Reflectionate...
i feel so uneasy at times, but can't help but smile at what may eventually be the unknown choices outcomes are hope-filled, not by all, but at least to me - - - thanks for reading - - -
Cold
A poem about how i feel at times during the midnight hour of the soul.
Realization
* * * pretty much how i feel and am at this particular moment. just thought i'd upload this as some sort of mental release, i need to stop being so easy-going about everything and take charge for a change. anyways, hope you like it.
Haunted
Truth is i want to tell her how i feel, that i revel in the pain she ignites in my soul. an addictive game of masquerade, of holding on to my mask before falling to pieces over her. i've felt the pain of a lost love,it's eternal.
Friendless
You see me smiling from the outside, but you don't see how i feel in the inside. i admit; i fake at being happy, but who can blame me? i have no one to talk to not even my "friends".
The Dark Well
Depressing.. but how i feel im affraid a smashing feeling to my head as i looked on in dread waking in a darken well feels like i cant rebel trying to escape i grab the rectangle shape slipping back down into the
Title unknown
First attempt at writing...i have written more, but i'm unsure how i feel about it just yet. ice cold wind scorched my face, looking out over the balcony of the castle.
What have I done?
Now i feel wrong for showing you how i feel but this is nothing new. i fail at every turn and feel like a forest engulfed in flames burning to the ground with nothing to save.
[p] Plushie Playtime
It's the only way i can show you how i feel..." by now, he was quite thoroughly listening to his urges. he trotted around the inviting plushie, mounted it. there, tight above the squat sack, was the plushie's ass.
Again
i feel again i want to know how to do more than deal again i feel so broken again"
Words Hurt
#2 of poems ( this is something i wrote yesterday instead of a story i had planned, do to incredibly unfortunate circumstances... tis was a terrible day for me and my poetry tends to reflect how i feel. ) there is a phrase, a very common phrase that had
Long Distance Love
You know how i feel about you, and i know i want to spend the rest of my life with you but it's hard to do when i can't even be next to you why does it gotta be so complicated?