Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 20 - To get in touch...
'what do you expect me to say, ceylan...? that i have the same feelings for you...?' 'no, i don't expect you to say anything... but... deep down inside, i always hoped that you do...' 'please, don't take it the wrong way, ceylan...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 13 - "We know"...
'just be honest for once, ceylan...' 'what exactly do you expect to hear from me...?' 'what exactly do you expect from her...? a future together...? for fucks sake, ceylan, she's eleven years older than you... fuck no... she's not like that...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 31 - Tough love...
Don't be afraid to show your feelings, ceylan... confront him first... and then do what your feelings tell you to do...' _"heh...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 33 - "My sense of humour..."
'ceylan...?' _"damn..."_ 'yes...?' 'what's this doing in your drawer...?' 'uhm... lying dormant...?' 'i'm sorry, i'm just a little surprised, that's all... why'd you never tell me...?' 'u-uh...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 108 - When anything goes...
It doesn't work that way, ceylan...' 'well, who knows... perhaps we could stay in touch with her and, you know... meet each other for a second time...'
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 26 - The guts to call
'ceylan...?' 'yes, simon...?' 'ceylan...!' 'yes?' 'ceylan!' 'what?!' and at that point, i opened my eyes and found myself in bed with simon standing next to me... 'hey! get up! it's half passed eight! you're gonna be late for school!'
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 84 - The five stages of acceptance...
'it'll be alright, ceylan...' 'i know...' 'sweet dreams...' 'goodnight... i love you, sam...' 'i love you too...'
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 66 - The little boy next door
'alright, thank you so much, ceylan...' 'no problem... i'll let you know, okay?' 'thank you...' esmeralda had a weak smile on her face and closed the door quietly...
Dissociation
ceylan. ceylan rhodes. and you're johnny?" i repeated as if she hadn't said his name several times. another meaningful look between the two.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 112 - Three's a crowd...
That was so awesome, ceylan...'** **'it's always nice to hear that afterwards...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 50 - A cornered feline in distress...
_"oh, ceylan... oh, yes... ceylan...! ceylan...!!"_ 'ceylan...!' 'huh, what...?' i opened my eyes and noticed terry was on top of me instead. _"the hell...?"
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 80 - One way or another...
'i can't make that decision for you, ceylan... talking about it is the key... it always has been and it always will be... you need to let him know what you want before you go any further...