First Steps: Feeling a Moment
#8 of FSreal
Okay here is the 8th instalment for my first series, heh hope you like!
Been thinking of winding it down at around 10 or something. Shout me if you think other wise
Enjoy!
Usual M/M stuff apply
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School came too quickly and before we knew it, my boyfriend and I were staring at the large Furmastan High gates, hand in paw.
We entered the grounds and separated paths to our first classes after a quick kiss and a hug, nobody saw us as the corridor was empty. English was my first subject so i ambled over to the English block while wondering if anyone knew that Taro was gay. Hell, a few of them were in my English class so they would give me hell. When i reached the room, i gritted my teeth and entered the room, not meeting any ones gaze. I could tell that a few people were looking at me though. I sat in my seat next to Sedgrik mumbling a small "hi" to him as I took my place. He replied enthusiastically and launched into some topic that i wasn't paying attention too. My mind was still on Taro...
"So Harlco, what do you think?" He grinned and looked into my blank eyes.
I blushed and didn't know what to say, "Um... I wasn't listening, say again?" I bit my lip.
He sighed and ran a hoof like hand through his dark brown hair, his brown eyes rolling, "I was wondering if you would like to come to my place tonight for a party. Everyone from our years going to be there."
I personally didn't want to go, but if i wanted to make new friends in this city I had to be more social and outgoing. So i said lightly and casually, "Yeah okay! That'll be great, where do you live?"
He quickly told me the directions to get there. The giraffe began he way over to the front of the class so i quickly whispered, "Can i invite anyone?"
He shook his head and gave a small frown, "Sorry. Nah, there's already too many people. Maybe next time" Damn.
I nodded and turned my attention to the front of the class.
The gap between period three and four was when i received my first beating at Furmastan. Three people from my English and science class cornered me as i made my way over to information technology and shoved me against the wall. I was too shock to do anything and before i knew it, i was on my way to the school matron, whimpering as bruises formed across my body. If only i was prepared I would've showed thoughs furs. No one knew that I was a black belt in Martial Arts. As the old, kindly bear treated my wounds with various ointments, I texted Taro, telling him what had just taken place. About thirty seconds i was resting my head against his warm, furry chest as he embraced me. He had taken the cream from the Matron and was putting it on my scrapes and bruises while nuzzling my ear calmly. "I told Trima last period." he murmured, his gaze meeting mine, there was hurt in his wolven eyes and i knew, that he still had feelings for her and was sorry to see her go.
I blinked before saying, "Really? How did she react?"
"Well, er... That's the thing. Well. Apparently." His voice cracked and he had to pause for a second to clear his throat before continuing, "Apparently, she was well, cheating on me. She went up to a tiger and kissed him. It looked like they were quite... intimate."
"Aww. I'm sorry" I patted his chest lovingly, sitting up on his lap. "I'm here for you, you realise that right?"
He winked at me, all sorrow gone before kissing me softly on the cheek, his tongue just entering my mouth. He brushed his hand through the neck of my shirt and lightly ran his fingers across my chest and my sensitive spot just above my belly button. I growled softly before pushing my lips against his, my tongue forcing its way into his mouth. I ran it along his gums, drinking in his sweet taste while taking my hand and brushed it against the front of his school shorts. I quickly flicked the fly down and began rubbing his flaccid dick with my hand, hornyness growing in my injured body.
The large, black wolf quickly cut off the kiss and hissed, "Are you sure you want to do it Harlco? We're in PUBLIC! the matron might co-" I interrupted his rant with another harsh kiss, my fingers undoing his belt and pants, bringing them down to his knees, relieving his 9 inch mouth hungry dick. Breaking the kiss i made my way down to his dick, about to take his whole length into my mouth when i was stopped suddenly by Taro. He pulled my back up so we were face to face. "I want to go further Harlco. I was wondering if I could make love to you" i nodded and smiled before pulling some Vaseline off a nearby shelf. Good thing to be in a sick bay for that. He scooped a reasonable amount from the container and coated his steel hard cock in it. He got some more and lubed up the crack of my anus, slipping a few fingers in as he did so. I moved up, back on his lap so that i was just above his dick. "Ready?"
I took a long and calming breath, looking around seeing if the cost was clear before nodding. I naturally tensed up before slowly lowering myself down onto his penis. I gasped as the lubricated tip entered my hole, filling up the entrance. I gave my ass a bit of time to adjust before sliding down a bit more, my hands holding me up. I felt a small twinge of pain and i grimaced but kept on going until it became unbearably bad. I gave a small moan of pain and bit my lip. "Are you alright honey?" Taro asked softly, his hands rubbing my back calming me, "try to relax it'll help.' I nodded and forced myself to loosen my body to allow his cock to slide in more. I managed to get a few more centimetres without screaming. It all became too unbearable though and i had to stop and rest.
I glanced down to see how much i had left to fit and too my absolute surprise there was still a good two inches left. "Holy shit, you are absolutely huge Taro"
He nuzzled me softly, "And I'm all yours"
I turned and licked his face lovingly, my ass slowly adjusting the large rod stick up it. "Harlco," he whispered softly, "I love you"
The shock of him saying that caused my hands to slip - letting me fall, pushing the last 3 inches of his dick up my anus. Taro's reaction was quick and he quickly covered my mouth to stop me from screaming out, his other hand rubbing at my dick to distract me from the intense pain that was coming from my backside. It was like i was on fire! Tears flowed freely from my eyes running down my cheeks and onto Taros arm where they stopped and matted his fur. Oh god it hurt so much! "Aww. I didn't mean to hurt you! Are you alright?"
I gasped, barely able to breathe, "I think so, just give me a minute." My breathing was heavy and my eyes were closed from the pain in my rear. Couldn't he just have left "I love you" until after we had sex?
"Okay, I'm good" i mumbled after a minute or two, "Let's do this" We changed our position to the casual "doggy style" using the bed as support. Now that the pain was slowly fading away pleasure started to kick in. It felt like i was being shocked by volts of electricity, but instead of pain it was desire and love- this thing was definitely one of the best experiences i had in my life. I felt Taro's hot breath on my back as he leaned over and put his hands on my shoulders, getting ready to begin thrusting.
He started at a slow pace, allowing me to adjust to his colossal size. A minute later i gave a small signal for him to continue, gripping the cushions on the bed as support as he slowly grinded his dick down my ass until i could feel his balls against my butt cheeks. I gave a small size, flexing my muscles, feeling his dick inside me. "Oh my gosh Taro" i managed, "that feels so good!" His pace quickened slightly, locating my prostate.
I spasmed in pleasure as he collided his dick with it, right down deep in the caverns of my ass. Arching my back i leaned up to kiss Taro on his chin as he picked up his pace even more, his balls slowly thwacking at the entrance of my buttock. His knot started forming at the base of his dick preventing him from putting his whole member into me. I moaned once more, squeezing my own hard dick as i came close to climax. Pre was squirting out freely from it and i used it as lubrication to masturbate with. "Oh shit, Taro i think I'm going to-" i cut myself off as another wave of pleasure chorused through me as my lover rammed his rod straight up my ass.
"Tie... me" i gasped, close to my climax. He nodded and continued thrusting back and forth, each time with a bit more force, trying to get his large swelling knot into my butt. Pain started to come back but I easily ignored that by focusing on Cumming. It was VERY easy.
My vision started to haze and i felt my balls tighten, the Cumming rushing up my dick. I let out a muffled howl as I ejaculated at the same time as the large, black wolf behind me popped his knot into me, tying us together. Shots of thick, white cream spurted from both of our dicks, mine hitting parts of the sick bays beds, his filling up my gut. I panted heavily as my dick emptied its self before moving to lie against Taro still able to feel his penis deep inside me. He licked my forehead with his rough tongue, "Harlco, you are absolutely amazing. That was to epic proportions."
"I totally agree" i murmured closing my eyes and leaning back, allowing him to curl his arms around me. 'AND we didn't get caught!"
I heard a cold and harsh voice to the right of where i was and dread filled my cum filled body as i whipped my head around. At the door stood one shocked Matron, an old looking elephant and a red faced ram. "OH I'm not too sure about that."
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Biting my lip i made my way over to a large front door of Sedgrik's huge, almost mansion like house. My eyes glazed over at the bright, multi coloured lights that flickered through the big windows while my ears boomed at the continued amount of bass that came from the house. Was i really doing the right thing being here? I thought to myself as i ambled up the front steps ready to knock on the door. Taro was at home, grounded by his parents after they found out about the "incident" that we had earlier this morning. The fact that they didn't know that he was homosexual made it even worse. He must have it so badly i mused to myself, I should be there with him! How times has he been there for me? Damn, oh Taro
The expensive wooden door burst open just as i was turning around to go to Taros, revealing a shiny eyed, merry looking horse with numerous alcoholic beverages in his hoof like hands. 'Harlco my man! Just who i was hoping for! Come in! Come in!" Sedgrik's hair was matted and his voice wasn't as crisp as it usually was. I smelt alcohol on his breath. Jesus. He was only sixteen like me. He shouldn't be doing this! With a small smile i allowed myself to be lead in by the party minded equine, my mind screaming 'WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? He shoved a 355ml beer can into my hand before, leading me into a large room which was filled with at least 60 people dancing crazily to heavy beats that blasted from a large stereo system in the corner of hall. Man, this guy had money. Across on side of the room were tables almost buckling from the weight of all the food that covered it? Nachos, chips, burgers, you name it. I awkwardly made my way over there, not really keen to dance as i didn't know anyone here. I hated being new. Do I really want to be here?
"Of course you do man!"
I blushed furiously as i realised i said that out loud and that Sedgrik still had his arm around me "Come on! Let's hook you up with a girl to dance with! Or maybe..." He gave me a small nudge in the ribs and winked at me evilly,
"What?" i mumbled cracking open the beer and taking a small sip from the container. Ugh, it was warm.
"Everyone knows about this morning human! Come on. EVERY knows."
I blushed even more and my expression went hard, my thoughts going back to Taro. 'What would people think about him? Damn what have we done?'
"I know there are a few guys here that you can dance with, i have quite a number of friends that swing that way if you know what i mean" He voice was playful when he said "that"
Didn't he get it? I want Taro
"Erg, yeah that would be um.... nice i suppose but, i have to use the bath room, could you please tell me where it is?"
"Pleasure" he slurred, 'Go down the corridor, first turn on your left." He pointed to a corridor off at the other end of the room. I gave him my thanks, putting my beer can on the table before making my way through the crowd of moving drunken people, my phone in my hand. I found the bathroom easily enough but i was in use by a few young teenagers like my self-vomiting loudly from all the spirits that they had consumed. Cringing i went into another room which seemed like Sedgrik's room. I was, unlike the rest of his home, a small, messy room, only filled with a desk, a small bookshelf, a guitar and a bed. The floor was littered with clothing including the school uniform. His bed was unmade and books lay demented on the shelf. A few ripped posters lay cello taped to his wall; they were all black metal bands that i had heard of. Definitely not me. I sighed, softly and sat on his bed texting a message to Taro.
Missing you sooo much. Pretty much a prisoner at this party. Everyone's drunk and it's not that fun. I'm sorry I'm not there with you!
Reply quickly
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Heh, i never was a guy for text language.
"What are you doing here?"
I glanced up and gave a small groan. Sedgrik was leaning against the door frame looking surprise. "I suppose i just wanted some quiet, people are using the bathroom."
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"Oh yeah alright." He stumbled across the room to the bed and sat close next to me so that our legs were touching. I shivered but not from the cold. "So, the guy you're going out with, is he hot? Do you like him?" Did i here right? Was Sedgrik asking me if a guy was hot? I was starting to question this guy's sexuality.
"Um... I suppose so, he's a neat guy. I really, really like him; he's a few years ab-"
The brown horse interrupted me, 'How many times have you screwed him?"
I was taken aback, 'Um... that was the first time doing... you know, but we have ventured a few times."
"Virginity?"
I blushed again not for the first time this night.
Sedgrik put a hot hand on my thigh and leaned his head against my shoulder.
"What are you doing?" i said loudly, standing up and moving away from him as my mobile phone vibrated in my pocket. I checked it.
Sedgrik's right? I've escaped, coming soon, meet me outside. We'll go to this secret spot i want to show you.
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I was about to text a reply when my phone was knocked out of my hand by a large hoof. Sedgrik, leapt forward onto me, pushing me against his wall, his lips locking with mine, his large, fat tongue almost choking me as it entered my mouth. He sickly saliva was filled with alcohol. I blanched and pushed the horse off me but with no avail. He was far too strong. I hit and punched him but i might as well have been attacking a building. This guy was a tank.. Just as I was screaming for air he stopped and leaned back, his eyes once more shining. I looked at him furiously and punched his chin hard, my karate reflexes kicking in. I followed the punch with a jab with my elbow before twisting up and sweeping my leg under his, executing a simple foot sweep. Shocked by my sudden attack he feel to the floor stunned. Grabbing my phone i ran out of the room, and back into the hall way. I heard a brief shout of, "Harlco! "It was not in anguish but rather in anger - this guy didn't want me, he wanted my body. I was just going to be another fuck buddy.
Oh fuck him. I quickly made my way through the crowd of people, glancing back once looking for the horny horse, finding him just a few metres back. My eyes widened in shock as i realised how close he was.
I threw open the door and leapt down the stairs, my eyes searching for the familiar sight of my boyfriend. I grinned as he waved to me from his car that was parked 20 metres down the road. I didn't bother running from Sedgrik as Taro was in sight and i was pretty sure he wouldn't do anything with him there.
I was wrong. Sedgrik grabbed my shoulder and spun me around, locking his lips again with mine, leaning forward, and putting my back to Taro making it look almost romantic. SHIT! With superhuman strength i kneed him in the genitals, absolutely crushing them. "Take that for homosexuality" i hissed before whirling around expecting to see Taro looking shocked but still present.
He was not.
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My breath was uneven and ragged and yet i continued running down a main road that lead to Taro's house, my hand clutching my chest, trying to reduce the pain that the "stitch" was causing. I gasped loudly, trying to get air into my tired lungs as i carried on down the street, looking for the turn off. After a few more minutes i found his street and then his humble home at the end of it, tucked away behind large, tall pines the cast huge shadows under the moonlight. I stumbled up to the door and knocked loudly with all the energy i could muster. Seconds later, the door was thrust open, showing my lover with tears streaming down his eyes. He would've slammed it closed again if i hadn't put my foot in the door way. "Taro, we need to talk!"
"There's nothing to talk about! We're over! We're finished! I thought we were real! But obviously not! Go away and never come back!
Get out of my sight Harlco.
Taros Diary
12:19am 14/07/2010
*Tear streaked pages filled with angry scribbles*
NO! I thought we were real! I thought we were stabled! I thought we would be together for ever! But NO! The stupid mongrel back stabbed me as easily as you could say, "humans are absolutely stupid and fucking retarded." How could he? Kiss that damn equine straight in front of me? Was this just a set up? Was i just a stupid toy? Did i break up with Trima for this? Oh my god, this is just insane. How could anything get worse then this? He's a dick head and i hate him.
Harlco can go get fucked.
Forever.
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Heh, okay that was it. I know it's rushed, especially the sex scene. That's disgusting. I had it all written out perfectly and then I deleted it or something, I'm not sure so i had to do like 2600 words over again. I was extremely pissed so i just scrawled it all out again. Anyway, i kind of regained my form at the end bit. Don't think it's the best one: \ almost finished the series, hope you enjoy!
PS: I have a good ending and a bad ending to this story? Which one shall i put in? I'll talk about it in an upcoming journal.
Peace out
-DOC
Don't ever feel that you're alone
I'll never let you down, I'll never leave you dry
Don't fall apart, don't let it go
Carry the notion, carry the notion back to me, to me...
-Feeder