Take Off Your Pants and Sneakers - Part 3

'i've never kept count. but i've got one more. i've had a gun pointed right at me by a guy i knew could do it.' 'nice. did you deserve it?' 'what the fuck kind of question's that, "did i deserve it"?'

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A Much Longer Past

He cried out, "i've forgotten what it's like to feel, and now i remember! i've never felt so alive!"   "you're welcome?" i said with an interrogative tone. i've never seen anyone so happy to have someone rummaging through their head.

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Suffering...

#16 of poetry, both old and new i've gone through a lot in my life. i've loved and lost; i've wandered and wondered. i've hoped and dreamed: i've yelled and screamed... but every night, i suffer... in silence.

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Love At It's Finest: Episode 3

_ i've never had the privilege of saying that before (lame as it sounds; i've just never felt that way about a single person i've ever met). and i love saying it! i get a nice, warm feeling in my chest.

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Aftermath

Another thing i have to say is i've led an interesting enough life, but nothing was quite like the events i've described in these stories. although i've had many unusual circumstances during my life, nothing tops those happenings.

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The secrets of love

Simply, to this day i've never had a real friend.

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The Dark

Twice i've fallen into the dark, twice i've lost my light. twice i've been pulled from the dark, twice i've felt the warmth of my heart grow. and twice i've had my heart stabbed.

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I'm a Crossdressing Sissy Dom. Ask Me Anything!

That's something i've shown some of before-there's a few videos i did where i used a riding crop on someone, and there's all sorts of dom/sub and painplay stuff i've done.

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Learn the Colors

I don't get up until i've thought of it...there's never been a day that i've stayed in bed. hopefully, one day there will be, when i've finally either killed myself or fucked up too much to even wake up, that'll be it.

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Ladder Racing, spring 2019 (Chapter 11)

i've done so much for him; i've taken risks and made sacrifices, i've cried and had nightmares because of him. and he can only think about himself.

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Ladder Racing, spring 2019 (Chapter 13)

I call mom, because i've been holding it off. i have something to show for the month i asked of them. and i've gone ten days over that deadline because i've been worried. but i'm nearing my limit. i need to prove a point.

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Bang to the Beat

I could work this thing for hours in all kinds of ways if i wanted to, and i've seen enough tricks to imitate several other dancers. but i'm on a mission. i've got a goal and a target in mind.

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