Closed for business.
I am taking down my little sign, my search for a paramor
is over now, it's dead and gone, Do you want to know more?
I've fallen for so many people, in my short-long life,
that I'm done, I don't care. I'm not looking anymore. It cuts me like a knife
to see it all fall apart again, my little bag of dreams
to sew it up so carefully, and watch it come apart at the seams.
So I'm not "Amia, seeking a daddy," "Amia, seeking an x"
I don't care now if you're the same gender as me, or of the opposite sex.
'cuz, god fucking dammit, looking so hard is going to find me shit.
there's a million souls, and a million trolls, and more in this little pit.
I must have been crazy to think I'd find it, hell, I know I'm a lunatic,
So I leave it to chance, no more looking for romance, I'm done with that whole schtick.
I don't care if you dig the same things I dig now, or not,
I'm done with searching for perfection, and I'll just keep my lot.
No, none of them exactly scratch every itch, but that just matters not,
'cuz that's how I play this game, Its good, period, full stop, dot.
I love them all, gods know it, and I hope they know as well,
that while they may not be into everything that makes my heart swell,
it's okay, it really is, you know, I'll say it evermore,
because perfections overrated, life and love and my amors,
they are gentle and they are kind, and carry me over with,
each in their own way filling a piece, and to them all I give,
a piece of me, it's not a stretch, there's a lot to go around,
so if you want a piece of me, just ask, I won't fall down.
I love a lot, and am loved a ton, and searching hard for more
seems like a waste of time now, 'cuz really, "what am I looking for?"
Another piece of the puzzle? Yeah, I guess I still might like
to have that piece filled, that'd be nice... maybe in another life.
I've told the universe what I want, and maybe it'll find me,
but searching high and low is not the way it's going to be.
So if you find me, and feel the need, to see if we will fit,
give it a whirl, and maybe I'll be your girl, but that's the end of it.