Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 99 - The things that we've been given...

When Meagan and I sat on a bench watching the sunset together at Gainsborough Boulevard, it was one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen in my life... Everything looked so peaceful... Seagulls were flying in the distance, screeching out loud......

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Gortoz 'A Ran - CH 101 - "Wish you were here..."

While studying one evening and going over some notes I took during class, I was flipping through some pages of my CCNE textbook in search of a practice test on a particular subject. Once I found it, I got hold of my cup of tea and carefully took a sip...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 97 - Reflect your life...

Things started to brighten up as the week passed by. I had no idea what would happen but I thought it was meaningless to worry about it. All I could do was to wait and see. I called Nikki that Wednesday to check up on her and even though nothing new...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 96 - For better or worse...

I got home that night at around half passed three in the morning... And I was absolutely shattered after having such a long day... Barely managing to keep my eyes open, I somehow got home safe... And once I parked my car in front of my house, I turned...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 95 - Forgive and forget...

I was so tired after having such a crazy day... We talked to Nikki about her feelings and why she felt that way... And even though she opened up about it just a little bit, not much new was revealed... But nevertheless, it's a good thing we talked to...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 94 - One small step...

We couldn't believe what we were hearing and simply couldn't comprehend what could possibly drive her to even consider about ending her life... Something pushed Nikki over the edge and the three of us had a hunch of what that might be... Despite...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 93 - Walk the path...

What's left to say after Meagan told me that Nikki planned on ending her life...? I had no idea what to say... Meagan called me that day to meet up and told me she found web-pages and search terms in her browsing history about painlessly ending your...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 92 - What the heart once owned...

I took it way too far with him... By the time I realized it, it was already too late. A one-night stand would work if you'd do it with someone you'll never see again but not when you see that person on a daily basis... Truth is, I never intended to...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 91 - "Butt-buddies"...

Once we got in the bathroom, I turned the shower on... There's no radiator in the bathroom and while we were standing there naked, I started to get a little cold... When Blain saw I was shivering, he came up to me and held me close... His fur is...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 90 - The script in my head...

It's funny how things can go. Ten years ago, I didn't even considered my butt as an option. So what made me change my mind? Good question, perhaps it was one of those impulsive decisions of mine again... Ever since Samantha brought it up years ago,...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 89 - My crazy imagination...

'Soooooyour point is?' 'Blain... Sexy talk is like... Giving subtle hints and insinuations without being straight-forward. You can only guess what she means with that when she's having a naughty smile on her face. It's even better when she puts up a...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 85 - The point of our existence...

It's funny how a stranger can inspire you to make a change for yourself... Talking to them made me realize I was dwelling too much in the past, looking for answers and never really managed to accept the things that ever happened. I was never able to...

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