a hole and slowly moving it up and down, simulating more sides around my penis. The jolt became more intense as I shivered and breathe harder. It seemed like nothing was more important than the pleasure. As I forgot that I wanted to stay silence, I moaned.
Dad and Dave startled and quickly stop. Dad pulled his member out and walked to me which made me panicked. "Dale? What are you... God," He looked at me shocked.
"Daniel? Dale? You...," Dave hesitated, both of them saw me gripping my penis, naked.
"Dad... I just...," I tried to explain, I knew this wasn't suit a puppy like me.
"Son... I do wish you won't end up in this way, like me...," he tapped his head in frustration.
"Daniel, Dale is going to his puberty soon, I think he must decide it alone...," Dave put a paw on my dad's shoulder. I wondered, why he always defended me while I always acted like he wasn't anyone.
"Ugh... Yeah, to tell you the truth, I pawed off for the first time when I was nine years old."
"Paw off?" I asked, not really know the words meanings.
Dad sighed, "I'm failed as dad... How can I break my own son's innocence."
"Come on Daniel, your son is cute," Dave lifted me. "Look at his small pink rod," he giggled.
"Come on Dave, he's my son, do you know how father feels to watch his son's first time?" dad still sighing.
"Daniel, I'm also his dad, right? And I think that's hot!" the fox chuckled.
"You horny fox!" dad chuckled a bit.
"Then why your member kept dripping more and more pre? Silly Dalmatian!" the fox teased.
Dad blushed," Okay, Okay! I admit cub is one of my wild fetish! But come on... He's my son!"
"Then let me show you!" Dave put me on the bed and quickly put his muzzle on my cock, making me gasp and pushed his head in reflex. It felt even more ticklish as I moaned hardly. His tongue slurped wildly around my member, making me shivered.
"D-Dave... Ugh... Ah!" I lost my strength. The pleasure was too much making me loll my tongue out.
"Whoa! Naughty foxy!" Dad giggled, but he didn't even think to release me. His cock shot another white fluid as he saw me closed my eye and squirmed. Dad leaned his muzzle at me and locked our muzzle, intruding my muzzle with his bigger tongue, playing with mine. My tightly shut eyes let out some blissful tear, it just felt so good. Dad broke the kiss and licked down my neck onto my nipples, licking them one by one. It felt much more ticklish when another fur stimulated it.
"Dale? Are you fine with this?" dad asked. I nodded as I didn't want the pleasure ended. It felt too good.
Dad moved behind the fox again, intruding his cock back into the fox's hole, wrapping one of his paw around the fox's pink member. Dad humped his hips fast behind Dave while his paw jerked the fox's cock skillfully. Sounds of the Dalmatian's balls slapped the fox's echoed loudly inside the room, while Dave had squirted so much pre on the bed.
"I love you, foxy!" dad growled, the three of us let out animalistic grunts and groans from the pleasure, and there's nothing else I could do.
"I'm gonna' cum!" Dad warned as his hips humped very fast. Dave responded with moving his hips back forth also faster, following dad's rhythm. Dave's cock seemed got bigger as the pre was now continuously shot from it's tip.
"D-Dad? What's ... cum?" I managed to ask.
"Ungh... That's the white fluid you see... but much more!" Dad groaned and pounded deep into the fox, howling.
I could feel my member twitched inside Dave's muzzle and a sudden rush of blood flowed to my head. My whole body shook and I squirmed hardly as I felt like peeing, but slightly different, in the fox's muzzle.
Dave gagged as he began to twitch, his fully erect cock shot a large amount of cum onto the bed, while some came out from his cock filled hole. The pulses from the Dalmatian behind, flowed into him, making him scratched the bed sheet tightly as he clenched his sphincter back against my dad's cock. Dad moaned from the tight sensation and pounded the fox with loud slurp, where a stream of thick fluid ran down the crack of the fox's rear.
The smell of male's cream tingled my nose as my orgasm slowly faded as my penis started to feel numb and sensitive which made me shook mu head back and squirmed because Dave still licking the tip of my rod.
"S-Stop it...," I begged. Dave released my sore member while my dad stopped pounding and huffed.
We laid on the bed, with dad's cock still tied to the fox. What I had just experienced felt so great, but also exhausting.
"Dale? Are you OK?" dad still worried.
"Umm... Yeah...," I weakly replied. "I'm just tired... and sleepy..."
"Dale, I don't now whether this is right or not, but the choice is always yours, ‘kay? I love you son," dad patted my head.
"Have a nice dream, son!" Dave kissed my forehead, I wanted to complain but I was too sleepy.
***
I woke up in the morning with blanket covering my body. I found no one as I opened my eyes. I yawned and examined around. I found my fox doll was placed beside me on the bed. I smiled and took it, hugging it, "I'm sorry, I missed you...."
I smiled, but as the remembrance flowed back, fear filled my mind and the disgusted feeling came back, "What have I done? It felt really good, but... That's...that's wrong!" I shook my head.
I walked to the dining room, still forgot to put my clothes on, and turn my head my head down all the way.
"Dale? What's up?" The fox looked at me concerned. When I saw his face all guilt, worries, and desires blended into such heavy feelings. I hugged him tightly. Flustered, he just caressed me, "What's wrong?"
"Dave, I just... just don't know what's right anymore," I sobbed.
"Shh, you'll find the answer as time pass by. When I first discover my sexuality I also don't know what to do," he caressed my back. His fluffy fur sure comforted me. His warm body let me know that I truly love him.
I couldn't imagine that only one month after that, the tragedy stroke me. It was another rainy day. I walked home with Dave from a movie. Dad had to work so he couldn't accompany us. He grabbed my paw with one of his paw, while the other one held the umbrella.
"You sure that cool wolf in the movie is also gay? Cool!" I bounced, never thought that I admitted my gayness and talked openly like this.
"Shh, Dale, don't speak too loud, remember that we gays are not really accepted by people out there," Dave whispered.
"Hey! Hey! Dave! I know this alley is a shortcut!" I bounced to the dark narrow street.
"Dale, I think it's not safe to walk in alley at night," Dave warned.
"C'mon! I wanna' get home as fast as I can! My favorite TV show is about to begin!" I ignored the warning and started running, ignoring the rain which wetted my fur.
"Dale!" Dave yelled to stop me, but as I turned my face on him, I hit a wolf and fell onto the wet street.
"Ouch!" I complained, When I open my eyes I saw another wolf grabbed Dave from behind.
"Well, well, I think we got two fags here. You shouldn't talk that loud in public you know!" the wolf grabbed me.
"Hey! Release him!" I complained.
"Oh, little Dalmatian wants to safe a fox! What do I gotta' do?" The wolf mocked.
"Don't touch him! Do whatever you want on me, but please, release him!" Dave shouted at the wolf.
"Hee? Foxy wants to act brave!" The wolf pinned Dave on the ground, "You'll see who give the command here!" he pulled a knife from his pocket.
"Lemme go!" I struggled.
"Stop complaining bitch!" The wolf who grabbed me also pulled a knife and slashed my belly.
"AAAGH!" I screamed out loud.
"Dale! ARGH!" Dave also screamed as his shoulder stabbed.
"Stop struggle, less pain OK?" the wolves started to strip us.
The wolf eased his member out from the jeans and with no hesitation pushed into Dave. The one who pinned me pulled his jeans down and aimed at my hole without my awareness, I was too busy with the pain in my stomach.
"STOP IT!" Dave ran at me, even the wolf slashed his back again. He covered me with his body. "ARRGH!!!" Dave screamed again, the wolves kept slashing him.
I finally able so suppress the pain and opened my eyes. The fox looked at me trying to force a smile, but kept screaming. Blood turned his orange and white fur slightly red, while the raindrops under us turned red. "Dave... Dave...," I said with quivering voice, sobbing.
"UH... Dale... I ... love... you, k?" he lost his strength and fell on me.
"Dave... Dave? No... DAVE!!" I found him not breathing, my mind went blank while tears kept trickling down my face.
"Shit, that fox struggled until the very end," one of the wolf said.
"What about the cub?" the other one asked.
"GAH, my mood has broken, just kill him too!" He ordered.
"Hey, I haven't had my own fun!" The wolf complained.
"Whatever! finish it fast!" the bigger one ordered.
He stabbed me some more times and slashed me like he was playing with his toys, my consciousness faded as the pains were too much.
***
"DALE!! DALE!!" I could hear voice kept on calling me. I slowly opened my eyes and found dad, who was looked really worried.
"D...Dad?" I asked, not fully conscious yet.
"DALE! Thanks god you're safe!" he hugged me carefully.
"Dad? What happe...," I was about to ask but the memories came back. "DAD, DAVE!!!" I panicked, I moved my body to grab him but pain travelled my nerves, I found that I was in hospital with bandages twisted all over my body.
Dad looked at me distressed, "Dale... Dave was ... killed," he tried to look away as he sobbed.
"No... it can't be... it's my fault!... Dave...," I blackout-ed again.
***
"Whoa!! Such a terrible life!" Luke gasped.
"Yeah... Whoa, Tear! You're crying?" Pine surprised, closing the book after he read it for the others.
"It's just... too tragic...," Tear sobbed, wiping his tears.
"I just can't believe it... Dale...," Tony sighed. All of them looked concerned.
"Nate? So you're free tonight? ‘Kay! See ya later!" Ty giggled at phone.
All the others sighed, why Ty always acted like this.
Meanwhile Dale ran to the room 309 and quickly opened the door, passing a wolf who stood against the side of the door. "YOU!! YOU TOOK MY...!" he quickly grabbed the book.
The wolf tapped and gripped the blushing Dalmatian, "So, you must be hate wolves, huh?"
"AL! Don't tell me you heard it too! GAH! DAMN FAGS!" Dale shouted, struggle in the wolf's grip.
"Who's that wolf?" Tear and Tony asked.
"You heard it from the beginning?" Luke asked. They didn't know that the wolf heard all of it.
"Because you didn't invite me..." the wolf sighed, "Looks like I always got forgotten."
Pine and Luke coughed, in fact they forgot to introduce Luke's room mate, even they lived just in front of room 309. "Umm, Tear, Tony, Ty... this is Altair, my roomie," Luke forced a smile to introduce the wolf.
"Lemme go!" the Dalmatian now sounds like a puppy whining.
"Dale, we're sorry ... But Dave won't be happy if you keep acting like this, I'm sure he wants you to be happy..." Pine held both sides of the Dalmatian's shoulder.
"B-but it's all my fault! I have no right to live happily with my sin! If only I died in place of him...," Dale started crying.
"It's not your fault, you should forgive your self Dale," Tony put his arm around the Dalmatian's shoulder, while Pine and Al released him.
"I... I'm sorry...," he sobbed.
"Hell, yeah! Another gay friends! Wanna join me tonight?" Ty teased. Everyone was silenced by the words, how could Ty said such thing like that in situation like this.
"So you like dolls? And you write diary! I never met a girly boy before!" Ty said again without thinking the Dalmatian's feelings.
"GAAH! I'm not girly, you damn horny husky!" Dale got upset.
"C'mon, you wrote your diary really good, I'm just getting horny from it!" Ty chuckled, and yes, everyone was speechless.
"GAAH!! Stupid husky!" Tear punched Ty's face, but light enough just to stop him, his embarrassment of his roomie made him forgot his phobia.
"So, Dale ... We won't be mad from your acts before, I know you're hurts by saying such things, but you didn't really mean it right? Stop punishing your self," Tony caressed the depressed Dalmatian.
"I...," Dale wept, he's been always wanted to hear the words, he knew he just punishing his self, that's why Dave just said that he loved him with his last breath, he don't want him to be like this. But how could these people be so nice at him, well except Ty...
"Shh, we understand...," Tony caressed.
Minutes passed with only Dale's sobs echo. "Um, guys? What must we do, after this?" the wolf asked, he just didn't like to stay doing nothing like this.
"You can join me toni- UMMMPH," Pine threw a pillow at the husky's muzzle.
"Well, let's call it a day. Dale, you need some time to be alone, right?" Pine asked, responded with a little nod from the Dalmatian. "Then I'll spend my night at Luke's room!"
"Hey! Hey! Can I join?" Ty joyfully asked.
"GAAH! It's not like that you bitch!" Luke punched the husky's stomach.
"Ty... I think you should shut up...," Tony tapped the husky, embarrassed.
To Be Continued...
Phew... next chapters, again... maybe will be out slower... Life got busier ...