Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 64 - The breaking point
#65 of gortoz 'a ran i've always been the one for dwelling in the past. with so many questions left unanswered, i had the feeling that i had to dive into the past to find the answers i needed in order to move on in the present.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 47 - The ignoring of my denials...
#48 of gortoz 'a ran it's strange how that one little insignificant sign of affection changed so much for me that night. but from my experience, a sign of affection is never insignificant, no matter how small that may be. especially for me...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 60 - To ask in return...
#61 of gortoz 'a ran no matter how much i wanted to change things, they simply didn't. as the weeks passed by, things stayed the same... my one-sided relationship with nikki... the constant arguments and fights i had with meagan...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 14 - Physically impossible...
'gortoz 'a ran...' 'what?' 'gortoz 'a ran, it means "i'm waiting". my grandmother always told me that.' 'your grandmother?' 'yeah. well, my "real" grandmother. not grandma jaisyaram...' 'what did she mean by that?'
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 71 - To be strong enough...
#72 of gortoz 'a ran meagan's solution to her problem didn't seem like it would solve the matter. it created a whole new problem instead... she told her story to me in all honesty and in fair trust...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 66 - The little boy next door
#67 of gortoz 'a ran as the weeks passed by, blain and i were hanging out and having fun, like we always did. now that he was back, things couldn't get any better... well, apart from all the shit that was happening around me but...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 85 - The point of our existence...
gortoz 'a ran...'_ tarik had a weak smile on his face the moment i looked him in the eyes... and i don't even know how to describe it but... something just felt so familiar...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 56 - To be together...
#57 of gortoz 'a ran making a choice that i never wanted to make was difficult. because no matter what i'd choose, i was going to loose either terry or nikki one way or another by doing the things i always told myself not to do...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 65 - An old friend's return
#66 of gortoz 'a ran things started to get really difficult for me to cope with ever since then. it didn't mattered where i looked, shit was happening everywhere. or at least, that's how it felt to me...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 74 - The strings that hold me up
#75 of gortoz 'a ran arryn21: ffs, stop messing about! you're so f'cking annoying doomdeathlord96: lol!!! ur really a girl? arryn21: ... yes, which is why my character is a girl too doomdeathlord96: omgwtfbbq arryn21: dude...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 55 - The biggest sacrifice
#56 of gortoz 'a ran it started to take it's toll on me, you know. being so secretive, to keep things to myself. not letting terry know that i was cheating on him with his best friend...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 57 - The bitter truth...
#58 of gortoz 'a ran 'you did what?!!' 'yeah...' 'but why?! i thought everything went great with you and terry!' 'i know, it's fucked up...' 'well hey, i'm not the one to judge you but damn, you really messed up this time, ceylan.'