**Attention Seeking**
_"Start freaking thinking. And stop acting like a little, emo attention seeker, stop cutting yourself, grow up, and take punches from life more easily. Because there will be a lot more. And they won't be coming from...
Attention Seeking, Blood, Canine, Claws, Clean, Dark, Dissassociation, Dog, Family, German Shepherd, Harm, Help, Male, Mature, Mind Games, No-Yiff, Pain, Relationships, Self Harm, Violence, black dog, crying, cutting, hurt, mental health, nail, self-harm, serious
**Past Dealings**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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You never sleep well, not after it's happened. The usual signs creep in: difficulty falling asleep, waking up too early, fits of astute wakefulness through the night. The bed...
Abuse, Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, Battle, Clean, Dark, Dark themes, Depression, Fight, History, Lies, No-Yiff, Relationships, Short Story, Snippet story, Struggle, abusive, anxiety, despair, doubt, individual, internal battle, mental health, monologue, past, personal, self-doubt, survival
**Hidden**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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Sick and tired, sick of hiding, the past of my life shaded in shrouds. Where do I go from here when the path that I wanted to lead crumbled before me, standing on the edge of a...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult, Adult Themes, Allegory, Broken thoughts, Dark, Dark themes, Depression, Experimental, Exploration, Fiction, Fragmented thoughts, Gaslighting, Metaphor, Modern, PTSD, Relationships, Short Story, Story, Unhealthy patterns, abusive, anxiety, experiment, flashbacks, mental health, song lyrics, warning
**Not Taking a Spa Day**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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It was not all that long ago, in the grand scheme of things, that I went on a day trip to a spa with several pools and naturally warmed water: it was a big draw for the...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Dark themes, Depression, Escapism, Mature, Negative spirals, Negative thinking, No Escape, PTSD, Pain, Short Story, Spa day, Story, Thoughtful, Trauma, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, escape, flashbacks, introspective, mental health, psyche, suffering, trigger, warning
Sometimes surprising Conor is a mistake, especially before he's had his morning meds. I'm sleeping in for the first time in weeks when lights are flipped on and the pillow is yanked out from under my head.
"Donovan, ya lazy snow leopard, get your...
Age Difference, Anal, Anthro, Bedroom, Canid, Canine, City, Couple, Cute, Emotional, Feline, First Person, Gay, Gay Relationships, Homosexual, Love, M/M, Mature, Modern, Real Life, Realistic, Relationships, Romance, Short Story, Size Difference, Snow Leopard, Wolf, mental health
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trigger warning for dark themes involving mental health and abusive relationships!!!
an experimental piece!!!
Abuse, Adult, Adult Themes, Contemporary, Dark, Dark themes, Depression, Experimental, First Person, Harsh, Mature, Memories, PTSD, Recollection, Relationship, Relationships, Short Story, Snippet story, Story, Trauma, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, healing, mental health, monologue, prose, recovery, snippet, warning
# Unexpected love: Broken mirror
Why was her brother so insufferable? All she wanted was a good time, and now, she did not even get the toys that she wanted. She growled and blew some smoke from maw, allowing it to roll past her body. Her evening air...
Abuse, Bad Language, Betrayal, Blowjob, Brother, Character Development, Cheating, Daughter, Dragon, Dragoness, Drama, Emotional, Exhibitionism, Family, Father, Female, Heterosexual, Incest, Male, Male/Female, Mild Abuse, Modern, Mother, Pain, Pregnancy, Siblings, Sister, Son, Story Series, Straight, Vaginal, mental health
Kris pressed the pillow harder against her head; this was a mental health day that would require another mental health day. or days.
or months.
Anal, Canine, Dachshund, Dog, Fingering, German Shepherd, LaVojeto, M/F, Masturbation, Semi-Incest, Voyeurism
The brandy burned.
I sneered as I gulped it down and slammed my glass on the bar.
I clutched the thick rocks glass in a meaty paw, teeth bared as I begged it to shatter under the pressure.
But it resisted.
I didn't have the heart to really crush...
Age Difference, Alcohol, Anal, Biting, Charr, Deep Penetration, Deep Throat, Depression, Domination/Submission, Drunk, Fantasy, Feet, Feline, Fight, Fingering, Gagging, Guild Wars 2, Hook up, M/M, Masochism, Musk, Oral, Public, Rimming, Rough, Size Difference, grope, mental health, sadism
When you're that deep in mental health, or the lack of it too, a relationship that drowns you...why would anyone expect it to be any different?
you will do anything to make yourself not helpless, to save yourself.
Abuse, Abusive Relationship, Alcohol, Alcohol abuse, Depression, Entrapment, Escapism, Feeling helpless, First Person, Mild alcohol abuse, Negative thinking, Non-specific species, Relationships, Short Story, Solo, Story, Thoughtful, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, healing, helpless, introspective, mental health, monologue, recovery, warning
**Black Ice**
_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
@arianmabe
_Cover art by Orobas_
_No one could possibly watch the hunger artist continuously, day and night, and so no one could produce first-hand evidence that the fast had really been...
Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, British, Clean, Drama, Ebook, Equine, Family, Forest, Forestry, General, Horse, Horse Riding, Kindle, Love, Mammal, No-Yiff, Outdoors, Real Life, Relationships, Risk, Sellfy, Short Story, Squirrel, Stoat, Stories, Story, UK, accident, family life, injury, mental health