For Love of Love 24: Starting Over
#24 of For Love of Love
Jeth giggled a little at Kaz. She found the shyness very cute, and started wiggling tightly against him to see how close she could get before pushing him over the edge.
"Oh, come on, Kaz, what is it?"
"I ... I don't know," he answered, quivering a little. Giggling slightly at him, Jeth decided that she was going to try an experiment with Kaz and see how far the two of them could have some fun together tonight. Finally giving into the desire to nibble on his ear, she whispered into his ear afterward.
"Nervous?"
"I..." Kaz blushed, then looked down at her naked body underneath her robe. "You're ... you're ..."
"Yup..." Jeth giggled a little, then spoke so softly that even she couldn't hear it, mouthing the words to the other Digimon without any breath. I'm naked.
Kaz's face turned the reddest shade that she had seen on him so far. He was so shy, just like Ian. Grinning mischievously, she nibbled on his ear a little more and whispered something else to him.
"You know, Kaz, I've never been with another Digimon before," she whispered. She felt him tighten up against her, making her giggle again. "Would you like to be the first one?" she nibbled again, giggling.
"Uh, I ... I don't know if that's a ... ... if that's a good idea..." Jeth was almost giggling constantly at this point. Jeth put her free hand on Kaz's chest, trying to imagine what he looked like naked. He was probably really hot. Not muscular or anything like that, but hot in a tall, thin yet very manly way.
"I think it's a wonderful idea..." she giggled, growing more and more excited with every second that passed. "Maybe we should go somewhere else?" she asked. Maybe he'd be more comfortable if the two of them moved somewhere more secluded.
"O-okay..." Kaz's blush went away slightly. "I...just keep in mind this is my first time, too..."
"Awww," Jeth giggled a little, pulled him up and closed her robe around herself. With an excited smile on her face, she grabbed Kaz's hand and explored the park until they found a secluded area in between a few trees, then giggled happily, jumping down onto the ground and rolling onto her back, letting the sides of her robe fell to either direction. Kaz blushed slightly, putting her robe back on and laying down in the grass next to her.
"Well...I guess first things first," Kaz whispered a little, putting one of his hands on her sides, his other one on her left arm, bending over and giving her a kiss. Jeth moaned a little and kissed him back. She had kissed Ian before, but getting him to participate usually wasn't very easy. This was much nicer, she thought, cooing quietly, closing her eyes and putting her arms around Kaz's neck.
"Mmm..." Kaz's hands moved up and down, exploring more of her sides with each time that he stroked her sides. Jeth spread her legs a little on reflex; she could feel her thighs getting wet with her juices. When Kaz's making out stopped, she looked up to see what it was that he was doing.
* * * * *
Kaz had never seen a woman before, at least not like this before. He had seen Megan on her back with her arm across her front and two of her fingers inside herself, but he had never seen a real girl before, laying before him with her legs splayed like Jeth was right now. Blushing slightly, he tried to take his mind off of what he was doing to make the moment more meaningful for Jeth. He pulled her robes back up over her front so it would cover her lower parts.
"You can look if you want, Kaz," she said, pulling her robes open again and pushing her crotch up a little, giving him a better look at her entrance. Kaz blushed a little more. Jeth's head moved up near her ear and she started whispering again. "After all, you'll be inside there soon, won't you?"
Kaz almost felt himself orgasm that very moment. He could already feel the inside of his underwear starting to get wet from his precum. Jeth grinned that mischievous, impish grin that she had been wearing constantly, then whispered again.
"Heehee...don't you want a taste?" Without even thinking, Kaz nodded. Jeth spread her legs apart, flicking her tail aside. Kaz took a long look, spreading the little lips that protected her entrance open and explored around inside of them using his fingers. It was all so...female, Kaz thought with a blush as he moved his head down in that direction and used his tongue to find the little nub of flesh that set just above her pussy.
"Ohhhhh, Kaz," she moaned loudly and got a big smile on her face, just like Megan did whenever she rubbed there, only minus the smile. Kaz licked it a few more times, experimenting with the taste.
Jeth seemed to like what he was doing, so he kept doing it for a while, moving his tongue on her clit, around and around her entrance, and sliding it just inside the hole that presented it near the center in between her lips. She seemed to really like it when he did that, so eventually he slipped his tongue inside of her and moved it around slowly, experimenting to see what parts of her insides she seemed to like having touched by his tongue the most.
Her moaning got louder and louder, and her breathing heavier and heavier as his tongue moved about the inside of her entrance. He wished that he could get his tongue farther in, but he couldn't; instead, he took his tongue out of her and started sucking eagerly on her clit, trying to get her moaning to go as high and as long as he could get them.
Jeth started gasping slightly in between more regular breaths. Kaz was finally able to do something that he had been thinking about doing for a long time; taking his middle and forefinger together, he slid them inside of her and started stroking her insides, trying to move at the same speed that he would be if he was thrusting himself inside of her.
"Ohhh, Kaz... you're good at this for someone who hasn't been with anyone before..." she spoke through her moaning, moving her legs what looked like as far apart as she could get them. He was starting to ache in between his legs, an aching to feel her muscles tightening around another part of his body like they were tightening around his fingers sliding back and forth inside of her right now. He ached to feel that pulsating moving up and down along the entire lengths of his dick, squeezing out every drop op of his seed that he could produce.
"Nnnyaaah!" Jeth moaned loudly and arched her back. Kaz immediately stopped, just as a small squirt of fluid that came out from in between her legs. Had he done something wrong, had he hurt her? He didn't think that he had ...
"Mmm...that was wonderful, Kaz. I never came before..." she said once the small twitches in her body after she had squirted went away.
"I...I'm glad you like it," he said under his breath, still amazed at what he was doing. He sat off to Jeth's side and just looked at her body for a while, ignoring the almost constant giggling, even though it made her entire body sort of tremble in a delightful yet simultaneously attractive way.
"Well...?"
"Well, what?"
Jeth giggled again. "Aren't you going to ...?" she got up just enough to pull her robe all the way off, sleeves and all, then lay back down on top of it. She was very attractive...he tried to keep putting out of his mind the young-looking, prepubescent child that she had been before, tried to rationalize to himself that she was really an adult now, capable of making her own choices that affected who she was and what she wanted to do.
"I ... I'm sorry, Jeth, I just can't get over thinking about you as a young child...besides, I almost killed you," he pointed out, sitting up a little and tightening his coat against the spring breeze.
"But you're sorry about that, aren't you?" She climbed up onto his lap with her legs on either side of him and her tail flicking bout behind her. Kaz's eyes widened a little; he couldn't help but put his hands on Jeth's sides and feel the beauty of the female form. "Besides, I've been at my adult level for a while now...I just keep myself that way around Ian because I think he liked taking care of a little girl. That doesn't mean I am one."
She started making out with him again, pulling his coat off and unbuttoning his shirt from the top down. Kaz couldn't find it within himself to resist, so instead he tried to enjoy Jeth's company as much as he could, sliding his pants down when she got his shirt off. Jeth giggled her girlish laughter again, pushed Kaz's chest down onto the ground and straddled his stomach, taking his hands and making him feel down towards her stomach.
"I want to feel you inside me, Kaz..." she said softly, the giggling ceasing. He guessed that meant that she was serious, and this wasn't something to laugh about any more. Blushing slightly at the new atmosphere, he put his arms around to her back and felt around the base of her tail.
"Ooooo..." that brought a loud coo out of Jeth, so he figured that he was doing something right and kept doing it, digging his fingers into where her spine met the very base of her tail. He could feel the wetness coming from between her legs start seeping out onto his stomach and groin.
He could feel himself starting to ache again, yearning for the feeling of himself being inside of her. Picking her up a little, she moved him down on her body into place where he could slide himself into her. Looking directly into Jeth's eyes to try to give the moment the meaning that he figured she wanted it to have, he slowly moved himself inside of her, moaning at the sensation of feeling her muscles close around. Jeth seemed to enjoy it as much as he did, moaning the same way until his tip pressed against a small blockage of skin inside her that made Jeth wince when he touched it.
"What--"
"Ssh, just go through it," she said. He nodded slightly, then pushed right through it, giving her what she wanted, which made her cry out for a second in pain before calming down and taking more of his length into her vagina.
"Kaaaaaz..." her hands went to his chest and she started grinding again. She started bouncing up and down on him in a regular quick rhythm, so he joined her, experiencing full-blown sex for the first time in his life.
It was wonderful. Sensations that he had only felt in small portions by himself amplified themselves hundreds, no, thousands of times by having another living being that he was pushing against, holding and having her push back.
Every few thrusts, he moaned out Jeth's name, and then she moaned out Kaz's name in reply. It got faster and louder, his hands started exploring more of her body at faster speeds until Kaz got that tingling sensation that told him he was going to orgasm soon. He started pushing harder and faster until he could feel himself go past that point of no return, that moment where he knew he was going to cum within her and nothing could stop him.
"Jeeeeth!" he moaned out her name after inhaling a last, sharp breath. The last, hard thrust that he made drove her into her own orgasm where she called out his name just as loudly and ecstatically as he had hers.
Panting quietly, the two of them laid down together on the grass and wrapped their arms around each other.
"Aah...Jeth...that...incredible..." he managed to pant out quietly.
"That was ... better than I had imagined," Jeth said, putting her head on his chest and waving her tail around. "Thanks for that, Kaz. That was fun!" she giggled through the pants and small moans that were escaping from her body as the two of them snuggled.
"Mrrr..."
"Jeth...I just want you to know again, I'm sorry..."
"I knew you were nice, Kaz."
"But I almost killed you, Jeth, I ..."
"Your tamer was in danger."
He sighed. He still wasn't convinced. Besides, there was still the fact that he hadn't protected his tamer in her time of need; he didn't know if he was ever going to be able to forgive himself for that.
"I didn't even help her, though...I just did that to you so I could save myself. It wasn't noble at all..."
"Don't be so moody," she said, kissing her gently. "You did what you had to, and no one got hurt badly. Don't worry about semantics."
* * * * *
Megan sighed. She hated her hair. Sometimes she could get it to cooperate in between recitals and concerts, but for the most part, when she wasn't sitting in front of her piano, her hair was a completely unmanageable mess.
There were times when she wished had been born as a man instead of a woman; this was one of them.
"Are you alright?" The tamer of the young nature Digimon, who was probably off fucking Kaz somewhere in the park, asked.
"Yes, I'm fine," she answered irritably. She had just arrived in London a few days ago after an extended with the orchestra, so she had a few days off from recital; Kaz had told her that there were some extremely powerful Digimon in the area that they could take advantage of, so she had take the opportunity, but that obviously hadn't worked out very well. And now she was here, sitting on a couch belonging to the tamer of one of the Digimon that she had been so anxious to kill, waiting for Kaz to come back after, in all likelihood, having sex with one of the Digimon that she had wanted him to kill. If that wasn't irony, she didn't know what was.
"Are you mad at him?"
"Who?" she snapped back, just as irritable as she had been before.
"Your Digimon."
"Oh..." she stared forward out the window, her voice softening a little as she thought of Kaz. "No, I'm not mad at him, but I'm sure he's mad at me."
"Do you think he's mad at you because of the way that you used him?"
"Yes... he was just following my orders, doing what he knew Digimon were supposed to do for their tamers; he didn't do anything wrong. It was my orders that were wrong...it's all my fault. I don't even think he's going to want to come back."
"He will, Megan. Trust me, the relationship between you as a Tamer and him as a Digimon is strong enough to survive something like this. I'm sure he'll be back, and the two of you will be the better off for it."
Megan sighed a little. Maybe Ian was right. Maybe he wasn't. Still, all she could do was wait for Kaz, and worrying about it wasn't getting her anywhere. Getting up one last time to look out the window and check to see if Kaz was waiting outside, Megan flopped down on the couch and stared up at the ceiling.
She wasn't bothered by the idea of Kaz and Jeth being together, but she did feel something. Jealousy didn't really fit was she was experiencing; she had always been attracted to Kaz a little bit, but what girl wouldn't be? He was tall, sexy, and he could move faster than her eyes could track him. Just thinking about the things he could do in bed from the ability to move so quickly was exciting... but she wasn't in love with Kaz. She trusted him as her Digimon, she was a little attracted to him sexually, but that didn't mean she cared whether or not he was in a relationship.
Sighing slightly, she closed her eyes after Ian turned off the light. What if he really didn't come back? Training Kaz had become a very important part of her life. Before she had met him, she had always felt like something was missing, but ever since the two of them had been living together, she felt like that something wasn't missing anymore, and she didn't like the idea of going back to the way that it was before, all alone in the world with only her great-grandparent's piano to console her.
Megan growled a little at herself and put her face in her hands. She didn't like talking to anyone about her feelings, and she especially didn't like trying to rationalize what she was feeling with herself in her own mind.
"Megan, Kaz is still outside, at the park..." Jeth said from a slightly-open door; she must have sneaked in quietly enough that she couldn't hear her coming inside. The thought of Kaz wanting to come back despite the things that she had done to him immediately made her a little happier.
The young nature-type Digimon sat down on the couch and started watching TV. She had the smile on her face that Megan knew all-too-well as the smile of satisfied sex. Megan had been getting that smile less and less lately, even though she had slept with pretty much any guys that she had come across, sometimes more than one at a time.
Sighing and trying to put the sexual thoughts out of her mind, she sat up on the couch, trying to put herself in Kaz's mind.
"Is he angry, Jeth?"
"Who, Kaz?" the nature-type Digimon giggled a little. "I don't think so. He doesn't seem like the kind of person to hold a grudge."
Megan sighed. That wasn't what she had asked. She knew that Kaz didn't usually hold grudges; he was practically robotic, doing whatever it was that she asked of him. She didn't care about the fact that he 'wasn't the kind to hold a grudge', she was more interested in how he wasn't.
"Maybe...whatever, I'm going to bed." Megan started going upstairs to the room that she had rented from Sandie. At least she had found a hotel.
* * * * *
Kaz was still in the park, staring up into the sky. Megan couldn't possibly want him now. The memories couldn't be good for her if they had changed. Kaz wanted to be able to serve his tamer for as long as he could, but he couldn't be the Digimon of a tamer who didn't want him.
He didn't want to go back to the Digital World. When he was there, he had nothing but misery. The constant fighting, the destruction...all it did was make him miserable. Some Digimon liked that. He didn't. The only thing that he had gotten out of it was his skill at martial arts, which he had shared with Megan in some of their best and closest moments together; it had really been the only time that the two of them had opened up to each other; he was going to miss that more than he was going to miss anything else that the two of them had shared.
He heard something moving around in the grass behind him. Considering the sounds, he could tell that only the smaller twigs were being broken under their feet, and the space between each individual snap told him that it was a female.
"Hi, Jeth." he said softly, not moving at all.
"I shoulda known that you were..."
"...yes." he answered, sighing a little more.
"Well, I couldn't have you out here on your own," she said, laying down next to him and putting her head on her chest. Normally, Kaz would have been happy for someone like Jeth to do that, but he didn't think that he could be happy anymore. "Kaz...?"
"Hmm?"
"...don't tell her I said anything, but your Tamer said a few things to me when I went back."
"..." Kaz hesitated. This could be the moment that he found out whether or not his Tamer wanted to have him as her Digimon or not. He wasn't really sure that he wanted to hear the answer. After a few minutes, the awkward silence and the worrying got the better of him; he sighed, rested his head on the grass underneath him, and asked for the answer.
"Is she angry with me?"
"I don't think so. Actually, she asked me if you were angry with her."
"Really?" Kaz asked, sounding more hopeful than he really was.
"Really. Digimon and humans aren't paired together for no reason," she answered.
"Why does she think I'm mad at her?"w
"Maybe because she feels guilty for how she used to treat you?"
Kaz's eyes opened up. It wasn't over, then; maybe the two of them could finally be together. He closed his eyes again, this time in relief instead of worry. He didn't know where they were going to go from here, but he was happy that whatever they were going to do, they were going to be able to do it together.
"Thanks so much," he snuggled Jeth thankfully. He wouldn't have been able to find that out without Jeth helping him like she did.
"Well...I'm going to go back now; are you coming this time?"
"Yeah, I guess..." he smiled and held her head against his chest. They went back to the hotel together, holding each other's hand. "Any ideas on what I should say to her when I see her? I've never done anything like this before," he blushed slightly. "And I haven't started dealing with being close to girls like this until today." Blushing slightly, he squeezed Jeth's hand slightly.
Kaz pressed the buzzer on the door, then took a long breath to try and prepare himself for what he was going to say to her. Just as soon as he had inhaled, the door opened. Kaz was quite surprised to see Megan standing there.
"I'm sorry," both of them said at the same time, then stopped abruptly as the two of them abruptly realized what was going on.
"...Tamer?"
"Don't call me that anymore. Call me Megan." Kaz smiled a little. That was going to take some getting used to...the only time that he had ever called her by her name was earlier that day when he had been begging for her help.
"Okay...Megan." Kaz smiled at her a little. "You aren't angry with me?"
"No, Kaz, I'm not angry with you. I'm just angry at myself. You should be angry at me," she said.
"I'm not," he answered quickly.
* * * *
They stood looking at each other for quite a while. Neither one of them knew it, but they were both thinking the same thing, each thinking how lucky they were to still have the friendship of the other one. Also, neither one would have ever considered the possibility that they were remotely thinking about it, but both of them were thinking that maybe their relationship could become a bit more ... romantic.
Jeth went upstairs to go to bed in a room with Ian (Ian had made absolutely sure that he was getting a room with two beds), leaving the reunited Tamer and Digimon alone and together in the living room.
* * * *
Lex still felt just as giddy as he had the moment that their child had passed through Angie's tunnel. The two of them were lying in bed together with the egg in between the two of them. He never thought that he ever would have been any happier than he had been earlier with Angie before they had their child together, but he did.
The egg he was touching now ... he couldn't really believe it even after having it their shared hands for about eight hours, but this was a child that the two of them had been created together.
"Angie ... Thank you so much," he said, putting his hand on Angie's side and squeezing slightly. "Thank you for loving me, thank you for sleeping with me, thank you for having my child...thanks for everything." Angie giggled back at him a little.
"You don't need to thank me for those things, Lexie."
"Yes, I do, Angie. It's true. You're one of a handful of people who have seen my face, have had a conversation with me. You were the first one that ever touched me, that ever expressed any desire to...to be with me. Out of all the people in the world, Angie, I really think that you're the only person who could ever love me for who I really am."
Angie didn't answer him, instead smiling at him and giving him a kiss, snuggling closer and keeping the egg in between the two of them. Lex sighed happily. If he really wanted to, he could have found out everything that he could possibly want to know about his child just by looking at the egg and absorbing information about it.
That would have spoiled the fun, though. He wanted to be surprised when he saw their child hatch, just like he wanted to be surprised when Angie gave birth to the egg that it was in.
Angie's other hand started stroking down his muzzle. Lex cooed silently. It always felt so good when she did that. He had tried to do it to himself the few times that he was alone, but it just didn't feel the same.
"Oh, Lex ... what do you think it'll look like?"
"Oh, I don't know..." he cooed silently, thinking of what a cross between him and Angie would look like. He giggled at the thought of him with wings, and decided that's what he was going to picture their child as. The first thing that came to mind was some kind of version of him with a pair of wings or two. Thinking about it more, he cooed a little; that was absolutely adorable...
Of course, he didn't really care what it looked like; he knew from experience that forming an opinion based on that wasn't good for anybody, and he knew that he was going to absolutely love it regardless of what it looked like, what type it was, what it did...Lex wanted to give his child everything that he couldn't have; most importantly, parents.
* * * * *
Angie smiled happily at Lex. She had a good idea of what was going through his mind. He was probably thinking that he wasn't going to be a good father, that he didn't have any experience with kids... Angie knew better. She knew he was going to be a perfect father. He already was the pefect mate, she thought to herself with a giggle.
"Angie ..."
"Hmm?" she lifted the hand from the egg to stroke Lex's muzzle.
"I don't think I'm going to be a very good father."
"Heehee..." she couldn't help but giggle at the fact that her prediction had been right.
"That's not funny, Angie..."
"No, I know... I was thinking that you were probably thinking that. Lex, you're the kindest, gentlest and most caring person that I've ever met. You like to see people happy, you hat esseing people sad....you'll be a wonderful father, Lex, I don't care what you think or what anyone says."
Lex smiled at her, then made that cute little 'mreep'-ing noise that he always made when he yawned. That always made Angie giggle, even at serious moments like this one. Angie put her fingers above Lex's eyelids and gently slid them over his eyes. Lex giggled slightly in response, but kept his eyes shut. Angie watched him until he seemed like asleep. He kept snuggling the egg closer and closer against his body, and Angie wasn't the type of person to stand between Lex and what made him happy.
Letting him have the egg, she giggled a little, and turned her back to him, spooning with Lex and cooing quietly when one of his arms went over her side and squeezed her stomach a little. It didn't take her very long to fall asleep after that.