Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 90 - The script in my head...
It's funny how things can go. Ten years ago, I didn't even considered my butt as an option. So what made me change my mind? Good question, perhaps it was one of those impulsive decisions of mine again... Ever since Samantha brought it up years ago,...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 89 - My crazy imagination...
'Soooooyour point is?' 'Blain... Sexy talk is like... Giving subtle hints and insinuations without being straight-forward. You can only guess what she means with that when she's having a naughty smile on her face. It's even better when she puts up a...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 85 - The point of our existence...
It's funny how a stranger can inspire you to make a change for yourself... Talking to them made me realize I was dwelling too much in the past, looking for answers and never really managed to accept the things that ever happened. I was never able to...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 84 - The five stages of acceptance...
What happened that day there in the park really moved me... The things that Anna and her father said really kept me busy... I couldn't sleep that night because of it. So at some point, I got out of bed and I was browsing YouTube video's in my room in...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 82 - "Never regret the things you didn't do..."
'Mmm...' 'You like that...?' 'Hm-mm... Ow, I felt that...' 'Easy...' 'Could you go a little lower, please?' 'Right here?' 'Ow! Yeah, right there, that's the spot...! Gaah...!' 'Relax, you're way too tense.' 'Pffff...' 'How's that?'...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 81 - Friendship aside
Blain said he would be back within three minutes but it sure as hell didn't felt like that. Those were the longest three minutes of my life I ever had to wait... And while he was gone to his house next door, I couldn't help to feel incredibly happy,...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 73 - Me and my funny accent
Despite Blain's best efforts to help me forget about Nikki, I still had a hard time to accept the break-up. Even though I still had many questions about her and what was truly happening, something told me it was best not to know. It made me feel that...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 72 - For all the wrong reasons...
Two weeks passed by since the last time I saw Nikki as I gave her time to sort things out for herself... And while I knew I had to sort things out for myself as well, I hardly did... That kind of self-neglect caused me more harm than I ever inflicted...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 71 - To be strong enough...
Meagan's solution to her problem didn't seem like it would solve the matter. It created a whole new problem instead... She told her story to me in all honesty and in fair trust... Meagan wasn't very keen on sharing it but she did that for a reason... A...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 70 - Through her eyes...
I never felt so horrible as I did that particular night... While I was in bed, I kept staring at the ceiling while feeling so miserable... Not only because I had too much to drink but also because of the things I did... And while I was in bed, my mind...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 55 - The biggest sacrifice
It started to take it's toll on me, you know. Being so secretive, to keep things to myself. Not letting Terry know that I was cheating on him with his best friend... Do you think that my actions were justified for being in love with a girl...? I...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 39 - Bon a santé...
Haha, oh man... Wow... Every time I think back of it puts a smile on my face. Even now, I'm still grinning in bed for being reminded of it once more. I couldn't stop thinking about it... I was so happy... For the first time in my life, I had someone...