Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 31 - Tough love...
#32 of gortoz 'a ran i figured it was best not to see terry anymore after what happened that saturday... i avoided terry in college and whenever he tried to get closer, i was very hostile against him, pretty much the way i once used to be...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 29 - On the same line...
#30 of gortoz 'a ran 'so i take it that you had a really good time then...' 'yeah, it was so awesome...' 'you know, you've been seeing him for a while now but you haven't even described him to me yet.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 20 - To get in touch...
#21 of gortoz 'a ran 'spade jack.' 'hmm...' 'what'll it be, kitten?' 'hold on, i'm thinking...' 'it's your decision to call the top card.' 'diamonds.' 'oh, how convenient.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 86 - "No Fear..."
#87 of gortoz 'a ran the day i talked to tarik changed everything for me. hearing what he experienced during the war and sharing our stories was difficult but it opened my eyes...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 46 - A simple, insignificant little sign of affection...
#47 of gortoz 'a ran the weekend that terry and i spend at north hallington was everything i could've wished for. to me, it had a whole different meaning... a closure, if you will, of something that happened a long time ago.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 62 - A sudden change
#63 of gortoz 'a ran feeling the hot damp of steam filling the shower cabin always made me relax... made me calm down whenever i was upset about something... made me think about the things that were on my mind...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 32 - To make the first step...
#33 of gortoz 'a ran things have always been difficult for me, i admit. but terry made everything feel like a breeze...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 56 - To be together...
#57 of gortoz 'a ran making a choice that i never wanted to make was difficult. because no matter what i'd choose, i was going to loose either terry or nikki one way or another by doing the things i always told myself not to do...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 26 - The guts to call
#27 of gortoz 'a ran my hands always seemed to have a life of their own whenever i was in bed... usually at nig... my hands always seemed to have a life of their own whenever i was in bed... usually at night... sometimes in the morning...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 24 - All in due time...
#25 of gortoz 'a ran the good thing about building a computer by yourself is that you can make it as cheap as you want. no need to have an nvidia 9800gtx with one gigabyte gddr3 memory if you're not a hardcore gamer. i wasn't one.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 13 - "We know"...
#14 of gortoz 'a ran 'i thought it'd be a lot scarier...' 'mwhuh...? whuzzat...? ' 'the movie...' 'oh, yeah... i was just dozing off... i didn't see the end of it...' 'hehe... well, you didn't miss much...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 47 - The ignoring of my denials...
#48 of gortoz 'a ran it's strange how that one little insignificant sign of affection changed so much for me that night. but from my experience, a sign of affection is never insignificant, no matter how small that may be. especially for me...