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Thank you to funkybun for letting me use her characters! This was the other winner of last month's fanfic poll. The rest is on my Patreon! Enjoy!

Also, this is the sequel to a story I released a year ago, "Because She Likes Surprises"!

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Because He Loves the Feeling

it was hidden in plain sight.

the excitement.

the thrill of the risk.

the sugary sweet air of the red velvet night.

the red hot embarrassment over his cheeks as Lily’s peach-lotioned hand lead him inside by his hard, nine-inch penis.

it was a feeling he couldn’t hold back. yet somehow, he did–with a shy grin, a lucid, half-sheathed side-eye and a twist of his bare hips, as if he could ever hide something with that much weight. the word “decency” came with an asterisk wheanever he wanted to show off who he really was.

she caught on to the feeling quickly at the café. a dozen eyes on his monstrous bulge in those burgundy panties meant they were bound to come off eventually. it wasn’t the first time she took his cock and let his options slip away, and she licked her lips knowing he’d be in that position for a long, long time. already wet, she gave one last warning before turning him to the den.

“look who showed up!” she exclaimed.

his length began to throb. his bare bum was still crisp and tender while Lily’s friends, all fully clothed and grinning, studied his nakedness. Rose and Sophie were a strawberry-banana yin-yang in the recliner, both in pajamas and recovering from secondhand embarrassment. that tan lizard Clara sat in ripped jean shorts and a crop top popped her eyebrows up as if she’d expected this. it seemed like they all were on that boat. he wasn’t just for Lily; he was for all of them at once. and that revved him up to a steaming hot mess of emotion.

“hey Emil! looks like she wrangled you good!” Clara taunted. “nice body!”

“no kidding, he should show off more,” Sophie said.

“haha he’s putting on a show already huh?” Rose asked.

“you would know,” Sophie muttered in her ear.

“seriously, nice to see you again dude,” Clara said. “you’re taller than I remembered”

“th-thanks!”

“in more ways than one”

they wooed at that. his whole body pinkened up as Lily guided him to the couch and sat beside him.

his finger trembled as he talked softly: “uh, you guys are okay with this, right?”

“of course, Emil! we’ve played strip dnd before, why would we not be okay with it?” Rose laughed.

but Emil had never stripped all the way down. it was newer than words could describe.

“it’s really hot actually,” Sophie said. “by the way, did you turn in that paper?”

“yeah, almost forgot to.”

“did you turn in your clothes too?”

his heart skipped a beat. “haha well funny story”

“i’m just teasing!”

“i know, but-”

“much more than funny,” Lily cut in. “tell ‘em Emil”

“uh, i’m kinda nervous actually”

“wait why?” Clara asked. “i’m actually kinda interested”

Rose’s eyes widened as her face flushed. “wait, Emil, you didn’t do what I think you did right?”

Emil went quiet. the girls laughed while Lily stroked and smiled deviously at her naked boy toy. the ideas in her mind swam as she the nervous jitters on his tall, lithe body vibrated on her hand. it took her by storm. she ran her hands all over him, his sleek fur as cool as an evening blanket.

“well it’s kinda complicated…”

it was hard to talk when a girl that cute indulged herself. she pinched his nipple and kissed his belly, the other hand still giving gentle strokes. poor Emil was still processing the embarrassment of being naked in front of all his friends; now even his precum was exposed. she leaned into his ear and whispered, “tell ‘em how you got here. i’ll make you more comfortable,” and it just about drove him mad.

she slunk down the couch and smoothed her hand over his waist–right where it’d been when she publicly took his virginity. the memory made her bite her lip, and the drip rolling out her tight slit mimicked the aftermath. Emil saw it and his heart jumped.

“i…i was on the roof taking nudes for Lily, and that’s when she asked me to come over!”

“you were on the roof?” Rose asked.

“yeah…a-and…”

he pursed his lips as Lily’s careful hand felt from his chest to his navel. Emil felt hot enough to fog up his glasses. especially when her other hand felt from his hip bone to his soft, seal fat-like thigh. she watched his dick throb in excitement as if it were her favorite TV show.

“go on!” she coaxed.

“well…then I got this idea and–ahh!”

she’d snatched his sensitive length. precum slipped and disappeared each time his foreskin went over until his whole head was a glistening bulb. tongue out, drunk in the eyes, it was clear that no area was off limits. she then looked back at her friends, slid her jerking hand down to the base, and shook that dick around like a prize. all three girls were stunned and giggly. Emil grew two shades redder.

“aha Lily th-they’re all watching…”

“that’s the point!”

and they weren’t gonna look away. Clara leaned in as if ready to pounce. Sophie reached her hand down her girlfriend’s pants. “exposed” was an understatement. all eyes were on him and there was no going back. Lily gave a wink and licked the back of his cock to see him squirm.

“go on!” she coaxed.

Emil gulped. “s-so I got this idea when I realized-”

he winced.

“wh-when I realized my bike was out of commission, I could come another way”

she leaned in close and kissed the place where his balls and penis met–long and hard, slow strokes by the tip. her hair smelled like vanilla, and her breath fanned the furnace that spread from his smooth balls to his shaft. her feminine aura excited him. the girlish glee of all those girls watching her use him made his tail flick and his ears wiggle like fans.

“and when I thought of it I couldn’t stop myself from…from…”

“from what?”

the smug voice came from a corner of the room he hadn’t seen. he jumped. it was Cassandra, his boss from the cafe! he’d forgotten he even saw her coming in. she’d seen him like this before, but her smug look and her elbows on the kitchen counter made his heart go double time. Lily brushed his member up against her cheek, a half-eyed gaze.

“s-so, I couldn’t stop myself! a-and that’s when…”

that’s when she started sucking. just an inch or two; letting it bake in the warm, wet oven of her mouth. the girls were beaming, Clara’s neck craning. that, too, embarrassed Emil, but Lily made embarrassment a hobby. it took a full five seconds for him to regain himself. then, one last gulp.

“th-that’s when I decided to go out! with nothing but my shoes and socks!”

“what?!” cried Sophie.

“no way!” yelled Clara.

“haha wow that’s highly illegal” said Rose.

“so you took like a nudist friendly bus or something?” Clara gasped.

“n-no I…ahh!” Emil squealed, the tension climbing. “Lily I can’t hold it much longer!”

hook, line and sinker. she took her pants off, then swerved like water atop his legs and straddling him, holding his length just over her vagina. the tip prodded her navel as she played with it idly.

“finish the story,” she cooed.

for a moment he forgot how to breathe.

“i-it’s true!” Emil cried. “I walked all the way here! just like this!”

they all were stunned, and right then, Lily put it inside. all her friends wooed, Rose covering her mouth. Lily held his shoulders as she bucked her hips, wet and tight around him, begging for more. her insides flared as it went deeper inside her, poking up to her belly button, the soft, hot friction begging him to lose himself and thrust even further.

Rose brought her camera out, and Lily bit her lip at it. it was all for good fun. Emil grinned at his lover with one eye open, her grip around his shoulders tightening with her pussy. he was sure they would talk about this for god knows how long, and it took two to tango; with his help, off came that flimsy, useless piece of white fabric to reveal her small, perky breasts. naked, she laughed and bounced on him harder, swiveling her hips, then slowing for a hot kiss on the mouth like the one she gave him in the cafe. of course she would. public sex was her stage performance, and he was her skinny, horny boy toy; easy to turn on, easy to milk. she gave a wink to let him know she knew what was coming.

“oh, Lily! Lily, i-i’m going to cum!” Emil cried, feeling light and hot from his cheeks to his genitals.

“i want it inside me!”

“o-okay!”

he hugged her as she lowered all the way down, and his cock felt like sinking a pencil into a thick, smoldering putty the way each inch had more resistance than the last. her friends leaned in as he released everything he had into her. hot thighs against his chilly fur trembled, tightly squeezed around his erupting erection. they kissed as a white drip squeezed out her opening and rolled down his balls, until he pulled out and laid with her.

it was pillows, sheets and blankets in the chamber of her eyes. what a bossy way it was to make a rat boy cum in front of all his friends. though he regretted none of it. not even the part where he was still butt naked and at her mercy. at this point, it was all he ever wanted.

“that was amazing,” she beamed.

“it really was,” he said. “you’re amazing too!”

“thanks Emil! we should do that more often haha”

Clara’s smirk was elusively horny. “you two are monsters.”

“you have no idea,” Cass playfully rolled her eyes.

and Sophie and Rose would’ve said something, but they were busy getting a towel. to his surprise, Lily didn’t reach for her clothes. she wanted him to feel more at home. he thought it was beautiful.

“hey,” Emil muttered to Lily. “can i tell you something?”

“go ahead!”

“I kinda want to be bossed around some more”

“well okay! you wanna get us some drinks?”

“s-sure!”

“all right! i have some martini recipes in my room! up the stairs and to the right!”

as Emil got up, he felt a pinch on his butt with a couple bubbly giggles. just like that, girls’ night had begun.

the warmth of her room made him think of harvesting strawberries in the nude on a hot day. golden light on the green walls, all the white wardrobes neatly packed with little on top. though her bed first caught his eye, and the rainbow stalks draped over the foot. without a second thought, he took them with him.

he returned to the den with a big bowl of potato chips and a few martinis Cass helped him make. instantly, he flashed back to the cafe. the nerves of serving that first customer. back then, it was like his heart was shaking. now, it was his whole body. being naked in front of so many girls was oddly exhausting, but never shameful. he felt as though he could lie down with them, cross his legs, paint his nails and let it all hang loose. it was like having a penis alone made him a public spectacle. embarrassed or not, he wouldn’t stay soft for long.

“h-here you go, girls!” he said.

Clara took a sip. “you make a pretty good nude butler, Emil!”

“thanks!” he said, and that’s when they actually looked at him. Lily was the first to laugh.

“haha Emil are those my thigh highs?”

“uhhhh they might be!” they were rainbow striped, the hem gripping the fatty part of his mid-thighs where the tip of his long penis dangled freely. a song came on, and he did a little jig to make them laugh. Cass and Sophie wooed him on to his bow and a round of applause, Lily’s lasting the longest.

“well, someone’s feeling himself!” she said.

“honestly I just wanna do more fun stuff to him,” Sophie said.

Cass pointed. “should we get out the black box?”

“not now,” Lily said. “that might blow his world apart.”

what’s that mean? he thought.

“we should get the vibs out instead!” Cass suggested. “see how many drinks he can make before he blows!”

Emil shifted nervously. as fun as it sounded to cum in thirty seconds, he had other things in mind.

“actually,” he said, “can I tell you something?”

“sure!”

“I kinda want to try on more clothes. do you mind?”

“you serious?” she asked “well why didn’t you say so? i order you to go through my whole wardrobe!”

the den was a runway; flashing cameras and all. Clara brought out her rainbow filter to set the mood. black crop top paired with a pink skirt, bracelets on one arm and high heels. a long, flowing pink dress that she hadn’t worn since freshman year of college. then her teal pajamas patterns with sleeping cows and a tank top with a cookie moon on it. “sexy”, “pretty”, were words that they used, but Emil would’ve said “confident”, so confident he could cry. he even snuck her lip gloss on to play the part across. it was the world’s greatest feeling.

next he came with a small, green bikini with white polka dots. it was eye-opening. he didn’t know how exposed a girl’s hips felt in those bottoms. plus, the clearly visible base of his penis left an ultra-embarrassing sting. as they cheered in support and amusement, he could feel the panties grow tighter. little did he know how loose the left strap became. as he turned to leave, Lily pulled on the string, exposing his rear to the girls. as the rest came with it, she had him walk all the way back upstairs wearing nothing but a bikini top while everybody laughed in the background. it was humiliating, but the sound of their enjoyment made him happy and hard.

he went back and forth at least twenty times before there was this one outfit. the pink-white thigh highs with equally pink panties. a frilly magenta top, and a couple silly bands he stole off the bureau. he imagined a sunflower right below his right ear. and it was perfect. as they gawked at him again, he wanted to be dressed that way the whole day. he wiggled his hips and posed; leg up on the table, so excited to be alive he could cry. he could feel the panties loosen up.

“h-hey girls?” he said. “can i tell you something?” but he stopped. “it’s a lot of work, nevermind”

“his dick is poking out,” Rose laughed.

it couldn’t hold. his dick sprung from the fabric.

“pop goes the weasel,” said Clara.

Lily turned to Emil. “were you going to say something?”

“n-nothing…”

“no, go on!”

“I…can you guys feel me up?” Emil stuttered. “like in the cafe? sorry I’m just nervous”

“i’m down!” Lily beamed. “anyone else?”

Clara looked to Rose. “you owe me five bucks!”

they cleared off the table and had Emil lay on his back. all their hands searched every corner from his belly to his crotch. Cass snuck under his top and messed with his chest. Lily watched with a blush before she found herself at his penis again, this time with two hands.

his body felt hotter than a toaster strudel as they felt his every muscle, crack and seam. they teased him as Lily constantly edged him, then pulled away. just when he was cooled down, she’d stroke him again, often with a few helping hands. they scratched his ears, touched him from his obliques to his hips, and everything below it. three hands were constantly fidgeting his shaft. his face twitched as Lily and Rose stroked him together, Cass feeling underneath his top. it was heaven in hands, and they all knew it well.

they went over him slowly and kept chatting, treating him like a fun game. all nine inches of his penis tingling with incredible pleasure. Emil’s squeaks turned to cute moans as he felt like a bottle rocket.

“do we let him?” Lily asked the group.

“we could save him up for the black box,” Cass said.

“w-wait wait wh-what do you mean?” Emil gasped.

“it’s not something we bring up often but it’s always a possibility,” she answered.

“i’m still not good at it, myself,” Lily said. “it’s tough work.”

“girls, I-”

“well, we could try it anyway?” Cass asked. “does it come with instructions?”

Lily shrugged. “there’s a failsafe I think. i practiced on some dildos for a few months. thankfully none of them have ever exploded haha”

“girls? girls, I’m-”

“then there’s no reason not to try!” Cass said. “what better time could you possibly ask for?”

“you’re right!”

“let’s do it!”

“AHH!”

Emil yelped it as he blasted hot ropes to the ceiling, down to his own body. it streaked all the way from his neck to just below his navel. Emil’s face was beet red and his body was shaking. all the girls were in shock, but amused.

“oops” Lily laughed. “you okay Emil?”

“i-i’m so full of love!!”

Sophie snickered. “guess we should give him a break.”

“i’ll give him a towel” Rose offered.

“i’ll get the box,” Lily said. “everyone else get him ready. no clothes allowed!”

they took their sweet time stripping him naked. off slipped the top, exposing his nipples. he covered them and blushed as if they were a lady’s bare breasts. then off came the thigh highs, one at a time, ever so slowly. they even took the bracelets! until all that covered him was the pink panties over his balls. Clara swiped that off, too, then hugged him, just because she could.

then Cass and her sat to either side of him while Sophie and Rose took the recliner, each holding an article of his clothing hostage to let him bake in his own embarrassment. to pass the time, he gave them back rubs and foot massages. he brought them glasses of water on command; something they only did just to see him do it. there was a special bond the girls had, watching his huge penis grow from floppy, to heavy, to hard. they made him that way with just words, and it made them happy, more talkative and open. even Emil was surprised and impressed. jealous, even, for reasons he wouldn’t spill.

when the black box hit the table, he was already hot as a griddle and stiff as a board. it was sealed with three locks and boarded with metal on all edges. she opened it like it was her lunch. inside was a book with an auburn cover, a golden “Sexual Magic” on the cover.

“oh haha I thought you were serious,” Emil said.

“we are!” Lily said. “do you not have faith?”

“of course not. magic isn’t real.”

Cass and Lily shot looks at each other. they sat down on the couch. the book glued their attention as they quietly whispered directions.

after Lily muttered something, her fingers began to sparkle with spiky, yellow flashes.

“wh-what’s going on?” Emil asked.

all of a sudden he felt a sensation on his body, like a jacuzzi for his dick. the feeling traveled to his crotch; warm, tingly pyres surrounded his length as it rose to full mast in no time at all. but nothing was there but the sparks. lost in his intrigue, he let the rest of his body relax.

“this feels weird!” Emil squeaked

but she told him, “hold still!”

the shimmery dance across his shaft doubled. Emil could only think of two descriptions: the light across a wavy pool, and a fleshlight made of silky dust. a floating sensation of stroking at hundreds of miles an hour without a lick of force. his balls were hot rocks that swelled below, making him gasp when they did. it was hard enough to keep his eyes from rolling over. it was practically begging him to cum. Lily kept the magic up with a gentle smile. it was safety, like holding his hand.

nothing compared to when his body caught up. he twitched up to his fingertips, contorting his smile, the hot pleasure in his shaft like compressed fire. and when the orgasm came, all of it combusted at once.

“ah! I'm gonna-!”

he ejaculated hard and strong–stronger than he ever thought possible–his whole body flinching in unison. rope after rope after rope pelted from his thighs to the floor. just when he expected it to stop, another came out. then another. it was complete shock when he realized his urethral tube wouldn’t close, and he was trapped in this red-hot bliss. Lily continued to waggle her digits as spurt after spurt after spurt swiped on Emil’s body. the bulk of it collected in a sphere above his dick, but he hardly even noticed.

“see?” she told Cass. “I’m getting the hang of this”

Emil twitched like crazy. “ah...it…it just keeps coming!”

“oh we’re just getting started!”

his dick was a cannon of pleasure. cum deluged his chest and belly, then painted his legs in streak after streak while his bursting length raged in hot pleasure. it boiled him to his core as he couldn’t stop moaning. his mind was completely blank, impressed, not wanting to stop, all he could do was cum and cum and cum some more, never running out, waves of pleasure flashing up to his mind, prying open his mouth, throwing his head back, drooling, body shaking faster by the second! his vision was blurry, and another was coming, buildup like a huge orb, growing closer to the tip, closer, closer, then–blasting out a tight squeeze, a mighty jet lasting an entire ten seconds while his moans were incredibly high pitched. it was then when his eyelids became heavy.

thankfully, he landed on his back before he lost consciousness.

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when he came to, no one was there. his limbs were cooked noodles, and his crotch was completely numb. for a time, he meditated. was that all a dream? he noticed something down lower felt empty and strange. Lily walked into the room with the rest of the girls and gave him a glass of water.

“what’s wrong?” Emil asked.

she was giggling.

it puzzled him. “what’s so funny?”

Clara gasped when she saw it. Lily still couldn’t say it.

“cmon Lily what’s wrong?”

still she giggled.

then she cleared her throat.

“you came so hard you don’t have a dick anymore”

Emil blinked twice. his head was light. hearing it was like getting hit with a dildo glued to a train. in other words it was sort of confusing.

“excuse me?” he asked.

“look down!”

he did, and a single xylophone note rang in his head. gone were his male genitals, replaced with a vulva. time moved in slow motion as he touched, fingered and stroked it, feeling its warmth. he parted the lips and gazed at his new clitoris in wonder.

“I was gonna leave but I couldn’t believe my eyes,” Clara said, startling him. “I thought magic wasn’t real.”

Emil saw her by the rest of the gang. even getting up felt strange and alien. Lily let him down by the sofa again.

“just drink for now,” she said. “we can all keep this a secret, right?”

“sweetie i’ve got no choice,” Cass said.

Emil was still dumbstruck. when he could stand, Lily steadied him beside the short counter.

“go on, take a few steps for us! strut your new stuff! having girl bits can’t be that different right?”

“ah haha I’m trying!” Emil said. “it…it feels so strange every time I move.”

“is it something to get used to?”

“maybe”

the mobility in his legs. the knowledge that they can see him.

don’t look away, he thought. by all means he hoped they wouldn’t look away.

perhaps nothing would have been different at all once he got the steps right, he wondered. the feeling of going back whenever he wanted stuck with him.

say it, Emil, he pleaded to himself.

but he couldn’t. and before long, the girls headed out. it was late and they all were tired. Lily wanted to monitor him for any long term problems, so she ordered him to stay naked. needless to say, he had no issue. the TV was on, and they were snuggled together on the couch.

“want to head to bed?” Emil yawned.

“sure,” Lily yawned, too, and snickered. “oh, but I don’t have anything to lead you by!”

“haha well we can pretend!”

he followed her upstairs. a new tension was building. he wanted to say it, but he couldn’t bring himself to. they brushed their teeth in the same bathroom. he kept the tiniest spread in his legs.

don’t look away, he thought. by all means he hoped they haven’t looked away.

they didn’t turn on the lights in her bedroom. they absorbed each other’s heat under the covers. and the sparks in each other’s eyes lingered even when there was nothing to see. face to face on the same pillow.

“I’m nervous this’ll last a while,” Emil admitted.

Lily smiled. “don’t be! it’ll wear off after a day. I mean, twenty four hours. so that’s basically all of tomorrow.”

he saw the alarm clock. “which is…today”

“i just didn’t tell you because you looked so happy.” Lily nuzzled further against his chest. “well…good night!”

soon she would be asleep. that would’ve been a problem.

“h-hey,” Emil whispered. “can i tell you something?”

“what is it?”

he paused for a long time. “n-nevermind.”

his heart was racing, but he hardly knew why. her breath was on his cheek, and he could feel her gentle smile.

“no, c’mon,” she coaxed playfully. “what is it?”

he shifted his legs across the cool sheets. loves me, loves me not. loves me doesn’t matter anymore. the night was quiet, and like that, he felt his options slipped away.

“sometimes,” he leaned in, “i think about being a girl.”

he paused.

“just for a month,“

and added,

“where no one says anything. but i think that’s asking for a lot.”

he touched her shoulder. “one time when i was a teen i tried to dress up at a mini golf course. i got a lot of weird looks, so i stopped. honestly i don’t like thinking about those times. it was scary.”

“i’m sorry Emil”

“yeah but now that I have a vagina it feels like i’m there. it feels weird but kinda nice. the longer it stays the less i get what i was so nervous about.”

Lily touched him back. “we can keep it on for longer”

“maybe we should. i think.”

“you think?”

“yeah. no. i don’t know. maybe not”

“you said you liked it”

“it’s not that simple. i wish it was. sorry”

she became stiff. she knew deep down that being supportive in bed meant nothing the second he walked out the door. there aren’t many topics you could say that about. everybody judges

“i get it” she said. “times are hard”

“no. well, kinda. yes. sometimes it feels like me being a girl is only okay when there’s sex involved. it’s real to me though.”

“so it’s not the vagina. it’s the rest of you.”

he was silent.

“kind of?”

and again.

“i just don’t want to hurt anybody.”

“you aren’t, Emil”

“i know. it’s all really confusing.”

“i get it. i’m glad we were there. if it helps, i think you make a great girl.”

it was what he needed to hear. Lily hugged him closer. their vulvas touched. it was magical, in every way.

he whispered, “it’s like a dream”

she answered, “it isn't”

he hesitated.

“yeah,” he said. “you’re right”

soon they were asleep in each other’s arms.

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they had breakfast together in the morning sun. they talked about art and movies. he recommended her poetry. at times they watched TV, in others they were quiet and still. night fell, and of course, because he was naked, she had to boss him around. she teased him into trying his new asset out on a couple of toys. she made him wear a choker as they grinded vulvas, kissing deeply. perking eyebrows and shock-filled eyes lit the night like fireworks. enough to ask him for one more day.

and when the next morning came, he remembered he still didn’t have clothes. he borrowed a skirt and a top out of Lily’s drawer. the same one that’d been littered with their hands the other night before.

he posed in the mirror. put a finger to his lips. swiveled his hips. he loved the colorful accents on his chest. he loved the way his panties slipped on without a fuss. an open window sent a breeze over his belly; something a Man wouldn’t dare to feel. some called it “correct.” he called it, “pretty.” blood, tears, sweat, mascara all on one canvas. that masterpiece in the mirror stared back with all its tremendous detail, a challenge and a promise, yet with all those conflictions, only one thought came to mind.

i want to go bowling.

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The rest'll be on my Patreon for this month! Then I will release the full thing. Thank you for reading!

Picture refs:

Clara: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40081031/ “clarahike 10"

Lily/Cass: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35694487/ “late halloween magic"

Emil: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42600536/ “Emil exhibition exhibit 2"

Sophie/Rose: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37472672/ “Rose sophie sextape"