Dragonslayer Reparations: Mistress Mellik
Her self-loathing began to fade as she saw her body changing. it felt good to be changed, to have mistress caressing her body lovingly.
Sara Goes South
She loathed to check on how many she was getting though. she didn't want to look at herself, yet she could feel her bones crack, her muscles shift, and the world around her become more frightening.
Scared
I loathe feeling small and having to look up to even the freshmen. i'm what you'd call the short emo kid of the group. i have a depressing look on life, and my fashion sense doesn't exactly help either.
Falling
Self-loathing began. how could i do this to him? how could i be the one to force him to face a death in his life? i couldn't do this!
Cry of the Rose A lark's Dream Chapter Two
Although his confidence still held strong and burned within him, tiger knew now that chan was not a fox to be trifled with, the leaders eyes glistening crimson with contempt and loathing.
Cohabitation - April
It felt like an endless weight crushing him, a self-loathing that arrested any movement and made him capable of nothing and desiring of nothing.
A Strange World
He was loathed to leave the sabre and his extra weapons and ammo behind, by he knew he couldn't feasibly take them with him where ever he went.
Revenge as a Bitch
Rikki had often loathed where his life was headed, if it was indeed headed anywhere at this point.
Gaze of the Lacerian Lover
They certainly didn't carry the same loathing that all around him carried, but what it was that they did have i wasn't sure. pity? sadness? he definitely had a melancholy look, but i just wasn't sure.
Ocean Depths part 8
Self-loathing. self-regret. these thoughts only egged him on as he scrubbed trying to wipe away the past itself. the steel wool in his hand drew blood, cutting his arm as he scrubbed, the sharp pain making him drop the wired mesh.
A Walk Away - Part 1
His father stood above him, looking down at him with that inebriated look dawson had always loathed. dawson could only look back up at him, his sky blue hues locking onto his fathers for a split second.. what seemed like an eternity.
Where All the Bones are Buried P2
I felt terrible that i had somehow ended up causing this once proud dog so much inner conflict, such self loathing. thinking about it longer; he had really lost everything that had mattered to him.