Background Noise

This is a simplified, brief representation of things that i experience on a semi-regular basis, covering thoughts of self-doubt, depression, and suicide.

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Hirsune - Part 1 - End of the Beginning

"he's suicidal," he added. "suicidal... what's that?" markano asked. "it means he wants to die. when a person is suicidal, they feel a very deep sadness and pain in their heart.

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Short Stories: Why Exist? Part 4

#4 of short stories: suicidal actions the fourth part of the short sotry collection where suicide is the theme. i wanted to write something in first person but not as a regular story.

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Broken Man

I'm gonna commit suicide!!!!!!! so why don't i? i know this world won't care if i live or die. no matter what i do there is nothing i can do to help. yet, why don't i kill myself? i can finally live without pain. but, i can't. i won't!

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Soliloquy

The night air was chill but not cold, though that could've just been due to the numbness he felt for the world of late. The dark waters glistened like they were filled with thousands of jewels far below, a gentle breeze caressed his cheek like a...

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My Last Decision

Will I kill the gods? Or will I tread on? Will I be free Will I be myself In a snowstorm? Or will the breath go on Will I be me Or I will I have been me? Yes or No?

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Could have been

The disparity of kin ever growing Growing distant and lost Unheard, loathing in solitude Remember a time peace A time when waking from rest seemed blissful You smiled wider than your heart Wider than their animosity A heart of painted glass We...

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Noble six- chapter 5- Technically suicide...of sorts...

Just for the record, this is borderline clean/adult, i just put it in clean because my other ones are too...  I can see the huge planet out the porthole thing in the side of the phantom. My home.Your home! Quiet you idiot. What is going on here? I...

Brotherly Love Ch. 1

Alec i still couldn't believe that rex was going to commit suicide. everything made sense. the way he acted so sad. i couldn't believe i didn't notice. i mean, he even said "goodbye" instead of "goodnight."

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Confused: Tessi and the Adult Store

_As a forenote: If you are dissatisfied with the fact that Iefan has no interest in Tessi, take it up with my life. If you could actually get that to change, that would be really awesome. Heh. Fun, eh? XD_ Confused: Tessi the Fox visits and...

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Her Beautiful Broken Mind Chapter 5

"no way, she's already suicidal, i doubt a visit from the police would help her state of mind." blake told her. "but she could hurt someone else." hilary said to him.

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A Christmas to Remember

If you haven't noticed already, being this is a suicide note, after all, from my body hanging in this room, i'm a rat. just a regular white rat. i've got pink pads under my palms and feet, but not on my chest.

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