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Chapter 10 - Absolute devotion

The only thing I remembered after my blackout was the warmth of Kamui. I drifted into a deep sleep, as dark as death. Faint hallucinations began to haunt my mind—blurry images of my old life, of loneliness and sorrow. But suddenly, something pulled me back to reality. It was Kamui's voice, calling to me from afar, begging me to stay, to live.

Moments later, I woke up. I was lying in our bed, a warm, damp cloth resting on my forehead. I tried to call out faintly.

"Kamui?"

He came running, his footsteps urgent. I reached out my hand, and he clasped it tightly, sitting beside me on the bed. His hazel eyes, deep and burning with emotion, gazed into mine. I saw in them care, softness, fear, and above all, love.

"Thank God you've returned to me," he whispered.

I should have said that to him.

He caressed my hand and brought it to his lips, pressing a tender kiss against it.

"Oh, my Lawjayden, for a moment, I thought I'd lost you."

I tried to sit up, but he stopped me with a gentle touch.

"Calm down. You're not fully recovered yet," he said softly. "How are you feeling?"

"A little dizzy. Exhausted. How long was I out?"

"Three days," he replied, his voice heavy with concern. "You were burning with fever."

"Three days? That's… a long time."

"You caught a severe cold, my love. You almost didn't make it." His tone faltered. "What were you thinking, facing those wolves alone in the middle of the polar night?"

Tears welled up in my eyes and spilled over.

"I just wanted to keep our home safe," I choked out. "I was scared, alone. The thoughts in my mind drove me mad. I kept imagining you… arriving here and finding a pack of hungry wolves waiting to ambush you. I had to do something."

"You almost got yourself killed," he said, his voice tight with both anger and anguish.

"And so could you," I whispered. "I'm sorry."

"Enough of that," he said firmly, brushing my apology aside. "It doesn't matter anymore. You're safe now. I'll take care of you, and you'll get better soon, my beloved. I… I failed to protect you."

He lowered his head, avoiding my gaze, his pride clearly wounded. I could feel his pain—his fear, his helplessness, the deep, unconditional love that made the thought of losing me unbearable. We didn't need words to understand each other.

Gently, I cupped his face in my hands and lifted it so our eyes met again.

"Thank you, Kamui," I said softly. "You saved me. I know I'm weak—my body is fragile—but you did what you had to do for our survival. You're still my hero, my husband, my mate. Please, raise your head, my darling."

"Oh, bunny…"

He pulled me into a deep embrace, his arms enveloping me in warmth. Then, looking into my eyes, he kissed me passionately.

"You are my husband," he murmured. "Blood of my blood, heart of my heart. You are not weak. You are my little bunny—beautiful, fragile, gentle. My body and soul belong to you, and you alone. I'm sorry I wasn't here to protect you, but from now on, I will always be here, as I'm meant to be. I am your armor, your sword, and your shield. Use me as you will, my love. I will gladly be whatever you need me to be. Always. I swear it."

After his speech, I wanted to give myself to him, feeling him inside me, feeling his massive body on mine, but I was feeling too weak and sleepy. All I could do was hug him very tightly and kiss him more. But the thoughts of having a real loving man like him above you, kissing each inch of your body, giving himself to you, consuming you entirely didn't leave my mind. I love him so much, he was just… too good.

I wanted you to be my husband, my Kamui, exactly the way you are, I would like to make love with you here and now, but..

It's okay bunny, we have the life for it, take a rest and recover yourself, we can talk about this when you get better, your safety is my priority, always, kissing you is enough to feel all your love for me, as the same is for me. I'm just happy that you are here, safe and sound.

Thank you, my bear, you must tell me about your trip, I Would like to hear it. Did you make it?

Yes, and I am going to tell you everything, but first, I have prepared some food for you, just wait here for a moment, And will bring it for you, then I'll tell you everything.

The food that he had prepared was amazing, cozy, and warm. I was really feeling like he was taking care of me, it was like feeling love and care. While I was having my food, He told me about his trip to this far village, as he had said before, it was a farming village, people from there were Beast Men as well, that prefers to live their lives in the middle of the mountains, as do we.

He told with shining eyes that he managed to get plenty of food, seeds, grains and other condiments for us to survive winter and for growing our own food in the spring to come. For our reliefs there was no clue or sign of our enemies, Kamui said he made sure no one followed him, or the caravan in the travel and that he took the maximum caution.

The people from the village, they are kind and quiet, they are not dangerous or vicious, don't worry, they are just a bunch of farmers, they are no threat to our life.

As the days were starting to pass by, I finally started to get better. I only took morning walks and barely left the longhouse. Kamui accompanied me by my side, holding my hands and if needed, carrying me along the way, gently as he always does. Now we had more chickens, two cows and three goats. Kamui also showed me our warehouse, where he put all sorts of things he brought from the village.

We will have a lot of work to do next spring, but it will be very rewarding, and from now on, things will get better for us, my love. I also brought some medicine from the healers, and different types of herbs that we could use.

You're on the ball, as always, ahead of everything. That's why I must get better quickly to help you.

You'II get better when you get better.

Several weeks has passed since then, I was fully recovered, however, Me and Kamui didn't have sex since then, he said to me that I shouldn't push myself over the edge and for me to be patient, He said It was too early, “you lost too much of your energy, when you are fully recovered, then we talk", he was kind to me, and understanding.

After a month or so, things were back to normal, the nights were too dark and the snow and cold didn't give us a break. I felt my husband was more tired than usual, I was stirring the dinner when he came in, breathing heavily.

Are you okay? What happened?

It's nothing, I'm just feeling sleepy.

Oh, You mean, you need an extra rest, even though your human part doesn't need to hibernate, your bear part needs it. It's okay, come to eat and after we may rest.

He looked at me concerned.

But it's still afternoon.

What 's the problem? Come here, big guy, sit down and have your dinner with me.

Afterwards, I was making the bed ready for us when he came in, a little clumsy and funny, banging everywhere, but I could read him, I always could, he is my husband and I know little single detail about him, and I have seen through his action what he was looking for and what we were going to do very soon.

Did you have your bath?

Yes, Sir.

The bed is ready.

Right.

But he still stayed standing in front of me without saying anything, a little embarrassed. So I walked to him and grabbed his hands and surrounded me.

What is the problem, big boy?

There is no problem.

So, hug me.

He hugged me in a loving embrace and when I looked at him, he knelt to kiss me, and started caressing my body with his large hands.

I can't tell you how much I missed you, touching your soft white skin, sniffing your smell, kissing you.

And me, of being all covered by yours, why did you hesitate?

Because I want to make sure that you are okay.

But I am, now, and I want every piece of you.

I am yours, my love.

He took me in his arms and brought me to bed, kissing me and licking my neck all over till my belly. I was craving for him.

Bunny.

Humm, what happen?

I want you to punish me.

Punish you? For what?

For not taking good care of you, when I sore to do it.

But you did, my darling.

Please, tie me up and punish me, use me, today I want to be dominated by you.

Okay, I will try, but I don't know if I can handle you.

You already have.

I started to kiss him then as he asked I tied his arms and legs in the bed.

I'm going to start with your legs then.

I was kissing his strong legs and licking his calves until I got further up to his thighs, and gently started to bite them, until I got to his waist. He was already hard and had his eyes fixed on me. I had already taken off his clothes, leaving him all naked and raw for me. I licked his huge dick all the body and head. When I did, he moaned and twitched, pulsing and hot as a frying pan, he had already spilled his precum all over his body and over my face.

The bed was also wet from his liquid, I continued licking his body until I got to his nipples. I caressed and played with them, then I started gently biting it, and he moaned even more.

So, I got back down and I tried to put my organ inside him, but I was so nervous, I couldn't handle it, or even that He would feel as good as it was for me. But he moaned as I started to move, he was so warm, and massive, even inside him, I could feel the sensation of his contractions, getting tiger around my dick. I was sweating and dripping.

Even though we didn't say anything I could feel him, he continued to stare at me without changing his look, fixed and concentrated. I jumped over him.

Now you are going inside me.

he just nodded and made sounds, when he forced his dick pulled in inside me, I moaned, and grabbed his neck.

Now, be a good fucking male, and give me everything that you have..

Yeah, bunny, fuck, Oh my.

I kissed him and moved myself back and forward.

Come on and fill me with your cum, Empty them inside me.

He was screaming as I started to move vigorously and slap his face, he twitched and tried to break free, hugging me and embracing me with his powerful legs.

Oh, bunny, fuck, I am going to..

Ahhhh, give it to me my beast.

He moaned, screamed and it was so beautiful that all the moment he had his eyes settled on me, he didn't turn for a single second. We both came, but he came so much, for me it was impossible for a human man to do such a thing, but he was on another level, he was indeed a beast..

I untied him, and he hugged me passionately, kissing all my body and licking me..

Oh, my hot husband, you are amazing.

Did I hurt you?

Did or not, I loved it. this side of yours, This scene of you, moving on top of me, biting your own shoulders of such pleasure, your waist, the way it moves. for me this scene is a treasure, my treasure, most precious that anything.

Oh Kamui.

I laid on his strong furry body.

Can we stay like this? I love to be on your chest.

Always.

Later on, we spent endless time talking about silly things and he asked me.

Did you miss your home? I mean, earth?

Why are you asking me this question, may I know?

It's just you not mentioning that much, I was just wondering, but you don't need to tell me if you don't want to.

It's okay, there are no lies between us, I can tell you everything that you want to know about me. Well, I do miss some things, like the heating system, hot shower, and coffee.

What is a shower? Sounds good.

If you press a button or a switch on the wall, hot water comes out through a pipe, and you can wash yourself without having to wait for the water to get warm for minutes and minutes.

Sounds interesting, and what is coffee?

It's just the best thing in life, it's a hot black drink, I don't know, you must have it here, maybe.

Huhmm…never heard about it, but who knows. And what about your family?

Yeah, I had one, but, don't get me wrong, I love them, with all my heart, it's just sometimes, doesn't work anymore.

I don't get it, you love them, but you have to stay apart from them?

Yeah, it seems like it was a world between us. I couldn't live in the same world as them.

Why?

Because I'm different, and in my world if you are different, you're something to be feared.

Oh! I can understand that, bunny.

I know my family loves me, but I tried so hard, I had two options, or stay and pretend to be someone that is not me, or the second option, I ran away and decided to live my own life. far away from them, even if I love them, that's how it works, there is love anyway.

I understand you, are you happy here, with me?

I am very happy that I was in my world.

I feel more like home here than on earth, with you, you are my home Kamui. I never told you before, but before I came to this world. I felt alone and miserable, I had no one, everything was gray and dark, I couldn't see any love in anything, any light. The night before the one I passed through the gate to this world I tried to…..Take my life away.

Oh, I didn't… I..

He couldn't say anything, but he just hugged me tightly as he never did before.

I am here, lawjayden and I will never let you down again, but promise me one thing. Never try to do this again.

I won't.

Promise me.

I promise you.

Now, come closer to me, my dear. I'm feeling so sleepy and I want to sleep with you in my arms, I am your home.