"BLEU" - Me'Zelf
**"BLEU" - Me'Zelf** **Photo above:** **"First Appearance, 20TH SEPTEMBER 2021"** **I**** INTRODUCTION:** Me'Zelf (twisted from "myself" in Dutch). Can be called an "imaginary friend" or "spirit", whatever perceived by others. A wyvern that isn't...
"BLEU" - Disorientation
Another psychological field I found yesterday, and ouch... This one really, really hurts. Had plenty of time looking at Me'Zelf's form, and it created a gap in my mind. The same overwhelming elements never disappeared, but became more organised and...
"BLEU" - Harmony
**HARMONY FROM THE SHADOW TO THE LIGHT** **"BLEU" - HARMONY** Stalled recently in my drawing due to self-exploration. I get to understand myself deeper, realise my potential and purpose, and sharpening my skills to wield them. All started by...
"BLEU" - Thingy
**"BLEU" - "THINGY"** **Photo above: "First Appearance, 21ST OCTOBER 2021"** **The Red Firefly. "A willing Demon that also lights the way".** **INRODUCTION:** A "monster" that manifested in my personality from my worst...
"BLEU" Part One
**"BLEU" PART 1** **CHILDHOOD** Uncovering Blue has uncovered basically everything all the way back until my memories started. My first vivid memory was a beachfront looking at the blue sea and the sky, separated only by the horizon....
What Is Your Name?
**Backstory** **"What Is Your Name?"** Unlike many others, he never remembered himself as a hatchling or a baby. The earliest flashback he could recall was a vision of a sandy beach. He peered through the vision flashing in the darkness, coaxing a...
"BLEU" Part Four
**"BLEU" PART 4** **INTO THE YELLOW LIGHT OF THE CORRIDOR…** Even the light felt different. This bright light had always caused me discomfort, but now there was a sense of… relief…? I felt another familiar sense… something lifted off...
"BLEU" Part Three
**"BLEU" PART 3** **“COURAGE"** This seemed to glow in the dark with a warm light… in the dark… I stuttered for a moment, and looked around. The glow was gone. The bubble was gone. The starlight was gone. I'm back in my room. The...
"BLEU" Part Two
**"BLEU" PART 2** **WHAT AM I DOING!?????** A terrible dilemma with an unfathomable depth struck me from every single direction. WHO!? WHAT!? WHEN!? WHERE!? WHY!? HOW? WHICH!? I don't know what I'm doing! Fantasy? I have long accepted...
A Dream: An Alternate Reality
This dream was disturbing too, but not on the scale as the previous mentioned one. Yes, this one involves the character "Thingy" again. It felt like an insightful story / movie but seeing it from first person view. OR it's what I'm doing in that...