Blue Ribbon Winner
Breeding fee for taking my champion with your blue ribbon girl." there was that sweet smile again, "i'll make sure to cash these in soon enough."
Ribbons - Part One
#1 of ribbons warning: this contains yaoi/animal erotica/ m/m /yiffing/"omfg, teh gay thing!" or whatever you wish to call it. if you don't like that kind of thing, don't read this.
Ribbon - Chapter 10
#10 of ribbon chapter 10 of 10. **memory 11** moving on is more than a decision, it's a process. i'm willing to admit i've been a mess. at first it felt a crawl. the seconds stretched and distorted until time itself was unrecognizable.
Ribbon - Chapter 9
He said but ribbon, just because you've made mistakes doesn't make you a bad person. just because you keep making mistakes doesn't make you worthless. it's cliché, he said, but we all make mistakes.
Ribbon - Chapter 8
"ribbon - oh hell - ribbon, are you serious?" now she was the one close to tears. or, rather, we both were. "of course i'm serious sophie. bluebird. please, let me learn, let me improve. let me in. tell me what i'm missing.
Ribbon - Chapter 7
Live and real and talking to ribbon, to me. it's you. it's really you. you have no idea how that makes me feel, not yet. you will, you're talking to me right now after all. "hey," you say. your tone casual, low-key. "is this ribbon?"
Ribbon - Chapter 6
#6 of ribbon chapter 6 of 10. **moment 3** we hit the liquor harder than we thought. i'm sloppy and soft, melting all over him, in rapid decay like an ice sculpture outside on a hot day. i'm drenching him in me, of course i am, why wouldn't i be?
Ribbon - Chapter 5
#5 of ribbon chapter 5 of 10. content warning: transphobia, homophobia. **memory 7** i felt compelled to do it, but it was more than that. i wanted to do it, for my own sake.
Ribbon - Chapter 2
#2 of ribbon chapter 2 of 10 **memory 4** final year. exam season. it all happened so quickly. i'd added bluebird back on furbook a few months prior. he accepted, which surprised me, pleasantly. he was doing alright.
Ribbon - Chapter 1
#1 of ribbon ribbon is the story of a bird called ribbon. it's about friends. it's about desire. it's about growing up. it's about a problematic person in a complicated world. it begins here. **memory 1** coulda swore i'd seen it before. paranoia.
Ribbon - Chapter 3
#3 of ribbon chapter 3 of 10 content warning: transphobia. **memory 5** in the end i scraped a passing grade. bluebird changed her name. her legal name, i mean. she was sophie now, though i couldn't help but think of her as blue.
pretty ribbons - poem
#5 of poetry collection poem no. 5 we weren't made of pretty ribbons we weren't a happy thing we were a tied up mess a relationship made of string loose buttons and badly sewn barley hanging by a thread though little had i known our relationship was