Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 55 - The biggest sacrifice
I ran out of lies... i ran out of bullshit stories to tell him... so what was i supposed to tell him...? after everything said and done, i wished i could've done things differently... i wished i could've told him from the start that i'm bi-sexual...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 52 - Heartsbeats...
#53 of gortoz 'a ran how does it feel when you know someone for almost your entire life just drops you like a brick? to be stabbed in the back because someone refuses to accept who you really are?
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 34 - My burdens, your blessings...
A bold thought ran through my head but i quickly discarded it... and yet, once i took off my panties, the thought returned... i was sitting on the bottom of the shower as the streams of hot water ran over my back while thinking things through...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 48 - Worth to live for..
#49 of gortoz 'a ran with the way things were going for terry and me, it was inevitable for us to take things to the next level. everything that terry and i experienced together in bed made me see sex from a total different perspective.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 76- Never to be forsaken...
'what does gortoz 'a ran mean?' 'hm? i'm sorry?' 'i've heard you say it before, long ago... he said it to you as well... what does it mean?' 'gortoz 'a ran?' 'yeah?' 'it's a saying... it means "i wait"...' 'for what?'
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 87 - The mighty roar...
#88 of gortoz 'a ran 'please, take a seat. we'll be right with you.' 'sure thing.' 'can i get you anything while you wait? coffee, tea?' 'no, thank you.' i can't remember the last time i've been to a hairdresser.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 36 - Pun intended...
#37 of gortoz 'a ran that sunday morning, i woke up by strange sounds i couldn't really place... i mumbled quietly to ask terry what it was but i didn't get a response from him.
Gortoz 'A Ran - CH 102 - Her side of the story...
#103 of gortoz 'a ran nothing really changed as the weeks went by. i kept my promise to nikki to stay in touch and check up on her occasionally to see how she was doing.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 105 - One less of a fuck to give...
#106 of gortoz 'a ran when samantha came home that day, i didn't think i would be having mixed feelings. seeing her again after four years was difficult because sam and i used to be more than just friends.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 70 - Through her eyes...
#71 of gortoz 'a ran i never felt so horrible as i did that particular night... while i was in bed, i kept staring at the ceiling while feeling so miserable... not only because i had too much to drink but also because of the things i did...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 53 - True to my beliefs...
#54 of gortoz 'a ran it seemed right to do at the time, you know... it felt right to do so for the both of us... i knew from the beginning that i wouldn't regret it... but i've been wrong before... and i was wrong again...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 57 - The bitter truth...
#58 of gortoz 'a ran 'you did what?!!' 'yeah...' 'but why?! i thought everything went great with you and terry!' 'i know, it's fucked up...' 'well hey, i'm not the one to judge you but damn, you really messed up this time, ceylan.'