Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 41 - "The only friend I have..."
'I think your plan backfired, Terry.' 'Why is that?' 'It seems as if she just doesn't want me around her.' 'Who, Nicole?' 'Yeah, I mean, I saw her during lunch again in the cafeteria and Nicole really seemed to be surprised that I sat with her...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 53 - True to my beliefs...
It seemed right to do at the time, you know... It felt right to do so for the both of us... I knew from the beginning that I wouldn't regret it... But I've been wrong before... And I was wrong again... But it wasn't until I opened my eyes the next...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 18 - To make a difference
I had this dream once... I was walking on a deserted country road while I was surrounded by grasslands as far as the eye could see. No hills, no trees, nothing for hundreds of kilometres. The heavy rain was pouring down as the grey clouds were slowly...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 52 - Heartsbeats...
How does it feel when you know someone for almost your entire life just drops you like a brick? To be stabbed in the back because someone refuses to accept who you really are? My grandmother once told me that people are afraid of something they don't...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 11 - A valuable lesson...
The ride home was anything but relaxing for me. I thought things over and everything my grandmother told me seemed to make sense. That it's not a wrong thing. It's not and I know that, but it's a lot harder to live with, especially when people around...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 34 - My burdens, your blessings...
'Okay, okay, try this one... She sells seashells by the seashore.' 'She sells sheahe-... She sells seashellsh by tshe... Fuck...' 'Whahahaha! Let's try a different one. Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers.' 'Peter Piper pecked a pick of...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 35 - "No one"...
People say the eyes are the gateway to a person's soul... And whenever I looked in Terry's eyes, I saw something that I never saw before... Sincerity... To be able to find someone who shares the exact same feelings for you... I know I didn't make it...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 30 - A wall to break down...
Several weeks passed by ever since and things couldn't get any better for me. Terry and I never made it official but I didn't think it was really that necessary. Truth be told, I didn't really know what to do or to say to make it "official"... I...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 16 - A nudge in the right direction
And uh... Yeah... That's uh... That's where the diary ended. I flipped the page of my old diary to see if there was anything else, but the rest were all blank pages. So many memories came by while I was reading it... Memories I'd rather have...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 32 - To make the first step...
Things have always been difficult for me, I admit. But Terry made everything feel like a breeze... Since our talk, the two of us grew closer than we were and at first, it still went kinda wobbly but the more time we spend together, the easier it became...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 33 - "My sense of humour..."
'Wake up, sleepyhead, breakfast is ready!' 'Mwhuh....' 'Come on, get up! We've got so much to do today!' I'll never get used to that sweet tone of Catherine's voice so early in the morning, especially on a Saturday morning... It's like an angel is...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 31 - Tough love...
I figured it was best not to see Terry anymore after what happened that Saturday... I avoided Terry in college and whenever he tried to get closer, I was very hostile against him, pretty much the way I once used to be... Terry however, didn't...