Darkness Ensues
I wake up to darkness sourrounding me. I'm in a room, which seems to be extremely large, but that's probably just the darkness. My ears twitch as a scuttling sound echoes througout the room. A metal blade begins to sharpen against one of the walls,...
Darkness.
Darkness I feel the Darkness growing. Swelling up inside. My life is rather useless. I know I can not hide. The fate which here binds me, The one I can't escape. It pulls me down into that sea, Of blood that I've made. How can i find the...
Addiction
Triggers for depression, addiction, and self-harming; i s'pose. just something i wrote while listening to "hell is where i dreamt of you and woke up alone" by blackbear as i reflected on everything going on in my life recently.
Prologue
_she should have known about my depression, so she should shut hers first. really, can't dogs and cats just get along? _useless..._ i forced shut my eyes and let a grunt, and exhaled heavily.
Human Puppy (poem)
I saw the anger and knew it was gonna linger in your eyes then you yelled at me saying we gonna start a family and that I should grow up. Oh, this isn't about you it never has been so away, Oh, why won't you just accept me as a human...
Heckle tweak
I already told you... I don't need that around me. If you hear voices, They're your own. Don't let the sound Hold me down. Left alone... I'm not against you; Nobody is! But the meth... You feel all of this... A childhood...
Misery
_ i knew i was depressed, i've known it for a long time now, i've been to therapy to and the doctors, but unfortunately they don't think i'm depressed something about knowing that you're depressed doesn't necessarily make you depressed, and that because i
late night madness
Here I sit the broken shell of a man, I try to sleep but the waking world shall not set me free, all I am is trapped by my insanity. I close my eyes and darkness there, hopes and fears and pain beyond anything I have to compare it to. Alone, sad...
Change
Change. What defines change, Is it something unique, Or otherwise special? Can a person ever really change, Can one honestly admit that they aren't the same, That somehow something snapped, Or that some switch was flipped? Will I myself...
Father son bonding(4th billionth times the charm x3)
I just could no longer handle the depression and pain i bottled within me. to those who cared and i left behind i must apologize for being such an idiot. i must apologize to all those i have wronged.
Star Fox Chronicles: Chapter 29: Depressing Regroup
I felt like shit the whole ride home. I awoke the next day with a throbbing headache, and it was all from the numerous problems that were recently occurring. First was a great numerous confusion throughout the whole ship, Cougar's disturbing broadcast...
Sibling Rivalry: A weirdly depressing few days in the life of...
Just don't talk to me for a while because my heart can't take it my heat can't take it and you being near me is making me think about sex and i'm depressed and i'm getting absolutely fucking horny and it's depressing as shit!"