Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 80 - One way or another...

'Sooooo... Let met get this straight.' 'Okay...' 'You've got the whole house to yourself for three weeks...' 'Hm-mm...' 'And Blain is coming over every evening for the last five days to keep you company...' 'Yup...' '... And all you did was...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 41 - "The only friend I have..."

'I think your plan backfired, Terry.' 'Why is that?' 'It seems as if she just doesn't want me around her.' 'Who, Nicole?' 'Yeah, I mean, I saw her during lunch again in the cafeteria and Nicole really seemed to be surprised that I sat with her...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 53 - True to my beliefs...

It seemed right to do at the time, you know... It felt right to do so for the both of us... I knew from the beginning that I wouldn't regret it... But I've been wrong before... And I was wrong again... But it wasn't until I opened my eyes the next...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 18 - To make a difference

I had this dream once... I was walking on a deserted country road while I was surrounded by grasslands as far as the eye could see. No hills, no trees, nothing for hundreds of kilometres. The heavy rain was pouring down as the grey clouds were slowly...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 52 - Heartsbeats...

How does it feel when you know someone for almost your entire life just drops you like a brick? To be stabbed in the back because someone refuses to accept who you really are? My grandmother once told me that people are afraid of something they don't...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 51- The need for her affection...

I was on my way home but the many red traffic-lights I encountered gave me a lot of time to think. How the fuck was I able to be so goddamn stupid? So fucking naïve? Why the fuck did I had to tell her? I shouldn't have told her about my feelings for...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 50 - A cornered feline in distress...

'Where do you want me to sit?' 'O-On the bed...' 'Anything... specific... you'd like to see...?' 'I-I don't know, I mean, d-did you ever do this before...?' 'Not deliberately, no...' 'You really wanna pose for me...?' 'I told you, didn't I...?'...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 47 - The ignoring of my denials...

It's strange how that one little insignificant sign of affection changed so much for me that night. But from my experience, a sign of affection is never insignificant, no matter how small that may be. Especially for me... And even though Nikki was...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 46 - A simple, insignificant little sign of affection...

The weekend that Terry and I spend at North Hallington was everything I could've wished for. To me, it had a whole different meaning... A closure, if you will, of something that happened a long time ago. I finally had everything I ever wanted and I...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 40 - An ordinary friend

Thing were going great between Terry and me back then. And what happened that particular night only made it better. But despite that it happened and that it was such an enjoyable experience for me, we realized we did something pretty damn stupid... I...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 25 - Between the sheets...

'I need the WPA PSK key.' 'What's that?' 'It's a key that lets you access your wireless network. It's on the bottom of your modem.' 'Wait, wait, I'll take a look.' 'It should be right there...' 'Awww, look at this mess! Seriously, my dad's...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 3 - Twinkling bright dots...

That evening, I did what I always did every night. I never had the chance to say goodbye to my parents, my little brother and the rest of my relatives... I wasn't reunited with them, so I assumed that they didn't make it alive... And I miss them. Even...

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