Ribbon - Chapter 7
**Memory 8** I'd seen a lot less of Cecil since that evening. I couldn't admit to him why things hadn't gone as planned. I couldn't tell him what was on my mind. Of course I couldn't. It would be the same as admitting that, even after everything he...
Ribbon - Chapter 6
**Moment 3** We hit the liquor harder than we thought. I'm sloppy and soft, melting all over him, in rapid decay like an ice sculpture outside on a hot day. I'm drenching him in me, of course I am, why wouldn't I be? In this instant he is my home...
Ribbon - Chapter 5
**Memory 7** I felt compelled to do it, but it was more than that. I wanted to do it, for my own sake. I wished my motives were more selfless, but at least I wasn't lying to myself quite so much anymore. I had messaged Ruben, trying to set up a...
Tail - Epilogue
Eve grabs my wrist as I'm putting on my jacket. I abort the attempt to dress and our eyes lock. "Hey wolf boy, not so fast." She pulls me into a hug and warmth floods through me instantly, melting the mounting ice inside. When we pull apart I kiss...
Tail - Chapter 24
It's Marty. Instinct kicks in and I slam the door in his face, but he manages to jam a shoe in the gap before it fully closes. He pushes hard with both paws and I'm caught off guard. I stumble back. He steps inside. He's not in a good way. His hair's...
Airplane
I wave and he waves and then I'm gone, and so is he. I can't help but feel he's taken my old life with him. The time that passes between last catching sight of him and getting on the airplane is entirely immaterial. It happens at me, not to me, nor...
Razed - Chapter 2
"_One: I like it like this_ _Two: I like it like that_ _Three: I like it like this_ _Again, again, again, again"_ **Dorian Electra,** **'Daddy Like'** "Oh, hey! Ben, right?" The large mountain dog looks down at me, his dark eyes and the black...
F*cked - Denied
**Date: CT2-5876/02/01** Writing the previous journal I had the distinct impression that this maybe the beginning of something I'm unable to control. I've opened the floodgates now, and that may be that. I'm here to bombard you with my most carnal...
Tail - Chapter 12
No sleep. I can't... it's... I... Is this...? No sleep, yet somehow I dream. Adrian is dead. He's alive, but... I can see it. I can feel it. I play through the scenario dozens of different ways in my mind. I open his bedroom door. There he...
Tail - Chapter 13
Entering my apartment side by side with Adrian feels natural. I thought maybe this would be awkward, him staying here for a few nights, but it's not at all. I enjoy his company, and knowing he's so close makes me feel somehow safer and less...
He Loves You
He could never love me. It's as simple as that. All those days and nights spent together, the laughter, the tears, the companionship. All those talks, all those confessionals and personal moments, the arguments and discussions. All those memories and...
Tail - Chapter 20
Everything is a blur. Was a blur. Will be. It's all so... It's all so simple, so why isn't it making any sense? Here I am. Now. Present. All I need to do is- Is... Damn. There's an answer, right there, but it slips away. It all slips...