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SLAP. Despite the loud sound of Teenagers rambling on about all things important to them,from Heather the senior supposedly sleeping with Mr. Meadows, one of the science teachers at Ravenwood High, To what the students were going to do over the weekend, Trevor still heard the loud echo of the slap as if it was a gunshot. He could feel the stinging pain that started to form after a few seconds of momentary Surprise. He didn't know why he was surprised anymore. It wasn't like he wasn't used to being hit by the large white tiger in front of him. His name was Dereck and he was what one considered an asshole.

Trevor could only hold his cheek for a moment in the vain hope he could make the stinging go away. Despite the shadows that covered the pair underneath the large and grand bleachers he could still see the anger in Dereck's eyes. if nothing else Ravenwood greatly prided itself on its 's nationally famous football team, especially The star quarterback standing right in front of him. For a moment Dereck stood there, his right hand still held in front of him, his eyes seemed to pulse with each heavy breath he took. Trevor could feel himself losing his will he had come with earlier.

"No, you have to do this. No more being a submissive little bitch" Trevor told himself in his head, despite feeling his will slowly shrinking deeper into the dark recesses of his own mind. It didn't help that he truly felt he loved Dereck, wasn't that some kind of fucked up. In love with a guy who couldn't even reveal his own Sexuality despite being in love with another guy who had even hit him a few times. Dereck's breathing started returning to normal, and Trevor could see his eyes start closing back into that half closed relaxed way he always had them. His hand slowly falling down to his side as he saw a trace of something pass by his eyes quickly, regret.

"Trevor i-oh shit man i'm sorry, i didn't mean that" Dereck moved closer towards Trevor who simply slapped his hand away. He stood there for a minute before glaring daggers at him, trying his best to keep his focus. He wasn't here to quit now he couldn't make Dereck change his own mind for him, again.

"You can hit me all you want, we're done. I can't do this anymore. I'm not some kind of Piece of meat you can just eat and play with, I'm a person" Trevor could feel his voice quiver but he held back the tears that had almost formed in his eyes, feeling the heat growing behind his eyeballs. "A person who loves you" Trevor muttered those last words, inaudible to Dereck.

"But why, man we've been great together, I told you already we can't be together, not publicly we're almost done the school year just a few more months and..."

"That's why I need to do this, I can't keep holding out hoping that you change your mind so that you'll finally admit what we both know. You're Gay" Trevor interupted the Bumbling White tiger. He had heard this excuse for the past few months, back then he had promised before the end of the school year he would open up about his sexuality, he would tell his parents about the pair of them. His parents, the heavily religious ones, were the kind that would rather keep their supposed Soul's clean of what they considered the sinful and unholy ways of the world Even if it

meant kicking thier son out for being gay.

Trevor couldn't imagine what that was like, Well that wasn't entirely true, despite the somewhat far fetched reality of the world they lived in. One where Animals had evolved into fully sentient beings free of thoughts and free will, The world still didn't seem not to have its share of prejudices in the world. Least of all being Homosexual or gay as some people called it. There was also the issue of Prey animals and Predator animals fighting amongst one another. Trevor tended to keep to himself most days usually spending a lot of his afternoon's sneaking off to the lake a few miles from the school, it was usually used as a place for people to have sex, but to Trevor it was his own little thinking hole. The fox had to chuckle to himself at the irony.

Trevor hadn't hid the fact he was gay since he had fully come to the realization when he was fourteen now he was an eighteen year old senior in high school about to gradute from school, Despite this he was still scared he wasn't sure what he wanted to do with his life. There were many things he liked to do, he loved to write and he loved to learn new things, but what could he do with that? Ever since he had revealed he was Gay he had been treated like some kind of parah he had never excatly been popular in town before, but he had also never been unpopular. He had just flown with the wind, he had a lot of people he'd chat with, usually in school. Nobody really disliked or hated him before, but now things had been different for four years. His best friend had changed most of all in front of him, he only had to think back to the previous year to understand that all too well. To look at his small but scared over body the abuse and pain he dealt with both mental and physical.

"Look, think things through for a little while, You really want to stop talking to me? I mean haven't you enjoyed the sex we've had and the time we get to spend together. It's the only time we get to chat and not worry about stupid shit." Trevor tried to ignore the pleading he heard from Dereck's voice. Even this he had heard before, not many times but he had heard it before. He could see Dereck as he grabbed at his hand, despite the strength in those paws he could also feel the warmth that emitted from them. A warmth he had started craving more as of late, that warmth that helped for a moment to help him forget about his worries for the future or the fact he felt like he was a parah in this small little midwestern town. All of that would always vanish as quickly as it came though when he was left alone when he had to deal with the horrible Bullying through school, or somebody made a snide Homophobic comment towards him, Sometimes even Dereck would join in. It was so hard to think that only a few years back he and Dereck had been best friends, they couldn't be pulled apart from one another back then and now Dereck acted like he couldn't stand the sight of him, at least not in public.

When he wasn't being a cocky star athlete, Trevor could still see some of his old best friend. He missed it more than anything and he knew part of him had stuck around so long with their agreement mainly because he wanted some sort of companionship. Even if most of it only ended up being sexual, he couldn't do that anymore though he needed to start growing for himself. He didn't think that Dereck would ever go back to the person he used to know and it was time to move on.

The thought made Trevor want to cry, it was hard for him to let things go he knew that. He didn't like the change that had come; he wanted more than anything to go back to a few years back. People had said being open with yourself was a positive thing, but since he had revealed his sexuality he had only felt like something was wrong with him, that wasn't true though was it? His parents had been some of the few people to seemingly accept him telling them the truth, they had actually been happy for him. That thought brought a small smile to his face, unlike what he imagined Dereck's parents would be like, Trevor's parents had been rather supportive of his reveal, they only wanted what was best for him after all. His parents worked entry level jobs, his father worked as a grocery clerk after the real estate company he worked for had closed down, while his mother worked a desk job as a customer service representative for the bank in the town that had been around for years. He knew they were dealing with a lot of stress from the adjustment of his father having been laid off, But they did their best to get through it and with a bit of budgeting mostly on His mother's side things hadn't been too bad.

Trevor didn't know how Dereck's brother was going to take the two of them not talking to each other. Dereck's brother, Leo loved when Trevor was around, he didn't know why but he did. The two of them could spend hours chatting about video games or the next big issue of Mystifying Mysteries, A comic book series of short fantasy stories. Leo was only two years behind Dereck being sixteen. Trevor really enjoyed spending time with Leo. The way unlike his brother he had a genuine kind personality, he never treated Trevor any differently even when he found out about Trevor's sexuality despite this he couldn't see him at the house anymore because of both his and Dereck's parents banning them from letting Trevor come into the house.

Dereck would sometimes bring Leo along when he hung out with Trevor, though they'd never hang out in a public place. Leo would usually bring some comics or some portable game console. Also unlike his brother he was a bit more "hefty" than his older brother, who was tall and muscular.

"I'm telling you things will change, Give it some time. You're going to be this selfish... I need you alright, is that what you want to hear?" Dereck almost spat out the words, Trevor knew this wasn't going to end with a simple slap, but he was ready for it. The first hit was free after that all bets were off. He wasn't the weak shrimp that Dereck made him out to be, was that the reason he went for Trevor for his sexual desires? Because he was some submissive quiet guy and one of the few openly gay guys in school that Dereck had actually been close to. Sometimes Trevor wished he had taken pictures of a few years back, When he had discovered he was gay after that "incident"

"Things will change, but not with you. I'm not being selfish, it's just..."

"Just what! That you don't really care for me? That you don't want to be with me?" Dereck's voice was getting louder, his already deep voice almost booming a bit. Trevor was worried for a moment somebody would hear, but he had to remind himself that school was over and there

weren't any clubs or practices running Friday after school. Why did he care though? Let people find out about Dereck's sexuality, the lies he tried to portray, It would be golden if his girlfriend found out about it. That's what killed Trevor so much, the fact that he had to keep what him and Dereck had together, while Dereck continued to act like things were great between him and his girlfriend in public. There were times he felt terrible what they were doing to her, She was a real nice girl and one of the few people at school who treated Trevor with kindness instead of disgust or avoidance. Wasn't that another reason to end this?

"You know that's not true, I...I love you and i.. I wanted to be with you. When you told me after school that we'd leave town and never come back, I was so happy. We could take a road trip across the States and maybe we'd find someplace nice to live, But as i've been thinking that isn't going to happen is it? We both have too much going on. You're getting ready to go to university on a football scholarship and you have your girlfriend who i'm sure wants to marry you" Trevor's voice trailed off. It wasn't for sure that she wanted to marry Dereck but he had a pretty good idea that's what she wanted.

Dereck rolled his eyes at the idea. "I don't want to marry her, I don't even like her all that much. I mean she's nice and all, but marriage, ehhhh"

Trevor could feel a small bit of anger filling him inside, his body felt warmer and he took his hand away from Dereck's larger paws. "Then tell her that, don't keep leading her on, She likes you a lot and if you don't want to be with her anymore just say so, maybe not the way you would though" Trevor said those last words with a bit of an edge, thankfully Dereck didn't seem to notice.

"I can't just break up with her, people will wonder why. Everybody says we make a great couple and they'll wonder why we broke up, people might start getting ideas and..." Dereck couldn't seem to finish what he wanted to say, but Trevor could.

"People might start thinking you're gay, right?" Trevor sighed and turned around to walk away. He was leaving. Forgetting about this whole mess. How could he learn to be himself if he was with somebody who couldn't come to terms with their own self.

"Wait where are you going?" Dereck skipped, jogged towards Trevor and grabbed his arm a bit more forcefully then he would have liked. Trevor really hoped he didn't end up with bruises, he was tired of the bruises and whatnot he received from Dereck's "love".

"I told you, we're done. I'm serious about that. No more secret sex, no more talking, i just want us to break things off. We're not good for each other and i don't think we can even be friends anymore. I wish you the best though.

Dereck started to grit his teeth in anger and frustration. Trevor could feel the claws that dug deeper into his arm and he tried to wrench his arm free but Dereck held on.

"Why are you being like this? I said I was sorry, I can't be alone. I'm trying to change i try my fucking hardest and once again i'm told by somebody i could be better! Do you know how much shit i deal with i'm so tired of trying to be the golden child and being the quarterback and a lot... People look up to me, I'm under so much pressure and..." Dereck had tears falling down his face, warm tears that fell against the dirt underneath of them making dark spots.

Trevor reached up and wiped a tear against Dereck's cheek. He wasn't used to seeing Dereck cry and it was a bit of a shock to him. He could feel his determination slowly wavering. Dereck looked at him with a look he didn't expect, anger. He shoved at Trevor, hard and caused him to trip over his own legs and fall onto the ground with a plop.

"Don't fucking touch me, I'm fine." Dereck wiped at the tears on his face angrily. He took a deep breath and looked back down at Trevor. "You're just like everybody else, Expecting so much of me without thinking about me. I thought you were happy with what we had, some nice sex with some love. I.. i like you a lot, But you know it's going to be too much to be with you right now. After the end of the school year i'll tell people about us, i'll be away from here and we can let everyone know we're together"

"Yeah you're doing a great job of making me think highly of you, I miss the old you and i agreed to having a secret relationship with you, because i thought maybe i could see my old friend again, the person who I realize now i might have loved. That's not going to happen though, you've changed too much, and you're not the best friend i had before." Trevor said those words mournfully, he looked at his knee seeing the small bit of scraped skin and matted fur against it. Of course he had chosen today to wear shorts.

"So that's your answer then, you don't want to be together anymore?" Dereck's voice was empty, almost devoid of emotion, he stood there with his fists clenched beside him, not even seeming to really look at Trevor. It almost made Trevor pleased, Not because he enjoyed seeing Dereck hurt, but it made Trevor see he really cared about Dereck. It wasn't going to change his mind now though, it was too late for that. He hadn't cared for the sex as much as he just enjoyed being close to Dereck, Dereck meanwhile seemed to greatly enjoy the sex, more then he did actually being with Trevor at times.

"Yes i told you, this is it. I don't want to talk to you anymore and I want to be left alone. Tell Leo I'm sorry we can't talk anymore. I know it's going to be nearly impossible to talk to him now." Trevor made to stand up but Dereck leaned down,putting the full weight of his One hundred and eighty pound body on top of Trevor's much smaller one hundred and thirty pound frame.

Dereck gave a small roar of anger and frustration, he snapped his jaws at Trevor who did his best to shrink his head back from the strong teeth of his Former friend. "I guess if you're so sure that you don't want anything more with me, i'll have to give you a going away gift" Dereck looked at him with a look of both hate and longing that made Trevor's stomach drop, he didn't like the

way that he was looking at him. It wasn't a look of love but a look of lust and desire mixed in with a heavy hatred that made Trevor struggle more underneath Dereck.

Dereck was smart though, he sat right on top of Trevor's legs, keeping him from kicking at him, only feebly struggling underneath Dereck. He had forgotten about his hands though and he punched as hard as he could at Dereck the tiger letting out a surprised yelp. A small trickle of blood flowed from the white tiger's nostrils and almost immediately he apologized.

"Dereck, oh my god I'm sorry" Trevor's voice came out high pitched while Dereck touched at his nose gingerly with one paw, seeing the small bit of blood against his nose.

"You're a fighter, guess that means I'm going to have to take care of those hands. If you really wanted me to please you, you only had to ask~?" Trevor was scared now, he struggled even more. Dereck's voice was calm, too calm for his liking. It made Trevor want to get as far away as he could. He hadn't expected Dereck to take kindly to things, but he didn't expect him to take it this badly.

Dereck moved in and started to kiss Trevor's lips, it wasn't a warm kiss, his own soft and small lips were forced apart by Dereck's rough tongue and his thin and chapped lips. It was a hard kiss, forceful as Trevor squirmed underneath of him, trying to pull away struggling to move his own hands, but Dereck held onto them with his own hands refusing to let Trevor do anything but squirm.

Trevor continued to feel his lips pulled apart, Dereck's rough tongue as it now slapped and wriggled against Trevors own soft and wet tongue. Trevor continued to struggle, feeling Dereck's own body on top of his digging more into him, along with something hard against his thigh. He opened his eyes wide in surprise. He had an idea what was rubbing against his thigh and it made him grow angry and fearful. How could Dereck be enjoying this, was he really as cruel a monster as that. He was used to Dereck being forceful and angry at times, but he had never gotten to this point.

Dereck finally pulled away, just when Trevor thought maybe he'd pass out from lack of air. The two of them gasped deeply for air. Dereck looked at Trevor licking his lips. "I love the lip balm you use, tastes just like strawberry" Dereck grinned at Trevor sitting up a bit, Trevor looked down and could see the bulge that had started to form in Dereck's pants,he looked at it with a mix of both diguest and curiosity. Dereck seemed to notice his gaze and grinned sheepishly at him. "I guess I can't help myself haha, I mean I always get like this when I think of you, just not this fast usually." How could he act so casual about this, Worse why did Trevor feel his will fading from him, he felt anger but he also felt a desire. He needed this almost as bad as Dereck did. Not the sex, but the compainship he was worth more then a booty call though right?

"Dereck, if you seriously think we're doing "that" right now, you got another thing coming. I told you I'm done with this. Now get off of me now!" Trevor growled angrily at Dereck who simply

laughed before running a hand through his long straight hair that fell in front of his face. That smirk of a smile formed on his lips and Trevor could feel his struggling grow weaker. Why did he always grow so weak from Dereck. Besides it wasn't like he could really fight Dereck when he desired something. He wasn't the strongest anthro around.

"I think i might be able to change your mind, think of this as make up sex. You said some things that you didn't mean and i said some things i didn't mean, it's a win-win for both of us"

"Dereck I meant what I said, I.." Trevor couldn't finish his words as Dereck moved down and began to pull his pants off of Trevor who started to wriggle. "S-stop" The words came from Trevor's mouth but they sounded so unconvincing to his ears. They sounded the same way to Dereck who could only smirk as he continued to slip Trevors shorts down off his slim body.

"Actually maybe we should take this somewhere else, I think the showers are great for washing off all the mess we're going to make" Dereck stopped trying to slip Dereck's pants off and helped him to his feet, Trevor stood there for a minute rubbing at his shoulder not looking at Dereck who didn't seem to notice or care the way Trevor was feeling right now. He wanted something and he didn't want to listen to any complaints or Arguments from Trevor right now. Trevor sighed to himself, this was going to end up the same way it always did he guessed, with the pair of them both refusing to admit the fault in each other, they weren't good for each other and Trevor had tried to break it off. Once again Dereck wouldn't listen and Trevor couldn't help but stay with him for the simple fact the companionship felt so good to him, he could only hope that eventually Dereck would open up about the two of them.

Trevor followed Dereck as he led the way to the team showers, Dereck looked around the large football field, seeing if anybody was around. Thankfully nobody was around save a few students smoking off on the other edge of the field, too far to notice the pair of secret lovers. Dereck smiled and motioned for Trevor to follow him, he followed him sullenly not saying anything and almost looking at the ground. Why was he so damn stupid, he could walk away right now. Dereck wouldn't dare to do anything in public like this. He could leave him behind and not come back, He'd get through the school year and maybe try the community college a town over. Community college was the next best thing to university and his grades weren't terrible. He was a mostly B student. He knew he wasn't going to leave behind Dereck though, the two of them were stuck together like a pair in quicksand, only able to hold onto each other as they slowly sank through the pit of life.

Dereck looked both ways once again as the pair arrived at the showers, This kind of day with no practice or games for the weekend the showers were vacant. Usually they were locked but Dereck being the quarterback meant he had his own key, after all why wouldn't he? Everybody loved the supposed Golden boy.

"Alright, get in quick" Trevor was still looking at the ground, he moved his head up noticing the growing bulge that had formed in Dereck's pants. His heavy and long cock started to strain

against the front of his tight fitting jeans. Trevor wasn't too surprised from what he had seen earlier. All the same he had to say something.

"Are you really getting hard right now?" Trevor asked, placing his hands against his hips in an annoyed way.

"T-TJ, I'm sorry I can't help it, you always look so good to me and..." Dereck sighed and ran a hand through his hair. He seemed to be stuck for words this time, it almost surprised Trevor who wasn't used to Dereck being like this. Normally he had some witty remark or sexual joke. Right now though he seemed to actually be unsure of what to say, It almost pleased Trevor who liked seeing the real side of Dereck. Somebody who was kind and compassionate, His best friend from childhood who acted like a doofus, but was also well meaning. Trevor had to remind himself all the things that Dereck had done over the past few years though. He had lost all the goodwill that Trevor had towards him, well almost.

Trevor sighed once again and placed a finger on Dereck's lips. "Nevermind save it, i guess i'll go in first" The statement made Dereck grin sheepishly and he took a moment to lightly grope Trevor's ass as he walked by, causing Trevor's body to stiffen for a moment before he continued walking. Dereck only gave a small chuckle as he followed close behind.

The first thing Trevor did when he walked in was flick on the lights, the smell of dirt and sweat filled the foxes nostrils, somewhat poorly negated by the scents of cheap men's body spray and Room air fresheners that were on top of the ceiling. The blue and grey colored tile floor was cracked in some places and stained making it look darker then it actually was. They really needed to give it a good cleaning, or replace it for that matter. The Lockers were large, being about four or five feet. Only the best for the football team. The showers were on the other end of the locker room, being separated by a half wall from the rest of the locker room. The sides of the half wall stopping a few feet from the walls on the left and right.

Dereck gently tapped at Trevor's shoulder and he turned around before being gently pinned against one of the locker walls by Dereck. He only managed to let out a small gasp of surprise as Dereck began to kiss at him deeply, This time the kiss was a lot more gentle, despite the chapped and thin lips of Dereck's he gently pressed them towards Trevor not forcing his lips apart like last time. He pulled away after a few seconds looking at Trevor with eyes that were filled with something he hadn't seen in a long time, Kindness. It wasn't there long before his eyes returned to that half closed way of his, the relaxed nonchalant way he always looked in public.

"So do you need help undressing Madam?" Dereck moved a few steps away and playfully bowed, grinning from ear to ear.

"I told you please stop calling me madam, i know you are joking, but it makes me feel like a girl and i'm not a girl" Trevor rolled his eyes and Dereck gave a heartfelt laugh.

"You're really feisty today, I'm only joking after all. I know you're not a girl, You're a man a big strong man" he teased playfully before stroking Trevor's cheek with one of his claws, lightly tracing the outline before pulling it away. He could feel his body tingle and stiff at the touch and it took him a lot of effort not to quiver. He wasn't going to give Dereck the pleasure of seeing him melt for him.

"Sure, help me get undressed, Not like I have much of a choice right?" Trevor said the sentence with a bit of venom in it and he could see Dereck taken aback for a moment, and something flashed in his eyes. Was it regret?" It was gone as fast as it came though.

"You always have a choice, I want you to feel as relaxed as can be" Dereck chimed, almost whistling the words. Trevor could only roll his eyes at the smooth talker. He sat down on one of the long team benches, and Dereck took that as a yes. He moved bent on the floor, Starting off by pulling off Trevor's Black canvas shoes and then moving onto his socks gently sliding them off of Trevor and putting them into the open holes of his shoes before putting them on top of one of the locker shelves. Keeping them from getting dirty. "I can't believe you still have these shoes, it's been like what a year?" Dereck remembered when he had bought those shoes for Trevor near the end of the school year last year as a present the first time they had sex.

"Umm yeah, why would i get rid of them. I mean i do take care of my stuff well and they are nice shoes you should know, I've seen the prices online"

"Haha yeah, Is that um the only reason you keep them because they are nice shoes?" Dereck tried to ask the question casually, as if it didn't matter to him one way or another, but Trevor had known Dereck long enough to hear the slight bit of yearning in that question. He could tease just as well as Dereck could and he shrugged his shoulders as he felt Dereck start to rub his paws softly.

"I mean does it really matter?" Trevor laid back and gave a content sigh as he felt his aching feet from the day start to fade, Dereck gripped the bottom of Trevor's wide feet, delictly, while using his thumbs to heavily push and knead the soreness from the day. Trevor couldn't help but let Dereck work on him. Despite his seemingly rough and grizzled appearance, Dereck could use his strength in more ways than brute force. Trevor guessed all those years of football had been good for something.

"No, I guess it doesn't not really" Dereck continued to keep his head down and rubbed Trevor's feet some more, before gently tracing a finger on the sole of Trevor's feet causing him to give a small laugh and wiggle one of his feet.

"Alright, alright enough good job" Dereck started to pull down Trevor's short, he could feel a bit of coolness against his legs against the warm spring air. The inside of the locker room was almost uncomfortably humid and stifling compared to the cool breeze outside. Trevor had

nothing on his lower half besides his boxer briefs, the outline of his long but thin penis showing through them. Dereck reached a hand and gently ran it over the outline, giving a small whistle. "You know I can't help everytime i see that, but give it a rub. We've been through a lot together me and your little friend" Dereck started to pull down his Trevor's underwear taking his time, slowly pulling down,over his knees and down to just above his feet before stopping. Trevor's hard cock bobbed from the slight force and he bit his bottom lip as he felt the heat of the locker rooms mixing with his own growing body heat.

"I think i need to do something for you, to show you how much you really mean to me" Dereck was still on his knees and he began to lean his head closer to Trevor's cock before kissing it softly.

"What do you.. Ohhhhh" Trevor titled his head up and moaned softly, his toes curling a bit as he felt Dereck start to kiss his cock. Gently holding it in place with both of his hands. He hadn't expected that, Dereck had never done something like this before. Usually the pair of them tended to have quick and rough sexual activity, but Dereck seemed to be different today. He wondered if it had something to do with earlier.

"Don't worry about it, Trevor. I want you to just relax and enjoy your massage. " Dereck began to slowly rub up and down Trevor's shaft, causing the last bit of softness to leave it, the foreskin around his cock slowly moving down while his cock grew fully erect. "Man you must have been really eager, usually it takes a bit more than this to get you going. Is there something you aren't telling me?" Dereck playfully teased him, grinning as he began to kiss Trevor's cock once more, taking time to stroke it a bit more starting to pump him faster.

"Ahh Dereck, slow down you're going too, Ohhhh~" His words were cut off, by his growing pleasure from Dereck's warm hands. It was almost like Dereck's warmth was flowing from him and to Trevor. He was feeling more and more hot almost so much that he was surprised he wasn't sweating.

"You talk too much you know, Just leave all the talking to me. I'm a lot better at it. Just let me know when you're getting close, I have a lot more i want to do with you" Dereck didn't wait for Trevor to respond and he started to fit a bit of Trevor's cock in his mouth, gently licking around the tip.

"D-Dereck we didn't even wash off yet and..." Trevor could barely get his words out, he was lost in pleasure, he groaned and his toes curled and uncurled. This was something new and something different, something he was enjoying. This was a side of Dereck he hadn't seen in a long time and he was loving it. It made him think back to that kiss a few years ago, a few months before the two of them had stopped talking to one another, before Trevor had admitted to himself he was Gay. His thoughts were interrupted by a slimy and warm thing around his cock.

Dereck had started to suck on Trevor's cock, starting to wrap his tongue around the long thing. It helped that Trevor had such a long cock and it made it easier to kiss and play with, though a nightmare to gurgle and suck on as he was finding out. Dereck had never done something like this before, only having seen it in some of the videos he had watched online when he was home alone. Trevor didn't need to know that though and he did his best to move his head up and down gingerly sucking on Trevor's cock like it was a bottle. He wanted that sweet milk, so badly. Trevor's low moans and the way his body tensed and then relaxed like some pulsing snake made Dereck feel he was doing a good enough job.

Trevor was busy making sounds and he moved his hands down starting to hold Dereck's head down. Dereck took this as incentive and used his hands to hold Trevor's lap, massaging the inside of Trevor's thighs, he could smell the scent of sweat mixed with fruit scented body wash emitting from his lower regions. He began to bob his head up and down, taking the time to suck harder against Trevor.

"Ahh oh Dereck, ahhh y-you're doing such a good job" Trevor's voice came out in huffs and puffs despite the lack of physical strain on his part, he felt like he was running in gym class. His body was having a hard time keeping up with what was happening. And he began to push a bit more Against Dereck's head, moving it back and forth along with him.

Dereck took a moment to catch his breath. "Mann you really enjoy this aren't you? I should have tried this sooner. I'm thinking somebody is liking their gift?

"I-it might be a start, We still need to talk though" Trevor tried his best to sound serious, but did a poor job of it. All the same Dereck seemed to take it seriously, which surprised Trevor.

"Look, we.. we'll talk later alright, i mean it i don't know about today, but yeah we probably should talk. Right now though let me take care of you alright? It's the least i can do" Dereck went back to sucking Trevor off, his mouth was like some kind of warm and wet cave and Trevor leaned his head back and made sounds he hadn't made in a long time, if ever. The two of them were enjoying this more than they let on and before too long, Trevor could feel something flowing from his cock, a light trickle of pre-cum flowing from his cock he had to squeeze his buttcheeks tightly to keep from unloading everything right then and there.

"Ahh Dereck,if you keep going i'm going to lose it!" Trevor grunted and bit the bottom of his lip hard trying to stop the flow that was about to erupt from inside of him.

"Oh I'm glad you said something, I told you before there's more we need to do, i want us both to be pleased~" Dereck groaned as he stood up, getting off his knees. He started to pull off his clothes, and Trevor noticed that his cock was fully erect and hard. His pink flesh exposed from underneath his white colored sheath His body was as impressive as always. His chest was thick

and tight with muscles, his nipples poking from underneath the mass of curly black and white fur on his body. His body was thick and bulky. His build is not unlike that of some bodybuilder. Despite that his face was handsome and soft a huge difference compared to the rest of his tough and rugged body.

"You look like you enjoying yourself, not really surprised since you always seem to" Trevor moved closer towards Dereck, he didn't know what was coming over him but he took the incentive to kiss Dereck's lips, it wasn't long but it seemed to make Dereck happy, he leaned closer now after Trevor pulled away taking the time to slip off his T-shirt and let it fall to the ground before reaching down and lifting Trevor up. He could only give a yelp of surprise as he was carried to the Showers by the broad shouldered and muscular Tiger.

"Put me down, i'm not a freaking princess or anything" Trevor feebly argued, but Dereck only smiled before finally letting him gently place his feet on the cold and tiled floor of the Shower room. Trevor growled and looked at Dereck who could only shrug his shoulders, as if nothing was wrong. "Oh come on you liked that, at least a little bit" Trevor did kind of enjoy being picked up by Dereck, but he didn't need to know that.

"No i didn't" Trevor couldn't help but hide the redness forming on his cheeks, and he turned away huffing. Dereck shook his head before giving a small laugh and wrapping his arms around Dereck's body from behind. He placed his head against Trevor's shoulder, Taking the time to kiss his left cheek. His hard cock rubbing against Trevor's butt.

"Geez no need to be so embarrassed, you act like we're a couple or something, oh wait we are aren't we, dumb me" Dereck slapped his forehead playfully and Trevor could only roll his eyes once again.

"You're such an idiot, you know"

"True, true, but you're the one with me so what does that make you hmmm?"

"A very confused individual" Trevor took the time playfully butt bumping at Dereck's cock who simply growled lightly under his breath before gently nipping at Trevor's neck.

"Saying things like that might get you hurt or not depending on what you're into you know" Dereck kissed at the spot he had just nipped at one Trevor's neck taking the time to inhale the sweet smell emitting from his body.

"Soo i had something in mind, one guess what that is?"

"I'm going to guess it involves your dick?" Trevor responded with a bit of sarcasm.

"Ding ding ding, you sir are right, and we give special prizes to our winners, a win time only prize

of a night with me, right here and now"

"You are so full of yourself you know, I guess I'll have to accept this second rate prize huh?"

"Ouch, that's so hurtful and here i thought, you liked your prizes, Well actually this time i had a slightly different prize in mind. I think you should get to choose what we do." Dereck continued to kiss Trevor's neck gently rubbing up and down his waist with both of his strong hands. His body was tingling with anticipation. He was eager to get things started, he could feel his lust growing greater and it was a struggle not to take Trevor right then and there, but he wanted to let him choose what they did. Trevor's words had hit him harder then he had expected, he had been thinking a lot as of late despite Trevor not thinking so. Mostly about the two of them, a little about his future well they both related didn't they. Dereck. He wanted to be with Trevor, he just wasn't sure how to be with him. More than they were already. He wanted to let people know about the two of them. He was tired of hiding it himself, but there was so much at stake with his life right now. Getting a football scholarship was big on his list. He wasn't sure if he wanted to be a pro, but he knew he wanted to go to college for no other reason than to leave this town to never have to look back. He hated this place more than he could admit, he hated his parents and most of all he hated the fact he had to hide who he really was.

He felt sick to his stomach all of a sudden, what kind of person was he, he only needed to look at the scars on Trevor's body to find the answer. He was a monster, a horrible person who took out his anger and frustration on the world onto the only person who really loved him, well loved him beside his Brother. That was the one thought that always filled his mind when he imagined leaving this town, leaving his brother behind to deal with all of this. He had taken the brunt of his parent's unjust and overly ambitious expectations, But what about when he left Ravenwood this summer? Would he suffer like he had?

"Umm Dereck, you ok there?" Dereck was interrupted from his thoughts by a shake on his shoulder. Trevor was busy shaking Dereck and it took Dereck a moment to focus back on the real world.

"Yeah, yeah I was just thinking about how i can't wait to have some fun with you all, got a little carried away. Haha. Anyway your choice is something a bit more fun, i was wondering if you wanted to the bottom, again or the top this time~" Trevor couldn't help but open and close his mouth. He hadn't been expecting that kind of thing, then again he hadn't expected for a lot of things, least of all for his breakup speech to end up with the pair of them getting ready to have sex.

"H-honestly i'm touched you asked what i want this time, but i'll let you top."

"Really i'm a bit surprised, i thought you'd want to take things out on me."

Trevor had to place his hands on Dereck's lips and looked at him with a look of concern.

"Honestly Dereck I'd never want to do that to you, you tend to be an asshole, and a lust beast, butttt there's still a part of you that's my old friend and I can't do that to you." Trevor took a moment to rub at Dereck's cock now, causing a groan from Dereck's lips. "Besides, when that happens I want to make sure we both are on the same page. That people know we're a couple then i'll make sure to get out all that anger on that ass of yours" Dereck could only smirk at that, he had to admit the thought sent shivers down his spine, he was a bit relieved though he got to be the top again, he wasn't sure how good he'd be at letting somebody else dominate him. At least in the physical way.

"Fair enough, You have me so curious now what you've been thinking about though, But i guess we'll have to talk about this more another time hmmm" Dereck walked into one of the small stalls that made up the shower room, waiting for Trevor to fit inside the snug shower room with him before closing the blinds behind them. Now it was just the two of them in this dim shower stall. Two erect guys just being guys.

Dereck got ready to turn around Trevor but he had already started to turn the shower knob on, warm water hitting them from above. A little bit getting into Dereck's eyes who rubbed at them before returning his attention to Trevor who placed both hands a few inches apart on the black and white checkered wall that made up one of the shower stall walls. He bent down a bit, exposing his hole just a little bit, while his skinny legs pushed away from one another, his balls sloshing heavily from the load inside of them that still had yet to be relieved. He felt like a cow who needed to be milked right now and he was still waiting for that milking. Part of him usually felt embarrassed and ashamed, but that was mostly buried underneath his desire to feel Dereck close to him, Even if he didn't much care for the sex one way or the other, the very feeling of Dereck's body on his own sent shivers down his body causing him to give a invounteray shake of his body despite the rather hot tempurature.

Dereck leaned his body down next to Trevor's taking the time to rub up and down his back, he realized too late he had forgotten to bring some soap or body wash of any kind, water would have to be his friend for now. He leaned his head down and started to bite against Trevor's neck softly, kissing the spots he bit, all the while Trevor could only let out soft murrs and hmmm's of pleasure to let Dereck know he was doing things right. He began to wiggle his hips back pushing against Dereck's cock which had started to tease his butt cheeks. Dereck loved the sight and feel of Trevor's butt cheeks, they were a bit more rounded and bigger than most guy's asses but not overly big to be a turn off for him. He had seen plenty of porn and he wasn't much of a fan of overly big asses, but this one, this one was just right for him. He rubbed his cock up and down Trevor's butt allowing him to feel the hard thing that was about to go inside of him.

It was taking a lot of willpower on Dereck's end not to just hold him down then and there and have his way with him. He stifled the growing frustration and anger at the world for now, he wanted this to be romantic. He needed to get better for nobody else... him. He took a deep breath making himself relax, he saw the small cuts and half healed bruises on Trevor's back and he felt his stomach grow sick once again. "T-trevor.. I'm sorry, i've hurt you so bad..." He

placed a hand gently against the outline of a scar and Trevor didn't say anything he stood leaning not saying anything before finally speaking.

"I know, i know" Trevor's voice was soft and quiet and Dereck turned him around for a bit and kissed him deeply. He gently placed his lips against Trevor and for a bit he thought Trevor wouldn't kiss him back before he parted his lips and allowed Dereck's tongue free passage inside his mouth, they kissed for a few seconds but it felt like minutes. The two of their hard cocks rubbing against one another, almost bouncing and bobbing against one another before Dereck finally pulled away for air.

"Now I think you wanted to do something?" Trevor gently placed a finger against his lip, almost surprised by the delicate nature that Dereck had shown.

"Um-y yeah i did" with those words he gently nudged Trevor to turn back around and he wasn't met with much resistance.

"You ready, baby?"

"Yeah, i've been ready for a little while now,hehe" Dereck chimed in as he began to lift Trevor's tail tugging a little harder then intended, causing a yelp from Trevor.

"Not so hard, you're going to rip my tail off" Trevor whined and Dereck gave a nervous laugh.

"S-sorry, i'm a little eager is all, i'll be careful" Dereck began to slide himself down there, thankfully the water running over them had made his butt hole slick and much easier for him to start to slide into him. Trevor gave a gasp of surprise despite the numerous times they had done this, he always gasped as if he was surprised this was where things were going. It was a high pitched sound that Dereck found endearing. He continued to push deeper inside of him, slowly but consistently. It wasn't long before he was halfway buried inside of Trevor before stopping. This was the fun part.

Trevor didn't say anything but he started to pant feeling his cock tingle with pleasure and his ass tingled as it was filled with burning hot tingle inside of it, it felt full and heavy as Dereck began to push himself in and out of Trevor, slow and steady. He moved in and out and back in again in a rhythmic fashion.

Dereck grunted as he continued to push in and out of Trevor starting to pick up the pace, he moved in and out quicker while trevor leaned against the wall on quivering legs, he struggled to stand up as he started to precum, the liquid dripping down onto the tiled shower floor and down the large drain in the center of the cramped stall. Dereck had started to pull all of his weight against Trevor, and he could feel the tight abs that covered his abdomen. He gasped in a bit of both pain and pleasure as he felt Dereck's thick girth fill his bottom heavily, nearly causing him to feel like he was going to be ripped apart from the inside. It hurt a little bit but it also felt

comforting to say the least. Trevor pushed his bottom half back against Derecks own Cock as he pulled in and out, causing the big guy to growl in pleasure.

"Ahhh Trevor i'm getting so close, You're so fucking tight! I just want to hear you moan~" Dereck wrapped his arms against Trevor's waist as he went balls deep inside of Trevor who could only give a small yell of surprise. It was mixed with both pain and surprise, but besides some more wiggling on his end he didn't back away from Dereck's thick cock.

Dereck bit the bottom of his lip, muttering encouragement to himself as he continued to pound away at Trevor's backside, he could feel his own cock dripping precum making it easier to slide in and outside of Trevor. It felt like his cock was going to explode from all the pressure but he didn't want to end this so soon.

Dereck moved his hand from over Trevor's wide and slim hips, up over his stomach and to his chest before reaching his nipples. He started to trace the outline with his fingers, slowly moving them around the soft and circle shaped things. He poked and prodded them with curious and eager fingers, causing Trevor to gasp once again, struggling to keep the flow inside of his cock from spilling forth. He didn't want to cum until Dereck did and it seemed like he had a bit more he wanted to do.

"You like that hmmm?"

"Umhmmm~" Trevor muttered out nearly leaning back against Dereck while the pre from his cock continued to drip onto the tiles below, it was the best he could do as he continued trying to hold back the heavy flow that threatened to erupt from him.

Dereck leaned in right beside Trevor's left ear, taking the time to give the ear a small playful nibble, causing Trevor to let out a high pitched giggle from his lips. Dereck let out a small purr before whispering a few words. "I'm glad, I'm not sure how much more I can hold back" Dereck began to bite hard on Trevor's neck, it was a little bit forceful, but Dereck couldn't help himself. He began to push all of his weight onto Trevor no longer able to control that lust he had inside.

He began using one hand to support himself, placing it against the back wall of the Small shower stall, while using the other to grip and pull hard on Trevor's right nipple. Trevor felt his legs growing weak, they felt almost like jello as he tried to remain upright on them.

"You're going to cum for me nice and big right? You're going to be a good boy and cum when i tell you too?"

"Ahh yes, i'll be a good boy, please let me cum!" Trevor almost whined out the words his cock was hurting now, as he barely was able to keep himself from spilling his seed. He whimpered the words out, he would feel so small during these times. He knew Dereck was a big fan of dominance though and the fact Dereck had offered for him to be the top one made him feel

better about it then other times.

"J-just wait a few more seconds, I'll let you cum then we'll do it together" Dereck moved his hand from Trevor's nipple and wrapped it around Trevor's waist, right against his stomach. He could feel his claws digging a bit into Trevor's abdomen starting to leave small scratch marks against him. The two of them didn't pay much attention to it as he felt something start erupting from deep within his loins. He shoved Trevor hard against the wall and pounded him with such ferocity and lust that Trevor couldn't breath for a moment, almost like his chest and stomach were being crushed. He didn't care right now though, he didn't feel the small scratches on his stomach, nor the crushing of his chest and stomach, or even the burning hot pain in his ass. It was as if the both of them were together in both mind and spirit.

"Alright, go ahead and cum i'm cumming too!" Dereck roared out the words a moment before he felt something thick and warm flow from inside of his cock. It was different from other times, this time it was much more heavy. He felt a surge of strength inside of him, the strength of an animal and he slammed into Trevor, almost making him bounce and slide off the walls.

Trevor had erupted himself, despite his thin cock, his heavy balls more than made up for it, causing him to splatter the back wall of the stall with stringy cum that dripped against the wall and covered it almost like paint in it's white coloring. He felt his body shiver as his seed left his body. He struggled to stand upright, his legs shaking heavily underneath of him before he finally was unable to keep himself upright falling onto the slick shower floor underneath the pair. Dereck followed suit not a moment too soon, feeling the last bit of renewed strength leaving him too. He sat down on the floor along with Trevor panting heavily as one final spasm caused the reminder of semen still inside his cock to flow out.

Both of them sat down next to each other, panting heavily trying to catch their breath. Trevor tried to get up but plopped back down on the floor with a soft plop and Dereck didn't bother to try right now. He did try something else though, he wrapped his arms around Trevor and gently nudged him closer to him, as Trevor sat on top of Dereck's lap. He rested his head against Dereck's shoulder and Without any warning he could feel his short cropped black hair being brushed and played with by him.

"Trevor, i... I love you" Dereck could feel unbidden tears coming from him. Despite the passionate and rough love the two had just had, Dereck felt somewhat ashamed and well embarrassed out how he had treated Trevor. He didn't want him to leave either and he wished things could be simpler than they were. He tried to hold back tears, but they came fast and strong and he started sobbing.

"Dereck..." Trevor took a hand and wiped at the tears that flowed from Dereck's Face gently caressing his cheek. He wasn't used to seeing Dereck like this, at least not for a long time. He wanted to hold him and tell him things would be ok? He wanted to run away with Dereck right then and there, But the rational part of his mind told him the very least was they needed their

diploma. It was March and in a few more months school would be over and maybe just maybe they could leave town and find someplace else to go. Moving somewhere more accepting of gays would be good for the both of them.

"Hehe sorry, this was supposed to be a makeup session and i'm still making this about me huh? Maybe we should break up. I don't think i'm doing much good for you" Dereck didn't look at Trevor who opened and closed his mouth trying to think of the right words. He finally responded.

"N-no i don't think you're good for me, but i also think that maybe people can change and i think i might be a little too much in love to leave you, besides if i leave you who's going to help you get through school. You're pretty hopeless without me"

Dereck couldn't help but laugh, the small stream of tears that had been flowing had started stopping and he gave Trevor's ass a good spank causing him to yelp in surprise more than anything. "Rudeee, but also true"

"Told ya" Trevor stuck his tongue out at Dereck who laughed even more as Trevor's own laughing complimented his own. Dereck held onto him tightly while he also did the same to him. He rubbed up and down Trevor's back, feeling the fur slide from his fingers, in big wet heaps. He wanted to stay here forever with him, but he knew they had to get up and head home away from each other again. The thought made Dereck hold Trevor tightly and sigh.

"You know it's getting late, and I have a project to do, plus..."

"You're supposed to meet with the Girlfriend right?" Dereck didn't respond but nodded. Normally Trevor would be angry and furious, but he held his tongue and kissed Dereck's cheek."Well i guess we should get cleaned up again then hmmm?"

"Hehe yeah, Trevor?"

"Yeah what I said before I meant it. Give me till summer vacation after we're done with school and we'll talk more about us and maybe if you're still there.. Our future if that's something you'd want" Dereck's cheeks were turning red and he looked down at the floor before Trevor gently lifted his head and gave him a quick but warm kiss.

"I'd like that a lot, I was thinking before that though maybe during summer we could all go spend a week or two over at Victor's old family manor upstate in Gradient falls"

"And who's we?"

"Me, you,Victor, Your girlfriend Sasha, and maybe even Leo? I think it might be actually good for us and honestly Victor said the place is only about a 2 hour drive. Honestly he's been pretty great and he talked about it with me last week. I just hadn't really put much thought into it, but i

think it would be good for all of us and maybe we could discuss things, all three of us that is."

For a moment, Dereck could feel a ping of jealousy feeling his chest. Victor had become friends with Trevor since Sophomore year of high school. His family was probably the richest in town, no probably a majority of the state. They were pretty famous in the U.S and had a lot of influence not to the extent of international politics, but enough usually when they wanted some deed or law that helped influence land ownership they could get their way with a few greasy palms.

They lived on the far side of town, where the few so called rich people lived in town. The rich side being far more generous than it really was, it was simply a few townhomes in a secluded neighborhood. Nobody really understood why such a high class family had moved down to a hick town like Ravenwood, but they claimed they wanted a rest from their busy life and were interested in venturing into real estate. Home real estate that is.

Victor was a nice enough guy, he tended to be very loud though not in a bad way. He was really friendly and seemed to have an almost supernatural way of easily making friends. It was like it was almost impossible to hate him. Despite Dereck's dislike for him, even he had trouble finding serious fault with him, besides the fact he seemed to be close with Trevor. Maybe he wasn't giving him a chance though, it couldn't hurt to try and get along with him, could it? After all Trevor claimed he was his friend, his only real friend in the school so the least he could do was try and get to know him.

"Eh maybe it'll be a good thing, who knows"

Trevor had to tilt his head in surprise, he had been expecting much more of a fight then this. "Really you're ok with this?"

"What's that supposed to mean, I said yeah, Do you want me to disagree?"

"No, no just a bit surprised is all"

"What can i say i'm full of surprises hehe" Dereck stood up gently pushing Trevor off of him before stretching, he let the warm water run over his body a bit, washing off the cum that had started to soak into his fur and Trevor did the same before he shut the water off. The two of them dripping and naked in the cramped stall.

They went into the locker picking up their clothes and slipping them back on before the two of them gave each other a tight hug.

"You know the drill? I'll go first and then you wait a few minutes and go afterwards, don't forget to lock the door, ok?"

"Yeah,yeah" Trevor could feel himself getting bitter again, the high of the sex they just had wearing off. Still at least Dereck seemed to be taking things a bit more seriously and he guessed he couldn't ask for much more than that, it was something. He just hoped that Dereck went through with what he said. He had a way of promising a lot, still there was hope there he supposed.

"Take care of yourself, TJ" Dereck gave a wave of his hand and headed out the locker room, Trevor sat on one of the benches and waited a few minutes before heading out himself. He was almost blinded by the bright sunshine outside, his eyes adjusting to the dim lighting from the locker room, he made sure to lock the door behind him before he walked down the football field and towards the trail that led to the lake. He wanted to sit and think things through for a bit, it was a good feeling though he felt good.

As he was walking by, head held up high, he noticed Dereck in the distance hanging out in front of the school with a small group of people. Dereck was holding a girl's hand, it looked like it was Sasha, before leaning in and giving her a kiss. A growl escaped Trevor's lips, but he took a deep breath. Dereck looked like he was so happy and the two of them were laughing while a guy patted Dereck's shoulder. Trevor felt a little hurt, he wanted more then anything to be Sasha right now, to be able to show his affection publicly for Dereck. He could run over there right now and...

"No, stop it. You can't do that, all it would do is make things worse for the both of you, a few months i can handle that" It wasn't just the fact though that Trevor felt hurt it was the fact the longer he thought of it the more he thought it would hurt when Dereck and Sasha finally broke up. He gave a deep heavy sigh, trying to ignore the pangs of guilt and jealousy he felt as he walked down to his usual spot, the lake.

His thoughts as he headed down the dirt road was the first time Dereck had talked to them about their arrangement close to the end of their junior year, last year. He remembered his words. :"Anything you want, i'll give you".