Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 71 - To be strong enough...
#72 of gortoz 'a ran meagan's solution to her problem didn't seem like it would solve the matter. it created a whole new problem instead... she told her story to me in all honesty and in fair trust...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 54 - The cruellest lies...
#55 of gortoz 'a ran terry still wasn't aware of anything that was happening between nicole and me. but that didn't mean nikki and i felt comfortable for doing so...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 16 - A nudge in the right direction
#17 of gortoz 'a ran and uh... yeah... that's uh... that's where the diary ended. i flipped the page of my old diary to see if there was anything else, but the rest were all blank pages. so many memories came by while i was reading it...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 51- The need for her affection...
#52 of gortoz 'a ran i was on my way home but the many red traffic-lights i encountered gave me a lot of time to think. how the fuck was i able to be so goddamn stupid? so fucking naïve? why the fuck did i had to tell her?
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 50 - A cornered feline in distress...
#51 of gortoz 'a ran 'where do you want me to sit?' 'o-on the bed...' 'anything... specific... you'd like to see...?' 'i-i don't know, i mean, d-did you ever do this before...?' 'not deliberately, no...' 'you really wanna pose for me...?'
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 66 - The little boy next door
#67 of gortoz 'a ran as the weeks passed by, blain and i were hanging out and having fun, like we always did. now that he was back, things couldn't get any better... well, apart from all the shit that was happening around me but...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 65 - An old friend's return
#66 of gortoz 'a ran things started to get really difficult for me to cope with ever since then. it didn't mattered where i looked, shit was happening everywhere. or at least, that's how it felt to me...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 23 - "Our ambitious plans..."
#24 of gortoz 'a ran her bed was so warm, so soft and so comfortable... it felt as if i was floating in an ocean of serene peace... i opened my eyes that saturday morning at around ten a.m. and heard the rain was ticking softly against the window...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 21 - "My special friend"...
#22 of gortoz 'a ran 'come on! hurry up!' 'hold the door for me!' i held the door open for samantha as she ran as fast as she could, holding her bag above her head to keep somewhat dry.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 83 - A random act of kindness
That's what we call in my culture _"gortoz 'a ran"_..._'_ _'_what does it mean?' 'it means "i wait"...' 'just like i'm waiting for daddy right now?' 'yes...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 60 - To ask in return...
#61 of gortoz 'a ran no matter how much i wanted to change things, they simply didn't. as the weeks passed by, things stayed the same... my one-sided relationship with nikki... the constant arguments and fights i had with meagan...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 35 - "No one"...
#36 of gortoz 'a ran people say the eyes are the gateway to a person's soul... and whenever i looked in terry's eyes, i saw something that i never saw before... sincerity... to be able to find someone who shares the exact same feelings for you...