wave

All your life I rode your wave. Now you're gone I lie still in the bay hoping the tide will wash me away, wishing I didn't have to fight another day. Wishing we could just switch place. But, I know what you'd say. The light you shone didn't go when...

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Razed - Chapter 3

"_How are we on a scale of one to ten?_ _Could you tell me what you see?_ _Do you wanna talk about it?_ _How does that make you feel?"_ **Bring Me The Horizon,** **'Hospital For Souls'** Saph is eyeing me expectantly over her coffee. I stare her...

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Razed - Chapter 4

"_Good day in my mind, safe to take a step out Get some air now, let yo edge out Too soon, I spoke, you be heavy in my mind Can you get the heck out?_ _"_ **SZA,** **'Good Days'** She's as outrageous as ever, perhaps even more so. These last...

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Razed - Chapter 6

"_It's good to love,_ _I__t's good to love,_ _I__t's good to love,_ _I've got a right to give,_ _I __t's__ good to love,_ _I __t's__ good to love__"_ **FKA Twigs,** **'Good to Love'** It's shocking how quickly the presence of those I love and...

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Rearrange the Stars

"I guess I still don't know what love is," he says, picking up his beer, taking a long swig, and setting it back down with a thud. "After all these years you'd think I'd have some idea." I'm tight lipped, I don't quite know how to respond to...

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"Forever"

He's thrusting into me at 120 bpm - in time with the bass drum - and looking down at me straddled on my back, mouth half open without a care in the world. He growls at me a long, deep, yet soft growl and runs a paw up my sheath. My legs wrap around his...

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Hammered

Glow sticks, wristbands, piercings, lights, thumping electronic music. The unmistakable musk of horny, sweaty guys looking for a good time. Alcohol, drugs, smoke, dancing. The feel of paws brushing against my ass. Not knowing who the owners are, not...

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Razed - Chapter 13

"_The truth will haunt you_ _But set you free"_ **Let's Eat Grandma,** ' **Two Ribbons'** It fails to come with any haste. There's a churning in me that doesn't sit well, a sort of restless sickness that makes me want to retch. Why the fuck...

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