Office Bitch Ch. 04

I feel parts of myself returning as i quietly inspect myself. it's the first time i've been able to see all of it.

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Prisoner of War[3]: My Pain, My Pleasure

Not that taking it wasn't fun, but stroking myself was just that much more familiar. with a firm grip on myself, i once again brought myself close to orgasm.

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This is the Part...Where There is More than a Lump Under the Mattress

"feeling _sorry_ for myself?" i repeated. i wasn't feeling sorry for myself. i was being realistic. i didn't know joseph that well. he was sweet, but so were a lot of guys.

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Phantom Chronicles: Chapter 12

Slowly i stood up from the steaming waters and placed myself behind the servant before shoving myself in without mercy. no reaction once again even as i brutally forced myself inside it, not even a cry.

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Figuring Things Out--An Introduction

I loved myself. what i became since is chilling, to say the least. in that cell, when i faced myself, i was hardly recognizable. i felt old. i felt worn. what i imagined of myself was an old, beaten and weathered piece of androgynous feline.

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When Dreams Become Reality: In a Perfect Alternate Universe (BONUS CHAPTER) Part 2

I said to myself, though i almost couldn't even hear myself speak right there. "i bet tony's probably thinking the same thing."

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Reflection

But like a moth to the fucking flame, i bring myself back. nothing's changed. i frown again, and my eyes dart away. the mirror could never lie to me, but i sure wish it would. allow me to stop making myself miserable long enough to introduce myself.

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The Clone

I heard myself say dejectedly. although it wasn't me speaking. suddenly my mind was racing. if i hadn't said it then the experiment must have worked. there was a clone of myself.

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Endings CH.1 WIP

- - - i fling myself up from the bed, my breath coming in pants and my sweat soaking my ragged shirt, my eyes glance everywhere and nowhere as i gradually calm myself. i look up at the cold gray ceiling with a sigh.

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Filth.

Heavily drinking, taking drugs, hurting myself both psychologically and physically - it feels pitiful towards myself that i'm blaming others for the injustice in this world, when i never did anything myself to stop it.

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