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Dad gets Kenichi into a private mental hospital quietly. And I will not hear from him for quite a while. Years in fact. I have not ever forgotten my Horse, but I go on with my life such as it is. And decide to throw myself into school. I know I do still love him though.

I am soon busy with Medical School and my training. I sleep with Dad and Daichi as often as I can, and I date when I can. I have not met anyone yet I like enough to think of settling down with.

And when I graduate Medical School at age 20, Dad is so proud of me. I take a job at a big clinic to build a bit of experience for a while, but I like it there and decide to stay.. I have not seen Kenichi in over three years. And I take over an appointment for a suddenly ill colleague. And Kenichi walks into my office. And he's stunned to see me, and I feel my head spinning. He's still as beautiful as the last time I saw him. I put my arms out to hug him. But he moves away from me and sits down. "You look well, Dr Ryouta" I say softly. "I am better" he says. "I have been in Osaka working for the last few years" he says gently. "Why you?" he asks. "Where is Dr Watanabe?" he asks his voice shaky. "She was suddenly taken ill and I was asked to cover her appointments for today." I say softly. I am amazed at this coincidence, but in my heart I am happy to see my Clydesdale, even just this way, and for even a few minutes. (Despite my pains my heart is happy to see him and no matter how he hurts, that he still loves me)

"You are as beautiful of a Grizzly as ever, Dr Suzakawa" he says softly "I have yet to get used to that, I hear it and I look around for Dad" I say laughing. He smiles. "I am proud of the Bear you have become, Hikari" he says softly. "I still love you, Hikari" he says so softly I can barely hear him. "I never stopped caring about you either, and I have thought of you often." I tell him softly. "I have gone to counseling with my wife, and we are trying to make it work, but she knows I fell for a male, just not who" he says softly. "My heart breaks, though I know I am doing what's right, but I can't let go of you here in my heart, Hikari" he says. "I cannot hurt my wife, nor my sons" he says painfully. "I am so sorry you hurt so just because of me" I say sadly. "Because you do love me" he says gently. I sit and I fight the urge to hug him. Because if I take him in my arms, he'll freak or do God only knows what. I will not hurt him more than I have already. Not to mention that I might not be able to let go of him again. (My heart tells me to pick him up physically and run somewhere where we can be together for always. But I cannot do that.)

"Would you prefer someone else, I only took this appointment not even knowing who it was with because of Dr Watanabe's sudden illness." I say softly. "I am glad to see you, it may set me back years, but I had to see you, even just a glimpse of you as you walked by to work would have been enough, but having you this close, and I can't......." he says fighting tears. My heart is breaking for him. He's as gorgeous as ever. And his beautiful eyes are blood shot and I can tell he cries a lot. "Do you ever contemplate suicide?" I ask suddenly scared for him. "Only when I am sure I will never have you as I want you" he says crying now. "My life is full of pain, and I cannot hurt my family as I would if I did kill myself' he says crying harder. "I am trapped in a life of pain and anguish' he moans. I fight the urge to hug him and comfort him. I am afraid of how he'll react to that. Hell, I'm afraid of how I'll react as well. If I take him into my arms, can I ever let him go? A question I devoutly want not to have to answer. I know I won't, I'll hold him so tightly and fight fiercely to hang onto my Horse. . I ache to see him hurt so, so close to me, and I want so badly to just lean over and kiss him. Or grab him and we'll run off together. But I know he will not go, if he could have come to me he would have already. Kenichi is determined to do the right thing by his family, no matter how much it kills him to.

"I am drinking too much, and I am barely hanging on to my job" he says " I cry all of the time, and I can no longer hide it from my wife" he says sadly. "My colts don't know what is happening, they only know that something is very wrong with their father." Kenichi says. "Dad said you knew you were gay when you married her?" I ask coolly. "I was, but like Takeru, I wanted sons, but I could not leave her, I wanted them, I wanted a family, and I thought I could do this, and then I saw you at the fair, and I knew I was in love" Kenichi says weeping.

"You must hate me for all of the pain I've caused you?" I ask sadly. "I could never hate my Grizzly" he says very gently. "Have you bonded someone yet? " he asks. "No, I have not, I have not met anyone I really feel for as much....... " I say. He stops crying. "I can't ask this, but I must know, is it because of me?" he asks. "I am sorry if it hurts you more, but it is." I say honestly. "You do love me" he says happily. "You will not mate because you gave your heart to me already, Hikari." he says happily. "But I am still trapped in a life I don't want and can't leave" he says crying again. "And I am so much older than you" he says softly. "I am 44 and you are what 21?" Kenichi asks me sadly. "I am, and if we were to mate it would not make the slightest difference to me" I say firmly. "I would have you for as long as I could, rather than be without you, Kenichi" I say softly. He smiles wistfully now. (My heart aches to tell him, 'I can't live without you as it is', but I won't hurt him anymore than I already have)

I am thinking about him a lot now, and I know I care, Hell, I am sure I love him now. But I will not make him leave his family for me, I could not live with that, nor could he, or he would have already. I don't know how Dad would handle it if I took Kenichi, nor if it would cause scandal that would hurt us both professionally.

But then again. I'm rich, and we could go away and live together and be happy. He's sweet and tender and a wonderful lover. And damn, if he's gone through all of this pain for me, he's loyal as hell. Some might say no, since he's fighting leaving his wife and kids, but he does not love her. He's admitted he never really did, he wanted a family, and is determined to do the right thing by them. At the cost of his own heart and sanity. Not to mention what it's done to my heart as well.

He looks at me, and I realize we've both been silent for ten minutes. "I'd better go, or I will never leave" Kenichi says sadly. I stand up and I hug him tightly. He weeps on my shoulder. He turns and leaves, but he turns back to me when he reaches the door, and the look in his eyes breaks my heart all over again. And he turns and leaves silently. And I sit in my chair and I weep for him, and my heart breaks once again. Why couldn't I just have told him I loved him, and I'd take him however I could, if he stayed with her, and came to me when he could, or if he'd just run away with me and we could be happy? I was too afraid to hurt him any more than I already have.

I spend the rest of the day very distracted. But I make it through my appointments. I take the train home and I am almost home when I realize I drove to work today. I don't want to but I have to turn around and go back. I can't leave my car outside the clinic overnight. It'll be gone or stripped when I get there in the morning. So I get off the train, and go back to the clinic. I walk into the lobby, and I am stunned at what I see going on. Kenichi is there and he's sitting on the floor. Mostly everyone is gone but the guards. And he's got a gun.

"Why did you come back, I was going to kill myself, so you would find me in the morning when you came to work, I can't do anything right" he cries. The clinic security guards are watching him carefully, but if they even move towards him, he picks the gun up and puts it to his head. My only hope is if I can bluff this out and put my feelings away long enough to do it. And be firm but gentle with him. Like Dad is with me. I pray for the inner strength to save my love from his pain and desperation. I pray I really am my Father's son. And I take a deep breath. And I think carefully of what Oto-Sama might tell me in this situation.

"Dr Ryouta, what is the reason for this?" I snap. He's looking at me puzzled. He hands one of the guards a note to give to me. I take it. His wife has taken the colts, and has gone to live with her sister in Hong Kong. And she's going to divorce him. "I fought my love for you to be with my family, and they've gone anyway, I gave you up, and I lost all I had or wanted, I have no reason to live now' he wails. "Dr Ryouta, this is most unworthy of you, you are a good Horse, and you do not deserve what has happened to you, nor all of the pain you have shouldered for so long" I say firmly. "You can give up, and kill yourself as a coward would" I say firmly. "Or you can be the noble, loving Horse I know you to be, and fight some more, and face yourself and your pains, and get well" I say softer. "It is up to you alone, it won't be easy, but you are quite used to pain and hard work" I say softly. "You have hit bottom, there is no where to go but up from here, my Horse." I say as lovingly as I can. His face softens and he lowers the gun.

"If I get well, would you, no, I have not the right to ask" he says sadly. "If you get well, we will talk, and we will see if we can get you what you have most wanted for so long, Dr Ryouta" I say gently. "You would, after all I have done" he says softly. "I would, and you know I do not lie, I never have and never will" I say softly. "Now, give the guards the gun, before something happens, and I don't get the chance to give us both that which we most want, Dr Ryouta" I say calmly.

He hands them the gun. And they take him. And I have them take him to my office, and I sign the commitment paperwork. He's silent, and looking at the floor. "Might I have a few minutes alone with him?" I ask the guards. "We will wait outside, Dr Suzakawa" they say. "I have no right to ask you to wait for me to heal." he says. "Nor to expect you to forgive me" Kenichi says. "You did nothing wrong, Kenichi, you were caught in a horrible situation, and you could not win no matter how hard you tried, and you broke down, though your career and your life are still salvageable, and one day you will be able to reform a relationship with your colts" I say softly.

"What about us?" he asks sadly. I hug him, and I kiss him. "If you get well, we will see if we can finally find our way to one another as I would wish us to." I say softly. "I will work hard, and get well, just for the chance that you'll take me, and that Takeru will forgive me and allow me to take his cub" Kenichi says happily. Kenichi walks to the door. And as he puts his hand on the knob. "Kenichi?" I ask. "Yes, Hikari?" he asks. "I will wait for you, I swear I will, my Clydesdale'" I say with great passion. Kenichi cries and runs to me and hugs me. "Thank you, I will do my best to rebuild my life and my mind" he says kissing me. I kiss him back hard. "Thank you for saving my life, my Grizzly, if you had not come back I would be dead now, and I would have missed a chance to have you one day" he says weeping and kissing me. "I was so foggy from seeing you I did not think straight, I could not take my mind off of you, my Horse, and I took the train, and forgot I drove to work, and had to come back for my car" I say laughing. "I will always be grateful that I affected you that way, my Grizzly" he says softly.

"By the way, Father says you do not need forgiveness from me or him, the only one who you need forgiveness from is yourself" I say kissing him again. "I am sorry, I have made such a mess of my life" he says sadly. "Then there is only one thing for you to do, my love" I say softly. "Fix it" I say smiling. He nods. He turns, and he turns back quickly. "You called me your love?" he asks excitedly. "I believe I did" I say smiling. "You meant it, you will wait for your Horse to get well, and fix the mess that is his life now?" he asks. "I will be waiting for you, I have not dwelled on it, but I have missed you, and been not as happy as I would have been if I had of had you with me" I say smiling. "I will do all I can to help you if you need me to, but you are going to need to be an inpatient for a while, you must get well, and you must be watched, I would not have you at risk until you have healed" I say softly. "I want my Clydesdale Horse to be mine, and healthy so we can be happy and put all of this well behind us." I say kissing him. "I look forward to a long and happy life with you, Kenichi" I tell him earnestly.

He kisses me back and he leaves in tears. They take him to the inpatient facility for our clinic. I cannot be directly involved in his care. But I am not sure I could help him anyway, he needs to have his pride, and I will not shame him, he has to rebuild his self image. . I say a small prayer that I did leave my car, and things did not end as disastrously as they might have. And somehow I know it means we are meant to be together. And I pray for the strength to endure until he is finally mine.

I go get my car and I go home. I have to tell Dad what has happened and that my life and my heart will be Kenichi's when he gets well, if he does want me still. But I am pretty sure he will want me, he's been awfully damned loyal so far. He hung on to me and his love for me despite the immense pain, and the desire not to hurt his wife and colts.

I go home. Dad is not home yet, but Daichi is. I ask him to come sit in the spa with me. And we go out. We sit naked in the spa and I tell him of what happened today. "The Gods were watching over both of you today" he says kissing me. "You will wait for him?" Daichi asks me. "I will" I say firmly. "And you do not mind that he is your Dad's age either?" he asks. "He does, but I do not, I'd rather have him for as long as I can than have anyone else for longer" I say. "Dad is ten years older than you, does it bother you at all" I ask. "No, I love him, and I agree, I'd rather have Takeru as long as I can than to have anyone else' he says smiling. "I hope you will open bond him, I would miss your ass and your fucking, and I have heard he is massively hung, and I would like to experience him" Daichi says. "He is huge, he is two and a half inches longer than I, and an inch in circumference wider" I say smiling. "But his heart is even bigger than his dick" I say laughing. "He will love you, he has loved you through so much pain and anguish" Daichi says laughing. "I know, but there is much time before he is recovered enough for me to take him to me as I will" I say softly. "I am most happy for you, my Grizzly son" Daichi says softly.

"Hikari" I hear Dad hollering. He sounds really mad now. I get up and I run to him. Despite being soaking wet. "Yes, Father" I say worried. "I have heard distressing news of Kenichi" he says angrily. "I heard he tried to kill himself at your office, and I would know the truth of it all" he roars. Juzo brings Dad some sake. "Father, I will explain if you will but allow me to" I say softly.

"One of my co workers was ill, and I took her appointments, and one of them was Kenichi, and we talked at length" I say. "He has been working in Osaka and trying to reconcile with his wife for the sake of their colts" I say meekly. "He is still in love with me Dad, and we talked" I tell him. "How is that pertinent to what happened?" Dad asks. "He went home, and his wife had left him and taken his colts to her sister's home in Hong Kong, and is divorcing him" I say softly. "He was shattered Father, he felt he had lost her and his sons, and me as well and had nothing to live for" I say gently. "Why your office?" he asks. "He wanted me to find him, so I would know I was free to find someone else" I say gently. Dad is shook up. "It would have shattered you, and you would have been so hurt" Dad says.

"Why did he not kill himself?" Dad asks. "I was so shook up at seeing him again, that I forgot and took the train home,and I had to go back for my car" I say smiling. "I walked into the lobby and he was sitting on the floor with a gun to his head, and he was shook up to see me, he could not kill himself in front of me" I say softly. "And by channeling my Oto-Sama's firm but gentle manner I was able to make him see he could not give up on life" I say smiling. "And if he was willing to fight a bit more, he could have all he'd ever wanted" I say softly "And?" he asks. "Kenichi surrendered his gun, and I have signed him in for inpatient treatment, Father" I say. "Will you take him when he is well, if he gets well?" Dad asks concerned. "I told him I would wait for him to get well" I say hoping he doesn't press me on it. "Hikari, do not be disingenuous with your father" he snaps. "I love him Father, you know this, you knew as I told you, I would love him and not keep him from his family, and now they have left him" I say softly. "You will take him when he is well and gets out, then" Dad says firmly. "I will, Sir" I say meekly.

Dad looks at me, and I can't read the look on his face. He is stroking his goateed muzzle so I am hopeful. That usually means he's thinking hard. I do it too with my dark brown beard. "He will feel great guilt still, and he will hurt from losing his sons" Dad says softly. "I know, father" I say softly. "Will he want you?" he asks. "He was so happy when I told him I'd wait, and when I slipped up and called him my love" I say thinking back. "He has waited for you for so long, and he has tried so hard to do the right thing, and he has suffered for it, so I hope he does want you, I know how much you will love him, my son" he says. "Do you approve, Oto-Sama?" I ask almost afraid of the answer. "I do, he has hurt so, I cannot add to his pain, if he has done wrong, and I do not think he has, he has more than paid his debt" Dad says hugging me. I cry in relief and I hug him.

"I hope you open bond him when you bond, I would not wish to give up either fucking you, or getting fucked by you, and he is massively hung, I had him several times back in college and I would have his massive dick again if he will" Dad says. "Daichi wants him as well, and does not wish to lose me in bed either" I say laughing. "I will talk to him when the time comes" I say kissing Dad.

"Father, there will come a time when he is going to struggle against his pains, and he will need support" I say softly. "I would ask you to contact him then and let him know you will welcome him as my mate when he has healed, it will help him so much" I say softly. "He was worried that you would not forgive him and allow him to take me" I say. "I will, if you will let me know when to do so" Dad says. "I have a few questions, my son" Dad asks. "He is my age, does it worry you that he is older, and may die before you" Dad asks. "No, Daichi and I have discussed it, and I believe as he does" I say gently. Dad smiles, and gets a tear in his eye. "My Lion, he told me he would rather have me for as long as he does, than to have anyone else for ten lifetimes" Dad says lovingly. "I believe that about my Clydesdale, Father" I say softly.

"Son, I have to ask you this" Dad says. "Yes, Oto-Sama?" I ask. "You do not take him solely for his massive dick and his skills as a lover?" Dad asks. "No, Father, he is hung, and he is great in bed, but so are you, and so is Daichi," I say smiling. "His heart is huge, and he loves so thoroughly and he is loyal, he hung on to his love for me despite more pain than any animal should have to endure." I say smiling. "He is beautiful, and he is funny, and warm, and charming, and smart, and he will love me until he takes his last breath, Father" I say softly. "I knew I loved him by the end of dinner, before I had seen him naked, I sat in the spa and tried to sort things out" I say reminiscing. "He was older, and I knew he was your friend, though I knew nothing else about him, but I was enthralled by his charm, and his humor" I say gently. "That sounds like you, my son, have to figure out what you feel" Dad says softly, and he leans over and kisses me.

"Dad, it was more than just the sex being so wonderful, his touch, his hands were so strong, yet so gentle and tender when he touched me" I say smiling. "And the way he looked at me, no one has ever made me feel as loved with just a look, except you, Oto-Sama" I say dreamily. Dad laughs. "He looked at you just like Daichi looks at me." Dad says grinning. Daichi, standing just inside the door is smiling broadly when Dad says that. "I love my Bear, more than I can say some times" Daichi says softly. "Kenichi will love Hikari more than he's ever been loved, or could ever hope to be loved by anyone else, my Takeru" Daichi says. "I am glad Hikari is smart enough to see how much, in fact, but he is his father's son" he says smiling. "Dad, Kenichi has endured so much for the sake of his love for me, and I wish to feel the strength and constancy of that love" I say kissing him.

We all curl up, and my beloved fathers are happy for me. And we are happily chatting for a while. Dad makes love to me, and he is magnificent. I cum on his soft belly three times before he shoots inside of me. And I work Daichi over good myself afterwards. It is hot fucking him with Dad's cum sloshing around in my guts. Daichi loves how I fuck, he gets lost in it, and he's a tight Lion bottom, so I love it too, and Dad, he's got a tight hot ass too, and he makes love so wonderfully, he puts all of his love and passion for me into it each time. After I've cum and pulled out of Daichi, we curl up again. "I hope Kenichi won't keep you from your loving Daddies" Dad says softly. "I don't think he will, but we have not talked much about our lives as they will be, I think neither of us want to put stress on him while he heals" I say softly. "I will ask him to bond us openly" I say softly. "I don't want to not be with my loving fathers either" I say softly.

We doze off. And I am awakened about 2AM by my phone ringing. I answer sleepily. "My love, I am so lonely, I needed to hear you tell me you would wait for me once more." Kenichi says sadly. "I will proudly wait for my beloved Horse, so I can make it up to him for all of the pain and anguish his love for me has caused him" I say gently. He weeps softly. "Thank you my love" he says gently. "I have spoken with Dad, and he will be proud to give me to you when you are healed, he is only concerned that since he and I and his Daichi are having sex that you will not keep me from them" I say softly. "I have no intention of doing so, I have had much fun with Takeru, he kept me sexually satisfied and focused on school back then, and I have wanted to fuck his Lion since I met him that night." Kenichi says softly. "I would love to see you play" he says.

"Kenichi, you don't think I want you solely because you are well hung?" I ask softly. "No, you answered me truthfully when I asked before" he says. "Kenichi, as I think of it, I knew by the end of dinner that night, that I loved you, when you came out I had been sitting and thinking it all over, trying to figure out what I should do" I say happily. "And those thoughts made you rock hard, and hot for me" he says ecstatically. "You do love me, and we will be so happy together" he says joyously. "I hope you will let me spend our lives together making up to you for the pain and agonies you suffered, I know it is Life, and not the fault of either of us, but I want my Horse to have the best life possible now." I say happily. "Hikari, having you, and feeling the guilt no longer will mean my life is wonderful, I did not leave her or my colts, I hung on, and she left me, I have found out since, she left for a Bull she'd met through her sister, who is now living in Hong Kong, and she is going to marry him as soon as our divorce is final" he says.

"We can bring my sons here for visits?" he asks. "Of course, they are your colts, my love" I say softly. "And I have money as you know" I say softly. "I have a career to build back up, and I know you will help me, you have been so supportive" he says happily. "I would be the husband in our bond, I am top versatile as I think are you, but I would be your Master if you would allow it" he says softly. "I will do my best to make my Clydesdale happy and keep him pleased and cater to him as his proper mate should, no matter which of us fucks the most" I say laughing. " Thank you, Hikari" he says softly.

"If I meet my therapeutic goals by next Friday, I can have you and Takeru and Daichi come visit me next weekend." he says. "I would love to". I say happily. "And if I do very well, they will allow us a conjugal visit on that Saturday night" he says. "If you would come and spend the night with me here, that is" he says shyly. "I have missed you so much, I would have to go to be with you, I think" I say happily. "I was told it would be good for me as well, like a reward for my hard work, and show me what my life will be like when I am healed fully" he says shyly. "Am I your reward, beautiful Horse?" I ask. "Like every prize and present I have ever received my Grizzly love" Kenichi says softly. "I am to be allowed daily progress reports about you, my love" I say softly. "Recognition of our love, and professional courtesy" I say happily. "I will work as hard as I can, but I am not as bad off as I had thought" he says. "I have my Grizzly waiting for me, and I know now I did work hard to keep my marriage and family together, and have not as much to feel guilt over as I had thought once" he says happily. "I must go now, I have been allowed to make this call to help me relax, and I am tired now, and for the first time in way too long, I will not cry myself to sleep" he says happily."My Kenichi, call me when they will let you, no matter the hour" I beg him. "I will, my love" he says softly. "I love you" he says softly. "I love you, and I happily await my Master to come home to me" I say gently. He hangs up. And I weep. I know how much now I need him, and how much his love means to me. I think I always have, I just put it aside since I thought he was unavailable to me. Dad once teased me about not bonding because I did not have my heart to give anyone else. He tried to set me up with friends, and the children of friends. And for some reason my mind goes to Botan Akagane. The only one I would have wished to bond with, other than my Kenichi.

He is the middle son of one of my Father's oldest friends. Akira Akagane. A big boisterous Razorback Boar. Akira has been like an Uncle to me, he is fun, and joyous. He is the owner of one of Funari's biggest suppliers. And his personality is so different than Father's but they seem to bring out the joyous sides of one another. Many of our dinner parties have been livened up by Akira's high spirits and happiness. Botan, however, is shy and studious, and quiet. Both of his brothers are happy and joyous like their father, but Botan is hard working and studious. Botan refused to go into the family business and became a school teacher. He teaches second grade in a local public school and seems to love it.

We went out a few times. The first date, he barely said ten words to me. So I was surprised when I asked him if he'd go out with me again, and he said yes. On our second date, I took him to one of the nicest restaurants I know of, and I focused on trying to get him to open up and talk about himself. By the end of the meal, he was laughing and joking, and happy I had shown so much of an interest in him And did not criticize him for his choice of careers. As the sons of powerful, charismatic business animals we have an awful lot in common. That and our choosing to go our own ways for our own careers. Botan is as warm and caring as his Dad, just in a different way. At his front door, I kissed him while praying we might bond. While it made my head spin a bit, I know we did not bond. It did make my big dick rock hard though. And it made him hot as well. He invited me in, and we were all over each other, kissing and petting passionately. We were naked by the time we made it to his bedroom. And we laid on the bed and spent a long time kissing more, and touching and stroking each other all over. He begged me to let him fuck me, and I did. And he was so good. And when I took him he was a bit scared but he had no trouble with me.

We made love all night that night. Switching off fucking one another. And Botan was a magnificent lover. His copper colored fur is longer than most Boars, and his bright blue eyes are so sexy. He has those sexy, protruding, and up curving lower tusks, and he is a great kisser. He is stocky as I am but not as tall, only 6'2" and he is soft and gentle when he fucks. And a wonderfully receptive bottom. I had hoped we might bond, but instead, we have become good and close friends. And I have had him in bed with Dad and Daichi and I and he was happy to be made love to and with, and to be accepted as he was. Dad told him he was disappointed that he and I did not bond, but he was very happy that we were good friends and he was around the house with us as much as he has been. Botan was so happy that Dad wanted him with me, but explained how he felt for me, that he loved me, but was not in love with me.

I am not sure why I am thinking of my Boar now. I call him despite the hour. "Is something wrong, my Grizzly" he says when he answers. "I should not have called, my Boar" I say softly. "I assume you want me?' he asks. "I guess, I started thinking of you and I am not sure why" I say softly. "I have no classes today would you want me to come now" he says softly. "If you would" I ask. "I will come get you" I tell him. And I get up. I kiss Dad and Daichi, and they stir a bit but don't get up. I go get dressed, and I go get my car. I stop on my way to Botan's apartment, and get some of the donuts and pastries I know Botan loves but can't afford to buy on a teacher's salary. And I swing by and pick him up. He looks a bit sleepy, but he knows me, he knows we'll go back to bed and curl up, we generally do.

"I have a lot to tell you, my sweet Boar, and I hope when you hear it all you'll be happy for me" I say kissing him. "I know I will be, my best friend" he says. And he looks a bit lonely. "Botan, have you been crying?" I ask him. 'You know me too well, I am lonely, and as much as I care for you, and I know you care for me, I despair of finding someone of my own" he says. I take his hand and squeeze it. "I know you care, and we tried but we are not meant to be, my Grizzly" he says softly. "I do love you, Botan, you are very special to me, and a very special Boar' I tell him. He smiles at me. "Dad has backed off of me a bit since we became friends, I have told him we don't love one another that way, but I think he hopes we will bond, Hikari" Botan says softly.

I laugh, it sounds like Uncle Akira. He doesn't understand his middle son, but he loves him, and he wants him happy, with someone who will love him and take care of him. Like any other father wants for his son. We get home and I bring the food in and Botan and I sit, and eat and have coffee. I am convinced it is not the time to tell poor Botan about my getting my Horse soon. So I listen and let him talk. He's convinced he'll never find someone who'll love him for himself, and accept his just wanting to be a teacher. He has almost no ego, he cannot accept that he is good looking. He is sexy, and he's the most genuine soul I've ever known, and he's loyal and loving. He has no idea how special of a Boar he is. Kind and caring, and he'll make some lucky male a great mate.

And I think a bit. I have to know someone who would love him and be good to him. I decide to talk to Dad and Daichi and see if they have any ideas as well.

I pick up Botan, and I carry him to my bedroom. And we strip and curl up. I hold him tightly to me. And he cries on my shoulder for a bit. And I ask him what he would want in a mate. "I would want someone who would love me for me, I have money that my father gave me, but I am just a school teacher" he says softly. "I want someone as strong and caring as you, who will be soft to me, and cater to me, and be a bottom for me" he says. "I love getting fucked sometimes, but I want my mate to be as my wife" Botan says softly. I smile. "Do you care what he is?" I ask. "No, species doesn't matter" he says gently. "Job either" he says softly. "I don't care if he would be a janitor even, if he loved me well and truly" Botan says softly.

I stroke the side of his face. "I want someone as loving and as kind and caring as you" he adds. I kiss him. "I do care for you Botan, and a part of me wishes we had of bonded" I say softly. "I know, I do too, but we did not" Botan says softly. "I think you are already in love with another" Botan says looking me directly in the eyes. I blush. "Why did you call me so early, Hikari?' he asks. So I explain it all to him. "You were so lonely I did not want to risk hurting you by telling you of my news" I say gently. "You must think little of me to think I would not be happy for you despite my own loneliness" Botan says sounding hurt. "I am sorry, my Boar, I was just afraid, you mean a lot to me, and I would not add to your pains" I say apologetically.

"So you will bond him when he is well?" Botan asks. "I am hoping to bond him during the conjugal visit if I can" I say calmly. Botan laughs. "I am glad you are not angry with me now" I say smiling. "No, you do care, and I can see how you felt, I think" he says softly. "I am going to talk to Dad and see if he and Daichi might help us figure out who might be good for you, and find you a mate" I say softly. "Just because your Horse was a fix up doesn't mean it works for all" Botan says.

"I have to admit, I'd bond someone like your Dad's Daichi in a second" he says softly. "Sexy, loving, devoted to your Dad completely, he's almost exactly what I'd want" Botan says gently. "Like Lions do you?" I tease him. "Kinda" he says shyly. I cuddle my best friend. "I'm so glad we got close, Hikari" Botan says softly. "So am I " I say kissing him deeply. "You will have your Horse, and you'd still want me?" he asks. "Kenichi wants us to bond openly and I do too, and I do want you, you make love so slowly and gently it makes me feel so wonderful" I say stroking his chest tenderly.

"May I?" he asks. "Please" I answer. And I move onto my back, and he gets on top of me and kisses me deeply and we tongue wrestle a bit. And he's hot now. Botan's dick is about 11" long but thicker even than mine. He's as thick as my Kenichi. He slides inside of me so gently. I moan with the pleasure of him going in me. We are locked together kissing passionately. Botan likes to kiss throughout the fucking. And he's such a hot kisser. And we let our passions for one another loose completely, and we are on fire for one another. I roar and cum on his soft belly. And he bites my neck and he grunts and moans, and I feel him filling me with his cum We lay together panting hard for a bit.

"Hikari, I am sorry, but times like this make me really regret that we didn't bond" Botan says panting still. "No need to be sorry, my beautiful Boar, I am too" I say catching my breath. Botan blushes when I call him beautiful. "You never see how beautiful you really are, babe" I say smiling. "I am not, I am homely" he says firmly. "You are not, you have a beautiful face and body, and a really beautiful soul" I say kissing him.

"Hikari is right, you are a truly beautiful Boar" Daichi says walking in to my room. Botan is really blushing now. "He was so hot to watch while he made love to you, Hikari, would he take me when he recovers" Daichi asks gently. "I would love that, if you want me?" Botan asks shyly. "I do, Hikari is right, you are beautiful, and so sensual and hot when you make love" Daichi says pulling off his robe. "He is so beautiful" Botan says softly. "I must go pee and call my office to let them know I might not be coming in today" I say kissing them both. Botan and Daichi are kissing passionately as I put on some shorts and leave the room.

I want to give them a bit of privacy so Botan won't be shy to let loose his passions for Daichi.

Dad is up and sipping his tea. I sit and we talk. I tell Dad about Kenichi's call to me. "We will go see him, I will tell him how much I want him to be with you when he is healed" Dad says kissing me. "Thank you, Dad" I say softly. "He is a good Horse, and he has been a good friend to me for a long time, and he will be good to you, and you see how honorable he is," Dad says. "Other than Botan, you could not have done any better." Dad says softly. "Speaking of my Boar, Dad, I talked to him, and he came over this morning" I say softly. "We chatted a while and made love and he is very lonely, we did not bond, and we are both sad over it, but he would wish a mate if we can find him one" I say softly. "He is a good Boar, Akira does not understand him, but you do not need to understand your sons to love and support them" Dad says kissing me. I smile.

"Where is he now?" Dad asks. "When we finished, Daichi came in looking for me, and he and Botan are fucking now." I say laughing. "Oh, well, they'll be done soon" Dad says going back to his paper. "Dad, he's so lonely, I have to find him someone good, he admitted to me what he is wanting, and I wonder if you and I can help him" I ask. "What does he want?" Dad asks. "Someone loving and supportive, tender and caring, and preferably a Lion" I say smiling. "He wants someone like Daichi, but he does not want your Lion, he wishes for one of his own" I tease Dad. "He loves how devoted Daichi is to you, and he wishes a bottom who will be that way to him as well" I tell Dad. Dad laughs. "Poor Botan, he does not know" Dad says.

"Akira does not understand him, but he is intensely proud of his independent minded middle son, who had the will to strike out on his own path" Dad says. "Akira will be rather hard on anyone who wishes to bond his Botan, he will try to make sure they are worthy of him" Dad says softly. I look at Dad. "I am concerned for you, but you are so much like me, I do understand you, and I know Kenichi, I have for a long time, and he will be good to you, and once the two of you get past this, he will make you very happy, my son" Dad says. "Akira will not mean to be as difficult as he will be, he will meddle a bit more than he should, but he is only wanting to be sure his son is happy" Dad says.

"Dad, will he keep poor Botan from finding love?" I ask. '"He will be difficult, but if we can help him, we will, son" Dad says. "I will think on finding one worthy of our sweet Boar" he says kissing me. He goes and gets dressed for work. And he leaves. Botan and Daichi are finished. I kiss Daichi and he goes to get ready for work too. I curl up with Botan for a while.

He's pretty happy now. He tells me how much he loved being with Daichi by himself. I tease him about liking my Dad's mate. He blushes a lot. "I want someone like him, I don't want your Dad's Lion" he says a bit embarrassed. "Botan, I know you, you'd never do anything like that" I say kissing him. "I wouldn't, I doubt I could take Daichi away from Takeru even if I wanted to" he says sadly. "I know how lonely you are, and I am trying to help, I love spending time with you, and I think you like being with me" I say petting his chest. "I do, Hikari, I just am lonely in the middle of the night, when all is quiet, I have no one" he says sadly. "I know, I have yet to have anyone of my own, I either date or I sleep with Dad and Daichi, and I have yet to be with my Horse overnight" I tell him. "Not even the first time?" he says. "No" I say. And I tell him of that fateful weekend. And he's surprised. "He must love you so much, to endure all of that pain, and not let go of you" Botan says impressed. "I want someone who'd love me that much" he says gently. I kiss him. "You deserve someone who'd love you that much, my sweet Boar" I say softly. He blushes.

We curl up for a while, and nap. I am awoken by a call from my office. My Boss is asking me if I can come in and see a few patients, as my co worker is still sick. I agree to take three appointments. And I get up. I kiss Botan, and I tell him to stay, and nap, and wait for me or Dad or Daichi to come back home, and stay for supper, and over night again. "I hate being alone so much, but it's better here" he says softly. "Will you stay, sweet Boar?" I ask him. "I will, it'll be nice, and I love that you guys want me here" he says smiling. I kiss him, and get up and shower and dress. I go into the office. And I go get the files on the 3 clients I'm to see..

The first two are not much, nor very interesting. Mildly neurotic and needing a bit of hand holding. The third, well, sometimes the Gods are on your side. A Gay Lion, who'd been badly hurt by his lover, and is healing, he had been badly abused. And he's a submissive bottom, who had been taken advantage of and physically abused. He has worked hard to get past the abuse, and figure out why he goes for the 'Bad Boy' type instead of what he really wants. Dr Watanabe thinks he is ready to date again, but he is scared, that he will make the same mistakes all over again. He's perfect for Botan, if he is healed enough to date, and to be able to accept a sweet, loving soul such as Botan.

I whip through the first two appointments and I mostly listen and guide them to find their own answers. I could have phoned this in.

My third client walks into my office. He seems nervous when I shake his hand. He sits. "Am I making you uncomfortable Mr Matsumori?" I ask. "A bit, you kind of remind me of the sort of guys I usually go for, Dr Suzakawa" he says. "Big, and strong willed, and confident." he says. "I see" I say. "Please call me Keiji" he says. "OK, then you can call me Hikari if you will" I say smiling. "So, Dr Watanabe thinks you are ready to date, but her notes say you do not agree?" I ask him gently. "I am scared, I'll find a guy who'll start out sweet and thoughtful until they know they have me, and then they'll turn on me" he says sadly. "It's happened all too often" he says sadly.

Keiji is an attractive Lion, and he is a bit shy. He's 6', and about 190 pounds. His eyes are as Bright Green as Daichi's. He's not stocky, just average built, and he has a lush mane, and he has nice features. I ask him about what he really wants in a mate. And he looks oddly at me. "Why do you want to know?" he asks defensively. "I want to see if you have sorted out what you want, so you know to get it next time" I say laughing. He regards me carefully. "You are not after me?" he asks sounding scared. "No, I have someone, or will soon, when he is over his crisis" I say laughing. "If I am to be totally honest, I do know of someone who I do think you'd be perfect for" I say smiling. "But it isn't me" I add quickly.

"Is he like you?" Keiji asks. "Only a little bit, Botan is a kind gentle soul, who is soft and kind in his lovemaking and is lonely, he wishes to find a mate, someone to settle down with for good" I say softly. "What is he?" Keiji asks. "He is a Boar, and he is about your height and stocky." I say softly. "Would he be good to me?" he says sounding a bit scared. "He would, I had hoped he and I might bond, so I think highly of him obviously, but he would treat you so good, and he would love you til he died if he bonded you" I say softly. "Botan is a second grade teacher, who's from a wealthy family, but he is happy teaching" I say smiling.

"Would he like me?" Keiji asks. "He would, I know his tastes well, and he would like you, I don't know if you two would bond though" I say softly.

Keiji is silent for a bit. "I am not sure, could I meet him?" he asks finally. "Only if you want to, I will not push you, you have to be ready for this, and I understand how scared you must be" I say softly. "I am, but he sounds wonderful, if he's only half of what you say, he'll be perfect for me" Keiji says softly.

"I only want you to meet him if you think you are ready now, and if you really want to" I say firmly. "I will not set your treatment back, it's not ethical if I do just to find my friend a mate" I say softly. "I want you to take some time to think on this" I say softly. "You must care for this Boar a lot?" he asks. "I had dated him, and we had hoped to bond, but we didn't and I found another, and he is such a good and loving soul, that I want him to have someone special" I say firmly. "From all of your files I have read, you would be just what he is looking for, you've given your all to those you loved, they let you down, and were not as they appeared to be" I say smiling. "He will not let you down, he is who and what he is, and he is genuine and loyal and he'll never leave you or mistreat you if you do bond" I say. "I know this as well as I know my own name" I say firmly.

"I can always say no, if I don't feel right about him" Keiji says smiling. "That is what I was waiting to hear you say, you have the right to expect things from a mate or potential mate, and if you can do that, then you are ready" I say softly. "But Keiji, only you know if you are, and I would not push you to do this, unless you are ready" I say smiling.

He sits quietly for a while. I can tell he's thinking. I make some notes and I try to justify offering a potential candidate, and then I see a note from Dr Watanabe, she has tried to set him up too. She thinks he'll make someone very happy if he finds someone who can appreciate him, and his strong devotion and his caring soul. I feel better now about this.

"Dr Suzakawa, I want to meet this Boar" Keiji says firmly. "I can see if he is for me, not just acceptable to me, but what I truly want" he says happily. "What do you want, Keiji?" I ask him. "Someone who will love me for who I am, and be good to me, someone I can trust my heart and my obedience to" he says. "Someone honest, and genuine, and gentle" he says softly. "Someone who I can tell he how he loves me by how he looks at me, someone who isn't afraid to show his own feelings of love to me" he says smiling. "Keiji, what do you do for a living?" I ask. "I run a small grocery store, Dr Suzakawa" he says defensively. "I ask only out of curiosity, Keiji, Botan won't care anymore than I do what you do" I say softly. "He walked away from his family business, where he could have been rich, and high profile, so he could be a teacher" I say smiling. "He does have a bit of money, but he's said he doesn't care, if you will love him" I say. Keiji smiles. And he tells me of the date Dr Watanabe set him up on. And how badly it went. And he's laughing.

"Keiji, it's part of dating, you have to hold out for what you really want in a partner, and not just take anyone who seems nice" I say laughing. And I tell him a few bad date stories of my own.. "I have to be careful, since my name is rather famous, and most know I am the son of the head of Funari Corporation and that I have money" I say laughing. "It is really all part of this, almost like a game of sorts" Keiji says. "Now you've got it, and it's a game that takes time, and knowing what you want out of it, more so than just a mate or to not be alone anymore" I say softly.

"Dr Suzakawa, why?" he asks. "Why what?" I ask in return. "Why me, and why do you want your friend to be mated?" he asks. "Fair questions, I care for him a lot, he is not meant to be mine, but I do care for him, and I have a Horse of my own" I say smiling. "Why you?" I say. "You are pretty much exactly what he has said he wants in a male, you're devoted when you love, tender, caring, obedient, and I think you'll make Botan very happy" I say softly. He tears up a bit. "I had thought no one would want someone like me, and I'd have to become hard hearted and selfish to find someone" he says sadly. "No, you have to be who you are, Keiji" I say softly. "I think you've learned that now, you try to be what they want you to be, and it always got you hurt and miserable" I say smiling at him. He nods.

"Dr Suzakawa, you said earlier you had a mate or potential mate, once he recovered from his crisis?" he asks gently. "Are you really interested in that story?" I ask smiling. "If it is not too intrusive, yes, I am" he says. So I sit and I tell him everything. From our first meeting when he took my cherry to the latest call. And Keiji is a very good listener, and seems very interested in what happened. "So he loved you despite his pain and anguish, and he would not give up on his love for you" he says. "No he would not., and when it all fell apart on him, he was broken, and I had to ..., well...I told you" I say sadly. "I am to see him next weekend, and I am not waiting, I am going to try to bond him while I can, and not wait for him to heal and be released from the hospital" I say softly. "I would too, Dr Suzakawa" he says softly. "I told you, call me Hikari" I say smiling.

"It's very romantic, he struggled to stay with his family and do the right thing, and his love for you was so strong, he could not be kept apart from you for good" he says smiling. "You are his reward now for all of the pain and attempts to do the right thing by his family, he will have your love at last" Keiji says happily. "It's proof that true love does conquer all" Keiji says smiling. One thing that is amazing is how much we can and do learn from our patients. Keiji just put it all into perspective for me. I hope he is healed enough, he's more than worthy of my Boar.

"Your hour is over, and you're my last patient" I say. "Do you want to come to my house and meet Botan" I say smiling. "He is staying with me today and tonight, and he will be up by now" I say softly. "I will, I want to see if he is what I want from a mate' Keiji says smiling. "Let me call home" I say. And I call Juzo. "I will lay out some refreshments by the pool and spa, and I will tell Master Botan to shower and that you're bringing a friend home" Juzo says. "You're such a gem, Juzo" I say laughing. "I am always amazed how you know everything" I say laughing. "It is my job, Master Hikari" he says happily.

We leave, and I close and lock my office. And we go to my car and we go home. Keiji is a bit nervous on the drive. "Be honest with yourself, and make sure he is what you want, and if you two connect you can try to bond, if not, we'll still have a nice pleasant afternoon, Keiji" I say smiling.

I park and Keiji is more nervous now seeing our large home. "Don't be nervous because we have money, we're are the same as every other animal, we have our loved ones and our pains and joys" I say smiling. We come in through the kitchen. "Master Hikari, your father is home early" Juzo tells me. "He is talking to Botan now in the living room" he says. "Dr Suzakawa, no, the other one, Dr Takeru Suzakawa, your father is home?" Keiji asks nervously. "He is, and he will not bite, Botan's family has been friends with our family for a long time" I say smiling. Keiji is a bit pale now, but he's hanging in there.

I walk into the living room with him. And Dad looks at me and smiles. He looks at Keiji and he knows why I brought him home. Botan turns and looks at Keiji, and he's impressed. "I had Juzo fix some refreshments out by the pool and spa, we should go out and enjoy the day" I say smiling. I go get a suit from Daichi's closet for Keiji. And Botan can wear one of mine. I take Keiji where he can change, and he looks good in a bathing suit. And I invite Dad to come out too. Dad goes and changes, and Botan goes to my room and puts on one of my suits. I have a Chocolate Brown one I don't wear often as it's the same color as my fur, and it kind of looks odd. But it looks great against Botan's copper colored fur. I put on my usual white speedo, knowing as I do when it gets wet, that it'll be transparent. I have a bit of an exhibitionist streak, though I'd rather be naked.

And we go out to the pool. Keiji is impressed with our grounds. Botan is really taken with Keiji, and he's quiet. Dad is being his charming Lord of the Manor self. And he's going out of his way to make Keiji feel welcomed. Dad and Keiji are talking. intently.

I pull Botan aside. "What do you think of our little Lion?" I ask smiling. "He's beautiful, and he seems nice, and ..." he says and stops. "You brought him home for me?" he asks shook up. "I did, he's a patient and he's had problems with finding the right guy, he's found all of the wrong ones, and he's exactly what you want" I tell him. And I explain about Keiji's history to him. And the discussion Keiji and I had. "You sure work fast" Botan says swallowing hard. "Botan, you were sad and lonely, and I hated seeing you in pain, I love you, even though I am not in love with you, I want you happy" I say smiling. Botan looks at me, and then at Dad and Keiji.

And he walks over and starts talking to Keiji and Dad. I smile. Botan is being charming, as is his usual with me, showing his genuine, and open and honest self. Keiji is obviously charmed by him. And they talk intently for a while. Botan looks more smitten by the moment, as does Keiji.

Keiji stands up. "Dr Suzakawa?" he asks. "What?" Dad and I answer in unison, and we crack up, as do Keiji and Botan. "I would speak to the Psychiatrist Dr Suzakawa" Keiji says laughing. Keiji walks over to me. And I take his arm and we walk into the garden, I turn back and I see Botan talking to Dad as we walk away. Botan looks excited and he's obviously talking seriously with Dad. I smile. "Some times the Gods are on your side" I mutter under my breath.

I sit on a bench by the Rose Trellis and Keiji sits by me. "I think I want him Dr....no Hikari" Keiji says softly. "Do you know why you think you want him?" I ask. "He's all you said he was and more" Keiji says. "I love his sense of humor, he's quiet and gentle and smart, and he's beautiful, and he's been kind and considerate of me" Keiji says. "I held his hand, and his touch was so soft and gentle, and he's got such a warm smile" Keiji says. And the look in his eyes tells me he has already fallen for our Boar. "He told me of his class, and his enthusiasm for them and their successes was so touching." Keiji says. "An animal who is that way, and that genuine would never be unkind to the one he loved" Keiji says. "I think you know what you want and you've found it, Keiji" I say smiling. "I wanted to check with you, and make sure I had my eyes open" he says happily. Botan walks out and sits on Keiji's other side. He's scared for sure, but he looks resolute as well.

"Guys, I think you have a lot to talk to each other about now, so I'll go" I say standing up. "No, Hikari, I must do this while I have my nerve up, and I need your support" Botan says shakily. I smile at him. "Keiji, I have not known you long, but I feel for you, things I had always prayed I'd feel for someone one day, I'd love to try to bond you if you'll take this simple open hearted Boar" Botan says quietly. "Oh Gods, I want you too, I have been hurt, but you are so soft and gentle and kind you will never hurt me, and I know I love you already, Botan" Keiji says.

"I am but a simple teacher, my love" Botan says. "He told me of how he felt watching you talk about your pupils, Botan, and it was one of the things that convinced him of your kind, loving and gentle nature" I say smiling. Keiji nods. Botan takes him in his arms. And Keiji hugs him back. And they kiss, tenderly and softly. And Keiji faints. Botan is ecstatic now. Dad wanders over to us. "I see you should be happy now, Botan, he is a good Lion and he'll do his utmost to make you happy, as I know you will do for him" Dad says happily. "I would have you let me tell Akira for you" Dad says firmly. "You have been so good to me, Dr Suzakawa, so if you wish it I will let you" Botan says softly. I smile. Dad has always been so good at getting his own way. He must have figured out how to get Akira to go along with his son's new love. Dad leans down and kisses Botan."I have wanted you happy, you are such a good soul" Dad says. "You approve, Dr Suzakawa?" Botan asks Dad. "He's perfect for you, as you are him, so of course I approve, my Boar son" Dad says kissing him again. Botan has a tear in his eye.

"I cannot have him at my rooms" Botan says. "Move in with us, my Boar son" Dad says smiling. "You would have me and my new love here?" Botan asks. "I would" Dad says. "We will" he says. Keiji wakes up. And he's thrilled. "You have your Boar now, and you will move in with us, and be most happy, Keiji" I say smiling. "You would have us here, me who you do not even know well?" he asks. "Not him too" Dad says laughing. "Yes, as Botan's mate and a good Lion on your own we would have you here so you would be happy with our Botan" Dad says smiling. "I live mostly in a small room above my store" Keiji says sadly. "No longer my love, I would have you with me" Botan says smiling. "Your place is at my side, just as my place is at yours" Botan says softly. Keiji smiles deeply. "I can never thank you enough for this, Dr Suzakawa" Keiji says. "Both of you" he adds. I laugh as does Dad.

Botan turns to me. He kisses me. "I knew how you cared for me,but you have been so good to me since the day we first met, Hikari" he says fighting tears. "I just wanted you loved" I say smiling. He hugs me and cries on my shoulder. I pet his head. "No need for tears, sweet Boar, you have all you have ever wanted now" I say softly. "I am loved by a wonderful Lion" he says weeping again. Keiji is grinning now. "You're loved by this Grizzly as well" I whisper in his ear. Botan nuzzles my neck and smiles.

Juzo walks up. "I can show you to your new room if you'd like Master Botan" he says. And Botan and Keiji follow him out. I know they'll go bond formally, and be happy.

"Father, I would talk to you if you would" I say softly. "What is it my Son" Dad says. "I want to try to bond Kenichi when I have the conjugal visit next weekend if you will approve" I say softly. "If you do not think it is too soon, I will gladly approve" Dad says. "I want him, I miss him, and I know he will be let out when he is healed enough, but I want to be his, I will wait for him to come home, but I want him to be mine as soon as he can be" I say softly. Dad kisses me. "My son has been without his Horse way too long, I think" Dad says smiling. "I have, Father" I say softly.

Dad walks off to call Akira. I lay on the deck and sun myself a bit, and I get into the spa for a while. Daichi comes out and gets in with me. "Takeru told me of Botan's getting his own Lion" he says happily. Daichi kisses me. "You did well, my Grizzly son, and it is obvious to me how much you love Botan" he says smiling. I kiss him back. "He told me how much he would love to have someone just like you, and that made it easy, and then when I was called in, Keiji was one of the appointments I was to take, and it was all happening so easily" I say softly. Daichi smiles. "It is very flattering to know he thought so much about me, Hikari" Daichi says happily. "He did, he was so thrilled to have you to himself this morning" I say laughing. "He was, and he was magnificent in bed" Daichi says. "He is, and he'll love Keiji, as Keiji will love him, deeply and for life" I say smiling.