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I had a rough life growing up. Parents that fought all the time before finally splitting up when I was a couple years old. Oh how I hated when they were fighting, I cried every time they fought. Mostly because it was over me. At least that's what most of the fights were. I couldn't help it.. *whimpers and looks down* I didn't mean to be bad or anything like that.. It just happened.. Anyways let's fast forward a few years. Now I'm dealing with an abusive step father. Soon after I moved to live with my dad. Where.. Yep yet again another abusive step parent.. This time a step mom. Oh how I hated her.. Still do to this day. And when I became a teen, I realized something about myself. I was bisexual. Not long after I figured out that I loved the thought of be dominated by another guy. And thus started my spiral into the world of Domination/Submission, Master/Pet, you get the idea.. *giggles* Anyways over the years I had many masters. All were the same, started out nice and eventually became cruel and uncaring. *whimpers* My life long curse of never being happy seemed to follow me when I was dating as well. I'm actually taking a step back to when I mention I learned that I was bisexual. What I'm about to say actually happened before I figured out that I was bisexual. As I mentioned before I had rotten luck with relationships.. *sigh* Every girlfriend I had either used me, stole from me, broke my heart, or did all of that and more. *looks down sadly* And since I had a sneaking suspicion that I liked guys as well, so I decided why not give that a try? What could go wrong right? *laughs* Well remember my little curse I told you about? Yeah that one.. All the rotten stuff that happened to me my entire life and even in my relationships would plague me once again when I tried my hand at being with guys. Of course at first I was careful with witch guy I was with in real life as most of the guys I dated were online relationships.. Anyways every relationship ended the same way as always.. Including even an abusive boyfriend about a couple years ago who not only was abusive just up and left to return to his hometown to be with his first boyfriend he ever had and his family, his being the ex my boyfriend went back to, yup you heard right abusive and a heart ripper outer.. *some tears form and I wipe them away* Yeah can you imagine coming home one day to your mate to find that he had everything that was his packed up and him telling you that he was leaving you for his first ex that he ever had in his life? Talk about the final nail in the coffin.. It was this final heart rip out that I decided that I'd just remain single and go back to my life being a slave/pet to a master. But once again that "wonderful" curse of mine showed it's ugly face with my slave life as well.. Yup I had a horrible slave/pet life as well.. I was beginning to think that I would never rid myself of the wretched curse and find true happiness with someone I loved or a master that wouldn't ended up being like the rest. *sighs* Oh well this was my life and it wouldn't change, ever.. Until one day I happen to be wandering along when I came across someone. A beautiful and kind guy. It wasn't long after meeting this guy that a light bulb clicked somewhere in my brain, he was the one that would break the curse, the answer to my many, many, many prayers. I was overwhelmed with joy. I was glad to have found him. I told him my life story, everything that had happened to me, he was understanding the entire time and even assured me that he wouldn't do that to me. And somehow deep down inside to my very soul, I knew that he was telling the truth. He was the angel that I needed to light my way. And that way was to be with him, a collar around my neck to show that I was his. He was and still is my master to this day. And his name is Atharen. I love him very much, I am a very loyal pet. I am always a good boy, there's times that I slip up, but then again, who doesn't make mistakes? *giggles* It happens, he forgives me every time and punishes me accordingly, nothing too serious or harsh though. He's good like that. Just the right amount of punishment so that I learn my lesson. And I always do my best to avoid making the same mistake twice. I love you, master. I appreciate everything that you've done for me since the day we met. I promise to continue being a good boy. I am yours to the end. *smiles and wags tail* Well that's my story, I hope you liked it. And just so you all know every word of it was true. The curse I had throughout my life was not made up, I really was cursed to be miserable my entire life.. Even though I was pretty popular in school, I still had a rotten life. *sigh* But when master came along everything changed, and now I'm happy. Now if you don't mind I have to go greet master. I'll speak to ya'll soon. Bye. *waves paw bye, before walking off*