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Lych took a step away from me before adding to my forming self-hatred, "you also... kinda don't run out of energy. you just keep going. i think my body hates me from what you did to it."
An Unexpected Adventure Ch. 6: Alex's Mind
Even with all his self hatred he was a strong person. we continued our dinner in mostly silence. after we ate we made our way back home. alex carried me on his shoulders and i held on as he trudged through the snow. i liked rising on his shoulders.
A pigeon's dream
I let them push me down, so they can hide their self-hatred. i don't mind. if my purpose in this life is to father the next king, so be it. but until then, i will torture my followers as much as i can. and they will love it.
Till Next We Meet
Resentment flooded every fibre of his being, a self-hatred that was so strong that it seemed to leave a physical trace, for noxien suddenly stepped forward and grasped both his gloved hands in his own.
Lessons of Life - Chapter 3
Above all that joseph had ever spoken to dunn, these words stopped him in his self-hatred. ((everything blacked out as his mind shattered and all reason left him.
The Tale of Sydran Part 3 (Anonymously Commissioned
One of those regulars was sydran, trying to shrug off his defeat with a liberal use of coffee, whiskey, and ale, occasionally mixing all three into a potent brew of self-hatred.
Station 285: Part 3
A turmoil of self-hatred and loathing, of desperation, fear, anxiety. was i really going to do this? he was my brother, but damnit i just could not bare to see him like this.
A Fox Behind Bars part 6
My intense afterglow quickly faded to a fog of self hatred and disgust. _what did i just do_, i asked myself. i got up and wrapped myself in my coat, looking for warmth that didn't want to be found.
All's Fair - Part 21
I knew he was lying, but some ghost inside me clung to his frail assurances, desperate to believe it, and that sparked another layer of self-hatred that was almost impossible to handle.
The Pool, Chapter Two.
The worst thing in the world would be to have this happiest of days end in sadness and self-hatred, and gods knew, there had already been so much of that.
Patreon Monthly (March): Big Shoes To Fill
If they were cartoonish, borderline impossible before, than without a doubt his feet now were a hallucination brought out by years of stress and self-hatred. or at least that's what zach desperately hoped.
Razed - Chapter 13
That awful falling feeling again, dread and despair and self hatred and all that blood bubbling up inside me and oh my god i_am_ going to puke. "fuck, what is wrong with me?"