i feel so uneasy at times, but can't help but smile at what may eventually be
the unknown choices outcomes are hope-filled, not by all, but at least to me
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Poem, Poetry, Short Story, slice of life
A poem about how i feel at times during the midnight hour of the soul.
Winter, cold, lonely
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pretty much how i feel and am at this particular moment. just thought i'd upload this as some sort of mental release, i need to stop being so easy-going about everything and take charge for a change. anyways, hope you like it.
Poem, Poetry, free-style, realization, stupidity
Truth is i want to tell her how i feel,
that i revel in the pain she ignites in my soul.
an addictive game of masquerade,
of holding on to my mask before
falling to pieces over her.
i've felt the pain of a lost love,it's eternal.
Pain, Poem, alone, loss
You see me smiling from the outside,
but you don't see how i feel in the inside.
i admit; i fake at being happy,
but who can blame me?
i have no one to talk to
not even my "friends".
Depression, Poem, Sad
Depressing.. but how i feel im affraid
a smashing feeling to my head
as i looked on in dread
waking in a darken well
feels like i cant rebel
trying to escape
i grab the rectangle shape
slipping back down into the
Dark, Death, Female
First attempt at writing...i have written more, but i'm unsure how i feel about it just yet.
ice cold wind scorched my face, looking out over the balcony of the castle.
Ice, Music, Power
Now i feel wrong for showing you how i feel but this is nothing new.
i fail at every turn and feel like a forest engulfed in flames burning to the ground with nothing to save.
Depression, loss
It's the only way i can show you how i feel..."
by now, he was quite thoroughly listening to his urges. he trotted around the inviting plushie, mounted it. there, tight above the squat sack, was the plushie's ass.
Chikorita, Gay, Male/Male, PMD, Plushie, Plushophilia, Pokemon, Pokemon Mystery Dungeon, Rockruff
#2 of poems
( this is something i wrote yesterday instead of a story i had planned, do to incredibly unfortunate circumstances... tis was a terrible day for me and my poetry tends to reflect how i feel. )
there is a phrase, a very common phrase
that had
Depression
You know how i feel about you,
and i know i want to spend the rest of my life with you
but it's hard to do when i can't even be next to you
why does it gotta be so complicated?
Love