Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 46 - A simple, insignificant little sign of affection...
#47 of gortoz 'a ran the weekend that terry and i spend at north hallington was everything i could've wished for. to me, it had a whole different meaning... a closure, if you will, of something that happened a long time ago.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 35 - "No one"...
#36 of gortoz 'a ran people say the eyes are the gateway to a person's soul... and whenever i looked in terry's eyes, i saw something that i never saw before... sincerity... to be able to find someone who shares the exact same feelings for you...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 31 - Tough love...
#32 of gortoz 'a ran i figured it was best not to see terry anymore after what happened that saturday... i avoided terry in college and whenever he tried to get closer, i was very hostile against him, pretty much the way i once used to be...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 29 - On the same line...
#30 of gortoz 'a ran 'so i take it that you had a really good time then...' 'yeah, it was so awesome...' 'you know, you've been seeing him for a while now but you haven't even described him to me yet.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 62 - A sudden change
#63 of gortoz 'a ran feeling the hot damp of steam filling the shower cabin always made me relax... made me calm down whenever i was upset about something... made me think about the things that were on my mind...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 86 - "No Fear..."
#87 of gortoz 'a ran the day i talked to tarik changed everything for me. hearing what he experienced during the war and sharing our stories was difficult but it opened my eyes...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 104 - Coming home...
#105 of gortoz 'a ran talking to nikki that day felt good. and even though nikki was ashamed of it, it was just another piece of the puzzle that was set in place.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 17 - Only time can tell
#18 of gortoz 'a ran the white ceiling... how many times have i stared at it in an attempt to fall asleep? coun... the white ceiling... how many times have i stared at it in an attempt to fall asleep? countless of times...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 26 - The guts to call
#27 of gortoz 'a ran my hands always seemed to have a life of their own whenever i was in bed... usually at nig... my hands always seemed to have a life of their own whenever i was in bed... usually at night... sometimes in the morning...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 24 - All in due time...
#25 of gortoz 'a ran the good thing about building a computer by yourself is that you can make it as cheap as you want. no need to have an nvidia 9800gtx with one gigabyte gddr3 memory if you're not a hardcore gamer. i wasn't one.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 47 - The ignoring of my denials...
#48 of gortoz 'a ran it's strange how that one little insignificant sign of affection changed so much for me that night. but from my experience, a sign of affection is never insignificant, no matter how small that may be. especially for me...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 32 - To make the first step...
#33 of gortoz 'a ran things have always been difficult for me, i admit. but terry made everything feel like a breeze...