Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 62 - A sudden change
#63 of gortoz 'a ran feeling the hot damp of steam filling the shower cabin always made me relax... made me calm down whenever i was upset about something... made me think about the things that were on my mind...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 31 - Tough love...
#32 of gortoz 'a ran i figured it was best not to see terry anymore after what happened that saturday... i avoided terry in college and whenever he tried to get closer, i was very hostile against him, pretty much the way i once used to be...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 29 - On the same line...
#30 of gortoz 'a ran 'so i take it that you had a really good time then...' 'yeah, it was so awesome...' 'you know, you've been seeing him for a while now but you haven't even described him to me yet.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 64 - The breaking point
#65 of gortoz 'a ran i've always been the one for dwelling in the past. with so many questions left unanswered, i had the feeling that i had to dive into the past to find the answers i needed in order to move on in the present.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 47 - The ignoring of my denials...
#48 of gortoz 'a ran it's strange how that one little insignificant sign of affection changed so much for me that night. but from my experience, a sign of affection is never insignificant, no matter how small that may be. especially for me...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 60 - To ask in return...
#61 of gortoz 'a ran no matter how much i wanted to change things, they simply didn't. as the weeks passed by, things stayed the same... my one-sided relationship with nikki... the constant arguments and fights i had with meagan...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 14 - Physically impossible...
'gortoz 'a ran...' 'what?' 'gortoz 'a ran, it means "i'm waiting". my grandmother always told me that.' 'your grandmother?' 'yeah. well, my "real" grandmother. not grandma jaisyaram...' 'what did she mean by that?'
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 71 - To be strong enough...
#72 of gortoz 'a ran meagan's solution to her problem didn't seem like it would solve the matter. it created a whole new problem instead... she told her story to me in all honesty and in fair trust...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 66 - The little boy next door
And there was this woman, holding her little kitten close to her chest who ran for her life on the street when the fire-fight started... until all of a sudden, she fell down...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 85 - The point of our existence...
'_gortoz 'a ran...'_ i looked up and faced tarik the moment he said that... it's a saying in my native language that i've always lived by... _"i wait...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 56 - To be together...
#57 of gortoz 'a ran making a choice that i never wanted to make was difficult. because no matter what i'd choose, i was going to loose either terry or nikki one way or another by doing the things i always told myself not to do...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 65 - An old friend's return
#66 of gortoz 'a ran things started to get really difficult for me to cope with ever since then. it didn't mattered where i looked, shit was happening everywhere. or at least, that's how it felt to me...