This is how i feel i could describe that experience. hope you enjoy.
when my days are troubled
i always reach for my headphones
and put them in my ears
slowly, the rhythm passes through my veins
flowing through every part of me.
Music, Poem, Poetry, experience, sound, writing
This is what i feel, when i feel, how i feel, now i feel,
and this is when i bleed, when i cry, how i weep...
yet this is who i am, yes i am, who i am, i am,
and this is who i am, yes i am, who i am, that i am...
lyrics, song
how i feel, deep within . . .
preachers, and prophets, push truth like drugs.
my mind feels gross like slimy slugs.
i'm confused, and used, so used,
so, can't i sleep forever tonight?
i'm too tired tonight,
and i've fucked up again.
Addictions, Drugs, No-Yiff, Obsessions, Other, Poetry, monsters
This one hurts worse, but it's a different kind of pain
i know it's for the best, but still, i feel like i have been slain
you know how i feel, my prince, and that won't change
i can't forget about you, i will keep you in range
but i know it cannot be,
Love, Poem, Strength
I would ask myself this every time her name crossed my mind
marissa, i am still here waiting for you
alone and broken, i wish i could tell you what you wanted to hear
if i could have one more chance to tell you how i feel
just one chance, that moment
Poem
I was just in the mood to write about how i feel but had no idea how i'd use my characters for it... so i resorted to poetry. i won't expect this to attract much people... but i felt like sharing this with you guys anyway.
Poem, Poetry
Just a poem expressing how i feel at the moment of uploading
why we fake it (a poem)
i wish my online life was real, where no one tries to force you to think and feel the they way do.
Gatekeeping, Poem, popufur
_ why don't i just have the guts to tell him how i feel...? i'm so weak, i swear. anyone else would have told him... i know if i go sleep, i'll dream of him and wake up sad and frustrated.
Coming Out, Coraurus, Fox, Gay, Gora, Military, Raccoon, Rocky, Romance, vince
It's like slicing right to the bone, because that's how i feel. i feel like my defenses, my skin itself has been flayed from my body. (i know it's a bad picture.) but i really can't help it.
Depression, Poetry
_ why don't i just have the guts to tell him how i feel...? i'm so weak, i swear. anyone else would have told him... i know if i go sleep, i'll dream of him and wake up sad and frustrated.
Coming Out, Fox, Frustration, Gay, Love, Rocky, vince