Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 111 - All I ever wanted...
#112 of Gortoz 'A Ran
After all the things said and done, the three of us had a fair understanding of what to expect after I talked to them for the last couple of days about having a threesome. We all felt that we should just try it and see how far we'd get with each other. But despite that, there were still quite a lot of things we didn't know, things we couldn't predict in advance. And like most things, I didn't like the idea of making it too complicated. I didn't want anyone to be a third wheel or to be considered an object to be experimented on because we all had feelings to be considerate of. Even though a threesome brought a lot of insecurities and hesitations along, it was also something that we all wanted and the idea was quite exciting, to say the least... We all knew things would change between the three of us if we would go through with this. Whether or not these changes were for better or worse was something no one could answer, not even me. I know I valued my friendship with them more than to have let it influence us in a negative way. But then again, it would only happen if we allowed that to happen. So we weren't intending to and time could only tell how this would play out in the end...
The idea was that we wouldn't be doing this at home so instead, Blain came up with the suggestion to book a hotel-room. When Sam and I got home at around midnight that Thursday, she and I went straight to my room and sat behind my computer at my desk to look for a hotel and make reservations. Needless to say, there weren't a lot of available hotel rooms in downtown Ravello considering it was high season and the city was crawling with tourists. And the ones that were available weren't much to our liking. Needless to say, we also didn't want to stay in a hotel in or around Ravello encase someone might've spot us... We were paranoid that way... So we started to look for a hotel outside of Ravello. I've set up a couple of filters on some comparison website like date, price range and distance and once a list of hotels was loaded, I was scrolling down the list to see which hotel would suit our "preferences"... I had another tab open in my web-browser with Google Maps on and was continuously swapping between them to see how far the hotel was from Ravello...
'Wait, go back up a little, Ceylan. Hotel Richmond, in Doncastershire. How far is that?'
'Two, two and a half hours maybe? The price seems fair enough.'
'Too far away... Let's see what else is there.'
'Bachmann Hotels, just off the A223 near Hawkswick.'
'Way too basic... It's just for people who are passing through and need a place to sleep.'
'Yeah, the rooms don't look all too great, to be honest. I'd still like some comfort.'
'Oh wait, that one has a jacuzzi in the middle of the room...!'
'That's probably not the kind of room we'd get for that price.'
'I don't know, a hundred and eighty dinar for just one night should make up for that.'
'Would be very nice to have a jacuzzi though...'
'Hm-mm... Ainsley, where is that?'
'Near Stathamborough. It's only an hour drive from here, I think.'
'It's on offer too. Usual price is two hundred and thirty a night. Split the price in three and we'd have to spend sixty dinar each. That's doable for me.'
'Unfortunately, it doesn't work that way, sweetheart. It's one hundred eighty a person, not per room.'
'... Ah.'
'And it's only a two person room. I doubt they let the three of us stay there for the night...'
'Right, of course it is... Moving on then...'
Sam and I spend about an hour and a half looking for a hotel-room that would suit our needs in relative comfort and obviously, it needed to be a three person room. So unfortunately, we wouldn't have a room with a jacuzzi... We kept on browsing and eventually found a hotel that was quite interesting. The Whitby Hotel in Stanford... It's a four star hotel, had an available three person room, a large bathroom with a bathtub and separate shower, had breakfast included and something I haven't thought of: soundproof rooms, for, you know, just encase any of us got a little too enthusiastic... The pictures seemed really nice and it had good reviews with an average score of seven point nine. Stanford was only an half an hour drive from Ravello and the hotel itself was located downtown, which would make for a nice day out afterwards. Booking through that website would give us an additional discount and with the price of only thirty nine dinar a person per night, it seemed this would be a perfect place for it to happen... So it didn't take long for us to make up our minds and we booked it, paying the full price in advance for Sam and Blain. After I received a confirmation email and I double checked it to make sure everything was filled out correctly, I looked at Samantha who stayed unusually quiet ever since I made the reservation and smiled nervously, knowing that this was really about to happen... And once I realized that as well, I too felt a nervous tingle going through my stomach...
The next day, Sam and I informed Blain that we booked a room in Stanford and he looked a little surprised once I showed him the confirmation email of my reservation. And at that moment, he too started to realize that this was really going to happen... After last night, there was this awkward tension between Sam and Blain and even though all was well between them, they still seemed to be a bit on edge with each other... Nevertheless, we didn't change our minds and still wanted to go through with this when we asked each other how we felt about it... Blain and I told our parents that we'd have a little city-trip and that we had booked a hotel in Stanford... A road-trip was something we often had before and it didn't really came as a surprise that we'd have one planned during Sam's stay so it wasn't entirely a lie. We simply failed to mention for obvious reasons that we intended on having a threesome together... So with that out of the way, Sam and I packed our bags and because it was only for one night, we didn't need much. I brought some clothes, toothpaste and my toothbrush, shower-gel and all that but while I was raiding my closets, I came across some items you normally don't pack when you travel... A tube of lube, a couple of condoms... Hell, I even packed my dildo... I tried to sneak it in my trolley but Sam saw I was bringing it along and burst out in laughter when she saw I did while I simply just shrugged and smiled... Who knows, it might be useful, seeing as it never let me down before... I checked my navigation system and planned a route, which would take about an hour and a half for us to get there. Check in was possible from three to eleven PM so we had some time to kill before we'd go. So at around half passed five, all of our stuff were loaded in my car and so, we drove off to our destination...
One thing I also forgot to have taken into consideration was traffic. The roads were pretty busy and took about half an hour before we managed to get out of the city center but once we did, we finally managed to pick up the pace, only to be met with another traffic jam close to our destination. But the traffic jams we encountered didn't bother me. It was the silence that made the trip feel like an eternity... Usually, whenever we had a road-trip planned, there was never a silent moment but that day, it was unusually quiet in the car... Then again, we've never been on a road-trip before with the sole intention of having sex together which had us a bit on edge... Even though no one was backing down either, it was still quite possible that any of us would at some point... But like most things, we just had to see how far it would get us and make the best of it... It's quite funny how everyone sighed in relief once we arrived at the hotel, as if it took some of the tension away... And of course, neither of us felt comfortable enough to dive right in so we would have some time to relax and unwind first... Once we dragged our suitcases inside with us, we checked in at the reception and received a key to our room... After which, we took the elevator to the fifth floor and made our way to room 514... The moment we opened the door, we practically dumped our suitcases near the entrance and explored the room first once we closed the door behind us... And it really was a nice room... Sam walked up on the balcony while Blain was checking some info folders that were stacked orderly on the TV furniture... I stood next to him and peeked over his shoulder in the folder that he was reading. He seemed particularly interested in reading the section of the restaurant, drooling over a picture of a juicy steak...
'That looks amazing... I'm getting hungry.'
'Yup, me too... So what's the plan? You wanna head out to town for dinner or stay at the hotel?'
'Dinner is not included, is it?'
'No but you can order a la carte in the restaurant downstairs.'
'Oh yeah, it says so right here. Maybe we can have dinner here tonight. Tomorrow, we can head out in town and look for a restaurant once we've checked out.'
'Yeah, sounds good to me.'
'They even got a spa and wellness center.'
'Yeeeeah, I'd love to have a full body massage and fur groom...'
'You and Sam wanna go there tonight? It's open 'till eleven PM.'
'What are you gonna do while we're there?'
'I dunno, probably grab a pint in the lobby or something and wait for you to come back.'
'Maybe we can find something else that all of us can enjoy.'
'No, it's alright. We need to make the most of our stay here and if you and Sam would like to go the spa, you definitely should.'
'You wouldn't mind if we'd leave you alone for an hour and a half?'
'No, of course not, I'll manage.'
'I'll ask the reception for a spot once we get downstairs.'
'Be sure to ask for a happy ending when you're having a massage. They might charge extra if you do.'
'Ah, that's too bad because I assumed you'd be willing to give me one free of charge instead...'
As I looked back at Blain while making my way towards the balcony door to join Sam, Blain had a cheeky smile on his face as I gave him a little wink... And once I got outside on the balcony, Sam was staring at the beautiful scenery. The balcony had a great view over downtown Stanford where the streets were crowded with commuters going home for the weekend... I stood next to Sam while placing a hand on her shoulder and looked at me once she realized I was standing next to her...
'Hey Sam, you wanna go to the spa tonight? I figured we'd get to relax and unwind before we're, uhm, well, you know...'
'Yeah, I'd like that, sure. Did you make reservations?'
'No, not yet but maybe we can see if there's something available this evening.'
'Blain's going too?'
'Naah, he'll wait for us in the lobby.'
'Oh, okay.'
'You like it here?'
'It's a nice room. Have you seen the bed? It's quite comfy.'
'I could use one of those at home.'
'Yup... But I suppose the bed will serve a more practical use tonight...'
'You looking forward to it...?'
'I am, yeah but I'm also quite nervous about it so...'
'So are we...'
'Heh...'
'We'll take things real slow, okay...? We're gonna have a nice dinner first, have a drink at the bar and if we're lucky, we'll be able to reserve a place at the spa...'
'That'd be so nice...'
'I know, right...? We're gonna make the best of everything this place has to offer, Sam... I promise...'
Sam nodded quietly and nervously smiled when I kissed her cheek. I went back inside again and explored the rest of the room. And it's the kind of room you'd expect in every hotel. The room itself wasn't all that high class and luxurious but it was nice and comfy. I sat down on the large two person bed and took a good look around. The bedsheets were so soft, it felt like velvet... If I had this bed at home, I'd probably never get out of it again... Right across the bed was a wooden dresser, which had a kettle and a box of tea and instant coffee along with satchels of sugar and milk powder on it. Right below the dresser, there was the mini-bar, which was basically just a miniature refrigerator with a glass door. And of course, prices were through the roof so we'd probably won't be having any of those, even though it was very tempting to snatch a chocolate bar... When I looked to my right, there was a single person bed with the same bedsheets of the one I was sitting on and I immediately assumed that bed was hardly ever used... The large bed I was sitting on could easily fit three people... Near the large window was the door to the balcony and just across, three comfortable leather chairs with a glass coffee table that had a little "no smoking" sign on it. The ambient lightning and air-conditioning could be controlled by a small touch screen on the wall near the door to the bathroom. And just up the hallway, there was a large wardrobe to stuff all your clothing in. When I looked at the door of the bathroom, I realized I haven't seen that yet and I was kind of curious to see how that was. It turned out to be the best part of our accommodation...
When I opened the door to the bathroom and turned the lights on, I was actually amazed by it... I stood there for a moment, taking it all in... To the left of the door, there was a large sink and a modern chrome faucet. The toilet was across and seemed nice and clean, nothing noteworthy about it. Right next to the toilet, there was a walk-in shower but there seemed to be no shower head and I wondered where the water would come down from. But when I looked at the ceiling, I saw a large grate with these little rubber knobs and I just couldn't wait to jump right in after seeing that... But what really got me excited was the large, triangular shaped bathtub in the opposite corner. They didn't mentioned that on the website and this was quite a nice surprise... I figured we could definitely put that bathtub to good use...
Once we settled in, the three of us headed downstairs to the lobby and Sam I went to the reception to see if there was an available spot for us at the spa and wellness center. Unfortunately, as we already expected, it was full for the evening so we'd had to find something else to do. And before we headed to the restaurant, we stopped by at the lounge bar to see how that was. As you'd expect, there was a bar with several sitting booths along the wall with tables and chairs scattered across. To the far left, there was a small recreational area with three pool tables and a couple of arcade machines and pinball tables. One of those arcade machines happened to be Metal Slug and once I looked at Blain, I knew he thought the same. We used to play that game all the time at the arcade when that was still a thing back when we were little and were quite fanatic too... And even though I loved playing a game of pool, I was hardly ever good at it... But hey, at least I had some fun trying, except for that one time the cue ball flew off the table and knocked over an empty beer glass that shattered to pieces on the ground... Even though Blain thought that was a one in a life time shot and was quite impressed by that, others weren't so appreciative of my skills...
After our brief visit at the lounge, the three of us headed towards the hotel's restaurant up ahead. Seeing as dinner wasn't included in the reservation, we had to order a la carte and fortunately, there were still seats available in a separate area, which was relatively empty compared to the open buffet section. Only moments after we sat down, a cute waitress brought us the menu's and asked us what we'd like to drink. She made her way back to the bar once she took our order and we took a good look at the menu she handed us... I saw a few starters that seemed quite appealing to me...
'It's hard to pick with so many choices.'
'I can't even pronounce all those dishes... "Hiiiiigoz al horno...??" Is that about right?'
'** Higos al horno rellenos de queso de cabra y miel. **** It's figs stuffed with goat cheese & honey.'**
'That sounded fluent, Blain. I can't recall I ever heard you speak Cantalajeho.'
'** Si! ***You didn't know? I grew up with two languages, just like Ceylan.'*
'That's quite impressive actually... So what's "** sopa" ***?'*
'... Soup.'
'Ah... Could've guessed that one... Also, it's not until now I see the translations below.'
'Hehehe...'
'Still, for growing up with two languages, you don't seem to have an accent.'
'A light one, it's not that noticeable.'
'Unlike mine.'
'It changed a lot over the years. Your accent is not nearly as thick as it once used to be.'
'People had a hard time understanding me back then. Remember Madison, who lived across? Whenever we were playing outside, I couldn't pronounce her name right and kept calling her Medicine.'
'Haha! Yeah! And everyone who was walking down the street kept wondering why the hell you kept shouting Medicine! Medicine! Haha!'
'Awww...'
'Mrs. Finley was worried that I urgently needed medication or something and checked up on me the first time she heard me yell.'
'Oh yeah, mrs. Finley... She was such a sweet woman.'
'Who's mrs. Finley?'
'An old lady who lived a couple of houses down the street. It's like she was everyone's grandmother, everyone loved her.'
'Really?'
'Yeah! Even though she was quite old, she still did charity and volunteer work , giving a lot back to the community. But she just loved the company of the neighborhood kids who came over for lemonade and cookies.'
'She didn't have any kids of her own?'
'Her own family broke ties with her thirty years ago while she never knew why. But the whole neighborhood looked after her instead so she wasn't lonely. '
'Seriously? Her own children didn't came to visit?'
'The neighborhood became her family instead and lots of people grew up knowing her. But her children only showed up at the funeral after she passed away five years ago...'
'That's sad...'
'Yeah... And ever since she's gone, it just isn't what it used to be. But we had an awesome childhood thanks to her.'
'This one time, she managed to arrange through the community council a gigantic bouncy castle with a slide that was quite high and it got set up on the grass fields behind our houses. All the kids swarmed in on that thing like flies.'
'Someone came up with the idea to have a barbecue there as well and once others saw him there, they followed his example. Within no time, a whole crowd of people arrived with chairs, tables, meat for on the grill and drinks. Ceylan and I had the time of our lives there that day.'
'Yeah, absolutely...'
When the three of us had dinner in that restaurant, we finally managed to loosen up and things didn't seem as tense as before... Throughout the evening, we talked a lot, shared stories and laughed quite a bit like we usually did whenever we were hanging out... It almost made us forgot the reason why we were there in that hotel in the first place... But it was good to have unwind the way we did, feeling comfortable around each other and carry on like we always have... And even though I still felt nervous for spending the night with the both of them, somewhere, deep down in side, I had a really good feeling about it...
At around seven o'clock, we asked for the bill and after we paid, we headed to the lobby to have a drink or two... We picked a nice spot near one of the pool tables and once we settled down, Blain headed over to the bar to order some drinks... Sam and I decided to play a game of pool instead and while we were racking up the balls, I saw Blain standing at the bar, waiting for his order. The moment the bartender placed all of our drinks on a tray, Blain made his way back to us and handed us our drinks...
'Easy on the Daiquiri's tonight, Ceylan.'
'Hehehe, I promise, this isn't going to be like last time, I swear.'
'Hehehe... And a red wine for you, Sam.'
'Thank you!'
'You wanna play some pool?'
'Nah, you go ahead. I wanna see if you can knock that vase of that table with the cue ball.'
'What do I get if I manage to?'
'The bill.'
'Har, har...'
Blain sat down on the leather sofa and kicked back with his scotch on the rocks and smiled innocently after he took a small sip from it... And so, Sam took the first shot, landed a direct hit and managed to pocket one... She checked to see which ball it was and it turned out to be a striped one... So she took another shot and missed and after which, it was my turn... Even though I enjoyed playing a game of pool, I was hardly competent at the game and on my first turn, I managed to pocket the cue ball... After we've been playing for some time, I looked over at Blain and I could see why he wanted us to go first... He just sat there, holding his drink and enjoyed the show but he wasn't exactly paying attention to the game we played... I leaned on the table and noticed from the corner of my eyes that Blain was staring at my rear... So I looked at him for a moment while he kept staring at my ass and I wiggled it a bit... And right that very moment, I saw him having a huge grin on his face and I couldn't help myself to laugh... When Blain looked up, he seemed kind of surprised that I caught him staring at my ass... Sam was too busy chalking her pool cue and wasn't aware that Blain was staring at our asses all along... And when Sam leaned forward on the table to take her shot, her mighty fine ass stuck out and from where Blain sat, he had one hell of a view... He just casually stared at her ass in tight jeans and well, I couldn't really blame him... She does have a really nice ass... When Blain looked back at me, I gave him a little wink while I smiled right back at him...
The three of us had a great time together the evening we spent in that hotel... We played a couple of games of pool, had a few drinks and spend some time on the arcade machines, mostly on Metal Slug but that wasn't the reason why we were there that evening... So once we ran out of coins and the second round of drinks we've had were finished, I proposed to head to our room... And after looking at each other for a moment during an awkward silence, the three of us made our way to the elevator and I swear, it felt like the longest elevator ride I've ever had... I felt nervous tingles going through my stomach, knowing that this was really about to happen and by the looks of it, Sam and Blain felt the same...
When we got to our room, Sam sat down on the bed while Blain sat on one of those chairs near the coffee table and took their shoes off the moment they sat down... I locked door and walked over to them, leaning on the TV furniture... Both Blain and Samantha had their eyes averted from each other and seemed quite nervous again... And that's when I started to realize that if I wanted this to become the greatest night of our lives, I knew someone had to be in charge of it... Someone had to steer it in the direction we wanted it to go, without making things too awkward... And that's why we had to take things very slow with each other... So I tried breaking the ice to get things going...
'So... Here we are, guys...'
'Yeah...'
'We're really gonna do this...?'
'Depends if any of us have second thoughts about it, Sam...'
'Well, no, no, I, uhm... I don't have second thoughts, no... I'm just feeling a bit nervous...'
'So am I...'
'I've never done any of this before...'
'Blain and I never had a threesome either...'
'No, I don't mean that, it's just... You two have been there before and I've never had anything "casual", you know...? I've never been with a guy to only have sex with him so yeah, I'm quite nervous...'
'Is it something you're still after?'
'I don't know, it depends on how it all plays out... I've known you for years, Blain and I don't want things to get weird between us if we'd go for it... And after last night, well... I got a little carried away and I'm not sure how I should feel about it...'
'I think that instead of telling each other our expectations, we should tell what we'd like to experience instead, just so that we can take that into consideration and decide on whether or not to go through with it...'
It stayed silent for a while and when neither of them were telling each other what they wanted, I figured I had to start first to set an example... And maybe Blain was right; perhaps it was a whole lot easier to involve a stranger instead to have avoided any of this... But if we did, I know I would've felt the same about it as Sam and Blain did that evening... They were both more than willing but rather hesitant to make the first step... So that's why I was the first to tell what I wanted... But telling them what's on my mind has never been more difficult...
'Alright, well... What I'd like is to have both of you involved every step of the way. I'd like to please the both of you in which ever way you'd prefer me to.'
'At the same time?'
'Yup... I can multi-task. But I also wouldn't mind if either of you just want to watch first.'
'Hehehe...'
'And I'd also like to try out a couple of things I've never done before so...'
'Like what?'
'I, uhm... Hehehe... I really like the idea of Sam sitting on my face while Blain's eating me out or doing me from behind so...'
'Uh-huh...'
'I can only encourage that.'
'And, uh... Well, I've brought something along that might help. Sam knows what I'm talking about...'
'Oh, haha!'
'What'd you bring?'
'A dildo...'
'Haha! Seriously??'
'Yup... Something I'd really like to try is that Sam and I are having a sixty nine with me being on top and you take me in the ass while Sam shoves my dildo up my coochie and is eating me out at the same time.'
'Wow, that's, uh... Quite awesome actually... And quite detailed too...'
'Hehehe... Anyway, those are just two things I'd like to experience but it's not something I'd expect to happen if any of you don't feel comfortable with the idea... I want this to be enjoyable for everyone, regardless of how far we'd all like to go with each other... So don't feel pressured into doing something you're not comfortable with...'
'Alright...'
'So if me or Blain had sex with you, you'd be okay if either of us would just watch?'
'I'm not gonna make you stand in the hallway to give us some privacy and yell for you to come inside when we're finished, if that's what you mean... So yeah, it's fine with me if any of you feels like watching.'
'What if you're the one who does the watching?'
'You mean if you and Sam are going at it?'
'Yeah?'
'I wouldn't mind as long as you'd both want to. And if you two want to make that happen, you'll need to be completely honest with each other.'
Sam and Blain were looking at each other for a moment and they realized that if they really wanted this to happen, they knew they had to talk about it. It's not easy to have been friends for so many years and all of a sudden, you wanna know what's like to have sex with each other. I honestly didn't think having sex was the issue for them. I think what they were worried about was how things would be between them afterwards. Once you've had sex with someone, that person will never be the same in your eyes ever again. And even though that didn't always have to be a bad thing, they were worried that things might've changed for the worst... When Sam and I were staring at Blain, he knew he had to share what was on his mind... And just like the night before, I let them do the talking... Even though I was more than eager to get things going, I felt it wouldn't be right if we'd push things...
'Well, I'm not exactly repulsed by the idea of having sex with Sam... I just never pictured her like that...'
'What do you mean, never pictured me like that?'
'I don't know, you just never struck me as the kind of girl who'd like to have a one-night stand.'
'There's a difference between wanting something and actually going for it... It's been on my mind for quite a while but I've never gone through with it.'
'So what's your reason then? For wanting this?'
'David was the only guy I've ever been with, you know. I went all the way with him when I thought it was right and I thought my first time would totally blow me away but truth is, it didn't. He was just as inexperienced and clueless about it as I was... And I often thought to myself that it would get better with practice but it hardly ever did... Then again, we didn't have a lot of sex...'
'Was sex really that bad with him?'
'It wasn't bad, it was just "meh" at best... It was always over before I knew it... I loved David, I really did but the sex was just way below anything I've ever imagined it to be... And once David and I broke up, I started thinking about what I want to experience during sex...'
'... Which is?'
'... I want a guy who's a lot more experienced and...'
'... And?'
'And can last way longer than two minutes...'
'Haha! Seriously?? He couldn't last for two minutes??!'
'Uhm... Yeah...'
'Haha! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's just... Wow, that really is "meh"...'
'Hihi....'
'Soooo that's it? That's all you want out of this?'
'Well that, and the usual foreplay and stuff like that and make it all last for a long time...'
'So it's just sex then.'
'I won't be expecting pillow talks and sweet words afterwards or for him to call me the next day if I'd do something like this. So I know what I'd get myself into... And I've thought about it and I'd just like to experience it for once.'
'With me...?'
'See, the thing is, uhm... Every time I thought about it, I wasn't quite sure what I was looking for in a guy. And even though I thought experiencing it with someone like you, I never considered you to actually BE that guy to me...'
'Someone like me?'
'Yeah... T-To have a one night stand with... The idea of us spending time together that way hasn't left my mind ever since Ceylan brought it up... I-I mean, you look good... And maybe it's you I'm looking for to make this happen... But I'm not sure if I'm the kind of girl you'd be looking for to have something like this...'
'Hehe, uhm... Well, I like you too... And like I said, I'm not exactly repulsed by the idea of us having sex but it's something we'd really have to take slow with each other...'
'Y-Yeah, absolutely, I feel the same about it...'
'I mean, I can't imagine it to be bad...'
'Neither can I... And I'd just like to see how far you and I would go with each other...'
'Me too...'
'Okay... So, uhm... What about you then...? What would you be looking for...?'
'Uhm... I want something which is a whole lot less of a commitment to make but you already knew that.'
'Hm-mm...'
'I suppose it's not all that complicated for me and I'm just honest about what I want from a girl. And if she wants the same with me then I'm all for it...'
'How many women have you, well... You know...'
'Eleven...'
'Eleven??'
'Yeah... I've met all of them during my time in the army, when I traveled around in and outside the country for military exercises...'
'Before you shipped out to Sercia...?'
'Yes... These women knew they'd probably never get see me again and I was honest about what I wanted, to which they agreed... Neither me or any of these women wanted to make a commitment but it was all about having a great time, which is exactly what I had with them. And I guess that never changed when I was discharged from the military. Maybe one day I'll find a girl who'd make me change my mind about it but until then, I don't want to make a promise of which I know I can't keep to her.'
'Wow, okay... Has there been other women ever since you came back...? I-I mean, besides Ceylan...?'
'There was Evelyn when Ceylan and I went home with her and her friend Samira but no, no one else... We bailed out on them halfway through...'
'So you didn't go all the way with her?'
'Nope...'
'I see... So how far did you go with her then?'
'She did some, uhm... Sausage snorkeling.'
'What?'
'You know, played the meat whistle...'
'Uh...'
'Blain means to tell you that Evelyn sucked his dick, Sam.'
'... Oh. Wait... You actually saw that??'
'Yup... And Blain saw how Samira was eating me out so...'
'So you two have already seen each other with other people??'
'Yeah, what else did you expect when we told you about it?'
'I don't know, I thought you two were in separate rooms!'
'No, not quite...'
'So you already saw each other having sex with other people...??'
'Hm-mm...'
'How was that...? I mean, seeing each other with someone else...?'
'Hot...'
'Yeah, definitely. Seeing Blain getting his dick sucked by someone who was obviously more skilled at it then I was at the time was quite the turn-on for me...'
'And obviously, I wasn't complaining when I saw Samira going down on Ceylan... Ceylan wasn't exactly complaining either...'
'Hehehe... No, I wasn't...'
I think Sam was kind of overwhelmed by all the things she heard from us for the last couple of days... When it came to sex, Sam was always quite timid and shy about it, as if it was a taboo to enjoy it or something... Like she said it herself, Sam was quite inexperienced and it always took a while before she opened up about it... That's why I've asked her to join us in a threesome, simply because she gets to experience everything she ever wanted... But I think the biggest problems for Sam was to figure out if Blain was the right guy for her to have a one-night stand with and how I would feel about it if she did... Maybe Sam was afraid that I would be jealous or something and that it would strain our friendship but I hardly ever had a reason to be jealous... And that night, it wasn't any different... Once Sam found out Blain and I already had sex with other women in front of each other and started to sink in, it opened up a whole new world of possibilities for Sam...
'I-I didn't know... I didn't know you two had sex with other people in front of each other...'
'You think I'd be jealous if you had sex with Blain?'
'I can imagine you'd feel that way...'
'No, it's alright. I'm perfectly fine with it.'
'Okay...'
'I saw another girl sucking him off and well, I thought it was kinda hot...'
'Heh...'
'You make it all sound like you're afraid to be judged for the way you feel about having a one-night stand.'
'Kind of...'
'By us or by other people...?'
'Both, I suppose...'
'How can Blain and I judge you for feeling the same way about it as we do? We can't and we never will. So whatever happens in this room tonight stays here...'
'You won't tell other people...?'
'No, of course not...'
'Alright...'
'But I just want to make sure this is something you really want... Neither of us would expect you to do something you're not comfortable with... This is something we all need to enjoy and I don't want to favor one over the other... So I won't...'
Sam stayed quiet for a moment and thought things through. And I felt that it was very important for us to hear her out because she never had anything like this before... Blain and I didn't judge her for wanting a one-night stand and having a threesome gave her that opportunity... And it was up to her whether or not she'd go through with it... But even though we gave her that opportunity, it didn't mean that Blain was the kind of guy she was after... And perhaps it was time for her to find out... Neither of them were making the first move... So I figured I had to in order to get things going...
It stayed silent for a good couple of minutes when the two of them were hardly looking at each other... And when their eyes did meet, all they could do was to smile nervously at each other and scraped their throats... I was hoping by then, they'd at least try to get a little familiar with each other but not even that was happening... People will easily give in to something when others do it first... Without saying anything, I took Sam's hands to help her stand up and made her sit on the bed next to Blain... After which, I closed the curtains and made my way back to them... Standing in front of the TV furniture, I took my pumps off and and lowered the straps of my top... Both of them seemed surprised that I started to undress in front of them all of a sudden and even though I tried not to show it, I was quite nervous myself... I figured things would be a whole lot less awkward if I undressed first, seeing as they both already saw me naked before... When I took my top off, I tossed it aside and unbuttoned my jeans... Just a quick pull was enough to make it drop to the floor... And once I got rid of those jeans, I stood there for a moment in my underwear while Sam and Blain were still kinda baffled that I just started to undress in front of them... Reaching my hands out to my back, I unclipped my bra and slowly let it slide off my shoulders... Wearing a bra all day became uncomfortable so I was actually relieved when I took them off... Looking in the mirror, I became a little self-aware about my appearance once I saw myself standing there... My belly was a little pudgy considering I haven't worked out in ages and my small breasts wasn't quite to my liking but despite these flaws I considered myself to have, no one ever seemed to have shared the same opinion about the way I look... The way they always looked at me made me feel confident about myself... It made me feel attractive and sexy but most importantly, they made me feel wanted... I wasn't even sure why I hesitated at first because they already saw me naked... But after a couple of moments, I took my panties off and tossed them aside as I just stood there in the nude... I wasn't showing off or flaunting my stuff but standing there in front of them without being judged felt liberating even though I also felt a little shy and just smiled nervously at them...
'Don't mind my little belly, it's just, uhm... I'm very fond of my abs, which is why I protect them underneath a layer of fat... Hihi...'
'Hehehe...'
'They're not as tight as they once used to be so...'
'You look amazing, Ceylan... You always have...'
'Thank you... Though I would be a whole lot more comfortable if I wouldn't be the only one who's naked...'
'Alright...'
'But before you do, I want you to know something...'
'Which is...?'
'I know this our first time together and I know we're all a bit on edge with the idea of spending the night with the three of us but I want this to be enjoyable for everyone... So be respectful to each other because we all have feelings to be considerate of... Do whatever feels right but make sure to make your intentions clear first... No is no and don't hold that against someone if it doesn't feel right...'
'That goes without saying...'
'Yeah, obviously...'
'We all want something from each other... And it's up to any of us to decide whether or not we'd like to give in to that...'
'Okay...'
'Alright... Come with me...'
I took both their hands and while they seemed taken aback a little, the two of them seemed rather hesitant at first but then they got up and followed me to the bathroom as I held their hands... My heart was pounding in my throat for what I was about to do... Once we stood in the bathroom, I made them face each other while we still held hands and Blain and Sam were looking at each other with a nervous smile on their faces... I could've given a speech or something that it was okay for Blain and Samantha to have sex with each other... But by doing so, I felt like I would talk them into it if I did... So I decided not to... I wasn't the one who had to convince them to have sex together... They were the ones who had to convince each other... It didn't matter how far they wanted to go... I was just there to make sure they wouldn't regret any of it... And while I still felt nervous about it myself, I knew I had to be the one in charge and let them take things very slow... They needed to explore each other first in order to be comfortable with each other...
'Sooooo I suppose we'll have to get naked as well...'
'That would make everything a whole lot more easier, yeah...'
'Alright...'
As I turned around and opened the tap of the bathtub to fill it up with hot water, Blain and Sam were looking at each other for a moment until Blain was the first to undress. He grabbed the collar of his shirt and wanted to pull it over his head to take it off... If Sam and Blain wanted to have sex together, they had to get familiar with one another first... I guess it wouldn't be as enticing and exciting if they'd simply took their clothes off... Things had to be spiced up between them... So instead of letting themselves undress, I figured it would be better to let them undress each other instead, one piece of clothing at the time... I pushed his arms down and after looking a little surprised, he lowered his shirt again...
'What?'
'Don't you want to get a little more familiar with each other first...?'
'Uh... I suppose, yeah?'
'Then maybe you should undress her instead... And in return, she can undress you... Just so that you can both get accustomed to the idea...'
'Undress each other?'
'You take something off from her and then she'll take something off from you...'
'... Until we're naked.'
'Exactly...'
'Hehehe...'
'No rush... Take your time...'
I took Sam's hands and placed it on his waist... And while I could see that Sam was quite nervous, she also seemed quite interested... She bit her lip and nervously smiled at him when Sam grabbed the bottom edges of his shirt and lifted it up, all the way over his head... Once his arms were removed, Sam stood there, holding his shirt and gawping at his chest... And I think at that very moment, it started to sink in and Sam realized that this is the guy she'd have a one-night stand with... I couldn't blame her for the way she looked at him though... Blain hits the gym three times a week and practiced martial arts on a regular base... That really showed... Nothing on him seems too exaggerated... This torso, abs, every muscle looked as if it got chiseled on him instead... He often got stared after by women whenever we were at the beach... I wasn't the only girl who fancied the way he looked... And that night, I got reminded of that once more when I saw how Sam was looking at him... She placed her hands on his chest and gently caressed his fur, slowly making her way to his abs... And I could swear I heard her quietly mutter something like "Whoa..." when she was feeling him... Even though Sam wasn't entirely innocent herself, it still seemed as if she explored a male for the very first time in her life... With the way she was looking and feeling him, it didn't take long before Blain became more confident about it... He loved the way she admired him...
When it was his turn, Blain gently placed his hands on her shoulders and slowly ran down the straps of her top and moved them to the side... When he held the bottom edges of her top, he paused for a moment and looked at her first before just taking it off... Sam seemed to be so overwhelmed by everything that was happening with him... She gave a quick nod and closed her eyes, facing downwards and held her arms up when Blain took her top off... And even though Sam was still wearing a bra underneath and it wouldn't have been the first time for him to see Sam in a bikini, it still seemed as if he saw her like this for the very first time... He stood there a like a zombie, staring at her breasts while Sam's cheeks turned as red as a tomato and smiled nervously at him...
Sam tried her best not to touch his groin the moment she unbuttoned his jeans... It looked a little clumsy to say the least but at the same time, it was so adorable... She carefully let down the zipper and and gave it a little tug on the sides until his jeans dropped down... He simply kicked them off and it landed somewhere in a corner... I suppose he didn't expect Sam to take his socks off so he did that himself... But Blain was a lot less nervous than Sam was when he took off her jeans... His hands were placed on her waist, slowly moving to the front where he unbuttoned her jeans as well... Once the zipper came down, Blain kneeled in front of her and pulled her jeans all the way down... The moment he looked up, he had a good view on her crotch and when they faced each other, it was obvious that he enjoyed what he saw down there and stayed there for a moment... Once he stood up, Sam kicked her jeans off and Blain moved closer to her... He placed his hands on her back and caressed it for a bit until his hands reached for the clip of her bra... Again, he looked at her for a moment before he did anything... Once she quickly nodded again, he unclipped her bra and it fell to the ground... The moment it did, Blain couldn't keep his eyes off of those firm puppies of her... Sam felt a little uneasy at first but once she saw his reaction, she giggled quietly... Things seemed quite innocent thus far but it got a little more serious once Sam held on to his boxer-shorts... There was this awkward silence for a couple of moments when Sam got down on her knees, looking up to him... And then she slowly started to pull down his boxer-shorts... His dick was semi erect the moment it popped out and it took Sam by surprise, to say the least... It's always weird to see someone naked for the first time but despite that, Blain didn't seem to be bothered that he was naked in front of Sam... I think he really liked the way Sam was admiring him... Sam quickly got up on her feet as her cheeks turned red once more and this time, Blain got down on his knees instead... Lifting up her right leg and holding her foot, he took off her sock and did the same with the other... Their eyes met once more when he held the straps of her thong and with a nervous giggle coming from Sam, Blain slowly pulled down her thong and just kept staring at her coochie for a moment... He scraped his throat and quickly got back up on his feet... And so there they were, standing in front of each other in the nude... Even though Blain wasn't that nervous anymore, I could tell that Sam still was... While she was standing there, she became a little restless and kept averting her eyes from him... I stood behind her and carefully removed the band that kept her hair in a ponytail... Her golden blond hair draped down over her shoulders and I ruffled it up a bit... It's funny how a small change can make all the difference to someone's appearance... I stood behind Sam and placed my hands on her stomach, holding her close while Blain just stood there...
'You're so beautiful, sweetheart...'
'Thanks...'
'You alright...?'
'Y-Yeah, I'm fine... Just, uh... You know...'
'It's alright, you can look... I'm sure he wouldn't mind if you did...'
'Hihi, wow... It's is kinda weird seeing you like this, Blain...'
'I'll say... I never expected you to have brown nipples.'
'Haha! Really? You'd think my nipples would be blue or something?'
'No, but they look like two chocolate coated peanuts.'
'Haha, oh god...'
'No but seriously... You look gorgeous, Sam... You really do...'
'Hihi, awww...'
'And if you'd really like to go all the way with me, I'd be fine with it... I'll make it the best three minutes you'll ever have...'
'Haha! Oh geez...'
Again, Sam's cheeks turned red and nervously smiled as she looked down... Sam is normally the kind of girl who's so confident about herself but sexually, she's actually quite shy and it's absolutely adorable... I gently kissed her cheek and moved my hands back, caressing her butt-cheeks... And while the two of them were just smiling nervously at each other at first, things got a little more serious once I let my hands run over her waist and up to her breasts, gently massaging them... I used my thumbs to gently caress her nipples... I could hear her sigh quietly as she closed her eyes while Blain still stood there, gawping... From there on, I moved away and stood sideways while Blain and Sam were still facing each other... As one hand reached around between Sam's legs from the back, my other hand reached out between Blain's legs, fondling his balls... With my middle and index finger, I gently started to rub Sam's pussy and I swear, making eye-contact while doing so never felt more sexier... When his dick became hard enough, I gently started to wank him off while trying to get inside Sam as well... Needless to say, it took the edge of things... They both finally started to relax and the moment Sam faced me, I pressed my lips against her... She opened her mouth a little and I felt her tongue rolling over mine while Blain was seeing everything... Making out never felt more satisfying then it did that evening... Especially when I turned to Blain to kiss him as well... To me, it felt so amazing to share it with the both of them, knowing that neither of them would judge me for it... And our evening together had just begun...
Having a threesome was something that was on my mind for a long time. The only thing I had difficulty with was finding the right partner to join in. I knew from the beginning that having a stranger involved wouldn't be the way to go for me. And even though having Sam involved with us would risk everything we'd have with her, I knew I couldn't deny it anymore. I loved Sam just as much and seeing either of them behind each other's back didn't feel right to me, even when they both knew about it. When I stood there naked that evening in their presence, I felt that I was no longer going behind their backs. To me, it felt that all the lies and secrecy finally came to an end and the truth has never been more liberating then it was that evening. And even though our threesome together had a different meaning for everyone, to me, it was about sharing my love and passion without any restriction or compromise... To have both a girlfriend as well as having a boyfriend, even if it were just one night, just to remind myself of what it's like for them to have mutual feelings... I knew that the things I had with Blain and Samantha couldn't last forever and that it had to end at some point... But that wasn't on my mind that night... That night, everything was perfect... That night, I had all I ever wanted... And everything I ever needed...