Other Poem's

Story by Annoth on SoFurry

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A bunch of poems that ive writin over the years. Some are how i felt, some are based off a story that friends have writin. And yes they all have read it and I have there permission to write and post these. All are writin from Zepher's POV Zepher is my main OC. And some are just for venting. If you want to know about specific one's please ask and i'll let you know. i dont mind telling.

Zepher Blackbird is a furdragon. If your wondering why furdragon is one of the tag's.


Alone, yet not alone?

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Being alone, is what i've knowen,

Being in the dark, is where i've been.

My heart yearns for another,

My heart yearns for warmth.

But cold is what my heart feels,

Silent is what my heart is.

Twice i've fallen into the dark,

Twice i've lost my light.

Twice i've been pulled from the dark,

Twice i've felt the warmth of my heart grow.

And twice i've had my heart stabbed.

Twice i've had the warmth taken,

Twice i've lost my light.

Twice ive been caste into the dark,

Each dark deeper and more cold.

My light is gone, my heart is cold,

Its beats are silent, my blood is cold.

And now i sit, all alone,

In the dark, all a...lone?

Lexart-6: Please....dont leave me....all alone in the dark.

Drew?


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This cold stone cell

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This cold hard stone surrounds me, traps me

its silince is all ive know, all ive had

its darkness is inviting me, embracing me

its touch is cold, my heart is colder

My brother comes, he say's "Just Die!"

"No one needs you, no one wants you"

"I don't need you, I don't love you"

"Just take your shiv, and take your life"

two years come, two years go

thats all hes said, thats all ive heard

I lay here broken, I lay here cold

A shiv in my paw, and death in my head

As i lay here, In this cold stone cell.

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You complete me

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And you...you complete me,

you're the sun in my sky,

the moon in my night,

you're the warmth in my spring,

you are the snow in my winter,

your soul is as pure as an autumn breeze.

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Fluke? Or fate?

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While flying through the air, on a morning summer breeze.

The sight of snow on the mountains, the sight of flowers on the fileds

While enjoying the sights of summer, my world went dark.

There were no warnings, there were no hints

The sun was shining and the sky was clear, and then my world turned to dark

In the time it took my heart to beat, my world went from light to dark

And in the dark i stayed, for five more beats from my heart

And then my world went back to light, and all was as it was

Was that dark a fluke? A thing that just occurred?

Or was it something Darker? Something that will occurr?

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How Deeply Buired is your past

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This place is cold, This place is dark "What is this place, Where am I?" "What is this place you ask?", "This is where you'll die" "Who are you?", "Whos there?" Out of the drak, Comes a hord of dragons The Elders of the village, and the dragons of the village The village i was hated, The village that banished me They came for me, They came for blood I turned and ran, I ran for my life "Run faster, half-breed","We almost got you" They taunted me, they mocked me "Your a taint", "Your not pure" "You are a freak", "A thing that should not be" I ran, I cryed "Go away", "Leave me be" I staggered, I skidded to a halt I took a fighting stance, They closed in on me "You should of never been hatched", " You should never have come to be" "We will fix that", "We will remove this mistake" "We will show your corps", "For all the world to see" "Furdragons and dragons should not mate", "Lest they bring a taint to our pure, noble blood" And then they all charged, There going to kill me And right as they struck, I woke up...

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The Price of Love

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my love is a joke, used to amuse others.

my love is pain, caused by the ones i try to love

my love is a play thing, destroyed by thoses who dont want it anymore

my love is glass, easily broken and painfuly put back together

my love is the sea, used to dump unwanted things in

my love is the ground, people shit and piss on at will

my love is the poles, cold and barren

my love is space, dark and void

my love is a dead sun, all burned out and without any light

When i loved my heart burned bright and i gave my light and warmth. Like the sun i spread my light and warmth to those near by.

And then they left.

I gave my light which they used to see, i gave my warmth which they used to warm And then they left me, cold and alone.

Like the sun that burns too bright my light is faded my heat has droped and like the sun i just cave in, crushed by the weight, of the cold dark void.


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This Broken Flawed Tool

It was just another day

Everyone was out, out going about their lives

All but one, One was not

I sat here waiting, waiting for my family

But my family never showed, they never showed up

I sat here all alone, all by my self

I had nothing, at least at first

But i had time, Time to think

Time to let my mind wander, wander into places in my mind

Dark places, of my past

A part of my past, that no one but me knows

The part where i was made, made as a shell

Just an empty shell, Thats all i was back then

Untill that day, the day my life changed

When they put half of "him" in me, Half of all "he" is.

I was ment to hold his power, And return it when it was needed

But i gained more then power, I gained a family

And my family doesnt even know, They dont know the truth about me

The truth of what i am, The truth of what im not

Iam just a fake, A tool to be used

A tool that is broken, broken and flawed

I am Zepher Blackbird, And i'm not real.

I was never ment to have a life, never ment to have a family

Never ment to have friends, never ment to...fall in love

This was never ment to happen, But it happened all the same

And now i must leave, leave the ones who are like family

Leave the ones who call me their friend, Who would stand by me to the end

Leave the one who calles me his brother, And looks up to me with love and awa

Leave the one who has my heart, The heart i was never ment to have

And so i leave, I leave this place

This place that has been my home, home for only just a week

Though its only been a week, What a week it has been

I'll never forget their laughs, I'll never forget their smiles

I'll never forget their voices, I'll never forget their faces

I hope they can forgive me, Forgive all that i have done

Forgive me for having a mind, forgive me for having thoughts

Forgive me for for the lies, forgive me for my heart

I hope they will forgive me, For being a broken flawed tool


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Not needed anymore.

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Geena and Boltwire are out flying, Ciff is on Bolts back laughing with them as they play.

Hypter and Phoenix are in the kitchen cooking, Meilida is serving the food.

Drew and Aldra are in a pub, Jaegar is with them drinking to good times and friends.

Elantra and Lyorenth are walking the streets of Warfang, Cronic is with them looking at hats.

Terran and Filiva are with Noctus, there spending time togeather like a family

Everyone is out having a good time, the day is bright and beautiful

Life couldnt be better for them, they have family and friends to be with.

All but one, one has his things packed and is leaving Warfang

But why is he leaving, he has friends and family in Warfang so why leave?

Who would leave this city full of life and joy, who would leave there friends and family?

His the oldest of the group, his name is Zepher Blackbird.

His friends have other friends, They care and love them.

His family has friends, And a new family that doesnt include him anymore.

Terran was his life, Noctus was his love.

Terran has Fliva, Noctus has the two of them.

Shes the big sister they never had, shes something he couldnt be

He loves his little brother, his happyness is important to him.

Terrans happy with his mate and his new sister, Zephers.....not needed

And so he leaves, both from sight and from mind.

Walking the world by him self, Alone and not needed

Few know him now, Even fewer care.

One day a stranger walks up to Terran and ask, "Can you tell me where Zepher Blackbird is?"

Terran just looks at him, his head tilted and he asks in return.

"Zepher Blackbird?", "Who is he?"


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Zepher Blackheart

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Zepher Blackheart

He is called Zepher, He is called Zeph

He is called son, He is called brother

He is a furdragon, Born with a flaw

But everyone has flaws, Its something everyone has

Our flaws help shape us, Into who we are

But he has a deep flaw, He cant fall in love

Its taken many years, But hes finnaly realized it

He can say the words, "I love you"

He knows there meaning, And the reason one says it

But he cant mean it, He cant fall in love

One thing Zepher hates is liers, Those who lie for there own gain

Nocuts is kind to him, Shes cared deeply about him

But he'll never lie to her, He wont lie

He cant tell her he loves her, He cant love at all

If she were to die, Would he cry?

He cant love, So he cant love her

Shes done so much, But he cant love

When he was injured and fell from the sky, Meilida helped him get back on his feet

She was happy to see him get well, But all he could do was say thanks

He cant say he loves her, He cant fall in love

Zepher was born without the ability to love, He will spend his days cold and alone

He still feels joy and sorrow just like anyone can, But he'll never have his heart warm at the love of another

When he dies, He'll be put in the ground

He'll be covered in dirt, And like always

He'll never love, And always be alone


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The End, Of a Long and Bloody War

His name, Is Zepher Blackbird

Hes a son, Hes a outcast

Hes a blacksmith, Hes a friend

Hes a husbend, Hes a brother

He......is dieing

His time is drawing near, His body is growing cold

He knows that tonight, Tonight his life will end

So he'll use what little he has, What little time is left

To remember what he has, Before his life will end

He looks and sees his parents, His mother and his father

They gave him life, The encouraged him to grow into the man he is today

His mother Zephira, His father Terradin

"Thank you both", "Thank you for giving me life"

He moves on, His life blood is flowing from his wounds

He looks and sees his friends, The most closest frinds he has

A Red Dragon with a noble heart, A White Furdragoness with a soul pure like snow

They helped him in his time of need, They helped him see the light and leave his shell behind

"Thank you Fire.","For helping me see the light and help me live again."

"Thank you Serena.", "For giving me hope in that dark and cold town."

Zepher coughed up blood, His time is running short

He moved on, He stumbled as he went

Next he saw a Purple Furdragon, His best friend Xander

"Thank you Xander.", "You saved me and my mate from a great evil."

Acrosse from him was a Littler Purple Dragon, But only a little bit smaller of course

Zepher smiled, His own blood staning his lips

"Hay little bro.", " Sorry for tesing you about your hight all this time."

"Youve growen so much from when we first met." "You'll make Crystal a fine mate Gallus."

"Love her with all your heart.", "And never forget she loves you."

Zepher coughed hard, He put a paw to his chest

Thats it, Thats all the time he had left

He went on, Half stumbling half walking in the dark cloud covered night.

Zepher want over to where he will die, The one he will die with

The one who filled his heart with warmth and love, The one who gave his life....meaning

Shes a gourgous Purple Dragoness, Her smile makes his heart swell

Her eyes shine like starlight, Her voice is a soft sweet tune that makes his heart beat with love

She is Adra, She is his mate

His love, His life

She.......is also dieing

Adras soul and Zephers are linked, If one dies so too does the other

They wouldnt have it anyother way.

Zepher stood in front of her, his face filled with love and happyness

She smiled back, As she layed on the cold hard stone of the last city standing

She knew the end was near, She didnt mind that there lives are about to end

She spread a wing open for him, Beckoning him to join her

Zepher walked over to her, She smiled that same smile that he has

As he laied next to her she draped her wing over him, He snuggled close to her

This is where they would die, This is there last night togeather

They looked to the East, The sun was rising

This is a wonderful day, The evil that plaged the world is gone

The world would heal with time, As will the people of the land

Dragons and Furdargons would work togeather, They would rebuild the world as friends

The War is over, Many thousands had died

But the tally of the dead wasnt finished, There were still two more yet to die

Zepher and Adra, The last two to die.....in the longest war the world had ever seen

The sun started to rise, It cast its warm brillient light on the land

It was time.

Adra closed her eyes first, Purring softly to her mate

"I love you"

Then her heart began to slow, Those would be the last words she spoke to him

Zepher turned his head, And laied it next to hers

He purred to her softly, And spoke his final words

"I love you"

Though he said what she had said, They both knew they loved each other

They didnt have to say it, But they did say it with all there hearts

The sun was half way up, The Dawn of a new era was about to begin

While the lives of two, Were about to end

Everyone was sturing, They were all injured during the last battle

They all stood up, As the sun shined on them

It was over, The War is over

They looked at each other, They knew it was over

Zephira went over to Terradin, Her mate

They huged and held each other close, They wouldnt have to see anymore die in the war

Fire got to his feet, The war he'ed been fighting in all his life....was finaly at an end

He went over to Serena, He had one last "duty" He wanted to preform

He held out a ring to her, And spoke five little words

"Will you be my mate?", Her eyes sweled with tears

Serena threw her arms around him, "Yes! Yes ill be your mate!"

Xander and Gallus, They saw the whole thing

They chuckled softly, It took him long enough to ask

Gallus saw Crystal, She arrived with the King and Queen of the city

As Gallus went to his mate, Xander saw Zepher and Adra and went over to see if they were ok

The King and Queen thanked them all

"Thank you all.","For what you have done"

"You saved our city.", "And our people."

Everyone stood and smiled with there friends and family, Theyed made it to the end

Gallus looked around and asked, "Wheres Big Brother?"

All there heads snapend and turned to the East, A loud roar of pain and loss

They ran over to see and hear Xander, He was roaring to the heavens as he sat next to Adra and Zepher

Everyone gathered, They didnt want to bleave what they knew had to be

Zepher and Adra were liying in a pool of blood, Zepher curled around his mate in there deaths embrace

Xander was screaming to the heaves, Leting them know that two pure souls were going to join them

Tears were streaming down his cheeks, as his cry was joined by many others

The War was over, But the cost had been high

They had lost so many friends, So many familys

And now they had lost two more

To a long and bloody war

Zepher and his mate Adra are dead

There friends and family had them buired togeather, Just as they were when they died

So that they will always be togeather, Even in death.

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Its Broken

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My hearts been broken

My life is shatered

My reason for being is gone

I thought I would never love

I thought I would never find happyness

Then I meet someone that cared

Cared enough to warm my heart and make me want to be with her

I offered her my heart

I offered her my love

I couldnt stand going a day without telling her i loved her

And now shes gone

What did i do?!

How did i screw this up?

I always told her the truth

I always told her how i felt about her

I thought of ways to be with her

I thought of a life with her in it

And now ive lost it all

Ive broken my own heart

Cause i did something wrong

I dont know what i did wrong but it doesnt matter

All that matters is ive screwed up again

Ive screwed up for the last time

I cant take it anymore

The pain of loseing someone like this

I cant stand this pain that i cause others in my desperat search for love

Im a fool

I should of knowen by now that im not ment to love anyone

If i cant hold onto the one i cared about

How can i love at all?

I was broken from the start

Ive never held a persons love for very long

I thought i just never met the right one

Then i did and now ive lost her

She said she never wants to speak to me again

And so

The last thing i can do

Is grant her wish

Ive lost my heart

And i dont want it back

Not with out her

Even though i know

That will never come to pass.

And so i'll reman broken

for now

and forever more