For Makyo.
Today my heart broke for a friend
for one I care for deeply
one who struggles with bitter curse
one that would end her cheaply.
My heart, thus broken, sang and wept
for deep depression's mire
for manic impulse, shattered mind,...
Depression, Love, Poem, bipolar, mental health
I've been struggling a lot recently with my mood swings as a result of untreated bipolar depression. my mood throughout the day is pretty much the basis of this poem. i wrote this on 5/13/2017.
written by me, fane star.
2017, Depression, Poem, Poetry, SFW, bipolar, mood, vent
Behind the smile and the laugh
Is a darker world.
A world of hate and pain.
Behind the fur and the mask
Is a soul with broken wings.
Unable to fly; unable to flee,
I sink beneath sanity.
Through the tears and the screams,
Creeps the horrid...
2016, Depression, Poem, Poetry, SFW, bipolar, creature, creatures, vent, venting
Used to an artist's advantage, as in all cases it equals finding easy to inflict on oneself irrational illusions which automatically and uncontrollably substitute the otherwise inescapably rational and controlled conception of reality characterizing non-bipolar
Awareness, Philosophy, nothing, the beatles
Shelandra, with her fiery temper is bipolar. bhalxash, always jumping from thing to thing has adhd, and ghozumal... okay i ran out of ideas there, but ghoz was always the least-fleshed out character. maybe he has anxiety or depression? you decide.
Goodbye, Serpent
I've had issues with bipolar depression. so while i was at work one night at my old job i had a big depression swing. it was a busy night on top of it, so while i was on break i wrote this to vent.
2015, Depression, FEELINGS, Poem, Poetry, SFW, Suicide, abyss, bipolar, sadness, stress, suicidal, vent, venting
\<slow\>
Tired of it all, she says...
"I've had enough, get me out of here!"
Then she looks at the changes in fear...
Tired of it all, I say...
"I've had enough, get me out of here!"
Then I look at her and stir....
\<sorta fast, with...
Clean, Poetry, lyrics, nonfurry, notfurry, song
Because his psychosis and homicidal tendencies got the better of him, as well as his bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder. his hatred had caused him more nightmares.
Macro Micro, serial killer
The manager told him, "we keep her because she has multiple personalities, dementia and she has shown signs of being bipolar."
"a vibrator instead of a male, we are not even artificial insemination why?"
Drugs, F/solo, Fanfiction, Insanity, Masturbation, Pokemon, Snivy, tsutaja
He'd become so enthralled by the psychological understanding of bipolar disorder that days ran through his fingers. reading, learning, contemplating.
69, Anal, Boar, Canine, Deep Throat, Dog, Feline, Fingering, First Time, Friendship, German Shepherd, M/M, Oral, Rimming, Tiger
To be cunning and clever
but i soon saw more than his general comments
i no longer remember what it was that caught my eye
what it was i found in him that i felt connected by
maybe his pain, his estrangement, his defensive nature
perhaps his bipolar
Friendship, Other, Poem