Till Next We Meet
Resentment flooded every fibre of his being, a self-hatred that was so strong that it seemed to leave a physical trace, for noxien suddenly stepped forward and grasped both his gloved hands in his own.
An Unexpected Adventure Ch. 6: Alex's Mind
Even with all his self hatred he was a strong person. we continued our dinner in mostly silence. after we ate we made our way back home. alex carried me on his shoulders and i held on as he trudged through the snow. i liked rising on his shoulders.
A pigeon's dream
I let them push me down, so they can hide their self-hatred. i don't mind. if my purpose in this life is to father the next king, so be it. but until then, i will torture my followers as much as i can. and they will love it.
Aviophobic Entomophily
I climaxed for him again with a wail of self-hatred and humiliation. it was the worst part of all, how good it felt, his cold slimy flesh against my aching, hot insides and how hard he sank into me, how completely he filled me.
The Tale of Sydran Part 3 (Anonymously Commissioned
One of those regulars was sydran, trying to shrug off his defeat with a liberal use of coffee, whiskey, and ale, occasionally mixing all three into a potent brew of self-hatred.
Lessons of Life - Chapter 3
Above all that joseph had ever spoken to dunn, these words stopped him in his self-hatred. ((everything blacked out as his mind shattered and all reason left him.
All's Fair - Part 21
I knew he was lying, but some ghost inside me clung to his frail assurances, desperate to believe it, and that sparked another layer of self-hatred that was almost impossible to handle.
A Fox Behind Bars part 6
My intense afterglow quickly faded to a fog of self hatred and disgust. _what did i just do_, i asked myself. i got up and wrapped myself in my coat, looking for warmth that didn't want to be found.
The Pool, Chapter Two.
The worst thing in the world would be to have this happiest of days end in sadness and self-hatred, and gods knew, there had already been so much of that.
Patreon Monthly (March): Big Shoes To Fill
If they were cartoonish, borderline impossible before, than without a doubt his feet now were a hallucination brought out by years of stress and self-hatred. or at least that's what zach desperately hoped.
Razed - Chapter 13
That awful falling feeling again, dread and despair and self hatred and all that blood bubbling up inside me and oh my god i_am_ going to puke. "fuck, what is wrong with me?"
Station 285: Part 3
A turmoil of self-hatred and loathing, of desperation, fear, anxiety. was i really going to do this? he was my brother, but damnit i just could not bare to see him like this.