Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 50 - A cornered feline in distress...
'Where do you want me to sit?' 'O-On the bed...' 'Anything... specific... you'd like to see...?' 'I-I don't know, I mean, d-did you ever do this before...?' 'Not deliberately, no...' 'You really wanna pose for me...?' 'I told you, didn't I...?'...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 47 - The ignoring of my denials...
It's strange how that one little insignificant sign of affection changed so much for me that night. But from my experience, a sign of affection is never insignificant, no matter how small that may be. Especially for me... And even though Nikki was...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 46 - A simple, insignificant little sign of affection...
The weekend that Terry and I spend at North Hallington was everything I could've wished for. To me, it had a whole different meaning... A closure, if you will, of something that happened a long time ago. I finally had everything I ever wanted and I...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 45 - The end of the beginning
Needless to say, I was very happy with my new car. Whenever Terry and I were going somewhere, he always was the one who drove but now that I had my Seat Arosa, I was the one who did all the driving from that point on. Terry wasn't used sitting next to...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 69 - Long-term satisfaction...
It was around a quarter passed three in the morning when the four of us left Topanga's. I had a bit of trouble walking in a straight line, considering I've had six Daiquiri's down my throat and I was, well... Rather tipsy to say the least... I wasn't...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 68 - "You Obvisouly Like Owls"
'I'm not saying I don't like my name but whenever people see my name written down, they always seem to confuse it with some tea flavour. It's written as CeyLAN, not CeyLON even though you do pronounce it as "J-a-y-LON" so I understand why people...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 67 - Looking for the same thing
That night in the park with Blain was the only time in my life where he talked to me about the war. About the things he saw and experienced there in Sercia. It moved me for sure to hear his story... I saw how he struggled to get back into society and...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 66 - The little boy next door
As the weeks passed by, Blain and I were hanging out and having fun, like we always did. Now that he was back, things couldn't get any better... Well, apart from all the shit that was happening around me but... Being with Blain made me forget. I saw...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 65 - An old friend's return
Things started to get really difficult for me to cope with ever since then. It didn't mattered where I looked, shit was happening everywhere. Or at least, that's how it felt to me... Seeing my ex-boyfriend with his new girl while I still have feelings...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 64 - The breaking point
I've always been the one for dwelling in the past. With so many questions left unanswered, I had the feeling that I had to dive into the past to find the answers I needed in order to move on in the present. But hardly anything was answered by looking...
The voice of reason - Ch 24 - "Blueberry pancakes"...
It went good for a couple of months. The four of us grew closer as each day passed by, and I wished I could relive every day we were together, just to experience it again. Most people wouldn't agree on a three-way relationship, but like I said, they...
The voice of reason - Ch 23 - Turn up the heat...
And so, the weeks passed by... Despite the fact that we talked about it, nothing much was happening. But it'll come. It just takes time for it to happen... Most of the time, the three of us were hanging out and doing stuff together like going to the...