Louder than words (NSFW short story)
Hello! It's been longer than I'd like since my last upload! Have a cute short story!
Shiro comes home from a long day at work to be comforted by his mute boyfriend, Luka!
Shiro opened the door to his apartment, letting out a sigh as he walked in and had the shirt of his work uniform off as soon as the door was closed behind him. Yet another day of rude customers and useless coworkers had ended, allowing him to come home to a peaceful, quiet apartment and be with the little ball of sunshine that made life worth it for him.
His beloved American Wirehair cat, Luka, sitting at his little at-home office in front of a laptop, silently typing away.
“Luka, I'm ho–" Upon being spotted, Shiro found himself pounced on, ending up on the ground with his lover on top of him, squeezing him with all his might and affectionately nuzzling his face against Shiros chest, letting out a loud purr. Shiro smiled and strokes Lukas head and back for a minute before tapping his boyfriend on the shoulder.
“Hey, uh, can I get up?" He requested, only for Luka to pout slightly and hug him tighter. “Come on, honey…. Don't you wanna finish that show we've been watching?" Shiro proposed, finally convincing Luka to loosen his grip just enough for him to free himself and stand up. Luka raised his hands and began to sign. With his hands, he shaped them into each letter as he signaled.
“Hi…. honey…" He signed, silently. “How… was…. Work?"
“Oh, y'know, assholes everywhere. This one old lady threw her coffee at me, burned pretty bad." Shiro recounted. Lukas brow furrowed, appearing upset as he grabbed Shiros hand and squeezed it. They made eye contact for a moment, and a lot of the time, that was all they needed to understand each other. “Hey, hey, don't worry about me. I'm ok, alright? I'm ok now that I've gotten to see your face…" Shiro reassured Luka, planting a kiss on his forehead. “What about you? I could see I might have caught you in the middle of your work, sorry about that." He asked. Luka smiled and pointed at himself.
“I…" Luka then opened his hand and pointed at his palm “Show…" He then pointed at Shiro “..You." Next, Luka gestured for Shiro to follow as he took him over to his laptop. Once they got there, Luka sat down and Shiro looked over his shoulder as Luka pulled up a different tab in which he could type out his words, which was better for complex sentences than sign language was.
Luka worked freelance from home in an IT job, where people online would message him with their software problems and he would fix it. He was very good at this job and made good money, having a higher income than Shiro, who simply worked retail. As proud as Shiro was of Luka, a part of him couldn't help but let it get to him a little bit, as he wondered: If his mute boyfriend could have a comfortable, well paying job that paid most of the bills, then what was his excuse as a fully able-bodied rabbit? He never mentioned these insecurities to Luka, opting to, instead, do his best to show him as much support for his career as possible. People often told him stupid things like “oh, you're such a saint, taking care of your disabled boyfriend!", assuming that he needed a “caretaker" as if he were in a wheelchair or had brain damage, and Shiro hated when they would talk about his boyfriend that way, because in reality, it'd be more accurate to say that Luka took care of Shiro, being the breadwinner who kept them both afloat and the one who cooked most of the meals as Shiro was a disaster in the kitchen. Lukas disability never held him back from being a competent, functioning person or from being a loving, attentive partner to Shiro.
“A client asked me to fix their website because it's overrun with viruses and giving so many pop up ads that the site is impossible to navigate. This is one of the worst cases I've seen. Take a look…" Luka typed out, allowed Shiro to read before switching to his previous tab, showing the state of the website, pop ups littering the screen. Many of them were quite inappropriate, one advertising a porn game, another advertising a site for dealing weed, and then there was an ad for an… “escort" service, the pop up featuring an orange cat boy in lingerie, winking and blowing a kiss into the camera, saying “Hi, handsome! My name's Quinn, what's yours? Come play with me!~".
“I've seen so many dicks and boobs on my screen today…. So many." Luka typed. Shiro looked at him and noticed small bags under his eyes that were barely noticeable before, but illuminated by the light of his screen. He was tired just like Shiro.
“Have you been trying to fix this all day?" Shiro asked. Luka nodded before burying his face in his paws. Shiro stroked his back in a comforting gesture. “You wanna take a break? You can come back to it tomorrow, just come sit with me." Shiro encouraged. Luka smiled at him and stood up, closing his laptop, as Shiro led him to the couch and turned on the TV. “let's see, where is it? Only a few episodes left, right?" Shiro said as he pulled up the show on Netflix. Luka snuggled up against Shiro, who grabbed a large blanket and wrapped it around the both of them while Luka rested his body against Shiros, laying his head on his lover's shoulder as they watched the TV together. “Hey, I know you probably didn't cook anything today since you were busy-" Shiro starts and sees Luka look down. “Hey, it's not a problem at all. I was just saying that I was going to order something." Shiro reassured Luka, who perked up slightly. “Let's see…. You want pizza?" Shiro asked, prompting Luka to shake his head. “Chinese?" Luka nodded. Shiro made the call and they continued watching TV.
The entire time, Luka clinged to Shiro, purring as Shiro kept his arm wrapped around him. Shiro thought it was so cute how Luka expressed his affection entirely through physical gestures, giving Shiro all the cuddles he could to make up for never being able to put his feelings into words. The only time he pulled away was when he had to answer the door when the food arrived and even then, Luka put up a fight, trying to hold him right there until Shiro promised that he was only getting up for a moment. Though, he regrettably had to put a shirt on before he answered the door. Once he was back, Luka had immediately pulled it off of him, fixated on nuzzling against Shiros soft fur. Luka simply couldn't seem to keep his hands (or just entire body, for that matter) off of Shiro whenever he was home.
Eventually, after food, Shiro felt Luka began to shift downwards and blushed. He had known this would be coming, this is how their nights always end, Luka being the horndog that he is. Though, it was strange since Luka had been very reserved both socially and sexually at the beginning of their relationship and it took almost a year of them dating before Luka had been ready for intimacy. Shiro had never been able to figure out if Luka was just shy or if it was trauma, but Luka had never been up to talk about it and Shiro didn't pry, knowing that Luka would tell him one day when he was ready. However, once Luka had gotten comfortable and their relationship finally reached that point, Luka completely changed in that regard. The switch was night and day, as Luka became insatiable in bed and actively initiated sex almost every day. Presently, Luka began undoing Shiros pants as Shiro giggled.
“You want dessert already, hon?~" Shiro teased before he leaned back and felt his cock being freed from the confines of his work pants before Luka began to play with it. All of this was obscured from view as it was taking place under the blanket. Once he was hard, Shiro felt a warm, wet sensation up the length of his member that he recognized at Lukas tongue lapping at his cock for a minute before he felt the cats lips wrap around it. The shape of Lukas head could be seen bobbing up and down under the blanket as Shiros focus was taken off of the TV and he bit his lip, his head tilting back in ecstasy. “F-fuck…. Y-y'know, we're on the last episode and you're missing it…. Don't you wanna wait…?" Shiro reminded Luka between his grunts, only for the sucking to get more intense, Luka making his position clear. “A-alright… I guess… I can pause it…" Shiro said as he pressed a button on the remote, pausing the show and turning his full attention towards his lover. Gently placing his hand over Lukas head, Shiro began to guide his movements, setting a more consistent pace as Luka hungrily fed on Shiros cock. “Fuck, Luka, I… I'm getting close…" Shiro desperately stammered, causing Luka to take back control and pick up the pace as Shiro breathed heavily, a twitching and moaning mess as his hand fell away from Lukas head and began to clutch the blanket while his legs buckled. Eventually, he couldn't hold it anymore as he erupted like a volcano, pumping seed deep into Lukas muzzle, who greedily drank it all up, enthusiastically swallowing every last drop. Shiro panted, still dazed as Luka came back up from under the blanket and pressed himself against Shiros body, looking up him with a sweet, innocent smile as if he hadn't made himself a complete cockslut a minute ago.
After a minute of recovery for Shiro, he looked down and his eyes met with Lukas loving eyes and he saw Luka sign “More".
“U-uhh… Like, right now…?" Shiro asked, laughing nervously. Luka nodded, excitedly. “Uhm…" Shiro struggled to answer, his cock still flaccid and sensitive. “Can I just have a Minu–" He started but looked down into Lukas big, pleading eyes as he kept continuously signing “More, please! More, please!" Over and over. Despite being a cat, Luka proved time and time again to be a master at puppy eyes. Shiro simply couldn't say no to him with that look on his face. Shiro sighed and smiled. “Of course, sweetie. C'mere." Shiro said, putting the blanket aside and opening his arms. Luka nuzzled against Shiro as he wrapped his arms over Shiros shoulders and his legs around Shiros waist. Truth be told, Luka absolutely loved to be carried but Shiro, being fairly skinny, always had to put everything he had in order to lift Luka, who was ever so slightly bigger than Shiro, for just a short time. For Luka is was hot, sexy, warm, and comforting while Shiro, on the other hand, was fighting for his life as he strained himself to carry Luka off the couch and up the stairs after turning off the TV. However, when Lukas innocent, youthful face turned to meet Shiros, Shiro would force himself to smile, giving Luka a false reassurance that he was totally fine and not even breaking a sweat. However, despite the pain, Shiro found the joy and the comfort on Lukas face to make it well worth it. For a while, Shiro had kept telling himself that he'd start hitting the gym so that he could better carry his boyfriend, but kept procrastinating. One of these days, he'd start, he promised himself in his head as he finally reached the bedroom. When Luka had plopped down onto the bed, he growled, excitedly, appearing to think that Shiro had thrown him down onto the bed like a carnal predator, when in reality, his arms had finally gave out and he had dropped Luka onto the bed before falling on top of him, catching his breath.
Beginning to undress Luka, Shiro worked his pants all the way off, leaving himself now completely bare while Luka playfully resisted like the cute little brat he was. Luka coyly pretended to “fight back" a bit, crawling and squirming away from Shiro, putting light scratches and bites on him as Shiro giggled and played along.
“Alright, stay still…" Shiro said, through his laughter.
“Make me." Luka signed with a seductively smug look on his face as he sat in front of Shiro on the bed, now in nothing but his underwear while Shiro was naked. Shiro chuckled and accepted the challenge.
“Alright, fine…. C'mere, you little jerk~" Shiro grabbed Lukas wrists and tried to pin him. Luka was physically stronger than Shiro, but at the end of the day, he still wanted to get fucked, so he would only put up a mild struggle before finally allowing Shiro to win, pretending to have been overpowered. As they rolled around in the bed, play-fighting, they both laughed together. Eventually, Shiro began tickling Lukas sides, his sensitive spot, as Luka began laughing hard. His voice was beautiful in the brief sounds Luka would make, as his joy, expressed by his voice was music to Shiros ears. Shiro relished the brief windows where Luka might make a sound. Being incapacitated by the tickle attack, Shiro managed to turn Luka around and pin his head down against the bed, leaving his rear end sticking up.
“Was that too rough?" Shiro stopped for a moment to whisper to Luka, confirming he was still ok. Luka smiled and gave Shiro a thumbs up, reassuring him. Relieved, Shiro got back into it, continuing to forcefully press Lukas face into a pillow before yanking down his lover's underwear. He then began to grip and squeeze Lukas soft ass, Shiros cock finally standing at full mast again. Grabbing a bottle of lube off the night stand, Shiro began to apply it, spreading Lukas cheeks and pouring it over his tight hole as Luka gripped the sheets with anticipation, making grunts to demand Shiros cock. “O-ok, ok, calm down! It's coming…" Shiro reassured, as he put the lube back on the counter and aligned his member with his needy little brats entrance. “You ready?" Shiro knew the answer to this question, but still always tried to make it a point to get explicit permission before penetrating Luka, who vigorously nodded. And so, Shiro didn't make him wait another second as he plunged himself deep inside of Luka, burying his length in his soulmates bowels. Luka let out a long, shaky moan and hearing his wonderful voice is what spurred Shiro on to keep going, trying to draw out more sounds. Sex was one of the only times he'd get to hear his lover's beautiful voice and it always filled him with joy, even if Luka wasn't speaking.
Beginning to move, Shiro started off gentle as his breathing got heavier and he heard pants from Luka, who was burying his face into the pillow and hugging it. Shiro rested his hands on Lukas hips, pulling him into each thrust, making the cats ass bounce and jiggle each time it connected with Shiros hips, prompting small, muffled grunts from Luka. Eventually, Luka began to move as well, pushing himself harder into Shiros grunts, signaling that he wanted Shiro to be more rough. Shiro didn't really get much out of being dominant or rough, but it made Luka happy and that was all Shiro really wanted. However, he still always hesitated to be aggressive in bed as hurting his beloved was the last thing he wanted, but it was also what got the best sounds from Luka. When he'd smack Lukas ass during sex, it wasn't the act of it that Shiro enjoyed, it was Lukas pleasured moans from it. He didn't much like the act of biting Lukas neck or shoulder while he pounded him, but he loved when Luka would immediately cum every time he did that. Making Luka cum was one of his favorite things in the world. He much preferred sensual, romantic lovemaking and Luka would make sure that Shiros needs were met as well, usually returning the favor after orgasming by gently making love to the bunny which is usually what managed to bring Shiro to orgasm.
Presently, Shiro obliged Luka by picking up his pace and tightening his grip on Lukas butt. Eventually, he gave Lukas behind a firm slap, getting high pitched cry from Luka before Shiros hand traveled up Lukas back and eventually gripping his neck, hard, drawing another moan from the feline.
“I-I'm not hurting you, am I…?" Shiro whispered as he bent forward, whispering in Lukas ear. Luka gave another thumbs up before managing to stop gripping the sheets to sign,
“Harder" As Shiro hesitated.
“A-are you sure? Is that… what you want?" Shiro timidly questioned, worried. Luka nodded with a pleading look, as if his life depended on it. Somewhat reluctantly, Shiro gave Luka what he wanted. Starting by yanking Luka back by his scruff, taking his face out of the pillow before beginning to ram him even harder. Eventually, Shiro bit into Lukas scruff, just the way Luka liked it but made sure the bite was gentle and didn't break skin as continued to hold Luka by the scruff of his neck and give him an occasional spank. Luka was made into a moaning mess as Shiro savored the sound of his voice. They both became lost in passion as Luka reached back, gripping Shiros arm as Shiro reached up and put two of his fingers into Lukas mouth, and pulling on it. The only sounds were Shiro panting and grunting, Luka moaning loud enough to risk disturbing the neighbors, and a sound of wetting clapping from Shiros hips violently slamming into Lukas ass. Meanwhile, Shiro got lost in the moment, as his bite intensified, eventually causing Luka to start bleeding, but neither of them appeared to notice. Luka came multiple times in the 30 minutes straight that they kept up like this until, they both eventually collapsed, out of stamina.
Shiro didn't cum, but he never really minded. However, Luka would always make sure that he was tended to. As they laid in afterglow, Shiro looked over and panicked when he spotted the bleeding wound on Lukas shoulder.
“O-oh God, I'm so sorry! Are you ok!? Hold on, let me–" Shiro started, but Luka didn't appear concerned as he simply dug through the drawer on the night stand, pulled out some medicine and bandages before beginning to calmly and casually treat the wound with a smile still on his face. All the while, Shiro hugged him from behind, crying and apologizing. Shiro wasn't even the one who got hurt and yet Luka had to the be the one comforting him.
“I ok! I ok!" Luka signed, repeatedly while caressing Shiro. The wound was very mild, equivalent to a surface level cut. Once Shiro had calmed down, Luka gave him a kiss and reassured Shiro that the sex was amazing and he didn't mind the bite.
“I… I don't think I want to do this anymore. It really upsets me to see bruises or cuts on you afterwards. I just feel so guilty." Shiro expressed. Luka seemed to think for a moment before nodding. He started to sign for a moment but stopped and, instead, got up and grabbed a notepad and pencil before beginning to write and showing it to Shiro.
“I'm sorry, my love. I don't want to see you frown. I was too oblivious to how this was making you feel. I thought that, with time, you'd get used to it. I'm sorry for trying to make you something that you're not. You've always been here for me at my lowest points and you're the first partner I've had who's never minded me not speaking. My disability has been what's ended so many relationships in the past, I thought for a while that I couldn't properly love somebody just because I couldn't verbally express my love, but then you came along and you never left me or tried to make me feel guilty for something beyond my control. You made me feel like I was fine just the way I was. I should have been more considerate to you, as you've been for me. You shouldn't feel like you should force yourself to change for me just to satisfy me in bed. The truth is, as long as I'm with you, I'll always be satisfied. I'm sorry if I came off as demanding. I'm going to make it up to you."
Shiro read the note and looked up at Luka.
“Honey…. It's alright, you don't need to–" Shiro started but was interrupted by Luka putting a hand on his chest and gently pushing as a way of asking him to lay down, which he did. Then, Luka positioned himself in front of Shiro and lifted the rabbits legs before hugging them as Shiro felt the tip of Lukas cock kissing the entrance of his hole. “Luka…" Shiro said, quietly, before Luka put a finger in front of Shiros mouth, shushing him. Very slowly and gently, Luka entered Shiro, filling him. “Oh God…" Shiro gasped. Luka maintained eye contact with Shiro as he delicately made passionate love to him while Shiro breathed and let out low moans. All of his problems and worries melted away as the only thing in the world that mattered to either of them in that moment was each other.
Shiro basked in the sensation of his prostate being carefully massaged by Lukas length while Luka eventually bent forward until he was laying right on top of Shiro, their faces mere inches apart, feeling each other's breaths on their necks.
“L-Luka…." Shiro moaned as he embraced his lover, melting into him. It didn't take long for Shiro to reach climax, spasming as he felt his warm seed spurt onto his stomach. Luke gradually slowed down as this happened, before finally stopping completely and ending it with a deep, loving kiss.
The pair made out for a while before finally breaking apart, Luka still on top of Shiro as they held each other. They both smiled.
“Thank you for that…. This is what I love about you, you're so aware and caring. You shouldn't beat yourself up, I was always happy to pleasure you. Whatever made you feel good, made me feel good. Sex is a mutual bonding experience, it shouldn't be one-sided. So, I think we can reach a compromise. We can experiment a little bit and find a level of roughness that I'm comfortable with and still stimulates you. I trust you, and I'm willing to explore with you." Shiro said upon catching his breath. “I love you, Luka… you're perfect exactly as you are…. But, I suppose I would be lying if I didn't sometimes wish I could hear you say it." Shiro expressed. Luka smiled and got up, off of Shiro and began to sign.
“I have surprise for you!" Luka excitedly signed as Shiro sat up. Then, he began the clear his throat and take a deep breath before, finally…. He spoke.
“I….. Love… You…" Luka managed to very weakly and shakily say, appearing to be straining himself to pull it off. It took Shiro a moment to process it before he broke into tears, shocked. He hugged Luka as tightly as he could, tears of joy streaming down both of their faces. Eventually, upon calming down, they separated and Luka began writing on the notepad.
“I've been working a lot of overtime, taking more clients and I finally managed to scrape up enough money to start speech therapy! I've been attending while you were at work! I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but I wanted to wait until I could finally say I love you, as a surprise! I've always wanted to say it! Talking still hurts, those 3 words were all I could manage. It might take a long time, but there's a chance that maybe someday, I'll be able to say full sentences!" Luka explained in the note.
“Luka, this is incredible! You're amazing!" Shiro said.
“It's just 3 words…." Luka signed, seeming a little embarrassed.
“Luka, stop that. I'm so unbelievably proud of you! Who cares if it's 'only' 3 words!? It's a lot for you! That's all that matters! Yes, the sad reality is that you'll probably always have more limited speech capabilities compared to most others, but you shouldn't hold yourself to anybody's standards except your own! What seems small to somebody else, is monumental to you and me! As far as I'm concerned, you might as well have just won an Olympic gold medal! Don't ever think you shouldn't be proud of your accomplishments!" Shiro told Luka who began to cry again.
The couple embraced each other, their bond now stronger than ever and sure to get even stronger with time. Luka may have been silent, but his love was louder than words.