Airplane
I'm a soup of self-hatred, yearning, anxiety and ever-present uncertainty. i am ryan: lazy, chubby husky. i am ryan: liar, manipulator, murderer. i am ryan: actor, lover, living. i am ryan: traumatized, damaged, dying.
The Story Of Immortuos
Another self-hatred filled laugh filled his lungs. "by the time i turned 16, i had tried to kill myself 99 times.
The Lead Crown, Ch 9.6, Thaddius
Dinner came to a close in a most embarrassing display of anguished howls and self-hatred inspired plate-breakery. lightly put, looking back prince regent thaddius was displeased with his reaction.
Edge Walking. Chap 5: Of Angels and White Rock
And so, self-punishment (bred from self-hatred) went on unhampered. bulimia, cutting, crack, and amphetamine.
Brotherly Love Ch. 1
I felt a burning rush of self hatred. i didn't deserve him. i was a horrible brother. so self absorbed that i didn't notice. rex was still sleeping beside me. his soft breathing mixing with the hum of the fan. he was so beautiful.
Feeling out of place: Side chapter: Coach
His cocoa brown fur was showing signs of fading, and his eyes were dull, and filled with a self hatred. he knew the truth, but had always denied it ever since that first time in high school.
Through the Looking Glass: Penance: Chapter 5-A
Shaking his head and closing his eyes, he took to hugging his legs through the remainder of the night instead, sobbing softly so as not to wake up the snow leopard as his mind addled itself with thoughts of self-hatred and anger.
Within another's life (short story)
And you are stuck with the emptiness and self hatred that is myself." she paused for a lone moment before quietly finishing. "i can offer you small comforts while you're here. but in the end there is only one true way out.."
Untouchable: Chapter 37: Recovery: Oliver
The guilt and self-hatred returned at the sight of sean, he leaned against the wall and everyone except for him, paul and the tabby nurse filed in. "it will be ok oliver," paul said, "it'll be ok."
The Second Law - Part VI
"That should work for now. I'll have something final in a little while." Olivia teasingly shoved a screwdriver into Iolvin's shoulder as she packed up her tool kit. "Don't stand next to exploding things in the future, please." "I don't generally plan...
Ribbon - Chapter 9
Perhaps in this state, left unattended, i would have fallen only further afoul of self-hatred. maybe left alone i would break, make a mistake and stick to it, end my own life.
Of Course Of Course (With Illustrations by Soty!)
The only imperfect factor was her face, which was twisting with a mixture of horrible, horrible self hatred, and a moan, a look of easement.