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Chapter 32- Reclaiming the Lost

Xander just looked around as he sat at his table. He couldn't even remember the last time he got to eat out somewhere... it felt nice. "What are you smiling about?" A chipper sounding voice said from in front of him. He then turned his smile towards the person in front of him, a giant of a wolf with grey fur and warm brown eyes.

"Nothing really, it just feels weird you know, just hanging out in a restaurant with a friend. I haven't gotten the chance in ages. Most of my friends turned their back on me when I was outed." Xander stated honestly. He noticed a flash of anger flash on Tyler's face and smiled, it really did feel nice having someone be angry on his behalf.

"You never spoke about what happened in regards to that? Where are your parents? Your mom? How did you get to Seattle when you were originally from Brooklyn?" T0he big wolf asked in a rapid-fire manner.

Xander just looked around, the place was full of furs of all backgrounds and he still didn't feel comfortable discussing his past somewhere so public. "It's a long story, trust me on that, and I would rather we talk somewhere less... I don't know... public?" he stated aloud, "It's kinda very personal and not something I feel comfortable talking in a crowded restaurant about," he reiterated calmly. "Besides, you never told me your gift? What is it?" he asked curiously.

Tyler just shrugged casually accepting the answer he got before speaking himself. "We can talk about that back home, somewhere plenty private. My brothers should all be out hopefully, so we will have the entire place for ourselves."

The mention of brothers caught Xander's interest. He still didn't know much about his friend's home life, they never really got to talk about it much, "You've got brothers?" Tyler just nodded and smirked at the other boy's interest. "How many? What are they like? Older? Younger?"

"Slow down, I'm the youngest of four, the eldest Terry is 25, then Trey is 23 and Teddy is 20 and you got me obviously. It's a busy household, with all of us. My brothers all attend UBC, my Dad's alma mater. Terry is in working for a degree in Finance, to prepare for when he takes over the business naturally. Trey is working to be an orthopaedic surgeon and Teddy is going for a law degree," he said, seemingly amused that he had Xander's complete attention, "And yes, all of them are as tall as me, taller actually I'm the shortest."

"Somehow I can't imagine that..." Xander stated calmly. "Because you are already abnormally tall, how did your mom even give birth to you? Unless she is also tall?" Xander said while playing with his food.

"Actually she's barely comes up to my shoulders, she is taller than you, 6', 6'1 maybe, but she's a tough lady, had to be raising me and my brothers, we were a pawful. Always practicing kung-fu in the house and wrestling each other, it was fun!" he said with a distant look of nostalgia on his muzzle.

"Must've been nice, my mom hated my guts and wasn't afraid to tell me how unwanted I was," Xander said sadly, "Then she married my bastard of a stepfather and the abuse increased drastically." He was surprised when he heard a deep growl rise from Tyler's chest.

"Bitch didn't deserve a good son like you," he stated passionately. "You are a good guy and you haven't done anything to deserve all the shit heaped on you." He said firmly before sighing and pushing himself from the table. "But I'm stuffed! You still want to hang out at my house though? Or do you want me to drop you off at Mansfield's?" The big wolf asked.

"Sure, I wanna see your house!" Xander said excitingly. "I actually haven't got to see much of the city since I've been here besides Ian and Lucas' houses honestly. Would love to see more before I head back!" The smaller boy answered. With that decided Tyler quickly paid for the bill (despite Xander's flustered protesting and vows to pay him back.) and they two cheerfully back to Tyler's car. After buckling up Tyler pulled them out and began to drive his way home.

Xander didn't really say much on the drive, he was too busy taking in the sights of the city. People were everywhere all going about their business. Not having to worry when the next beating would be or being denied a meal if they hadn't satisfied their clients properly. He briefly wondered about the other boys who were at the brothel in Seattle. What happened to them after he left? He never really saw any of them during his stay there, nobody wanted to make a real connection in such a hellhole... in case one of them was killed by one of Derrick's flunkies.

"You okay little buddy?" Tyler's concerned voice asked, shaking him from his depressing thoughts. It frustrated him how he kept thinking about those hellish days he had spent under Derrick's care, and his own stupidity for trusting the man.

"I'm fine," Xander said quickly, truth be told he was actually scared at what the other boy would think if he knew he had been forced into prostitution for nearly two years. He was afraid he would reject him. He knew it was probably unfair but that was what kept him from telling anyone besides Lucas who probably would've seen anyway because of his seer-sight.

"You don't sound okay," the boy stated sceptically, "But anyway, here we are! Casa de Thorne!" he declared as they pulled past a large gate and Xander saw the behemoth of a house. The house was set on at least an acre of perfectly maintained land, the house itself looked like it was made of marble. It looked to be nearly five stories tall and it was quite simply beautiful to the fox.

"Wow..." was all Xander could say while looking at the house. "You live here? This place is HUGE!" He exclaimed.

Tyler just chuckled as he pulled his car into the garage. "Yup, this is my home, was built in 1870 by my ancestor Reuben Thorne. He was the one who founded the company naturally, and we have worked diligently to keep that legacy alive!" He said before stepping out of the car. "Now come on! I'll show you my room! The staff shouldn't bother us so no need to worry about interruptions," he said before walking out into the building itself.

Xander quickly scrambled out to follow the wolf and was once again struck dumb by the sight of the massive foyer he stepped into. The floors looked to be solid mahogany and seemed to almost shine in the light. The walls also seemed to be made of the same high quality wood and the floor itself was covered in a wine-red carpet. "This is beautiful..." He said in an astonished tone. "I'm afraid to touch something in case I break it... I would never be able to afford anything here," he said while looking at the expensive looking trinkets sitting on the shelf in the foyer.

"Oh trust me, me and my brothers broke plenty, I doubt any of the trinkets here are from our childhood. It used to drive mom mad but I think she just decided to replace them if they got broke." He said before heading towards the stairs. "My rooms on the 3rd floor! Follow me!" The wolf motioned as he went up the steps. Xander continued to follow him through the house and stairs, still taking everything in.

Finally they reached a door that had a plaque with the wolf's name on it. With a flick of his wrist the door opened and he urged Xander in. Once inside the young fox was surprised at just how *huge* the room was! It had to be at least three times the size of Greg's room! On one end was a massive bed which fit the tall wolf, on the other was what looked like an incredibly comfy looking black leather couch and a huge TV with almost every game system imaginable.

"Wow..." Was all he could say once again, Tyler just smirked at him before settling down on the comfy couch.

"Glad you like it! Now, sit down, so we can talk some! I'm sure you've got a lot to tell me, and me to you." He said before patting the seat next to him. "So, since you are the quest you get first question, ask anything!" The wolf said while lounging lazily. Xander could have sworn he saw the other boys muscles stretch the fabric of his uniform which made him blush somewhat, but he quickly shook his head, clearing out the dirty imagery in his mind and focused on his task.

"So, you said you have a gift? What is it if I may ask?"

"Figures you would ask that," Tyler said amusingly before taking a deep breath before he started explaining himself, he looked mildly uncomfortable, Xander noticed. Almost unsure of himself in a sense before he closed his eyes and one again breathed. "I'm an Empath," he said nervously. "I can sense the emotions of others... and I can influence them to a degree but they can affect me as well if the emotions are particularly powerful."

"You... can sense emotions? What do you sense from me?" Xander asked torn between curiosity and awkwardness. Tyler obviously felt the same because he gave the fox an equally awkward smile before talking again.

"I feel you are in pain, as if someone hurt you badly, that you are happy because you are with Lucas' group but you still linger on the demons of your past... am I close?" Xander could only nod, he really was beginning to feel somewhat uncomfortable at the moment. "Mind telling me what happened? I told you about my gift, so it's only fair."

"I guess you're right..." Xander said unhappily. He really really didn't want to talk about his past, but the wolf had a point, he told him something important so it was indeed only fair. "It started two years ago... about a day or two after my birthday," he started. He quickly explained about him being outed and his mom and stepfather kicking him out, his spending the night in a random alleyway trying not to freeze in the chilly New York night and his first meeting with Derrick.

"He seemed nice, he actually bought me a drink, we talked for a bit and danced together. I used to love dancing," the fox reminisced fondly, "Used to always dance in my room when I was alone, I was pretty good! So was he... we hanged out together until the club reached closing hours. I was about to leave before he asked me to stay..." he said, while he had told Lucas the story it wasn't any easier than the first time.

Eventually he finished his story and waited for Tyler's reaction. The wolf had got quieter and quieter as he continued his story until he was visibly fuming at the end. Xander was surprised when he heard the wolf let out a deep, gravely growl from his chest before he spoke his eyes blazing.

"If I ever see that bastard I'll kill him!" he snarled out! "And I know exactly how to make it look like an accident too!" he said while rubbing his paws together. "I can't believe he used you like that! Manipulated you! It disgusts me!" he snarled out. "You don't have anything do you? No offense but with all the men you were forced to..." he asked awkwardly not even able to fully finish it. Xander's fur immediately fluffed up and he just growled a bit. Even though it was a perfectly reasonable question it still hurt Xander a bit that he would even ask such a thing!

"No!" He stated in an almost angry tone! "Derrick was very selective on who he sold his 'workers' to. Everybody was forced to take an STD test and were required to abstain several days after, before they were allowed to get at me and the other boys," Xander explained, "Derrick thought it better to prevent his workers from catching anything and possibly spreading it to other clients or his goons." Tyler just nodded, still embarrassed about his intrusive question it seemed.

"Yeah, that's good... that you are clean I mean! Still doesn't justify what he did to you but at least he was careful..."

Xander could only snort at that. "I was his most popular sex-slave, seems foxes were almost always on demand by his clients, so he made special care to keep me clean. Especially since I was his 'favourite whore' as he always called me." Xander said using quotation marks while he spoke.

Tyler just growled again, still angered at the mere mention of Derrick. He actually... looked pretty hot. Being angry at his defence. It kinda felt weird in a sense, he hadn't actually been truly sexually attracted to anyone sense Derrick, getting raped almost daily was a serious libido killer after all. He missed it, his personal sexuality... Derrick had taken it and had twisted it into something wrong and disgusting. Sex had become something he never desired and he hated that fact! Hated how the bull had stolen something so personal from him! Yet here was Tyler, the sweet wolf who had been nothing but kind and supportive to him, who was big and strong and undeniably sexy. So with a growing feeling of arousal filling his belly, he made his decision! He would take back what had been taken from him and reclaim it for himself.

Tyler looked to be confused, seemingly from the drastic change in his emotions but before he could even say anything Xander pounced on him, actually managing to push him backwards so the fox was now on top as he gave the much larger boy a particularly heated kiss. Tyler recoiled briefly at first, but the overwhelming combination of Xander's arousal and the sweet, vaguely rose and citrus smelling musk which seemed to completely fill his nasal passages made him submit and kiss the fox back with equal amounts of passion.

The kisses lasted several long minutes before Xander broke it off, the need to draw in oxygen becoming more important than the kiss. Taking this as an advantage Tyler quickly inquired what just happened right now. "What was that about?" he asked in a confused manner, the arousal came completely out of nowhere to the wolf...Not that he didn't enjoy the kiss, while he generally considered himself straight he had on occasion dabbled into gay sex with Santiago when neither was seeing anyone, and masturbation just didn't cut it.

The fox let out a particularly luminescent blush, one he could actually see, even through the bright red portions of the fox's face. The fox stalled for a bit, obviously a bit embarrassed by his action but seeing the wolf's reaction was more out of curiosity instead of anger relaxed him greatly. He was glad he hadn't completely blown it with the wolf.

"I... I think I want you..." The fox said nervously. "It's just you are one of the few people I've met who really seems to like me... plus you are kinda hot." He said while continuing to blush. "Lucas is great, he's a sweet guy once you defrost him a bit, but he isn't my type."

"And am I your type little foxy?" the big wolf asked teasingly as he flexed his massive arms. Even underneath the jacket Xander could see Tyler's biceps bulge and he just nodded and moaned at the sight. "Oh come on foxy... wolf got your tongue?" he then asked before thrusting his hips up bucking the tiny fox a bit. Xander just shivered as he felt the other boy's erection against his clothed backside. It felt HUGE!

Not even bothering with answering, he went back to forcefully kissing the giant underneath him. The spicy scent of Tyler's musk drove him wild with desire it felt *so* very nice! Being so aroused without the feelings of disgust as his body climaxed, even when his mind was screaming. Here he felt comfortable, he knew that Tyler would never hurt or betray him. Monet seemed to respect him to a degree and even though the younger coyote scared him shirtless he was sure she was an excellent judge of character.

"Fuck me! Fuck me Tyler please!" he moaned out, his desperation reaching his peek. He needed to be stuffed! To be forced to forget the feeling of Derrick's penis inside him! To forget the horrible nights where he would be gang-raped by some of Derrick's goons...This however seemed to break Tyler out of his own lust fuelled haze.

"Xander... are you sure? I'm pretty big... I could seriously hurt you..." He stated warily. "Plus don't you think you're moving just a wee bit fast? I mean it's been what...? A week since you got away from that bastard? I don't want you sleeping with me and regretting it later," he said softly and soothingly to the younger boy, "You went through an already horrific ordeal and while I understand you want to forget everything you can't bury it with more sex."

Xander just nodded, while the hesitance frustrated his sexually charged mind he still found it sweet how the boy still continued to look after him. "I am sure... I trust you... you've been so kind to me, but please Tyler... Please make me forget my past if only for a little bit," he begged. Tyler seemed to hesitate for half a second for grabbing the tiny fox and carrying him like he was weightless. Xander let out a cry of shock at that, he hadn't expected Tyler to do that which made the wolf chuckle.

"Be far more comfortable if we fucked on the bed I'd say," the boy said before throwing the fox onto the massive bed. Xander bounced several times on the springy mattress and watched in awe as Tyler began stripping off his uniform. First came the jacket which allowed Xander to fully appreciate the wolf's massive arms. Next was the dress-shirt which revealed his glorious pecks to Xander's horny eyes. That was thrown to the pile as well until he was nothing but his dress-pants.

"Wow..." Xander stated in awe. "You are beautiful!" He stated which only made the larger boy chuckle as he undid his belt and threw it into the slowly growing pile.

"You haven't seen nothing yet foxy!" He said with a wink before dropping his pants and revealing that he was wearing a jock underneath his pants. Xander could only stare at the massive bulge in the front of the jock. It was soaked to the point of being see-through! Xander could see the outline of Tyler's dick and it was truly a specimen worthy of worship. "You like?" he asked as he started flexing more, even turning around to show off his bare ass. Xander could only moan in response which seemed stroke the wolf's ego quite a bit.

"Good, I'd get undressed though, I can't be the only one half naked after-all, takes two to tango!" Xander just nodded, words being beyond him at that point as he stripped in record time until he was fully baked, his bright pink erection pulsing in need, with his knot actually being half-formed from his sheer arousal. "Hmm, pretty good for a little guy, but I think I got you beat!" he said before dropping the jock leaving himself fully exposed.

Xander could only give a gasp if pure shock at the site, the wolf's inky black penis was well over a foot long! Thirteen possibly even *fourteen* inches long with the long tapered head was dripping copious amounts of pre-cum. Then slowly he made his way to the bed and quickly started looting his bedside table until he brought out a small bottle of lube before tossing it at Xander.

"You might want to lube yourself up a bit little buddy, I doubt you'd be able to take me otherwise." Xander nodded and gently splattered some of the lube onto his trembling fingers before moving his tail and slowly started spreading it around his tailhole, shivering a bit from the chill. As Xander was slowly fingering himself, Tyler himself had taken the lube and was slowly spreading it across his throbbing dick and knot.

They stayed like this for several minutes until Tyler had decided they were both ready enough. Slowly he lay on his back and motioned towards Xander. "It would be easier if you just sat on my dick at first, so you can take it at your own pace." Xander just nodded and slowly climbed up onto the bigger boy until he felt the burning heat radiating off of it.

Slowly but surely Xander slid down towards the shaft until he felt the dripping head fall right into his anus. He shivered lightly, unsure if he would be able to take the entire thing? He might have taken slightly bigger dicks true, but that was mostly the occasional horse who had bought his time and very few had bothered trying to be gentle. He swiftly shook his head, determined to forget about those bastards as he was about to have sex. Tyler seemed to sense the sudden mood change judging by how he gently lifted the fox away from his dick.

"You okay?" The wolf asked concerned. "You know if you don't want to go through with it I won't force you, honestly I think you might be going a bit too fast." He stated, but Xander held himself firm, no way was he going to let those vile bastards stop him from finishing what he started. Without a word he forcefully sat himself down onto the cock until the entire head was inside him. It hurt... it really did but he was long used to the pain of penetration and just hovered there until he felt comfortable.

Tyler just shivered underneath him, barely resisting the urge to buck his hips and hilt the fox which Xander was certainly thankful for. After about five or so minutes of slowly descending on the monstrous cock inside him he finally reach the engorged knot at the base. He gasped briefly as he felt the cock nudge his prostate while Tyler hips continued their struggle of keeping still until the fox gave him the go-ahead. After several more moments of loosening himself up he sighed having finally stretched himself enough to continue.

"Alright, you can go now." He said while bracing himself. Tyler didn't reply... with words at least, he just growled and gripped Xander's slender hips before fully going to town on his ass. Xander could only moan loudly as Tyler continued to thrust into his prostate, as if he sensed exactly which spots would maximize the pleasure for the bottoming fox. It felt great to Xander! For once he had completely forgotten about Derrick and everything, he just focused on the amazing sensations radiating from his tailhole.

"God Tyler! Harder! Please, go harder!" He cried out in a desperate fashion. The wolf, well beyond speech at that point only growled and cribbed Xander's hip so hard that Xander vaguely wondered if they would leave bruises and did just that. Xander's just gripped onto Tyler's forearms in an attempt to not be sent flying from the sheer power behind those bucks. He was taken by even more surprise when he felt Tyler move and he found himself on his back with the horny wolf leering down at him with lust filled eyes.

Xander just watched in awe once again at the sight of those muscles moving underneath that thick grey fur. Those soft brown eyes were ablaze with passion and lust. He was just transfixed, completely unable to take his eyes sway from the wolf. He truly was a beautiful specimen of his species, big, strong and oh so kind. But Xander was swiftly broken from his thoughts when Tyler thrust home, burying his knot inside the fox and crushing his prostate which induced a cataclysmic orgasm from the fox.

Xander could only shout out from the pleasure of his relief as his cum splattered across Tyler's muzzle, on his own and eventually the entirety of his belly but to his shock the wolf himself hadn't come. As if sensing the question the wolf just smiled. "I'm an endurance fucker little foxy, tales me ages to cum so you better hold on!" he said before further increasing his temp until Xander was all but screaming in pleasure as his body was wracked with orgasm after orgasm. What Tyler did with those few tiny inches left boggled the submissive foxes mind.

This went on for nearly an hour Xander guessed, judging by the gradual darkening of the sky. He had already lost count of how many orgasms he had had but his entire body was soaked in cum and he was to the point he was shooting blanks! But even Tyler had his limits, with a sharp gasp and a set of razor sharp teeth on his shoulder Xander felt himself being filled with what felt like razor hot lava.

It just kept coming and coming until the pointe swore his belly had become completely bloated by the sheer amount of cum being placed inside him. Eventually the wolf stopped cumming and collapsed onto the fox almost crushing him with his sheer weight. Thankfully though Tyler sensed his discomfort and rolled around until the little fox was the one on top.

"That was fun," the wolf said after regaining his lost breath. "I didn't hurt you did I?" he asked, suddenly concerned. Xander could only chuckle and shake his head no, he would definitely be sore later bit he felt it was well worth it. "You sure?" he then asked which made Xander roll his eyes.

"I'm fine, trust me. I might be sore a bit later but I feel great, like how I felt before everything went to hell for me. So thanks, I owe you."

Tyler could only blush, both surprised and flattered at the response. "It's no problem, I'm glad I could help in even the smallest of ways," he said lightly before a sudden voice took them by surprise.

"Looks like you got a new playmate aye little bro?" The voice said making them both jump and turn towards the source. Right next to the door stood an even bigger wolf, he had the same grey fur and brown eyes but he looked a bit leaner compared to the wolf he was currently tied too. Even worse the wolf had his fuck out and Xander noticed quite a large amount of cum at the male's feet. Did he really get off watching them fuck? The thought made him growl, how dare he invade their privacy in such a manner!

The wolf just chuckled, as if amused. "And quite the feisty one too...He's pretty cute!" he leered which made Xander very uncomfortable, Tyler sensing this immediately started snarling at the intruder.

"Trey, why are you in my room?" he asked coldly.

The bigger wolf just shrugged while still leering at Xander. "You were really fucking loud, so I was checking to see what you were up to. I had no idea that you had that cute foxie over." he said while he placed his massive erection back into his pants, "Surprised the little guy could fit you," he said before he caught Tyler's freezing glare. "Why are you looking at me like that?" he asked, not looking the frigid look he was receiving.

"Trey get out... NOW! You are making Xander uncomfortable! Oh and I WILL tell Dad about this, you KNOW better than to invade someone's privacy like this!" Trey just smirked and shrugged before walking out and closing the door behind him leaving the two in a very awkward silence. "I am so sorry, I had no idea someone was here!" he said flustered.

"So that was one of your brothers I take it? The middle one?" Xander asked awkwardly. He felt somewhat violated by the other wolf's leers, though he knew he was probably being oversensitive since other guy had no idea of his past.

"Yeah... That's Trey... he's a good guy, really but good I'm going to slug him when I see him next!" The older boy snarled. "I'm really sorry!" He stated once again.

Xander just smiled and patted his belly a bit before he spoke. "It's not your fault, but um... have you slept with many guys? Are you gay? Bi? I'm curious..."

"I'm straight, outside you Santi is the only guy I've ever fooled around with, and even then it was only when neither of us was interested in someone and were blue-balled." The wolf said calmly. "Not many guys appeal to be, and Santiago is just helping a buddy out. I've had plenty of offers naturally, but I never took them up." Xander's just nodded blushingly lightly at the image of the big wolf drilling the snow-leopard like he did him, his cock even twitched s bit which Tyler noticed. "That idea turns you on eh? Naughty foxy!"

Xander just sat there still blushing from the teasing before Tyler sighed. "My knot is about to deflate, we'll get a shower and I'll take you home alright? It's getting late and I would rather not have Lucas mad at me, if what even half of what I heard from Monet is true, I wouldn't want to press my luck with him." With that he slowly picked Xander up from his shaft and carried him to the private bathroom. "Now come on, we can't have you reeking of me when we send you home!"

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Lucas felt like he had been pacing for hours, though it had probably been ten minutes at the most, it was nearly eight and Xander still hadn't gotten home. He briefly cursed the fact that Xander didn't have a cell-phone and the fact he hadn't thought to exchange numbers. He had asked Erin but she said he was worrying over nothing and to relax. She was probably right but he still was stressing out.

"You know Lucas, you can sit down?" A voice called from the seat near him. He looked over and saw his lover just watching him caught between amusement and exasperation. "You think to try to scope him out via seer sight?" Lucas just shook his head no, he still hadn't gotten the hang of his sight. Plus sorting through the present gave him a headache. "What about your shadow creature friend?"

"You mean Nocte?" he asked, when Ian nodded he sighed. "I did, he told me the same thing Erin did," he stated annoyed, the shadow wolf had been quite terse with him when he had asked him to find Xander, saying he wasn't his search dog. Nobody else seemed to worry but him, he trusted Tyler, but one Derrick's goons could've gotten to him... He could be halfway to Seattle by now!

Thankfully before he could go into full meltdown mode he heard someone knock on the door and he raced to it nearly knocking over Agent Wilson in the process who had also went to open the door. He apologized profusely at the ruffled raccoon while Jonah just walked right past the two and opened the door.

"Runt is here Foxy, you can calm down now!" The dingo said before he went back to the card game he was playing with Richard who had been somewhat moody most of the day, seemingly brooding over Allison probably. Xander then walked in. He seemed fine, unharmed in most meaningful ways.

"Where were you?! I was worried!" Lucas shouted out at the other fox who just winced at the volume.

"I was with Tyler, we went to his house and hung out, we just lost track of time is all, I did get back before curfew so I don't know why you are yelling," Xander replied back before his stomach grumbled. "You got any food though? I'm starving!" he said before walking off towards the kitchen.

"Yeah, I made tacos! I'll heat you some up!" Lucas said before he noticed Xander seemed to be walking a tiny bit funny. "Hey Xander, are you okay?" he asked in s concerned voice. The other fox just gave him a confused look as if confused at what Lucas meant. "You are walking funny? Did Tyler hurt you? I'll kill if he did!" Lucas snarled as he felt that strange power rising within.

As if sensing this Xander was quick in trying yo calm the other fox down. "He didn't hurt me! We um... we had sex..." he blurted out while blushing furiously. "He's... quite the big boy which is why I am walking funny."

Sadly that didn't calm the other fox down one iota...in fact it seemed to set him off even more! "HE TOOK ADVANTAGE OF YOU!? THAT'S IT! I'M GOING TO FIND HIM AND KILL HIM! I SWEAR I WILL!" Lucas snarled out furiously. He wasn't joking either as his eyes started glowing purple like they did when he slaughtered those Cabal Agents, fearing for Tyler's immediate safety he swiftly tried to calm Lucas down while ignoring the growing crowd around them. Richard and Jonah had been the first to gather after hearing the shouting, Ian, Jordan and Erin after and Agent Wallace being the last.

He silently cursed Lucas' overreaction, he really did not want to discuss this right now, especially not with everybody watching so he swiftly dragged the fuming fox away until they were inside Greg's room. Swiftly he locked the door and prayed nobody would overhear him.

"Let's get one thing straight!" he said harshly. "I was the one who started the act not him, so don't you dare be angry at him for something I myself started. Secondly, who are you to question where I was? I was home before curfew and in case you forget I am older than you! Do not treat me like a kid! I'm not Erin!" he said before calming himself down. "You are a great guy and I'm really happy to have you as a friend, but I want you to trust me okay? I like Tyler, he's a good guy and a good friend." Xander said happily.

"Why did you start it though? You'd think sex would the last thing you'd want to have considering everything you've been through..." He said in a very awkward manner... "And I'm sorry, after Mom I'm afraid of losing even more people, especially with the Cabal after me... plus those Hunters who attacked you in Seattle... They've got friends, and I say I would feel terrible if anything happened to you or Tyler." He said.

"No need too, and why I did it? I wanted to reclaim my sexuality, for so long I associated sex with being raped, but I'm tired of feeling dirty about sex, I want to feel comfortable in my own fur again. I'm not going to let that bastard to continue to control my life." He said firmly before setting down on his cot. "I hate him, I hate him so much! I just want to forget him," he said mostly to himself. "By sleeping with Tyler I was thinking I was proving I was over him."

Lucas sighed before he sat down next to him. "Do you regret it?" he asked? Xander paused for a second before shaking his head.

"No, I don't, it was fun and it felt good! But come on! Let's heat me some Tacos, I'm starving! Lucas just chuckled before they walked back up, but before they could enter the kitchen he noticed Jordan calling him over.

"What is it Sir?" He asked while walking towards the elder wolf. The man looked antsy for some reason, so instead of saying anything he just gestured Lucas into his study and pointed him towards one of the chairs in front of his desk. He was surprised to see Ian was also there looking just as anxious. "What's wrong?" He asked suddenly feeling a sense of dread filling his belly. Jordan just sat down and sighed while burying his face into his paws.

"I received a call from my wife, her birthday is this Friday and she has announced that she will spend the weekend here in Canada before returning to Scotland," he said calmly. He looked torn, Lucas noticed it was obvious he missed his wife and was ecstatic that she would be coming to see him, but he also kept looking at him and Ian in a nervous manner. "Now, I think it will be important to tell her about your relationship and Ian being gay before she leaves, but I want to find a proper time so I will set some ground rules for her arrival."

"Sounds fair," Lucas said awkwardly before Jordan spoke.

"First and foremost, I want you to clean your room Ian, I stepped in it a few minutes ago and it reeks of sex. We cannot allow it to remain like that! Secondly, I will conjure a cot for Lucas to sleep on during her arrival," he stated firmly. "You will refrain from sharing a bed during her visit until she is informed of your relationship...And if she continues to be uncomfortable with the idea of you two sleeping together that rule will remain during her visits." Ian looked on the verge of complaining before Jordan silenced him.

"I understand your protests son, but if your mother does not want you two sleeping together while she is here you will bloody be damned you will listen to her!" Lucas just sat their awkward feeling incredibly anxious now. The thought of meeting the wolf's mother frankly terrified him. Jordan was great, but he had no idea what to think of his wife. He was afraid she'd despise him for being in a relationship with her son and putting him in constant danger. As if sensing his fear Jordan turned to him and frowned. "Are you alright son, you look ill?"

"I'm fine Sir... I'm just afraid she'll hate me..." he said in a meek manner.

Quick as a flash he felt Jordan's paw on his shoulder and his eyes stare into his. "Don't be foolish boy, she won't hate you! She might not be happy with the fact her son is gay, but she will get over it quickly," he stated kindly, "I'm sure she'll love you after she eats your cooking, those tacos were fantastic!" He said smiling. "But is everything understood?" When both of them nodded he smiled and dismissed them. "Oh, and even if she is fine it would be best to refrain from excessive PDA Ian." He said staring towards his son which made the boy look down in embarrassment.

Ian quickly rushed out afterwards and Lucas followed suit after saying goodnight to Jordan. He quickly went to heat up Xander's meal before walking down to Ian's room. Almost immediately after walking in he was grabbed by the wolf, who just held him tight. "I'm going to hate not being able to hold you this weekend, but at the same time I can't wait to see mum," he said soothingly.

"What if she does hate me? What will you do? I don't want to cause any more conflict on your family. But why would you be forced revoke your birthright or face exile if they find out your gay?" Ian just snuffled at his questions.

"She won't hate you silly fox, trust me. And it's a stupid old law, gay mages used to be executed, but my ancestor Earc Mansfield decriminalized it when he ascended to power in 1880. He decreed that while homosexuality was not a blight against the Gods, that they would forever be barred from power and if a heir was found to be gay would either step down or face permanent exile." He said coldly. I'd bet the majority of the Councillors were probably alive then, crusty old bastards."

"Just how long do you people live...if someone was born around 1880, they'd have to be..."

"Over a 130 yeah, we are a pretty long lived lot. I'd bet those bastards have at least a decade left in them before they die. That's another reason Mundane/Mage relationships are frowned upon, we will outlive them by nearly a century," he said sadly before hugging Lucas close. "But enough chatter I just want to hold you while I can. Lucas just nodded, tired of everything and laid in his arms until both fell asleep.