Feeling out of place: Chapter 5

Story by lonleyone on SoFurry

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#6 of "Feeling out of place"


Woo, sry im a bit late with this one, mothers day took some time away from me, BUT here's chapter 5. I hope you guys like it ^.^

Two weeks after my date with Damien, that dream I had was still lingering in my mind as I waited for Roy to pick me up. I could still feel the helplessness and shame inside of me. I had to make sure Roy knew we were just friends, and that I didn't mean to make it seem any more than that. Roy pulled up alongside my house and I got in.

"Roy, um I have to say something" I told him.

"Whats is it?" he asked.

"Well, remember that one night when we messed around?" I muttered.

"Yeah what about it?" he wondered.

"Well, I feel like I gave off the wrong impression that night. I didn't really know how to react to the situation, so I did what felt right. I'm not saying I didn't like it or anything, but I like you as a friend, and I didn't know if what we did said something other than that." I explained. He looked confused for a moment and smiled.

"Don't worry, I was worried about the same thing, but we're just friends, and I don't want to change that for anything." he grinned. I let out a sigh of relief as we came up into the school parking lot. It was good to know that Roy and I were on the same page. We said goodbye to each other and I contently walked to first period. When I walked in I noticed that Amy seemed upset about something.

"Whats wrong?" I asked her as I put my bookbag down.

"Homecoming is coming up soon and no ones asked me to go yet" She frowned.

"Well you know how guys can be, maybe you should try asking someone, maybe they're just too scared" I smiled.

"But If I ask someone and get turned down, it'll be so embarrassing, I'd die" she explained. I felt bad for Amy, I could sympathize with her on the subject. I suspected that she had been hurt by a boy in the past. After the way Steve completely pushed me away after that night, I wouldn't have the confidence to ask someone to the dance either. I tried to cheer her up by taking her mind off the subject while we worked together in class. Soon the bell rang and she waved goodbye with a smile on her face.

Roy and I talked away second period and were soon walking to the gym. As everyone sat in the locker room waiting for coach, I noticed that Steve was looking at me apprehensively. Coach came in and led all of us to the weight room for lifting. I went and sat down in the leg press and set the weight to begin lifting. As I went to do my first press, Steve walked up next to me, seemingly unable to form a coherent sentence.

"Um, I uh, can um...we like, talk?" he stuttered. I kept my eyes in front of me and continued with my reps.

"I really don't see why not" I monotoned, still a bit irritated with him.

"Well, my math is starting to drop again and I could really use your help" he muttered, rubbing the back of his head in frustration. I stopped pressing for a moment and looked over at him, feeling that familiar flame inside me growing.

"Why, I'm just a mistake to you remember?" I scowled. I could see in his face that those words hit him hard, his eyes avoiding contact with mine.

"Look I'm sorry about that, it was my fault and I'm sorry" he apologized. I was still angry at him for using me the way he did, but suddenly an idea popped into my head that would make things even.

"Okay I'll help you, but on one condition." I told him.

"What kind of condition?" he asked, looking a bit worried.

"Do you know Brad Miller?" I asked him.

"Um yeah? Why?" he wondered.

"If you get him to ask Amy Noishe to homecoming, then I'll help you" I said.

"Dude c'mon thats not fair, what if he's got a girlfriend?" he complained.

"No he's single, and you have to make sure he shows up, and no bribing him either, and I'll only help you after homecoming's over" I ordered.

"Okay okay fine, I get it" he fussed. "I'll try but I can't guarantee anything." The rest of gym that day felt much lighter than the previous days, I didn't feel as awkward or irritable being around Steve. After we were done lifting, Roy and I talked in the showers, many of the other guys still avoiding the showers next to us. After the bell rang I went to the cafeteria and sat as I waited for Damien. I felt a sudden warmth come over me as two large fluffy arms wrapped around me from behind.

"Sorry to keep you waiting" Damien said, kissing me on the cheek as he walked over and sat across from me.

"I missed you last night" I smiled.

"I missed you too, I've just been busy at work lately" he sighed.

"Where do you work again?" I asked.

"I'm the manager at the local hardware outlet" He said. "I'm sorry I thought I told you"

"It's fine, so are you busy tonight?" I wondered.

"Actually I have something special planned for us tonight" he grinned.

"Should I be worried?" I grinned back.

"Don't worry you'll like the surprise" he replied. We sat and ate lunch together, talking about a bit of everything. Fourth period came and we were painfully separated for an hour and a half until we said goodbye to each other outside.

He slid his arms around my sides and forced me against him. He slowly leaned down and brought his lips to mine as I wrapped my arms around him. We kissed and nuzzled for a few moments before we heard the buses starting their engines. He whimpered a bit as he licked at my neck and looked at me with adorable puppy eyes, not wanting me to leave. I kissed him on the cheek one last time before rushing over to Roy's car and hopping in.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to make you wait" I said as I put my seatbelt on.

"It's no problem, you guys sure have gotten close, are you officially dating now?" He asked.

"No not yet, I mean we are, but were not in a serious relationship yet" I explained.

"So do you wanna hang out?" He wondered.

"Yeah, but Damien said he had something special planned for tonight so I'll probably have to leave" I told him.

"Whats that supposed to mean?" He chuckled.

"I have no idea" I replied. We drove back to my house and hung out in my room for a while until my mom got home. I had to talk to her about Damien, and how I was going to explain everything to dad. I went downstairs to get drinks for Roy and I and met her in the living room.

"Hey mom, we have to talk about something" I said calmly, trying not to worry her.

"What about? She asked.

"Well, I'm thinking about telling dad" I told her, knowing she would understand what I meant.

"Are you sure? Why the sudden need to tell him?" She wondered.

"Well...theres this guy"was all I managed to get out before mom sprang up in excitement.

"Oh my goodness tell me everything, whats he like?! How old is he?! Are you using protection?!" She rambled.

"Mom calm down" I told her. "Well he's really sweet and affectionate and kind, and he's 17, and ew mom thats gross"

"I'm serious honey you need to be safe out there, I can give you condoms if you need them" she offered.

"Okay, I'm going to pretend you didn't just say that. And he's a pure blood wolf mom, and I'm a human, so protection isn't that big of an issue. Besides we've only been together for 2 weeks, we haven't gone past kissing yet." I explained.

"Well I just want to be sure you're being responsible. But any who, we'll wait for your dad to come home in a good mood and then you can tell him, or I can tell him if you want me to." She went on.

"No I'll tell him, I just know he's going to freak out though" I sighed.

"Don't worry he'll understand, you're uncle leon is gay and your dad doesn't seem to mind all that much." She pointed out.

"Yeah but that's his brother in law, I'm his son, I don't think the reaction will be the same" I told her.

"Well no matter what happens, your father loves you very much, and nothing will ever change that" She said warmly. I nodded as I took the drinks upstairs and handed one to Roy. We sat and watched tv together until I got a call from Damien.

"Hey I'm almost there so be ready" He said.

"Alright I will" I replied. I walked Roy to the door and said goodbye as I went and waited for Damien to arrive. A few minutes passed and I heard him pull into the driveway. I rushed out the door as I yelled bye to my mom and got into the vehicle. Damien grabbed my hand as we drove, an excited look on his face. "So can I know what the surprise is yet?" I asked.

"No not yet, you'll see what I'm talking about when we get there" he smiled. We eventually came to the mall parking lot and Damien pulled out a long black blindfold from his console. "I don't want you peeking until we get there" he grinned. I let him tie the blindfold on and waited for him to guide me. I felt him pick me up from out of the car and began to lead me into the mall. I was completely disoriented as I felt the tile floor beneath me. I felt the tile change to carpet as Damien stopped me, placing his hands on my shoulders. He untied the blindfold and my eyes slowly focused to the room. I looked around and saw we were in the suit and dress store, and in front of me were 2 handsome suits on a rack, a large black one with a red inner vest and tie, and a smaller white suit with a pale blue tie and vest. I looked over at Damien and he took my hands in his, looking deeply into my eyes. "Josh...will you go to homecoming with me?" he asked with an expectant look on his face. I was shocked yet ecstatic at the same time. I felt like as would have fallen had he not been holding onto me.

"Of course I will" I smiled as I went into a kiss. I felt so warm and safe as he wrapped his arms around me, and I imagined how it would feel at homecoming, looking into each others eyes as we slow danced together. He took them off the rack and lead me to the dressing room.

"If you need help I'll be in the other stall" he winked. I closed the door behind me and began to change, putting on the suit layer by layer. I looked at the final product in the mirror, admiring Damien's choice in color and style. I stepped out of the stall to find Damien in his suit, looking incredibly handsome. "Does it fit ok?" He asked.

"Yeah, Damien you look so good" I admired, running my hands across his chest and down his sides, smoothing out the fabric.

"Yeah you do too" He smiled, putting his paws on my hips. We observed ourselves together in one of the mirror's, marveling at each other. Eventually we changed back into our own clothes and Damien took the suits up to the counter. The man put the suits in large plastic bags and handed them to Damien before we left and went to get dinner. We drove over to a local steakhouse and talked about homecoming.

"I'm sorry I took so long to ask you, I was afraid you wouldn't wanna go" he apologized.

"It's ok, I was actually surprised, I didn't think you would wanna go either" I told him.

"So when should I pick you up?" He asked. I froze for a moment, thinking of how dad would react if I just surprised him with a boy taking me to a dance.

"I'm not sure yet, see my dad doesn't know I'm gay, so I guess I'll have to tell him tonight if were gonna go to the dance together" I explained.

"Oh, well if he gets mad or anything you can always come over my place." He offered

"I'll call you and tell you what happens, I would've waited longer but I don't want to have to hide you anymore, I feel bad about it" I replied.

"Don't worry" he reassured me as he took my hands "everything will be fine I promise." Damien helped give me the confidence I would need to tell my dad. We left the restaurant and he drove me home, the butterflies in my stomach summoning a hurricane of anxiety. He stopped before my house and kissed me goodbye and wished me good luck. I got out and walked to my house as he made a U-turn to go home. I opened the door to see dad on the couch watching tv and mom in the kitchen washing dishes. I went into the kitchen and told mom I was going to tell dad tonight.

"Honey are you sure? You don't have to rush it" she whispered

"I'm sure, Damien asked me to homecoming so he's going to come pick me up anyway, and I want to be able to have an open relationship with him" I whispered back.

"okay" she nodded "Honey can you come in here for a sec!" she yelled to my dad.

"What is it?" He asked as he walked in. Mom gave me a look of approval and I nervously turned to my dad.

"Dad... I'm... I'm gay" I muttered, nervously fiddling with my hands. He sat still as stone for a while, until his expression went angry and he stormed out of the room, flipping a chair over in the process. Mom rushed up the stairs after him and a moment later I heard their bedroom door slam. I slowly sneaked upstairs and went into my room, locking the door as I went up to the wall that neighbored my parents room.

"Why are you so mad, he's still our son Virgil" my mom reasoned.

" I should've seen this shit coming from a mile away, this is all your fault I knew you babied him too much" He growled.

"Honey theres nothing wrong with him being this way, there's nothing to be at fault for" she told him.

"This is why he gets shit on all the time, he's a fucking queer. I knew we never should've done this" He yelled.

"What are you saying Virgil, this is our son you're talking about!" she screamed back

"He's a mistake is what he is, no wonder they tried to throw him away" He scoffed. I heard a loud slap soon after that, and then a moment of silence. My heart was instantly torn to shreds, and tears were streaming down my face. I ran out of my room and stumbled down the stairs, bursting out of the door as fast as I could. After that I just ran, and ran, until I couldn't even recognize where I was. I saw the sky getting dark and my mind was so scrambled I didn't know what to do. I pulled out my cell phone and struggled to find the right numbers as I dialed Damien's number.

"Hey...josh are you okay?" he asked, hearing my crying as I tried to tell him what happened.

"Damien...I don't know where I am... or what I'm doing" I sobbed, crouching in the alley next to a large brick building.

"Honey calm down, I'm coming to get you, try to figure out where you are."he told me. I tried to find some sort of landmark and saw a laundromat across the street. I tried my best to describe where I was and he told me to stay put until he came. I felt so cold, so lifeless, like my entire life was for naught. I played the words over and over in my head, the pain continually searing through me. It got even darker and the streetlights came on, and I walked to the sidewalk as I tried to wipe the tears from my eyes. I saw Damien rushing down the road as he pulled up beside me. I got in and Damien pulled me close to him, the warmth of his arms unable to quell the tears. I cried so hard for so long, but Damien held me the whole time, telling me everything would be ok. Eventually we drove to his house and he took me up to his room. There was a huge bed and thick carpet, accompanied by a full size fridge and big screen tv. I sat on his bed, unable to cry anymore as he sat next to me.

"So what exactly happened?" He asked, wrapping an arm around me.

"My dad said that I was a mistake, and he didn't blame my real parents for not wanting me" I said, my eyes too dry to produce any more tears."

"Oh god hon, I'm sorry" He told me, pulling me towards him. He laid back on the bed and I laid down on top of him, nestling my head on his chest. I lost myself in the rhythmic rise and fall of his chest and swiftly fell into the darkness, his warm arms slowly healing the pain in my heart.

I woke up the next morning to Damien softly kissing me on the forehead.

"Time to get up hon" He whispered. I looked around to see it was early morning, and I had somehow gotten under the sheets of the bed. Damien was wearing nothing but a pair of blue boxers, while I was still in the same clothes as the day before. I checked my pocket and saw that my phone had 27 missed calls, 9 from Roy and the rest from my house phone. I called Roy as Damien got dressed, his half naked body making it difficult to concentrate. He almost answered the phone immediately after I called.

"Josh where are you?!" He yelled.

"I'm at Damien's, why whats wrong?" I asked.

"Well your mom called and said she couldn't find you anywhere, and you weren't answering the phone so everyone was worried" He explained.

"I'm fine, I came out to my dad last night and he said some cruel things so I just left." I replied.

"Well you're welcome to stay here if you don't wanna go home" He offered.

"Thanks Roy, I'll call my mom now, I'll see you at school" I told him as we said goodbye to each other. I close the phone and reopened it as I dialed moms cell number, praying that my dad wouldn't be home.

"Josh honey all you alright!?" she exclaimed.

"I'm ok mom, I'm at Damien's" I explained again.

"Oh thank goodness, I thought something might've happened to you." She sighed.

"So, what happened with dad after I left?" I asked.

"Well, he was pretty mad for a while, but he's calmed down a little since last night. He's still a bit irritated but don't worry sweetie he'll come around, I promise" She replied.

"I hope so, but I think I'm going to stay at Roy's house for a few days until he calms down. I'll see if I can stop by the house to pick up some stuff for Roy's and school"

"Well if thats what you want ok, but just be sure to call me before and after school alright?" she ordered. I said goodbye and hung up, stretching as a looked over at Damien, who seemed to have a disappointed look on his face.

"Josh you can stay here with me, you don't have to go to Roy's" he pouted.

"I know, but it would be too awkward, I mean your dad's the principal, I cause him enough stress at school as it is" I explained. He sighed in disappointment as a came up behind him and wrapped my arms around his exposed torso. He grabbed my hands and ran them across his toned chest and abs, murring as his warm fur slid through my fingers. He turned around and pulled me into a deep kiss, as I notices a half erect member poking out of his boxers. I shyly turned away and pointed it out, and he swiftly tucked it back inside, a his ears flattening in embarrassment. He went over to his closet and pulled out some clothes for the day as I eagerly watched him get dressed. After he finished we went downstairs to find his mom, a beautiful black wolf with long straight black hair, in the kitchen drinking coffee. She was wearing a grey business suit and long red gauchos as she looked up from the newspaper on the table.

"Oh you must be josh, Damien's told us all about you, I've never heard him talk so much about anyone" she chuckled.

"Mom don't embarrass me, josh and I are going to his house and then we're getting breakfast on our way to school" He told he as he gestured me towards the door.

"Alright, It was nice meeting you josh" she smiled.

"Nice meeting you" I managed to get out before Damien had me out the door. We got into his car and went to my house, slowly easing up to make sure my dad had left. We saw the driveway was empty so I ran in and changed and got everything I needed for school. As I walked out of the bathroom I saw Damien standing in my bedroom, looking at some pictures on my wall. I showed him around a bit before we had to leave.

About an hour before school started we left my house and went to a fast food place for breakfast, eating in the parking lot as we sat in the car. We eventually arrived at school and kissed each other goodbye before walking in. I went to first mod to see Amy running at me with an ecstatic look on her face.

"EEEEEEEE" she screeched "Brad miller asked me to homecoming!!!" She yelled. I thought about Steve and how desperate he must've been to have already filled his part of the deal.

"Thats great, I guess I'll see you there then" I replied.

"Oh yeah you're going out with Mr night's son, god that must be so awkward" she giggled.

"Luckily I haven't had to see or talk to his dad so far, but when that time comes, yes it will be very awkward" I laughed. Algebra went by and I met Roy in class, explaining everything that happened that previous night.

"Man that sucks, I'm really sorry, but mom and dad are eager for you to come over, they like having you around" He smiled. The talk I had about homecoming with Amy snapped into my head, and I felt an overpowering urge to tell him about me going with Damien. I know how much Roy wanted to go with me, but I couldn't go with Damien and hide it from him, it wouldn't be right.

"I have to tell you something, but I'm scared you'll get mad at me" I said.

"Why what is it?" He asked

"Well, um... Damien and I are going to homecoming together." I nervously told him.

"Thats cool, why would you think that would make me mad?" He wondered.

"Well I know you wanted to go with me and I would've felt so bad if I went with Damien and didn't tell you about it." I explained.

"It's fine, I admit I am a bit jealous, but it can't be helped. I want you to have a good time" he smiled. But even through his smile I could see he was hurt inside.

We talked a bit more until third period came and we walked to the gym. As I walked in and got dressed I noticed Steve had a look of contentment as he smiled at me. I thought he must've been happy that he got Brad to ask Amy out, but I was still a bit angry with him for the way he treated me. As we went into the gym he came up to me and gave me the details on Brad asking Amy to the dance.

"It was easy, he thinks she's cute and no one had asked him yet so he just went for it" He told me.

"Well thats good" I replied.

"Sooo do you think I could come over later?" he asked.

"We still have to make sure he shows up. That was part of the deal remember?" I explained.

" Oh come on man, I really need help." he begged.

"The dance is only a few days away, you'll survive. Besides, I'm probably not gonna be staying out my house for a while, my dad's pissed at me" I told him.

"Well that sucks, but after homecoming I seriously need help cause I have no idea what I'm doing." he said. As the day went on it came time to leave school and Roy dropped me off at my house to pick up some things to stay over his house. No one was home as I went inside and rushed to pack before dad got home. I had everything packed and ready as I walked out the door and over to Roy's house. Roy answered the door and helped me unpack some of my things before Mrs. Renetta called us out for dinner. I felt a bit awkward sitting at their dinner table, but Roy's parent's made me feel welcome, and assured me that I could stay as long as I needed to. After dinner Roy and I played some video games and watched tv before eventually going to bed. I texted Damien goodnight as I laid down next to Roy, thinking of Damien and how much fun homecoming would be. I eventually slipped into the darkness, thoughts of Damien dancing trough my mind.

A few days passed and it was finally homecoming night. I still hadn't talked to my dad and my mom was worried about me every day. And I had to watch Roy and his father drive off to the clinic. But all of that aside, I was ecstatic as I got dressed for homecoming, admiring myself in the mirror before walking back out to Damien's room. He had his suit on as well and looked astonishing as he walked up to me and straightened my tie for me.

"You look so good hon. Are you nervous?" He asked.

"A little, but not too badly" I replied. He led me downstairs where his mom and dad where waiting to see the both of us. A rush of embarrassment struck me as Mr. Nightshade watched us walk down the stairs together.

"Wow you both look so sharp" Mrs Nightshade complimented as she fiddled with Damien's tie and hair.

"Yeah you guys look great, well I gotta get goin but I'll see you boys there" He waved as he drove off to chaperon the dance. Damien and I left to go get dinner at an Italian restaurant before going to the dance.

As we arrived at the school I felt the anxiety building within me. Everyone would see Damien and I together. Everyone already knew we were together from seeing us in the halls, but so many people at one time made my stomach tighten. Damien parked and we got out of the car as Damien took my hand while we walked to the front door. When we got inside the music was booming and people were spread out all around the gym and cafeteria. We walked onto the dance floor and I caught sight of Amy laughing and dancing with Brad. I was happy to see that they were hitting it off so well. I heard one of my favorite songs come on and dragged Damien further into the dance floor. He was hesitant to dance in front of everyone but as soon as I started moving he began to pick up the pace and dance along side me. During some of the heavier songs we would bump and grind, laughing with each other as people gave us a plethora of looks. Eventually a slow song came on and Damien pulled me to him, resting his paws on my thighs as I rested my hands on his shoulders. We looked into each others eyes as we swayed along with the tempo of the song. He pulled me even closer and wrapped his arms around me, my head resting on his chest. I closed my eyes and soaked in his warmth, completely losing awareness of those around us. As the song ended I looked up at him, being met with a long passionate kiss. I felt his tongue against mine, caressing and massaging it as I did the same. We broke from the kiss, nuzzling each other as he held me to him. I ignored the few crude comments directed at us and continued to dance with him at my side.

The night went on and we took a rest in the cafeteria, grabbing some punch before sitting down at one of the tables. I saw Amy running towards us, a massive smile on her face.

"Hey are you guys having fun?" She asked while she panted from dancing. We both nodded and she started to tell me all about how nice Brad was and that he wanted to hang out with her sometime. She saw him waiting and ran back to greet him as Damien and I smiled at each other.

"I'm glad you're having fun" Damien smiled.

"Why wouldn't I be? Tonight's been so amazing" I told him. He grabbed my hand and held it tight, looking deep into my eyes.

"Well theres only 20 minutes left till the dance is over, we could sneak back to my place and...have some together time if you wanted" He whispered. I felt a rush of excitement flow through me as I saw the suggestive sly look on Damien's face. We both stood up and went towards the door, Damien practically pulling me to the car. We got in and drove the couple miles to his house, rushing upstairs and into his room, locking the door on our way in.

We both began to take off our suits, taking the time to hang them up properly before he picked me up and threw me onto the bed. I laid there in only my underwear an socks, shaking in anticipation as he slowly crawled over me. I saw that his member was already rock hard in his boxers as he pinned my shoulders down, growling playfully as he nibbled on my neck. I felt him rubbing his length against me, which in turn caused my own to lengthen. He kissed me all over my body as he caressed me with his warm paws. He got down to my briefs and ran the tips of his claws down my cock, causing my toes to clench in resistance to the pleasure. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me up to him, his warm breath tickling my ear as he panted. I ran my fingers through his warm lush chest fur and nuzzled at it a bit before placing my hand on his enormous dick. He jumped a bit when I touched it, moaning in pleasure as I slid my fingers up and down it through the fabric. I nervously pulled his boxers down to reveal just how big he really was. He had a thick 10 inch rod that was accompanied by very large nuts that hanged underneath. I touched his bare cock and he hissed while pulling me tightly to him.

"I'm...really sensitive" he breathed as I slowly glided my hand under the shaft of his member. I traced my fingertips upwards to the tip, making Damien cringe and grunt in resistance. I then took my hand to his furry sac, slowly rolling his orbs in my hand as he panted and nuzzled my neck. He then roughly pushed me down on the bed and grinned as he pulled my briefs off, my 7 inches of human cock paling in comparison to him. He grabbed my member and began to softly pump it, the warmth of his paw feeling incredible. I panted and writhed as he toyed with me, my length throbbing in his soft warm paw. I noticed he had began to pump his cock as well, a steady flow of pre leaking from the tip. I took his arms and slowly lifted them, freeing his hands of either of our members. I leaned up and came face to face with his rod, examining every gorgeous inch of meat. I ran my tongue from the bottom of his sac, all the way to the tip of his beaming cock. He moaned loudly and took me by the shoulders, his claws painfully digging into me. I ignored the pain and took his manhood into my mouth, savoring the sweet slick pre that coated it. He let out a small yell and took his member out, panting heavily as he looked at me. "Take it slow babe, I can't control myself when I'm like this, I don't wanna end up hurting you" He breathed. I slowly began pumping his cock, letting him get used to the feeling as he arched his back and squeezed my shoulders. He could barely breath as he hissed and grunted with every bit of contact I made with his throbbing meat. I took it into my mouth once more, letting him get used to the warmth. I then began to go up and down, barely making it half way down before hitting the back of my throat. I felt the pre flowing into my mouth as I began to suck his cock, enjoying the sweet taste. He began to growl loudly as I worked on him, almost seeming as if he were furious. When I paused he looked down at me and gave me a reassuring smile, putting his hands on the back of me head. He slid his cock back in and started thrusting lightly. He picked up a comfortable rhythm and I began to massage his nuts as I took him deeper and deeper into me. Soon a knot had formed and a slowly began to massage and squeeze it, making sure to be sensitive. He moaned louder and louder, his retreating sac showing he was approaching climax. He pulled out of my mouth and growled and moaned as he pumped his cock, vigorously trying to cum. He let out a loud scream as he splashed his hot loads of cum on my neck and chest, coating me in a seemingly never ending stream of his seed. As he finished he was completely out of breath, struggling to breath as he leaned his head against mine. He took his paws and slowly rubbed his seed all over my chest and belly, licking at the remnants the were on my neck. As he rubbed it in he sniffed my body, smiling as he took my aching cock in my hand.

"Mmm, now you're all mine, I won't let anyone else have you" He whispered, his breath sending chills through my body. He rubbed his still slick cock against mine, coating it in the jizz that was left on his paw. I could barely contain myself as he quickly jacked my member, steadily bringing me closer to climax. My entire body tensed as I felt a massive release of euphoria radiate from by throbbing length. I shot a few small spurts of cum onto myself, Damien kindly licking it off of me as I sat in my afterglow.

"That was so incredible" I panted. "I really need a shower though"

"Just a bit longer. I wanna enjoy the smell of you coated in my scent" He smiled as he sniffed my body. I wasn't sure what he meant, but the feeling of his cold wet nose tickling my stomach was too distracting to be worried about it. He crawled of the bed and picked me up, carrying me to his bathroom. He put me down and started the shower, both of us stepping in. We washed ourselves and each other clean, kissing heavily as we did so. After we dried off we tiredly crawled into bed together, exhausted from everything that took place that day. Damien pulled me to him, by back against his chest, and nuzzled my neck a bit before resting his head on mine.

"I love you josh." He whispered.

"I love you too" I whispered back, taking his paw in my hand as I slowly drifted off into the darkness. My body and soul were warmed by Damien, and I no longer feared the cold as the darkness enveloped me, bringing the memories of the day along with it.