Chapter Four: Fired and Fried
There were some used condoms he had fished out of the trash, feeling his self-hate growing and burning him when he found himself sucking the cum out of them.
Chapter 1: Even if it Kills Me.
A couple self-hating months later, i finally accepted myself as whom i was. a gay mutt. societies worst nightmare. now, having said that... i think a once upon a time is in order.)~ once upon a time... ~(no...
Everything's Magic
The darkness and self-hate had been purged by dante's kindness. the feeling reminded me of the dream i'd had last night. how could i possibly repay him for what he had done for me? i asked him this.
"I'm Sorry"
What he wanted to be payback for the betrayal he suffered turned out to be fuel for the fire of self-hate, and bore no gratification whatsoever.
Trenchcoat Warfare
It's enough to bring your true self out into the open, the true self you've been so desperate to unveil for years, but you were so full of self-loathing, self-hate, self-pity.
Sunset Strokes
All his self-hating thoughts disappeared in the man's touch, and saul felt like a teenager with his first girlfriend again. boners and butterflies. maybe giving in to his lusty nature wouldn't be so bad if it was with this hunk! "this way."
A Sadistic Romance - Part 9
I was sorry, seriously sorry for what i'd done... but more than anything else i pitied him even more for having been hurt by kiburi, having had his first crush with indra and having this weird, jealous, sadistic and self-hating partner like me when i didn't
Needs
If i couldn't help myself, i could at least do something good somehow, and pleasing a lost middle aged mare was my ticked to salvation for an evening, until the next bout of self hate made me hate what i had done. "do you think i look good ryan?"
A Taste of Something Else ~ Chapter 4
Inadequacy, depression, self-hate... self-harm. she'd had that, but had gotten over it. good for her, right?" he paused briefly to write down something in his notes, peering over at his textbook for reference. " "well.
Forgetting but Still Loving
And, he wasn't about to let some depressed, self hating fox make him have a bad night. especially since he was getting paid so much.
Graduation Vacation: Chapter 2
Of all the things jeff had said today, this confession of self hate simply stunned her. "jeff you are normal." jeff also stopped. he spotted ryan walking down the path towards them.
A Taste of Something Else ~ Chapter 11
There was still this aching void in my heart, this deep wound of guilt and self-hate that would take a long time to heal, but... already i knew that if william were to suddenly call me three times at three am on a school night, i would be fucking _pissed_.