First Steps: Bliss
#7 of FSreal
Okay my seventh instalment for my first series.
Hope you all enjoy it!
Straight to it I suppose.
M/m Stuff applies etc., you know.
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That night, i had the most horrible sleep; i tossed and turned in bed, pulling my duvet on and off repetitively, shivering and sweating throughout the night. My stomach bug had come back and i spent what seemed like half the night with my head in the toilet basin vomiting. All that time though i was thinking furiously about him. Taro. Taro, Taro, Taro, Taro. The thought of him was a continuous drum beat in my head just going on and on and on. Did he actually like me? Would he pick me over Trima? Would everyone know about us?
I had only been at school for two days and already people found out that i was gay. Just my luck.
Nightmares. Cold. Dark.
Taro.
At around 3:30 in the morning i decided against sleep and went to my laptop that sat fully charged on my desk. I dragged my half naked body to it and signed on to my account using my fingerprint that i had always been fascinated with ever since i got my laptop. I totally didn't feel like pawing off so i didn't click the biggest folder on my desktop. Instead i logged on MSN ([email protected]) hoping to see anyone online but no one was. Instead i put some head phones and cranked up a few tunes from my favourite singers and bands. Music had always helped me relax and it did relieve all the tension in my body. While listening to music i felt in a new and different sort of world. After a few songs i was already relaxed and was drifting to sleep so i killed my laptops battery and dragged myself quickly towards my bed so i didn't "wake up" fully. Just as i was about to fall asleep i heard a soft tapping noise on my window. First i ignored it, but when it happened again i shot open my eyes and carefully looked to see what it was. A dark silhouette illuminated my window making my adrenaline spike. Who would be hearing at this time of night? Was it a robber? A rapist? I reached for my phone to call the police and i was just about to dial when it vibrated in my hands. Hmm a message from Taro.
Oh my god! Let me in, ITS FREEZING OUT HERE!
He wouldn't be here would he? Cautiously i ambled towards the window and opened it a crack to reveal black furry fingers clinging onto the windowsill.
"Let me in Harlco. It's cold out here!" Taro hissed loudly and i quickly pulled the window up giving him access to my room. I stepped back as the majestic, large, muscular wolf leapt into the room straight into my arms. He hugged me close, allowing me to rest my head against his furry neck. I indulged in his scent, enjoying every single bit of that hug. It was then when i realised. I didn't want anything to happen. I didn't want any one. All i wanted was Taro. For the rest of my life. Ever.
I lead my crush to my bed and we lay under the covers hugging each other close, our muzzles touching.
"What are you doing here Taro?" i mumbled softly, our eyes locked together in an endless stare.
"I've been thinking." he began, his liquid cool voice matching his body perfectly, 'that, well, we were in your class and that people in my Year wouldn't know that I kissed you. So I could be with Trima."
I looked at him sourly, "So you came here to say that you're still going to be with Trim-" He interrupted me by putting one of his fingers over my mouth. "Let me finish. That's what I thought at first. After tutoring Trima came over. We well... did stuff. And well, too be honest. I didn't enjoy it. All i could think of was you.
Warmth flooded through my veins and i felt love pierce my heart. Oh Taro.
"What I'm trying to say is that." He hugged me even tighter, his voice softer than ever, 'I think I'm falling for you Harlco Jackson' Oh my gosh. I cannot describe how i felt at that moment. I wanted it to last for ever. Where ever i go i want him with me. Holy shit. Taro I love you.
Slowly, like in the movies, he brought his muzzle to mine and we kissed, softly, our tongues just touching. We paused. Suddenly despite my cold and my tiredness i felt a sort of fiery energy flush through me and i locked my lips with his, my tongue exploring his beautiful. The taste of his saliva was a sweet sort of tangy scent that i instantly loved. He kissed back with just as much passion, putting his hands at the back of my head and pushing us together even more.
I pulled away gasping for breath, "Oh Taro, i had hoped for this moment ever since i first met you.'
He flashed me a small crooked smile before kissing my neck and licking my fur that grew around there. He then kissed my bare chest, running his hands across my half prominent six pack abs. He nuzzled at my boxers taking in my scent. Crikey. This time, it wasn't a dream, it was the real thing. I was actually doing it. With Taro.
With a claw he pulled down my boxers revealing my already half hard seven inch dick. Instantly he engulfed it with his hot muzzle almost taking it all down at once. I groaned with increasing pleasure. "That's so good" He licked at it, sucking up the pre cum that already began oozing out of my penis. His head bobbed up and down as he took my whole dick in his mouth, sending the head straight down his throat; my eyes widened with amazement. How was he able to do that. I could barely think though as my mind was filled lust and thorniness. I moaned once more as another wave of intense pleasure washed over me like a wave hitting the shore. "Oh Taro." He trusted his muzzle down hard and managed to engulf my two, cum filled balls, my pubic fur tickling his nose. He rolled them in his mouth while sucking at the whopping 7 inches down his throat. I was in total and absolute Bliss. "I think I'm going to-" i cut off myself as i felt my festivals tighten and i tensed myself up holding it back as long as possible. But as he ran his tongue down the length of my sheath i gave up. Crying out i trusted my dick even more down his throat, my cock spewing copious amounts of hot white cum. He sucked every single drop and continued licking my penis until every bit was milked dry. Only then he moved away from my dick and gave me a full and frontal kiss allowing me to taste my own sweet cum. "That was absolutely amazing" he whispered hoarsely, his vocal chords still recovering from the sudden but wonderful intrusion. "It was i murmured spent. We were both about to go to sleep when stopped and realised. Taro was still horny. So i leaned close to him and dropped my hands under his jeans and boxers where i groped his rock hard eleven inch cock. I roughly pulled down his pants and briefs letting his penis jump out right into my face. Eleven inches of pure, wolf hood. I grasped it with my hands and guided it to my mouth where i lightly kissed this tip. Was this how i do it? It was my first time. I looked up at my crush nervously and he nodded encouraging me on. I slipped more of it in my mouth and sucked on it, letting my tongue run over the tip and first few inches of his dick. I used one of my hands and lightly tickled his ball sack while the other one pulled back his sheath as far as possible, exposing Taro's most sensitive part of his dick.
I slowly let more of his penis down into my mouth until the tip was just at the entrance of my throat. Just out of reach of my gagging reflex. Pre start flowing and i let it trickle down my throat, savouring the sweet yet bitter drink. It tasted very similar to mine though a bit different in its consistency and taste. "Mmhmm" He groaned bucking his hips, forcing his package deep down my throat making me instinctively gag. I paused for a sec, wiping tears that formed in my eyes from the sudden intrusion before continuing giving pleasure to my big, strong, black wolf.
I ran my tongue the length of his long dick, while i rubbed and squeezed his ball sack, doing everything i could to make him cum. The precum starting flowing more freely now and it came in thick white globules, filling up my throat. I swallowed it down quickly, my other hand playfully skimming over his butt cracking, lightly teasing him. Putting on some pressure I pushed my index slowly into his anus and started guiding it towards his prostate. At first it was careful not to hurt him by thrusting slowly; soon though I was thrusting like there was no tomorrow, joining my finger with a second and then a third. I began hitting his prostate quickly and fiercely as I sucked him off the best I could. Then without warning he came straight into the back of my throat. I coughed but quickly recovered, trying to swallow all the semen. I was unable to and it spilt out onto my bare chest and began dripping down to my own flaccid cock. With a pop I pulled my hand away from his as and his dick up to his face, more exhausted then before. 'My god' he whispered, lapping up his semen from my chest, 'Harlco. You are a god of humans and wolves.' He nuzzled me softly before guiding back to the depths of my bed where we fell asleep in each other's arms.
"Harlco! Get up! Your going to be late!" I woke suddenly, jerking my head up to the door where my mum was yelling from. "Shit" I swore under my breath before glancing over to see Taro, curling against my chest, naked as he would ever be. Man. Was last night for real? It was amazing and stunning. And a total new experience for me, even though I had loads of boyfriends in the past. "Taro!" I shook him awake, already grabbing my school uniform while using a wad of toilet tissue to painfully scrape the dried cum from my fur. "Damn. And you don't have you uniform! What are we going to do? We'll have to make a gap to your place okay? Going to be late though!"
"Heh. Um Harlco, I think It's far to late for that" Taro gulped loudly staring at the door. I went cold immediately and a large lump grew in my throat, the same throat that had received large doses of semen the night before.
Aww Crap.
My mum was leaning against the door frame, her eyes ablaze with fury, shock and despair, he mouth a viscous snarl directed at Taro and her hands curled into tight fists. How she managed to do all these things while leaning against the door was above me. 'You... slept with this... Wolf last night? In my house?' she stuttered, her voice totally opposite to her expression, 'your gay?'
Taro made his way over to me and we both gripped hands, him looking deep in my eyes. I steeled my self and said loud and clearly, 'Yes. And there is nothing you can do to change it."
She stood there not saying anything, probably absorbing it all in. My mum seemed to grow 20 years in the space of a few minutes. "Go on kick me out!" I snarled, stepping forward, challenging her angrily. I certainly didn't want to leave home but if I had to, to be with Taro. So be it.
She sighed unevenly, "I'm not mad because your gay Harlco. Just because you had sex in the middle of the night in my house, not on mister."
Was she serious? I glanced back at Taro totally relieved then turned my attention back to my mother. "You serious? You don't care that I love another male?"
She gave me a small, thin smile, "I'm serious." She then turned to Taro who stood uncertain behind me. "Who are you? How old are you? How did you meet Harlco? HOW DID YOU GET IN MY HOUSE?"
I laughed, totally lightened up as Taro answered slowly, "I'm Taro Hofmeister. I'm eighteen years old, well. Meeting him was a new experience for both of us. It was I that was involved in the crash. I became friends with him in the hospital and after that. And well, Heh.' He paused and stroked my cheek, "your son let me in through his window. We like, actually had no idea that anything was going to happen. It just came naturally I suppose. We didn't go all the way though. It's alright"
She put a paw up, signalling him to stop, 'okay' she said, slurring the word, 'too much information here. Well as much as I hate it. I'm going to let you BOTH stay home today. You both are happy and filled with love and i...er... envy that I suppose. And you both seriously need to wash. So does this room. By the time I get home from work, I want this place spotless you hear me?'
I grinned broadly, squeezing Taros hand, nodding.
"I'll make sure that it's done" Taro said formally, unlike me was who was smiling widely was hiding his smirk.
"Good" she replied before leaving the room.
11:48 PM 28/06/2010
Taro's Journal
Wow. Last night was absolutely amazing. A totally new experience for me. For both of us I reckon. I never felt that good with any girl. It was mainly them that got all the satisfaction. But this. It was absolute bliss. Perhaps I was meant to be with guys. Hmmm. "being made for guys" really intrigued me.
Trimasdkjha. TrimA!? What am I going to do with her? Do I still love her? Only yesterday I was saying to Harlco that I did love her. But now, after all we've been through, she just doesn't compare. Going to be hell breaking up with her. Well. Doc. It's time I go. I have bread rolls in the oven and I don't want them to burn. Hmm. Perhaps I should cook Him some food. Dunno.
Well I'm rambling. So well I guess ill be going now.
Seeya!
*Scattered doodles and drawings in margins and in pages.*
1:56 AM 29/6/10
Question is:
Would I do it again?
Hell Yes
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Everything about you is how I wanna be
Your freedom comes naturally
Everything about you resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less
-Bliss
-Muse
Okay I absolutely adored writing this chapter. Though I got a bit like stuck with the sex scenes. Never written like a proper one before. Dunno. Thought like this episode didn't flow as well as the others. But that's my opinion I suppose. Hope you all enjoyed it. Ill hopefully post something up soon. Keep an eye out on my journals.
Please also comment saying if you like having like song names as titles. I find it quite neat but I'm running out of good songs!
Blarb. Well have to scram, ill be seeing you!