Station 285: Part 3
A turmoil of self-hatred and loathing, of desperation, fear, anxiety. was i really going to do this? he was my brother, but damnit i just could not bare to see him like this.
A Fox Behind Bars part 6
My intense afterglow quickly faded to a fog of self hatred and disgust. _what did i just do_, i asked myself. i got up and wrapped myself in my coat, looking for warmth that didn't want to be found.
All's Fair - Part 21
I knew he was lying, but some ghost inside me clung to his frail assurances, desperate to believe it, and that sparked another layer of self-hatred that was almost impossible to handle.
The Pool, Chapter Two.
The worst thing in the world would be to have this happiest of days end in sadness and self-hatred, and gods knew, there had already been so much of that.
Patreon Monthly (March): Big Shoes To Fill
If they were cartoonish, borderline impossible before, than without a doubt his feet now were a hallucination brought out by years of stress and self-hatred. or at least that's what zach desperately hoped.
Razed - Chapter 13
That awful falling feeling again, dread and despair and self hatred and all that blood bubbling up inside me and oh my god i_am_ going to puke. "fuck, what is wrong with me?"
Secrets Ch. 40
Feelings of rejection and self hatred at what i am beginning to bubble to the surface. i guess it was too much to hope that i had found a place where i could be fully accepted despite my heritage.
Among the Stars. Chapter Eleven.
A self-hatred that made his teeth clench so tight blood was drawn. blue tinted blood dripped from typhon’s lips as he clutched his arm, trying to keep his anger contained.
Chapter 4: A Change for the Better
The srothar got a rumble his throat...a growl of self-hatred, a purr of satisfaction? hell, he couldn't tell about so many things...not even how he felt about something so obvious at this...!
Jim's Night Out ("Jim and the Frog" series, #2)
The repressed self-hatred hidden in the smile of the cashiers as they take your order? all that is awesome, i tell you, but people with no money like me can't afford that. no, the reason i really love fast food joints is their trash cans.
Borderlands - Varkid Variation
He had been a waste of flesh, but that self hatred started to temper as he realized if he had lived any other sort of life, he wouldn't be where he was...
Love in the Snow Chapter 1: Under the Crescent Moon
She was completely right about everything, inside my soul i have this self hatred that eats at me that no one see's, i guess i cover it up to well. but you... amy. you can see inside my soul,_ i thought deeply.