Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 70 - Through her eyes...
I never felt so horrible as I did that particular night... While I was in bed, I kept staring at the ceiling while feeling so miserable... Not only because I had too much to drink but also because of the things I did... And while I was in bed, my mind...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 60 - To ask in return...
No matter how much I wanted to change things, they simply didn't. As the weeks passed by, things stayed the same... My one-sided relationship with Nikki... The constant arguments and fights I had with Meagan... And me, waking up every morning knowing...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 67 - Looking for the same thing
That night in the park with Blain was the only time in my life where he talked to me about the war. About the things he saw and experienced there in Sercia. It moved me for sure to hear his story... I saw how he struggled to get back into society and...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 76- Never to be forsaken...
You can stay inside your whole life and watch through the window how everything goes by... Or you can go outside and get hit by everything that life throws at you... Wondering why the hell bad things keep happening to you... I tried to find a reason...
The voice of reason - Ch 13 - Digging up the past...
The next Tuesday, I was preparing myself to see Josephine again. Made sure I had my sheet of paper with me. Luckily, college wasn't starting in a few hours, so I could do whatever I wanted every Tuesday morning. Those mornings used to be a perfect...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 71 - To be strong enough...
Meagan's solution to her problem didn't seem like it would solve the matter. It created a whole new problem instead... She told her story to me in all honesty and in fair trust... Meagan wasn't very keen on sharing it but she did that for a reason... A...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 66 - The little boy next door
As the weeks passed by, Blain and I were hanging out and having fun, like we always did. Now that he was back, things couldn't get any better... Well, apart from all the shit that was happening around me but... Being with Blain made me forget. I saw...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 63 - A simple touch...
That night, Meagan and I buried the hatchet. Well, it didn't mean we were best friends all of a sudden. To me, it felt more of an uneasy alliance between the two of us. But at least the fights and arguments stopped as the days passed by, which was good...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 85 - The point of our existence...
It's funny how a stranger can inspire you to make a change for yourself... Talking to them made me realize I was dwelling too much in the past, looking for answers and never really managed to accept the things that ever happened. I was never able to...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 64 - The breaking point
I've always been the one for dwelling in the past. With so many questions left unanswered, I had the feeling that I had to dive into the past to find the answers I needed in order to move on in the present. But hardly anything was answered by looking...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 78 - To call it a day...
As the weeks passed by, nothing changed between us despite the fact that I kissed him... I thought things would inevitably change between us because that always happened whenever I did something I wasn't too sure about... But not between us, not...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 65 - An old friend's return
Things started to get really difficult for me to cope with ever since then. It didn't mattered where I looked, shit was happening everywhere. Or at least, that's how it felt to me... Seeing my ex-boyfriend with his new girl while I still have feelings...