Not so alone pt 2
#2 of Not so alone series
ok here's part two, not exactly sure where I want this to go so I'm kinda winging it, hope it doesn't show.
Again, I'd appreciate your comments on your likes/dislikes so I can better my writing
this one is kinda long too so I apologize for that too.
Not so alone pt 2
-Discovery
I woke up to the sound of birds chirping and the sun creeping its way into my room. No flashback tonight, no nightmare....I look beside me and see that luke is gone, in fact there's no spot there at all. I'm confused and sad. Was it all a dream? I'm not sure. I lay still for awhile, I AM sore, so I know I did fall, but was the rest true? Was my hallucination real? I begin to doubt myself. I sigh and get up. No use laying in bed. I make my way to the shower. The hot water pounding against my forehead and body helps soothe my sore body and clear my mind. I decide that yesterday was either a dream, or a hallucination. I'm very saddened by it. I stay in the shower an extra 15 minutes to prevent the waves of sadness from making me cry. Even though it was a dream I liked it, I've always been alone and been fine with it but I had the glimpse of what it was like to have someone again, someone real to talk to and it reminds me of a family I lost not too long ago.
I get out and towel off. I decide that today I'll go back to where I fell, maybe that'll help. After a small breakfast of cereal, milk, and juice I begin my walk across my manicured lawn to the woods that surround it. It doesn't take long to get to where I fell, it being close to my home, but longer than usual because I'm sore and because I'm not sure if I want to be back there. I begin to doubt myself. I go anyway. I go back to the ledge where I fell and look down, there's nothing but the occasional bird flying down to peck at something by the spring. I sit down and do what I do best, just stay still and think.
I'm lost in my thoughts, thoughts about my family, about my dream, about life when I hear a crack of a twig behind me, I look, hope in my eyes and see.....a squirrel grabbing an acorn. I'm disappointed and reprimand myself for getting all excited to see something I already decided wasn't real. The day gets longer and I decide it's time to go back and get something done. Start a new book or fiddle in my garage. I make my way back to my house and go inside. I am crossing from the living room to the kitchen when I feel arms wrap around my waist.
In alarm I break from the grip and spin around, ready to face the intruder but immediately stop. It's Luke. I stare for a few seconds, letting my brain process what my eyes are seeing before very loudly saying "Just where the hell do you think you've been?" with a touch of anger in my voice. Luke looks a bit taken aback by my tone.
"I'm sorry I left, I had to go back and rest, I didn't want to wake you because you looked so peaceful and you need your rest after such a fall" Luke said.
"How come you had to leave to rest? How come you couldn't just stay in bed with me?" I ask
"Sit down, I'll explain" Luke says, and gestures to the couch. I take a seat. I take a deep breath and close my eyes, trying to get my bearings on the days events, and my emotions. "You remember how I told you how nature allows a bond between animal and human? If the conditions are right?" Luke asks. I just nod "well you see it takes a lot for the spirit of an animal to change from it's animal form to that of the one it bonds with, it takes a lot of things I can't begin to explain, but I can't just leave my world and enter yours without having to go back to mine to rest, otherwise I might not be able to say" Luke explains.
I'm not sure if I understand, like his explanation yeserday, but I just accept it how it is. "Will you have to leave everyday? Everynight?" I ask.
"No, in fact I might not have to go again for awhile, I don't know for sure I just know when I get the feeling" he replies.
"What does this mean, this "bond" we have?" I ask, looking at him, in his eyes.
"It means a lot of things" Luke begins "It means that I am the way I am to you because we shared something most people don't. You see just because a human or an animal bonds with the other doesn't mean the other bonds with them. For that to happen you have to share a powerful emotion together."
"And what is our shared emotion?" I ask, thought I already know. There's only one real emotion, or rather mix of emotions that I have had for as long as I've seen and talked to that fox in the woods, and that's of pain, sadness and loneliness. "You were alone" I state, before he can reply, not asking because I know in the pit of my stomach that's why, I could tell even before he was what I see before him, a striking anthro fox, from when he was the small fox that followed me in the woods.
Luke just nods, and we look at each other, not saying much because we both know how each other feels, or felt. The silence is broken by a growling sound coming from my stomach. Luke breaks into a grin "well well well, looks like someone could use some supper!".
I just smile, at least that awkward moment is over. I go into the kitchen and pull out an assortment of food. "so do you only eat meat?" I say, holding up a big steak.
"Yes, though I may look more human, a lot of my animal self stays the same" Luke explains. That's no problem for me, because I have a freezer full of meat, and plenty of other food for myself.
I cook up the food and we eat. I eat a bit more voraciously than I'm used too. Luke eats with the poise and dignity of a fine diner. It makes me giggle, I get a small smile and questioning look in return. After dinner I'm pretty exhausted, and so is Luke too as he keeps closing his eyes and his head moves towards his chest, as he almost falls asleep.
We make our way to the bedroom and we get in and snuggle close. In a few minutes I can tell from Luke's breathing that he has fallen asleep. I take that time to take in every detail of his being. From his pointed ears, to the whiskers on his muzzle, to his stunning orange-red fur and the pure snow white fur of his chest. The way he looks almost human, but at the same time very very fox-like. I can't stay awake long, not with the warmth from Luke next to me and the slow rythmic sound of his breathing carries me off to sleep.
I wake up, this time to a orange furred arm draped over my chest. I smile and look over, expecting to see a still sleeping Luke but instead find his piercing blue eyes looking into mine.
"so you're awake" I say. He just nods and continues looking at me. I'm not exactly sure what he's thinking, or why he can't seem to look away. I manage to gather up the gall to ask "what are you thinking about?" Luke doesn't reply at first.
"I was wondering, if you feel the same way about me, that I do about you." He replies, rather slowly and softly. I'm not sure what he means exactly. Does he mean the feeling of content I get when I sit by him, or the tingling feeling I get when I feel his hand brush mine?
I have to ask "what feeling is that?"
Again, a moment of silence, his eyes boring into mine. I can't believe how blue they are. "I'm gay, and I'm very attracted to you" Luke states matter-of-factly. I let it sink in. I knew he kissed me, and that we've slept next to each other, cuddling, but for some reason I didn't put that together with his sexuality. Then I begin to think, does he think I'm gay? Does he think I'm attracted to him?
That makes me pause. Am I gay? Well...I never thought of it, I've never had a boyfriend, or really looked at any guys, but the few girlfriends I ever had didn't mean much to me, I never had a spark, never the flame of lust or love come from any of them. Am I attracted to him? Then I remember, the feeling I got when he kissed me, the burning, warm feeling I got. I decide them, then yea, I am. I just stare back before giving him a big smile, then push him out of the bed.
He falls to the ground with a thud, and before he can get up I'm on top of him, tickling and wrestling with him. He wastes no time in fighting back with tickles of his own. After quite awhile we're in a tired heap on the floor, him on top of me. Both of us breathing heavily from our epic tickle battle, our laughs finally dying out to the need for air. As soon as I catch my breath though, I'm cut off from breathing again, this time not by laughs, but by the mouth of Luke on mine. I don't resist and begin to kiss back. The second part of our battle is as epic as our tickle one, but this time it's with our tongues. As we kiss his hand lifts my head to his, and his other one slowly caresses my side. My hands go all over his back and sides, feeling his soft downy fur. Eventually we too have to take a break to catch out breathes.
The fire is back, and burning hotter than ever in me, and so is a tingling feeling all over my body, a feeling of excitement and I don't know what else. He rolls over so he's laying on his back next to me. His eyes closed. I take this brief moment to look at him again, but this time in a different light. He is quite toned, his muscles showing under his short but soft fur. His pecs defined, a nice little six pack going, strong sinewy arms, legs that look like they could run for miles. He is quite the specimen, and though I've never though of an animal as sexy before thats the only word I can come up with to describe his body, add on his beautiful blue eyes, and his cute face, I can't help but feel that I'm out of my league.
His eyes open and he looks back at me, and as though he knows what I'm thinking he says "You're very cute you know, I couldn't be more lucky to have been bonded with such a good looking guy like you" I can't help but blush at that. He closes his eyes again.
While taking in how he looks I couldn't help but notice something else about him, on account he wore no clothes his prominent groin was hard to miss, his sheath and balls both covered in the pure white fur like his belly. I feel the fire in me burn a bit hotter. I'm not sure what I'm doing, if this is even the right thing, but my hand goes to his sheath and I grab it. Instantly a gasp goes through Luke and his eyes fly open. He looks at me, first in surprise, then with embarassment, and I swear I think I can see him blushing under his fur.
"well well look what we have here!" I say, trying to sound surprised that a male fox would even have a sheath.
"Ah I see you found that, hmm I wounder what you plan on doing with it?" Luke replies, this time smiling at me, and giving me a wink. I can't help but feel encouraged by that.
"oh you'll see Mr. Foxy, quite soon in fact!" I reply. I've never done this before, so I don't even know if my banter to him is doing anything other than showing my inexperience. I proceed anyway, I pull down his sheath to reveal a red tapered malehood very different from my own. Luke's breathing gets faster when I do this, I use my other hand to grab his quite considerable balls, they fill my hand easily and I give them a gentle squeeze. Another gasp and then a shudder goes through Luke.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Luke asks. The look of pleasure of his face is more than enough incentive for me to continue. I don't even reply, I just give his lupine cock a tug. He groans. I get a slow action going on his malehood, wrapping my hand around it going up and down while using my other to fondle his ample balls. His breathing gets quicker, and so does mine. My hand gets slick with his pre leaking from the pointed tip of his cock. It makes my hand go faster up and down his shaft. His knot begins to swell and comes out of his sheath. I've never seen something like it, it grows quickly to the size of a tennis ball. I quit fondling his balls and use my other hand to grab firmly on his knot, my other stroking his shaft faster and faster. His eyes close as he groans and he quickly breathes "I think I'm going to..." He never gets to finish and a groan escapes his lips and his body shudders as wave after wave of pleasure goes through him and his cock shoots rapid fire load after load onto my hand and onto his white belly.
He stays still for awhile, his breathing still quick but he slows down. Eventually he opens his eyes "Wow that was amazing" he says. I can't help but grin.
"So I wasn't bad eh? Probably not the best you've had eh?" I ask teasingly.
"I've never done anything like that before." Luke says. I don't know why, but this makes me very happy, that I was the first to give him this kind of pleasure. His cock still hard but no longer shooting out his load, which was quite considerable. I can't believe so much came out of him!
"You sure had a lot didn't you!" I can't help but remark. Luke just smiles and laughs. "lets get you cleaned up!" I declare. I stand up, and help him up. He looks down at my groin area, my own excitement hasn't escaped unnoticed as my dick is as hard as ever and held back by my jeans a dark spot has formed where pre has leaked through my underwear and jeans.
He looks back up and says with a bit of a smile "well it looks like you could use some assistance yourself." I just tug on his arms to the shower. My shower is huge, with mutiple jets of water, I turn on two that face each other on the top whose streams of hot water meet about halfway down so that a bather can have their front and back rinsed at the same time. I strip out of my clothes, at first a bit embarassed as Lukes eyes drink me in, then a bit excited as I see the tip of his dick poke out of his sheath. I climp in, still pulling him with me. Once in the shower I go through the motions of washing but Luke stops me. He takes over, putting shampoo in my hair and washing me off. Then using body wash to slowly work over my body, getting rid of the sweat generated from our furious tickle action. Eventually he works his way down, bypassing my groin, and works on my legs, then back up my back, he takes a moment to knead at my rear. Even though I'm still a bit sore all over, his massage like washing feels good, and I feel my dick give a stir.
Eventually he turns me around, and his paw gribs my shaft. I give out a soft moan. In no time I'm at full mast, and he just keeps looking at my face, I look into his, and how adorable he looks with water streaming down him, his fur all wet. He leans in for a kiss and I don't resist, he begins to slowly work on my shaft as we kiss, his other hand pulling me into him. My shaft pushed up against him, but his hand still working me over while I moan into his mouth as we kiss. I don't know how long he worked me over, but it seemed like ages. Eventually his speed got quicker, my breathing got heavier. We took only small breaks from kissing to regain our breath, but as he pulled me in again I felt myself tingling, my toes curling, and then I couldn't fight it and began to orgasm as he gripped me tight. My knees grew weak, and I was glad he was holding on to me as I might've fallen.
Eventually though I regained my composure, and it was my turn to say "Wow..." We cleaned up and dried off. I was glad I bought the extra hot air dryer that shot hot air from all sides when you stepped out to dry you off instantly as Luke would've taken two towels to get all the water out of his fur.
It's already afternoon, and I have a lot planned, I interlock my fingers with his, feeling better than I can ever remember, now that I have someone to hold onto, someone that can make me feel in ways I never thought about.
This was a start of something, something great and I wanted to make every moment last.
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-end of part 2,