Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 11 - A valuable lesson...

The ride home was anything but relaxing for me. I thought things over and everything my grandmother told me seemed to make sense. That it's not a wrong thing. It's not and I know that, but it's a lot harder to live with, especially when people around...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 34 - My burdens, your blessings...

'Okay, okay, try this one... She sells seashells by the seashore.' 'She sells sheahe-... She sells seashellsh by tshe... Fuck...' 'Whahahaha! Let's try a different one. Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers.' 'Peter Piper pecked a pick of...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 35 - "No one"...

People say the eyes are the gateway to a person's soul... And whenever I looked in Terry's eyes, I saw something that I never saw before... Sincerity... To be able to find someone who shares the exact same feelings for you... I know I didn't make it...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 98 - A little spark of hope...

The sun was already starting to set by the time Meagan and I left O'Malley's. The two of us were strolling around on the boulevard in total silence after what happened at the pub. The bustling nightlife started to kick in and more and more people were...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 64 - The breaking point

I've always been the one for dwelling in the past. With so many questions left unanswered, I had the feeling that I had to dive into the past to find the answers I needed in order to move on in the present. But hardly anything was answered by looking...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 85 - The point of our existence...

It's funny how a stranger can inspire you to make a change for yourself... Talking to them made me realize I was dwelling too much in the past, looking for answers and never really managed to accept the things that ever happened. I was never able to...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 63 - A simple touch...

That night, Meagan and I buried the hatchet. Well, it didn't mean we were best friends all of a sudden. To me, it felt more of an uneasy alliance between the two of us. But at least the fights and arguments stopped as the days passed by, which was good...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 61 - At my expense...

'I just don't know what she wants with me anymore...' 'Does being with her make you happy?' 'I'd like to think that I am but...' 'You're not...' 'Yes... It makes me question if everything I ever gave up for her was worth the sacrifice...' 'Hm...'...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 54 - The cruellest lies...

Terry still wasn't aware of anything that was happening between Nicole and me. But that didn't mean Nikki and I felt comfortable for doing so... And it's a strange thing because despite the fact the two of us knew it was wrong to go behind his back...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 30 - A wall to break down...

Several weeks passed by ever since and things couldn't get any better for me. Terry and I never made it official but I didn't think it was really that necessary. Truth be told, I didn't really know what to do or to say to make it "official"... I...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 31 - Tough love...

I figured it was best not to see Terry anymore after what happened that Saturday... I avoided Terry in college and whenever he tried to get closer, I was very hostile against him, pretty much the way I once used to be... Terry however, didn't...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 29 - On the same line...

'So I take it that you had a really good time then...' 'Yeah, it was so awesome...' 'You know, you've been seeing him for a while now but you haven't even described him to me yet. The only thing I know about him is that he's a husky.' 'Well, he's...

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